When We Live

:: 2004 3 January :: 6.47pm
:: Mood: elated
:: Music: Yakko's Wish

I have but one small anouncement...
ANOUNCEMENTS anouncements anouncements...
... cut the music....
anywho...
cue trumpets *trumpets sound*
I FINISHED THE ODYSSEY!!!!!!!

thank you...

3 truthsooth sayers | lie

:: 2004 3 January :: 6.19am
:: Mood: fine
:: Music: Hoobastank...some weird video that I missed the name of.

Cold.
Here is a quiz. I do not necessarily agree with the results but oh well. It is a good song.

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Which AFI song are you?

Quiz brought to you by Davey-Havok.net

Javey(Jade and Davey's relationship thing that doesn't exist) is fucking stupid. I finally took time to check it out and laughed alot. Davey's fan site is stupid. The only good thing on it is this quiz. Simply because I am a quizaholic. This quiz sucked really. Bad choices for answers.

*sigh*

Nope.

EDIT: Damn Quiz won't work. Nor will the fucking link. I got This Time Imperfect. If for some whacked reason you wish to take this, then go to the davey-havok.net or whatever site and search the side bar thing and it is there.

2 truthsooth sayers | lie

:: 2004 2 January :: 11.12pm
:: Mood: cold

The stars are so damn ugly.
I really wish school would never start again. I could probably sleep through all of it and never wake up. If only people would not wake me up.

I have been downloading a bunch of music videos lately. If they only would go faster. I have such a slow connection and it stinks.

I beat my little girl sister half person in Monopoly terribly. I had everything she owned and then some. What great fun, eh?

:: 2004 2 January :: 9.00am
:: Mood: tired...
:: Music: sister act...

ehh... it hurts...
I decided I would stop with the driveway now... I'm about halfway through, and if I go any more I think I won't be doing any bowling later... yeah...
So it's off to the Odyssey *ahoy ahoy!!*

:: 2004 2 January :: 8.07am
:: Mood: sore
:: Music: I don't know what it is...

snow=pain
I'm so tired of shoveling our driveway (and I'm less than 1/4 of the way done..) I'm really the only one awake that can shovel... grr...

1 truth | lie

:: 2004 1 January :: 8.46pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: I love the 80's....

eh....
I have so much crap to get done by monday... I've got to finish the Odyssey.... along with create a study guide for it, finish Ordinary People and fill out the survey for it and Andromeda Strain, get all the service learning project crap finished, catch up on all the objective journal entries, memorize my music for district, make sure I don't get in anyone's way, and find a little sanity to hold onto (just so hard to come by these days...)
I don't even know what I'm doing on the computer right now, because I'm generally screwed over anyways... maybe that's why, because I'm so sold on the fact that I can't win this time... You know the little *ghost hunter under glass* moment in 13 Ghosts... yeah, that's about how I'm feeling... AAAAAAAHHHH!!!
shit... I can't even do that... no no, can't let the family know that things are falling apart... that would be terrible...

damn... just can't even say it now...

:: 2004 1 January :: 8.41pm
:: Mood: cheesy... nope, actually, I'm depressed...
:: Music: tv

well... I'm following the crowd again... these are what my recent dreams have been about:

Me and some other people have been flirting in the back of minivans and at various sporting events.

isn't my life exciting..?

:: 2004 1 January :: 8.17pm
:: Mood: Annoyed and rather sickish
:: Music: stupid people talking...as always..

Another of my stupid dreams nobody will care about.
Last night I dreamed. Hence the title. It was about pretty much everyone I knew. They all were against me and constantly saying mean stuff behind my back. Then it went a level further(farther?) and everyone was plotting in groups the best ways to kill me. I was constantly hiding from everyone in order to save my life. Then I realized I did not care anymore and just sat with a smile on my face and let them all kill me in any way they wanted.

YaY I am such a happy person lately. I very much love my puppy, though. She is cute.

3 truthsooth sayers | lie

:: 2004 1 January :: 6.04am
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: pill talk....I need to take some antacids..

My legs hurt SO fucking bad. Ow. We walked like 76 blocks today, and it is cold. Then I began to feel super sick...stomach acid keeps coming up into my throat. It hurts. I wanna go to bed now....

3 truthsooth sayers | lie

:: 2003 31 December :: 2.19am
:: Mood: numb
:: Music: Warped cd stage 1

Gangs are stupid! Damn they all should die.

18.75 %

My weblog owns 18.75 % of me.
Does your weblog own you?

:: 2003 29 December :: 8.22pm
:: Mood: creative... maybe
:: Music: "If I Had A Million Dollars"

stuff...
"The Reasons Behind" -me
Walk into the bathroom.
Flip on the light.
Everything's a dayly routine to you.
Take a piss.
Rinse your face.
Run your hands through your hair.
Must be fixed.
Then you squint,
Everyday that squint.
Always looking,
Want to know your eyes.
Say some stupid remark
A farewell to me.
Turn off the light.
Leave this world.

Inside the bathroom.
Looking at my eyes.
Practice for the future.
Must know what they're thinking.
That's the real expression.
That's what they'll never hide.
I can see what you want,
But only when the orbs are present.

Sit down, take a glass.
Pick a tissue, dry her tear.
Talk a little.
Learn a little more.
Try to seek the answer.
Work to help the future.
Making true progress now.
She's recovering.

I look deep in his eyes.
I want to know what's happening.
What does he want,
These questions mean nothing.
I can't let him do this to me anymore.
It all must stop.

Staring in your eyes
To see what's really there.
Scared of me,
What did I do?
So careful in the work.
How did it all go wrong?

You're so stupid.
You look at me every day.
I thought it was obvious;
We're so alike.
You stare at me.
And I stare back.
Staring in your eyes
To see what's really there.
Naiivity every day.
Never changing.
It's the reason behind
All the insecurity.
All the lies.
All the truths.
All the standstills.
All the beauty of life.
Look a little closer
At the reflection next time.
You just might learn
What you always searched for.

9 truthsooth sayers | lie

:: 2003 29 December :: 8.04pm
:: Mood: insignificant
:: Music: "Perfectly in My Way" -BallyRag

yup... today was a waste
I feel like I'm a waste of good space today... my mind has been totally idle... ok, that's a lie, I'm a guy, and horny at times... but other than that... yup there was no meaning for today. And usually I would take these days for granted, but the whole holiday season has been like this... Plus there's the ever constant *you should be an atheist* conversation going in my head, along with the general hush hush of a world not ready to meet the reality of today all in my head. This is sounding like a repeat of the last post... yup... absolutely no meaning for today.

"Cause in my mind
You were never less than perfect baby, and
In my mind
You were never less than great so tell me
Where the hell am I supposed to
Put all this perfection
When it's perfectly and squarely
In my way..."

6 truthsooth sayers | lie

:: 2003 29 December :: 9.57pm
:: Mood: Pissed off...depressed...
:: Music: STUPID FUCKING PEOPLE

I am going to fucking killl the stupid everyone
I'm Tsunami Bomb.
Tsunami Bomb

Which Warped Tour Band Are You?
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I do like them....

10 truthsooth sayers | lie

:: 2003 29 December :: 6.21pm
:: Mood: neh

I'm joining my friends in the "other" option

You're a Non-box.

What box do you get put in?
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