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2002 9 September :: 1.12 am
:: Mood: exhausted
Gotta love the half days. I haven't gone to a full day of school yet. Heh, i get a half day tomorrow too...hooray for heat. So i haven't written in a few days but a lot has happened actually. Saterday i went over to Lizz's house and we went to this Sunset in the Park thing over at Fenton Park. It was cool seeing everyone, but i always feel like the off man out. Like people are thinking, "what is she doing here? She doesn't go to our school." But it's ok i guess. I saw Brandon. Good thing we talked...grr, i just need to not like him anymore. Paul was there which was cool, he always makes me laugh. But there was this creepy kid named Chris who kept hitting on me and trying to use all these cheesey pick up lines and it was just like wow, ok you really need to stop. I was in the middle of him and Paul for the firerworks and he would put his head on my shouler and hold my hand it was just creepin me out. Not to mention those damn lines he would use
"Those colors are really beautiful, but nothing like the colors in your eyes."
"Umm i have brown eyes."
"Oh, well...they're still beautiful."
Give me a break! Who says that and actually has any other intention besides trying to get in your pants? I'm kinda scared he might ask me to his homecoming...maybe i'm being to self centered, but it could happen. And I couldn't say no because that's just harsh. Eh, i shouldn't even worry about this. I doubt it would even happen. So the park was fun i suppose, i saw Mario...yea good thing he knew who i was...heh, i'm over it.
I stayed at Lizz's that night and we were on a movie marathon or something. We of course had a Tequi Fairy visit and looked at pictures from Mexico. :sigh: i really miss it there. I miss the people too. I'm pretty sure we're going back next year...hah if only we could take everyone with us.
Sunday i came home and did 75848 hours of homework. I talked to Lil and she wanted to go to a movie so we went and saw Serving Sara. It was cute. I guess you would call it a chick flick...it was kinda weird, there were only 6 people in the theater and the lights just never turned on. The whole evening was kinda nice though. Just Lil and I never hang out, there's always a 3rd or 4th person with us so it was cool with just her. Unfortunatly everything in the galleria closes at 6 or so we couldn't shop around before hand. On the car ride home my mom gave me the silent treatment because i don't respect her or her authority...because she respects me so much and all. We get home, doors were slammed, dad looked confused and she gave a very dramatic exit up to her bedroom. I laughed, opened a soda and dad just shrugged at me. One of the few moments i knew, that he knew i had really done nothing. She just likes to make a big scene over everything. Of course this morning she acted as if nothing had happened. I guess acting really is a good profession for her.
Both Lizz and Lil started journals...hooray for new comers. Grant that it took Lizz and i forver and a year to get hers to work, but it's up and running.
I go to Incubus on Thursday...yea, i'm definitely looking forward to that. I still have three extra tickets tho...i really need to get rid of those...maybe i'll ask Chris.
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2002 6 September :: 10.04 am
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: John Mayer~83
So, good thing he called. I knew he wouldn't...but part of me was hoping he would. But this definitely marked the end. No more. I just can't take getting dissapointed by him. I talked to Ray for a little and her "boys" arrived so she had to go. She always tells me to write her. Why doesn't she ever write me?
"...these days, i wish i were 6 again. make me a red cape, i wanna be superman..."
Isn't that the truth.
Lizz is telling me that we're going to the mall tomorrow with Steve and them. Brandon will probably be there...hooray for hot boys. Maybe, just maybe i'll muster up some courage and talk to him...maybe. I've called him twice, both times he wasn't there...ehhh, the only downfall to goin up to crestwood is that's were lauren, jess, and sam will be ..and i pretty much blew them off. I'm a bitch, i know...i just didn't hang out with them this weekend...at all. I wanted to see my old friends, that's why i didn't go to CJ tonight. That's why i wanted to see Nathan...
Grr i need to stop. I've listened to the same cd 5445 times tonight simply because i'm too lazy to go get another one.
"...so tired of being alone, so hurry up and ger here..."
I just need to stop. I'll think of something else in a few minutes and make another entry. I was sad to see no one responded to anything...sad, but then again if i were someone else i probably wouldn't want to read about some crazy girl's life either...
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2002 6 September :: 7.14 am
:: Mood: whatever
:: Music: John Mayer~3x5
So he called me back...to tell me he was gonna go to a party. Thanks bud! He said he would call me in an hour tho because the only reason he's going is because his friend needs a ride. He wants to hang out then...like he'll actually call in an hour. It'll be like 10 "so, umm sorry this didn't work out." My ass. Whatever, maybe he'll actually pull through...it'd be a first, but there IS a first time for everything...or so i've heard...
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2002 6 September :: 6.42 am
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: John Mayer~ St. Patrick's Day
So it looks like Nathan's standing me up tonight...again. Why do i do this to myself? Get all excited that someone actually wants to hang out with me...and then nothing. And for some reason by Nathan just makes it worse. Mabye because it took me so long to get over him...and when i do hear from him, it's like it all comes back. He said he'd call me back in a half hour almost 2 hours ago..i should have known. I should have known not to fall for it again. He just sounded so sincere this time, like he actually ment it. Like he used to sound when he called me. I miss those days. So it looks like it's just me and my cd player tonight. Maybe Meg will wanna do something. She said she probably wasn't goin to CJ...which is good i suppose. I'm talking to Matt and it's making me miss him and Mexico like none other. He keeps telling me to come and stay with him for a little while..."umm Mom. Can I go stay with a guy you've never met that lives in England for a week or so?" Yea, good call. She said he could come here tho...heh i guess it would be the same situation for him at his house. I found out we have a couple weeks of in January and we might go skiing then. I'm pushing for Denver so i can see Joey and his crew...that would be festive. But who knows, it probably won't even happen and i'll end up standing my own self up. Fun. I need to go, or something.
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2002 4 September :: 3.34 am
:: Mood: ecstatic
I got my dashboard ticket!!! Hooray!!! For a while the 'rents weren't gonna let me go, but she gave in and got me the ticket!! Hooray for caving parents. Heh. That means no New Found Glory, but i'll get over that...well classic, it's been a good day.
So the kidnapping went well last night. I freaked the hell out of her...well i did kind of throw a shirt over her head and shove her in a car, but she liked it. Adam's older brother was the guy behing the counter at Einsteins which was definitely a plus. Strange, i've managed to like both Macbride brothers and they're friends...heh go figure. So we wandered around Old Orchard for a while and finally went back to my house. We took Meg home and i was stuck doing homework till 11ish. Festive eh? That's what tonights kinda lookin like too...Reike is seriously gonna be the one that digs my grave and shoves me in. But i'm just bitching now. I'm not in a very intellectual/insightful mood at the moment, so i apologize. I have a random question tho, does anyone actually read this other then the usual suspects? If so, let me know, i'd like to read what people's intake is. Thanks.
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2002 4 September :: 4.09 pm
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: I have that song "The Remedy" stuck in my head
Well hey, you learn something new everyday.
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2002 3 September :: 5.35 pm
:: Mood: anxious
We have half days all this week due to the heat, hooray! That means only 30 minutes classes...Reike's Physics is kickin my ass tho, ehh i'll get over it. The other day in choir Mr. Fred made this announcement about how St. Mary's needs female singers to sing the national anthem at the guy's games...he pretty much directed that one at Erin and I so i guess we're going to be doing that...or auditioning at least. It should be cool, as long as i don't screw up in front of everyone. Damn, that would really suck...all guys school...yeesh.
So today was Meg's first day at Webster. I know she was kinda worried last night..so i decided i was going to kidnap her tonight. I'm going over to her house around 6 and taking her out to eat. With any luck she'll still be all gross from field hockey...it makes it so much better when the person your kidnapping has no idea. Heh, i hope everything went alright for her today...from tcs to webster i'm sure is a bit of a culture shock, but i'm sure she's doin just fine.
I've been thinking alot about what's all gonna go down for homecoming. No one's asked me yet, but then again i haven't asked anyone either...i just don't know what to do. I can't imagine anyone actually wanting to say yes if i asked them. Everyone tells me i should ask Brandon...the only way he would go is out of pity. And then there's Joel, this guy I met at a mixer. Good thing every other girl in St. Louis likes him too...grr. Who knows what's going to happen. I sure as hell don't.
So I should probably start getting things ready for the kidnapping...
5 Greedy Bastards |
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2002 2 September :: 7.32 pm
:: Mood: Hungry
seven things you can't do:
1. I can't: cry infront of people.
2. I cannot wait till: Sept. 12...Incubus concert
3. I can't stand my dad's: Can i just leave it at i can't stand my dad?
4. I can't stand my mom's: Constant questioning
5. I can't eat without: something to drink
6. I can't stand that: I might not see Matt or Joey again.
7. I can't wait much longer: For Freshman year to be over.
top seven songs people should listen to
1. Hands Down-Dashboard Confessional
2. Make Yourself-Incubus
3. Pretty Girl-Sugarcult
4. Boots-Noe Venable
5. Wasted and Ready-Ben Kweller
6. Why Georgia?-John Mayer
7. Casey Jones-The Grateful Dead
top seven things you say the most:
1. Well hey
2. Festive
3. Yea well
4. You'll get over it
5. Good deal
6. Umm
7. Classic
i find: Myself lost.
i want: A boyfriend.
i have: Great friends
i wish: I was heard.
i hate: Brussel Sprouts
i miss: Mexico
i fear: Being alone
i feel: Hungry.
i hear: The tv and the air conditioning.
i crave: A baked potato...don't ask, i don't have an answer.
i search: For why i'm here.
i wonder: all the time.
i regret: Certain things i do, tho i have a rule with all my friends, no regrets, no worries not with me.
i love: Music.
i ache: In my shoulders.
i long: For next summer.
i care: For my friends.
i am always: Singing.
i am not: Tall...tho it would be nice.
i foolishly believe: That everything, no matter what, will always turn out ok.
five favorite trips you have taken:
1. Field Ecology
2. Mexico
3. Alumni
4. Any and all adventures with Sarah and Lillian.
5. Europe with P2P
stuck in your head frequently:
1. Song lyrics.
2. What i still have to do that day, or week.
3. DayDreams...heh
4. Guys
four things you'd like to learn:
1. Italian
2. The guitar
3. How to cook/bake well.
4. How to dive.
four beverages you drink regularly:
1. Vanilla Coke
2. Ice...does that count?
3. Milk
4. Juices
four tv shows that were on when you were a kid:
1. The Fresh Prince of Bel Air
2. Family Matters
3. Saved by the bell
4. Full house
four places to go in your area:
1. The Mall
2. The Loop
3. The CWE
4. The Movies
four things to do when you're bored:
1. Write
2. Call people.
3. Listen to music...but that's all the time.
4. Sing
four things that never fail to cheer you up:
1. Meg Strange
2. Music
3. Kisses
4. Being held by someone
about 20 years ago...
1. I wasn't alive.
2. It was 1982
3. Big hair bands were popular.
4. I think my parents still lived in New York.
about ten years ago...
1. I was 4
2. We lived in Fenton.
3. I was a tomboy.
about 5 years ago...
1. I was 9
2. I was in 4th grade
3. My parents started fighting.
4. I went to Europe for the first time.
about 2 years ago...
1. I was 12.
2. Chris and I were together.
3. Nathan and i started hanging out
4. I had an eating disorder.
about one year ago:
1. Sarah and i started hanging out.
2. I had pink hair.
3. It was my last year at TCS.
4. I was 13
Today...
1. I got the nerve to call up Chris, Brandon, Nathan, Kevin, and Steve...no one was home.
2. I haven\'t eaten.
3. Nathan called me back.
4. Did homework.
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2002 31 August :: 6.16 pm
:: Mood: accomplished
Answer questions using lyrics from only one band.
Ok, I know i've already done this before...but i wanted to see if i could do it with a different band...
Band: Sugarcult
1. Are you male or female?:
She kisses everyone goodbye
and waves her middle finger high
they're never gonna mess with her again.
2. Describe yourself?:
I'm bouncin off the walls again woa
I'm lookin like a fool again woa
threw away my reputation.
And what you see is what you get with me.
3. How do they feel about you?:
Wasting all your time
going all the way, looking so helpless
everyday
Daddy's little defect
all the same.
You know cause everyone says that I'm not the same
since I changed my name.
4. How do you feel about yourself?:
I couldn't sleep last night
my ears were ringing in my head.
Best friends with the Boogie man
I may be better off here dead.
Running on empty once again
too tired for tears I dread.
5. Describe your girlfriend/boyfriend?:
She's beautiful as usual
with bruises on her ego and
her killer instincts tells her to be aware of evil men.
But that's what you get for falling again
you could never get him out of your head.
That's what you get for falling again you cab never get him out of your head.
6. What would you rather be doing?:
Break out cause i'm better off on my own.
7. Describe where you live?:
Every town feels the same
I'm different and you're distant
add it up and it makes no difference.
Everybody's talking about blowing up the neighborhood
everybody's gonna break it up today.
Everybody's talking about blowing up the neighborhood
running fast just to get away.
Stuck in America.
8. Describe how you live?:
Cause i'm here, ready to take it all here
everythings feeling unclear.
I wish it was raining
cause i hate every beautiful day.
You can not convince me anymore.
You can not control me like before.
9. Describe how you love?:
I'm in love but it's only temporary.
I've got something up my sleeve that I don't want to show you
cause everytime i bleed i make a fool of me.
10. Share a few words of wisdom?:
You better keep it in control or you'll go crazy.
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2002 29 August :: 11.34 pm
:: Mood: drained
Dashboard got the Mtv2 award! Hooray!!
Anyways, ya know how somedays are "just one of those days?" Today, was definitely just one of those days. I've been talking to Matt alot lately. Yea he definitely has a girlfriend and doesn't even live in this state..erm...country.Argh, he's just a cool guy to talk to i suppose. He might come and visit me next summer...heh, fun times. Joey's been pretty cool lately too. He's just such an easy person to talk too. It's nice.
So today was the 4th day of classes. They just seem to get hotter and hotter..oh wait, it's not air conditioned, i forgot...so yesterday was TCS's first day. I went over to throw waterballoons at the yougnins...that was fun. I feel bad saying it, but it was really nice hitting all the kids i don't like. Chris was there looking insanely gorgeous. Of course i was in my little school uniform, i walked in and he just looked at me...then he started laughing. I'm sure i did look pretty funny, the little plaid skirt and blue polo with hemp, shell, and bead necklaces, a dickie's bag, topped off with some navy converses. Ya gotta love it. So we talked for a little while and Meg came and we ended up going out to lunch. I apologized to Chris for the 4th and he just laughed and told me not to worry about it. But i don't know, there was just something about the look he gave me and the tone in his voie. Hmm...maybe i'm just too hopeful for unrealistic things. I asked him to come with me and Meg and he said he wasn't hungry...and again, i felt like an idiot. Travis wasn't there yesterday and it scared the shit out of me because no one knew where he was or why he wasn't there. I've been meaning to call him and now i'm really upset i haven't. I haven't talked to him in way too long of a time, i really hope he's still ok. I should really call him...this is just making me crazy nervous.
So SLUH and CBC are both having mixers this weekend. I think i'm gonna go. Like i have anything better to do...it's just really kind of embarassing when all of you're "friends" know everyone and their brother and you're just another face in the crowd. I can't just go up and start talking to people, I just can't. Diana and Meaghan are spending the night tomorrow night too..i really don't want them too, but Mom wants me to be making friends. Yea, good call Mom. I haven't talked to my Dad in a few days. I don't even know if he's in town...he's just a guy that lives in and out of the house now. Best part is he's like tring to be this now active father in my life. You're only like mmm 4 years late Dad. Thanks. Really. I'm just bitching now...argh. So the Fall Festival's comin up...good thing i have a date to that dance...hah. Homecoming too...woohoo, this is lookin like a stag year, let me tell you...hmm sounds like last year. Hell what do i know, i'll find some sucker to go with me...
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2002 27 August :: 1.52 am
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: Sugarcult~Stuck in America...isn\'t that the truth?
Ahhh the second day of highschool...what fun. It's actually not as bad as i thought i would be. I haven't been pushed down any stairs by upper classmen yet so i think i'm ok. I can already tell that some of my classes are gonna be kicken my ass...
So yesterday i went to the Dave Matthews conceert. It was actually a really great concert. We missed all the opening acts and like 4 of his songs due to traffic..but it was really cool. We met up with some of Ariel's friends...I personally think Jay's hot. (don't you say a word Meg lol) I still think Ariel has a thing for him but she'll deny it till the day she dies. So the concert was just fun, i talked to people, people talked to me...and it was just a good time ...until i get home. I had fallen asleep in the back seat of Anna's car because we were in that damn car forver. Me Meg and Anna all had to leave our bags with Maddie's mom because they wouldn't let us take them in. So we had to go to Maddie's house and get them...by now it's like 12:30 and i have to get up in 6 hours and go to school...fun fun. so we get our bags and they drop me off and there was this tv in the isle, and i couldn't get over it. so i just kinda scooted across and i think i accidently stepped on it. Well my mom took that as i was like stoned or dunk or something. So we get in the house and she's like allie, what's wrong? are you ok? which in her language means you little whore, who'd you do and what'd you take? And it just really pissed me off. I had, had a great night and she was gonna ruin it by accusing me of takin something. So i, naturally, got defensive and was like mom, i'm not high and i'm not drunk. And so she's all then why are you walking away and taking this so defensively? So i turn around and got like 4 inches away from her face so she could see my eyes and i just lost it. And so she gets all hurt and still thinks i'm high on something and does this whole hurt routine about how she's my best friend and told me to never speak to her that way again. So i go upstairs and wash my face, which i guess she thought i was trying to like hide something when really, i was just washing my face. So she comes upstairs with this bullshit disspaointed little hurt face and i just wanted to scream at her. So she assumes that since i went upstairs of course i took something that night. So i turn around and i'm like ok listen, i know you don't trust me and everytime i come home from somewhere you think, ok, so what did she take tonight? And it just really pisses me off. And she just got really quiet and was like, well not EVERY time. And then she goes into this whole thing about how many times i've screwed up and how i have to prove my trust back to her. And it's like well how the fuck do you want me to do that when you give me the 10th degree every time i come home. Of course i'll get defensive, you just accused me of being on drugs for the 9863645 time. Funny thing is, i really didn't do or take anything last night. It was just all goodness, you didn't need any. So this morning, she's all chipper and happy and kiss ass and i just wanted to be like no. You left my room last night accusing me of being a druggie and now you're making me breakfast? What the fuck? So she didn't even mention anything today, which is good i suppose...she knows she was wrong, that's all that matters.
Grr...so i already have homework, but i have all half days this week which is a plus. I'm goin up to TCS tomorrow to throw waterballoons at the little children...heh heh this'll be fun. I wanna see Travis, see how that kids doin. I should call Meg...
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2002 24 August :: 11.38 am
:: Mood: over whelmed (sp?)
:: Music: Sugarcult~Lost in You....everyone should own this cd...
Can someone just shoot me now? Please? Last night was just horrendous, and this morning hasn't been too hot so far either. So I went to De Smet's mixer. God, i just don't ever want to go to highschool. There's no way in hell i'm ever going to fit in. I went with Meg, Kate, and Anna and of course Kate, knows every person that populates St. Louis, and so do Meg and Anna. And then there's me, Tall girl's friend. God, I have a fucking name! Grr...so there's about 63547 insanely got guys...good thing i talked to any. It was just a not fun night. I walked around because the people i did talk to would just walk away and find someone else. So i wandered by myself most of the night. Grrr, fitting in just isn't going to happen. Hoorah! I'll be an outcast guys!
So after the mixer Meg's dad drops me off and my mom wants to hear all about it and all i could manage to say was it sucked. She just gave me one of those sympathetic motherly looks and i went upstairs. So i get online, thinking maybe someone will talk to me and it won't be so bad. Yea i was definitely striking out like none other last night. Sarah and i started talking and that was fine, then Lowell i'ms me and we're talking and it's fine and it was all ok for a little while. Sarah's still trying to figure out if he likes her, so we start playing the question game, and i asked him what song he can relate to the most. And he said thay song by Mario, that Just a Friend song. So Sarah got upset, and Lowell and her started duking it out. And Lowell's telling me how awful he feels because what he's saying sounds so harsh, and Sarah's crying, and i'm just in the middle...trying to give advice to both of them without tunring into the bad guy myself. I just wanted to jump out a window. So they both pretty much butchered eachother and Sarah got kinda bitter because nothing had changed and i guess i kinda got the aftermath of that one. But, somehow, through the course of the night we ended up breaking up or something. I said something to Lowell about us being together still and he told Sarah that i still thought we were together. And she was like you knew that would hold him back, we're not together Allie. So i just stared at the computer for a little while, really confused. Evidentally, we haven't been for a while...hmm good thing i knew! I'm not solid, and can't commit because we had an open deal and i'll never know how much she liked me and i just wanted to scream. I just sat here trying not to. So she said it would be like it used to, but then again i thought it was something completely different. So, I guess that's pretty much over. It's cool I guess, i can't give her what she needs or wants so she'll be happier.
So if i break down everything that happened last night it would go something like this.
-I went to a craptastic mixer, and had someone splatter Hawaiian Punch all over my new pants.
-I didn't dance with anyone.
-Pretty much threw away $7.
-Come home, get on...and all hell broke loose.
- Got in the middle of an argument between the guy my friend likes and my friend.
-Lost my girlfriend.
Ahhh, what fun. So this morning, i went to sleep around 5. The mother comes in around 10 and tells me that me her and dad are all gonna spend the day together. Already, i want to cry. She starts walking around my room and proceeds to yell and throw a fit about how messy it was, and how unclassy it was. She got mad at my friends because my room was completely trashed and questioned what kind of friends they are. Found lime green paint on my wall, and a whole pile of wet towels on the hard wood floor. So, on the bright side, i got out of bonding with the rents...but on the other hand i'm stuck her making this bitch spotless. And i have to read a fucking book, that i'm supposedly re-reading because i didn't get it. Again, will someone please just shoot me?
I'm supposed to go to Lil's tonight, i hope that's still going on. I just need to get away. Kevin might be there too, that would be nice...heh, good thing he likes me and all. I can go if everything gets done...wiuyhfkjhg. So i guess i should go do that, i'm really hungry though. I might eat first.
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2002 20 August :: 12.24 pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: Elyse is watching Chicken Run...
Sleep. Wouldn't that be nice? Sarah's still asleep, Lil's makin me and Elyse waffles, and Elyse is watching Chicken Run. Last night was just insane. Sarah got the alchohal from her brother and we just drank it all last night. I was actually fine, but Elyse and Sarah were just gone. Lil was kinda there, but Sarah was pretty bad. She started crying for some reason that we still can't figure out and she just cried for like 10 minutes. So we went downstairs because my room was 80 thousand degrees and Ray couldn't breathe. So we sat downstairs for a while and ended up sleeping on the curvy couches. What a disaster. The dog wouldn't stop barking, and trying to fit two people one of those things just doesn't work. So Elyse, Lil and I finally got up because it just wasn't worth it.
But before any of that we went up to Two Nice Guys because my class decided to have a last minute get together before anyone started school. It was so awkward. Everyone has changed so much. And i really don't think anyone wanted me there. Heh, i think it's kinda funny. I don't know, Milla, Matt and Zach left early, and Ben was just being an ass. So me Lil, Ray, and Elyse split and went up to Planet Smoothie and walked around old Webster for a while. I saw Meg and Kate though. That was cool because i hadn't seen Meg in like a year and a half...i don't really care about Kate. We never really did get along that well...so after our Smoothies we walked back to my house and my Dad told me how pleased he was with me that we made curfew and that we could do whatever we wanted. Unfortunatly, we took him seriously and that's when the festivities began. We were talking to Ben and Brian most of the time on the phone and they just thought it was wonderful. None of us were fully clothed because it was like hell in my room. Ahh what an interesting night.
So i haven't written in a while. I'll back up to Thursday. Thursday night Brian calls me up and says he has a flat tire. I'm not sure why he told me, but he did. So they end up coming over at around 11 because he has stuff for Sarah. We didn't know Brian had friends with him though, or we didn't know who. So Sarah and i walk down to the street to meet them. She jumps on his back and neither oe of us had realized that there were like 3 other guys with him. So i turn to my right to see who was standing next to me and it's this insanely gorgeous guy. I guess i was just in a really odd mood because i was like so, what do they call you? And he introduced himself and was all nice and polite and i was just kinda like dskjlfgsjf. So Sarah goes over with all of them to Eden and i walked back to where Lil and Elyse were and we just sat there for a while. So 10-15 minutes goes by and i decide i'm going to go over there and see what was going on. So i walk over and they're all just sitting at this picnic table stoned out of their minds except for Seth and Kevin. Kevin had to drive, and Seth doesn't smoke. So i went and stood by Sarah and laughed at Brian and Ben. Sarah tried to tell me something but words just weren't workin for her. I figured out what she was trying to say, and we both just laughed and agreed. She just kept saying guy, nexto to me, isn't, guy? Which translated into isn't the guy next to me hot? Yea, good thing i can figure out what the hell that girl thinks. Heh. So he put his hand on her leg or something and she laughed and i was confused. SO i went back, and Sarah had invited Kevin and Seth back to my house after they dropped off Ben and Brian to swim. My Mom had already come out once that night because we went back outside and was convinced we were all smoking and hiding guys behind the pool house so i was kinda freaked out. But, they came. So we just sat behind my pool house and talked and i got really nervous and felt like a big bitch for making everyone be quiet. Sarah smoked her Djarms and Lil and i sat there with Elyse. So they had to leave and i walked them back to their car. Well no, we ran back to their car and i ran through mud, and he offered to carry me. And he smiled and waved and that was it. So we had said we wanted to do something with them that next day and they said they would call us, which surprisingly, they did. So that night we were going to go to Sarah's brothers house to pick up the alchohal but one of his friends had given us wrong directions and we ended up back in Kirkwood. So we just went to this park deal instead. Sarah and Kevin went for a walk and the rest of us sat there with Ben. Brian's mad at Kevin because of some story that i didn't understand. But i know the real reaosn is he still likes Sarah and doesn't want Kevin after her. Unfortunate. So Sarah and Kevin come back, and Elyse and i decide to run. I swear to God, i ran the fastest i had ever run in my life that night. So Kevin dropped Ben off and we went to Steak and Shake. I had left my phone in the car, and in that little time period three people had managed to call me. Kevin and I's moms included. So i started freaking out because i was supposed to be at Lil's and Clayton was the one that was supposed to be driving. So i call her at Steak and Shake, and i'm trying to make my voice sound normal and i told her this whole story about how we went to Ted Drews and i had left my phone in the car and that's why i didn't answer. Thank God she bought it. So i hung up with her and drank a shake and Kevin drove us home. Sarah won't believe me, but he likes her. Which is great for her, kind of unfortunate for me. Eh, i'm over it. So that night we stayed at Lil's and went to Blue Crush that next day. I had to leave and have dinner with the family...ahh wut and outing. They all went to a conert and to the Loop. So that next day i go over to Lil's around 2 and wake them up. That was going to be their last night, but then they were going to stay till Wednesday. So i call people to see wut they're doing. We ended up having people come over to Lil's to watch movies. Seth bought Orange County so we watched that. Sarah was confused by Kevin, turns out he thought she was a lesbian. Ehhh...that was interesting. We went to a park and walked around. Then they had to leave. He called us that night and we talked for a little while. Now, both Lil and Elyse like Ben, and i suppose both Sarah and I like Kevin. But then again when things like that happen Ray and i handle them a little differently...ehhh so that was on sunday. Monday night was last night and they're not leaving till Thursday now. I think Kevin and some other people are coming over today...heh. Lil just came out with the waffles...my stomach calls...
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