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2003 1 October :: .37 pm
To...tired....to....type....ok not really im just so blah its not even funnie lolCANT SPELLL.
Ok noting going on im my life except niki and justin got together.
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2003 28 September :: .56 pm
Yesterday was cool.Ashley H came to my little bros b-day party and hung out with me .I heard some interesting stories about people at CMR,but then she went to the football game with me and everyone saw her and chilled for most the game.
I cant wait for GFH homecomming because we have this big group thingy all planned out and im also going to be in the parade.
Im still trying to figure out how im going to juggle SO,float building,school,and astronomy club.
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2003 27 September :: .49 pm
Last night i went to the star party over at the lewis and clark center but it was really cold.Thats ok we say the ISS and like 7 or 8 satellites and some Messier objects but i think the one on October 3rd thats 8-10 at the Twilight Cafe will be better because i can drink coffee or the like.
We are getting ready from my little bros b-day party and my parents wont stop arguing and RAR.
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2003 25 September :: .36 pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: One girl Revolution-superchick
.......rar....-_-
Damn it....me and my dad are being all grr at eachother because i told him im tired of always trying to please my parents and its driving me up the wall.*BAM*oh and i just hit the celling.
I have to right an opening paragraph for something for english on whatever i want.Im thinking its not a good idea from me to write something to give to the teacher right now with all these mixed feelings and such about events,but hey what teacher wants teacher gets.
Im sitting here screaming i feel so crowded its like im in a cage and everytime i touch anything around me i get zapped......man i need some time away or something. rar.
God oh not to mention the other night i called Brian Dametrie,he was like wha?Then he weant off on this whole damn thing about thinking to much about Dametrie(Nova) and not enought about him.(Brian is Demitries freind who asked me out but i declined and now he calls me every friggin day)So i remind him i owe no one any loyalties in that way and he was silent for a few minutes and said slowly yeah....i forgot and hung up.
on the up side.......hold on ......just a sec.....ok im all out of positives...oh i found one.....wait that never happened.
I whine alot oh well.....
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2003 22 September :: .36 pm
IM SICK!
I feel so drained....rar im waering sunglasses right now because the light hurts my eyes.I slept sunday then this morning i had no energy so i slept all day today and im still tired.This cannot be healthy.
On the up side i got my evanescence CD last night so i got to listen to theat.
You're Most Like The Season Winter ...
You're often depicted as the cold, distant season.
But you're incredibly intelligent, mature and
Independant. You have an air of power around
you - and that can sometimes scare people off.
You're complex, and get hurt easily - so you
rarely let people in if you can help it. You
can be somewhat of a loner, but just as easily
you could be the leader of many. You Tend to be
negative, and hard to relate to, but you give
off a relaxed image despite being insecure -
and secretly many people long to be like you,
not knowing how deep the Winter season really
is.
Well done... You're the most inspirational of
seasons :)
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2003 21 September :: .47 pm
Gwens party was a blast until i got all pissy at maggie who in the end appologized.Yeah i dont understand why i said anything...oh well.But it was great fun and i got to dance many different styles and i t was a relief,ive been wanting to dance for a really long time.It was nice to see most everybody again in the same room kinda ,but at the same time i felt like i was suffocating.We stayed up until 4 then woke up at 7,a whole wopping 3 hours of sleep.
Ever notice how things can get so intertwined,damn you gena.At gwens b-day party Kristy was all parinoid and its my fault.I did some really stupid stuff in middle school(go figgure)and now its back to haunt me and i havent herd from it in a long time......
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2003 17 September :: .00 pm
I am so happy today was a half day i have no homework one again except for that damned revision*glares*Damn the damnedness of the damned english class.Girrrrr.Rar ok im better,i dont want a full day of school tomarrow i almost fell asleep today so yeah.
Morpheus
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Ok i saw this and my jaw dropped.Damn the quiz that is almost head on.
Ichi - "That one with wisdom"
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ok im bored.
You are a VAMPIRE. You are a very erotic and dark being, although your taste for blood does tend to lose you quite a few friends.
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What kind of Deamon are you? brought to you by Quizilla
go friggin figure.
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2003 16 September :: .37 pm
phew....
Ok well maggie had a fit today and called me a bitch,heres what happened.She and Josh made a bet and Josh won.Well if josh won then he got 10 dollars,then maggie sighned a peice of paper saying she was to pay josh the money and they shook on it.Now shes like im not going to pay him,so i asked to see the "contract" and she threw this big ass fit and was like "I tired of this"then as she got up and walked away she mutters Bitch and keeps walking.So poo on her i really dont care but ok she can PMS all she wants.
Now the wekend isnt that cramped because io broke plans with justin while i was talking to him tonight.Reason 1:He wanted me to come over and get high and that isnt my thing.2:He wants a realationship and if i do have one it wont be for a while.....yeah.
Im really tired and need to go read Dune for English.By the way Raab justin says Hi.
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2003 15 September :: .49 pm
RAR
To many things happening this weekend.*runs in circles*Thats ok cause i have no homework for once in my measly little life!Very tired and i dont know when SO stats and when practice starts,HELP.
But on the up side! i get SUSHI!!!!YEEHOO
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2003 14 September :: .11 pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: pink-private show
lol
Last night was helarious my friend Justin Rysco called and we talked on the phone for 2 hours,then he came by today but i wasnt here.
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2003 13 September :: .12 pm
:: Mood: artistic
.....
Ok i wrote this in english on friday and decided to post it so....yeah....
The Light
I sit here at my window
and stare.
I stare at the world outside my window
and wish i could visit there.
For where I am its always dark
and nothing makes a sound,
where emotion is naught,
and love is sought,
while people sit around.
These people i see are not reall
they're just the people i miss
I can see but cannot touch for if i try they blow away as if a whisp.
A whisp of smoke ,
or winter breath,
and they are no longer there.
So i sit alone once again and stare,
and stare,
and stare.
Its kinda corny/tacky in some places but i really like it none-the-less.
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2003 11 September :: .53 pm
:: Mood: calm
My parents are wondering why im "depressed",well if you wernt allowed anywhere except your house and school unless it was with your family i think you would be depressed to.
Well on my way home i started to take to Mukie this exchange student from Japan and she is really nice.
I think me gwen, jessica h, and whoever else are going to homecomming as X Girls so yeah kinda corny but who isnt these days.
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2003 9 September :: .54 pm
:: Music: Du Hast
Arg!
Ok i feel really bad,a friend of mine and "Novas" told me that he was really depressed because of labor day weekend.So i go to tell him not to wait for me and i cant be with him,he just stares at me as i walk away.Well today i get home to find a letter for me from him it goes as follows:
Dear Michelle,
This is how i feel...
If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms
That is what i feel and i cant change that no matter how hard i try.
Love,
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So now im like rar and yet sad i feel really misplaced and confused and ....ARG and quite frankly dont want to ,not right now .....
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2003 6 September :: .04 pm
Quark -- You are subtle and mysterious and people
know very little about you. You like hanging
out with small groups of friends (usually 3)
who you are very close to. You are usually
friends with other quarks like yourself.
What kind of subatomic particle are you? brought to you by Quizilla
Yet another quiz result like nicks and probably jessica.My parents are arguing every 5 minutes about things that arnt important.But on the up side i got to see Mrs.Thomas(by the way Nick she wants you to contact her about science olympiad and Hawaii for this year)and i went school shopping and got 2 sweaters 2 white t-shirts a tank top and long sleeve shirt.
I HAVE CLOTHES!
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2003 4 September :: .51 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: whisper-e
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I really hate the fact i didnt tell my parents but hey if the knew i would never be let outta the house again....oh well.Now my brother is pulling this oh woa is me my father wants me to eat like a normal person.Its been kinda .......like time is leaving me behind,everything going fast but lasting forever.
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