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2003 3 February :: 10.14 pm
:: Mood: bleh...
okay, so today i was supposed to get my wisdom teeth yanked out of my mouth. at the last minute we found out that the oral surgon's son or daughter had to go to some emergancy ward last night and couldn't come in to rip the suckers out. ehh...so now i go on friday. at least i can work tomorrow-thursday. good.
so today kind of sucked. i didn't really like being home. it was really dumb. skipping school isn't as fun when you do it all the time. it gets boring. bleh... i must be the biggest flamer for saying that. haha..oh well
oh yeah, yesterday mom spent practically all day on the phone trying to plan our vacation to mexico. now we're not even going. bleh... that sucks. the weeks the condo was open we couldn't get airline tickets and the week we could get airline tickets, the condo wasn't open. major suckage. so i guess now we might be planning a trip to california for spring break. my aunt lives near san fransisco. that would be really really fun. i guess anywhere but here would be really fun. i hate it right now.
winter just sucks. everyday i find myself longing for summer even more. i just love summer, it is without a doubt my favorite season. oh well, it can't come fast enough for me, it never can. whatever, i tried on freaking bathing suits and sun dresses today when mom took me shopping, i ended up with a pair of socks with smiling music notes on them. wooo...i'm so much of a band dork i can't hardly stand it.
yep, and my last rant is i'm lonley. i haven't really told many people, but i am. i really am. i'm just really missing something in my life and i know now, it isn't faith. my faith is better than it ever has been now. it's not my friends, my friendships are so strong right now and i know they would do anything for me, well, almost anything :) and they all know i would do anything for them. but i really think it's my love life. my love life stinks right now. i mean...bleh!!! other than the fact that ryan asked me to marry him yesterday, i have nothing! heh... that sounds really contradicterary. i slaughtered that word, the idea is there. whatever. ryan is 3 hours away, i might be engaged to him (we're getting married in the big wedding at camp this summer with all the other couples), but he's not here when i need him. that is what sucks so bad. oh well, there's really nothing i can do. if any of you know someone that fits my profile (good luck), feel free to contact me.
other than that, i think i'm good for a while..if you have any questions, you know what to do :)
good night
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2003 28 January :: 9.48 pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: Polka and Fugue fromSchwanda- 2002 CMU H.S. Honers Band
aaaaahhhh!!!!!
i got my c.d. from the CMU honers band concert today!!!!!!! i've been waiting for it for sssooooo long. i can't believe it!!!! i began to cry when i listened to it for the first time. i just can't believe and i still can't believe that i was in such a band. i mean, my dad said it sounded like a professional band. and seariously, we rehearsed 3 times. wowwwwww.... if you've never been in something similar to this, you really won't get it. i mean not to sound mean, but don't even try. i know now, by listening to this and feeling the way i do, i will never ever be able to be with anyone (romantically) that doesn't feel the same way i do about this stuff. it's so incredable, i can't imagine sharing my life with someone who "doesn't get it". it's impossible. wow. i can't wait until college when i can do this EVERY DAY!!!! woooo!! with people who love it as much as me!!!!! aHHH!!! party!!!!! you'd have to hear it to believe me. ask beans, she went to the concert. by listening to this, i just go back in time to the ABSOLUTE BEST weekend of my entire life. okay, you're probably thinking.. "she's freaking crazy"....BAH! i don't really care!
haw haw haw... be prepared to listen to this :)
bwahahaha....
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2003 27 January :: 10.25 pm
:: Mood: silly
:: Music: i have it in my head
ahhhhh..... good
i feel soooo much better now.
phew... (wipes WET off face)
nice...
good night :)
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2003 25 January :: 10.50 pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: john mayer- our lvoe was comfortable... oops...i meant love..that's it
our love was comfortable and so broken in...
wow i love this song...it's so beautiful and the lyrics make me want to cry everytime i listen to it. i need it on repeat.
well, solo and ensemble was today. i got a one on my solo and a one for quartet too!!!! yes!!!!!! i swear i could have been the happiest kid on the face of this earth when i found out this news. i worked so hard for this and i prayed like no other. wow...
ummm...yeah, so hope everyone is having a good weekend, i'll be back some other time. bye bye
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2003 22 January :: 10.35 pm
:: Mood: hmmm....
:: Music: hhhuuummm....
What prep label are you?
interesting.... bleh
if you know of any males that play piano that i don't know of, please contact me. thanks :)
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2003 18 January :: 12.03 am
:: Mood: i'''mmmm gggrrreeaaaattttt!!!!
:: Music: i have a super duper awesome FUZZY LOGIC song stuck in my head...maybe it's last night :)
and now for a fun fact of course:
Residents of the United Kingdom consume more cans of baked beans than the rest of the world combined.
hawh aaawha whwa haw
anyway, tonight was so much fun. everyone was having a riot and my FAVORITE BAND, FUZZY LOGIC played at THE BEAN tonight! woooo!!! josh/jake/beans were here before and then we rioted at big boy after....even though they didn't serve their smelt with beans. har. um, yeah....so other than fun fun fun...
beans and i are moving to URANUS with the entire band camp staff and angry mob because on URANUS summer is 21 earth years long..... so..... yeah....it's going to be great. :)...jess can come too, only because she's coming to camp in 2003..and she's married to us, so she has to come :)
anyways...... that's about it for now... maybe i'll see if the old bon fire kids want to get together (gunnie, andy, jessie and beans)...that would be fun :)
good night :)
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2003 16 January :: 7.18 pm
:: Mood: alright...still sick though
:: Music: john mayer- comfortable
wow..it's been a long time! i just realized i've had my journal for over a year now, so now i can go back and say..."hmm....one year ago i was doing this" cool! i love my new job!!! the kids are great and the money is great and i met a really nice (and cute) boy!!!! hehe... anyways, if you didn't get my email, my MSN messenger doesn't work because our computer is too old..and stupid. oh well...ho hum... bah. solo and ensemble is just over a week. yikes... i should do ok though. *thinks*...i don't really have anything else to say...well i do, i just don't feel like it
i miss camp!!!!!!!!
alot!!!!!!
bleh....
;)..good night
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2003 2 January :: 7.16 pm
:: Mood: still really really rotten but this cheered me up
you know your in band too long when:
~You hear music and mark the time
~You walk in step with the person in front of you
~You don't mind changing on the bus
~All the guys/girls in which you are interested are in
the band
~You like your uniform
~You've had a trombone-ectomy
~You consider your drill book a necessary fashion
accessory
~You practice your instrument more than you talk to
your dog
~You consider getting mauled by a drum a part of
normal life
~An armed guard means a girl with a pole, not a guy
with a gun
~When alone, you suffocate -- no one tells you to
breathe
~You name your instrument
~You know your instrument's birthday but forget your
mom's
~You can make brown shoes look white
~Your uniform fits
~You see your section more than you see your family
~You think evening practice should last half an hour
longer
~You accidentally call your director Dad/Mom
~You CAN sight read
~You can put on your uniform in under 10 minutes
~Your reed tastes yummy
~You think your plume is alive
~Marking tie is your favorite form of exercise
~You have neck strap harness tan lines (right
drummers?)
~Numbers past eight aren't important anymore
~Letters past G aren't important anymore
~When you roll step through the cafeteria, you don't
spill your lunch
~When everyone in the band fights like family
~When you practice so long the color guard is together
~You know not only your part, but everyone else's as
well
~You eat lunch in the band room
~You possess two instruments:
~a good one for concert and a junky one for marching
band
~You can't go to movies on the weekend with friends
~You don't see your parents on the weekend
~Your free time is spent doing homework
~Drummers actually seem to make sense
~Your furniture is dented because of you banging
drumsticks on it
~The ego of the trumpet section seems normal
~You got all the jokes on this list.
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2003 2 January :: 6.14 pm
:: Mood: is there such a mood?
i feel really bad because i'm not even eating dinner with my parents on my mom's birthday. um... disregard the last half or whatever of my last entry because i got a call from ryan today telling me saturday wasn't going to work for him i guess and now i'm not going to see him. hmm... my eyes are burning from crying so much. monday will be so much fun telling everyone i didn't go. i better bring some other tissues. gosh.... today was so fun until we got home. eeeerrrgggg.... i want to curl up in a little ball and never come out.
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2003 2 January :: 12.12 pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: nothing right now
happy BIRTHday to my MOM!!!!! woooot!!! *sings and dances* :) we're going bowling today with a bunch of friends to celebrate.... it should be fun...and then SATURDAY i'm going to ARMADA! wwwwoootttteeeerrrr!!!!!!! that i think will be the highlight of my vacation. hehe... okay guys and dolls, i'm out for now!! have fun! ;)
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2003 1 January :: 10.04 pm
:: Mood: happpy...and anxious
:: Music: a song i was just playing on piano is stuck in my head
What's Your Personality?Find out!
pretty good...
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2002 31 December :: 7.51 pm
:: Mood: fun
:: Music: 311- beautiful disaster
heya! i'm finally in a good mood!! woo!!! happy BIRTHday to kevin today! and...happy BIRTHday to WOOHU.COM tomorrow!! yay!!!! i'm going to tom's party tonight and then to jessie's house after. it should be reallly fun! ryan comes home from hawaii tomorrow, it's about time!!! wowzers! and i go to see him on SATURDAY!!!! yippee!!!!! hm...my hands are cold. heh. i painted my nails pretty pink today! oh la la :) well, i hope everyone has a fantastic new year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! see ya all in 2003!!!!!!!!!! :)
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2002 30 December :: 2.29 pm
:: Mood: goood!!!
:: Music: BLAST!- battery battle
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2002 26 December :: 11.28 pm
:: Mood: same
sorry, i didn't mean to sound depressing. i was reading all the entries on my friends page and everyone was writing about how great their Christmas was. i did have a Christmas. i went caroling on sunday night. monday we came over here to grandpas and the fam was here. tuesday we went to church and opened presents. wednesday, um... was lazy. today was shopping.
danibean05: i got my cartalage peirced
sugarmouse0587: really?
sugarmouse0587: that does not seem like your thing
sugarmouse0587: does it hurt like a moose?
danibean05: no
danibean05: not a bit
danibean05: it doesn't seem like my thing?
sugarmouse0587: It seems too thugish for you
danibean05: haha
sugarmouse0587: were you thinking about it or did you just go do it on a whim?
danibean05: eh...kinda both
sugarmouse0587: hmmm
sugarmouse0587: interesting
danibean05: it's really cute
sugarmouse0587: cool cool
danibean05: :-):-)
danibean05: left ear
i got some cute shirts from american eagle too. i think i'm an american eagle person? i dunno.....you tell me. anywho... i better go. good night.
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2002 26 December :: 11.06 pm
:: Mood: um...it could be better
:: Music: the t.v. in the backround and grandpa and mom snoring in the living room
so i'm at grandpas still from the holidays. tomorrow i have to go to a funeral like thing and then i believe i'm going straight to the hospital up north for the weekend to see my grandpa there. sooo... i don't think i'll be home for a while. sorry. eh... you don't care. so yeah, first kelly dies, then david's grandma, then moe, now my grandpa is in the hospital and ann's mom is dying in the hospital. we found out from fred that tommy's 18 year old son just died in a car accident tonight. what...does this stuff just hit a family all at once or something? it's hard. what if ryan never comes back from his cruise? what would i do? i wouldn't be able to go on. i don't think. you never know what is going to happen. i love you guys. don't forget that.
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