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2003 3 June :: 7.11 pm
:: Mood: flirty
:: Music: disease- matchbox 20
update....
hi again, its been quite a while and i have quite a lot to say since the last time i wrote...
okay so the last time i wrote, i was talkin about my luv life and how its all messed up and how i wanted to find the love of my teenage life and stuff like that. so a week or so after i wrote that, i met this guy at a bat mitzvah who was my soulmate. we had so much in common, he was sweet, caring, funny, loved me for who i was, he knew all this amazing stuff about relationships that it takes most guys until their 20's to figure out, and he was gorgeous. 6'1 brown hair, brown eyes, and he was buff lol. so i saw him a bunch of times after the bat mitzvah but the problem was that he lived so far away, like 45 mins or so without traffic..eek! so i had to keep on making my parents drive me out there and it would cause all kinds of fights and blow ups in my house between me and my mom, me and my dad and my mom and my dad. it was worth it at the time. he was the most amazing guy i had ever been with and spending time with him was just incredible. the way i felt was absolutely indescribable. so anyway as i was saying, i kept on goin out there, it was like 6 weekends that i made them drive me out there. so one day im online and i get an im from one of his friends that i know and he says: look, u didnt hear this from me, but hes thinkin of dumping u bc the distance is screwin up his head. this was like a foreign language to me bc it was just so damn random. he hadnt been acting weird around me or talking weird or saying stuff that wasnt him, but he was just totally normal. so about 5 mins later, he signs on and he says: look, ive been doin a lot of thinkin about us and its not working, we live to far away and it really starting to kill me. and as he says this im sitting here totally heart broken and feeling like the world just stopped, so the conversation continues and he goes on to say how its too hard when he doesnt get to see me enough, so i was like wtf??!?! ur not the one doin the traveling here, i get my family into fights to the point where we're all about to scratch the eyeballs out of eachothers heads, while u sit on ur ass and wait for me to come to u, and now ur complaining about how we dont c eachother enough? if u wanna c me more get off ur lazy butt and come up to scarsdale!! grrr!! lol so as the conversation went on it ended up on a nicer note of me saying to him that i loved him and he told me that he would always love me....i wanted to die when he said that. so anyway, it was a bit easier to get over that than i thought it would be, i guess bc i only felt that i had a bf when i was with him. i was doing great with the break up, until like a week into my being single when it just hit me like a ton of bricks: WHO THE HELL R U TRYING TO KID DANIELLE? UR STILL IN LOVE WITH HIM AND U KNOW IT SO FACE THE FACTS AND DONT PRETEND...NO ONE LIKES A PRETENDER. eventually i got over that as well, and now im all good with the situation, although i will always have a little love for him tucked somewhere inside of me, because he was exactly who i was looking for...im just happy that i got to experience it, and thats all i wanted, to be in such lust with someone that nothing bothers me and to have that feeling again that someone loved me as much as i loved them. so now that thats all over with, im back in edgemont with the stupid edgemont guys and im flyin solo once again. today i realized that i think my old bf might like me again. we just got our yearbooks yesterday and so everyone was signing them today. my x-bf (aaron) is moving away to california in a few weeks, so in my friend sarahs yr book, he wrote: dont let danielle go out with taylor again or n e other guy, look out for her while im gone....now im just starting to wonder, could that mean that he likes me again? ill keep ya posted on that. monday is the last day of school, and then we have finals. ive been doing my studyin like a good little girl and what a bitch it is! lol speakin of that im gunna go study some social studies now, ill write later......
ur favorite rockstar**Danielle
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2003 24 March :: 9.18 pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: i move on- chicago
cool quiz
innocent kiss - you're cute and sweet and like it that way
What Sign of Affection Are You? brought to you by Quizilla
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2003 10 March :: 6.02 pm
:: Music: All That Jazz (Chiacgo)
WANTED!!
If you fit the following description, ive been searching for you everywhere. Let me know...
*Dark hair, mysterious eyes, muscular, good looking.
*14-15 years of age
*Sweet, caring, wants a relationship
*Will love a girl for who she is and doesnt just want her to do stuff with.
*Preferably in the NY area.
**IF INFACT U ARE THIS GUY, REPLY TO THIS PLEASE!
If u hadnt figured it out, it just hit me. Im single and it sux. I hate it. Nothing helps. Watching TV, nope, that makes it worse. A TV relationship, omg wat i wouldnt give for one of those. Theyre perfect and the guys are always perfect gentlemen. They sweep the girls off their feet and are soo sweet to them. I cant tell you how ive searched high and low for that but all ive found are the Edgemont guys that I have been stuck with for the past 9 years and will be stuck with for the next 4. Theyre some are immature, some are obnoxious and some are just wierd, and to top it all off, there are only 60 of them to choose from. None of them are relatively normal. I cant wait for summer. Im just hopin for a new bunch of guys to go out to FI and maybe just one of them will be anywhere close to that description. Anway, if u have n e thing to say to this, let me know. Im out 4 now...
Ur Favorite *Rockstar*- Danielle
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2003 3 March :: 5.05 pm
:: Music: Cell Block Tango
Update
Hey, i know i havent written in while, so heres the latest update of this weekend and well since today is monday, today! okay well on friday i went to steffi's house with hilary and we ate some pizza, watched tuck everlasting and looked at some pictures. then saturday i went to pam's batmitzvah which was sooooooooooooooooooo much fun!!!!! me and liz danced the whole time which totally tired me out but it was sooooo worth it!!! It was amazing!! Then i slept in the hotel with pam casey nat and 2 of pams friends from home jenna and sally. we ordered a pizza at 2 o clock in the morning lol. we went to bed at like 3. then the next morning they got us up at like 9 and we ate breakfast. Casey took me home. I worked on my spanish and social studies projects all day while trying to keep my eyes open...ahh i was sooooooooo tired. i went to bed at 9...lol im such a dork, but i couldnt help it!!! then today i went to school i got my math test back i got a 94!! then i got my ss project graded, 97!! so overall, the day was not bad, i just am about to pass out lol. anyway ill write a new update in a couple weeks or maybe before then...OH YEAH!! i almost forgot!! the birthday coundown! only 5 days!! dont forget to wish me a happy birthday on saturday march 8th!!!!!!
Ur Favorite Rockstar: *Danielle*
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2003 7 February :: 2.54 pm
:: Mood: disappointed
Snow v.s. Summer
Hey guys, today was a snow day, i basically sat at home and thought about how i missed summer. lately ive been thinking about summer a lot, and its making me sad that i have to wait another 3-4 months to go out to fire island and see some of my friends. it certainly did NOT help that yesterday i got a letter in the mail from the camp i work at out there asking if i was returning. i am, but it still made me sad to see that letter. although it indicated that the summer was coming closer every day, it made me think about how much i miss it out there. the other day i found myself trying on my bathing suits. this is horrible. to make matters worse, my parents wont let me be out tehre the whole summer, because my dad thinks that its a bad place for teenagers to be during the summer. he says that people get bored and do stupid things for fun (i.e. the incident with the bay, which certainly did not help my situation) on top of all that i just finished fighting with him over my curfew. uggh this sux. anyway, i have to go now, if u wanna check something out go to www.fireisland.com and scroll down and theres a pic of me and a bunch of my friends. i miss all u guys soooooo much!!!! xoxo--jf, fd, az, dw, me, sb, bg, k....ect---xoxo
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2003 8 January :: 7.02 pm
:: Mood: Smiley :)
Say CHEESE!
Hey guys!!! Its been a long time since i've written, so ill just update u. Disney was great, space mountain is the best!! It was soooo much fun. Anyway so today i got my braces off, its soo cool! My mouth feels really smooth and jellish lol. I love it! i gtg eat dinner, write l8r.
Ur favorite rockstar: Danielle xoxoxo
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2002 31 December :: 1.48 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Light My Candle: Rent (BEST PLAY EVER!!)
Happy New Year!
Ahh, yes, what a way to ring in the new year. Studying for the social studies test and being stuck inside a house in florida on a beautiful day when i could be outside in the pool. Why arent u outside u ask? My parents r in Delray looking at art for our living room. They have the key to the pool. I personally think that staying at home is more amusing than that, so i told them i didnt want to go. Whatever. So this will probably be my last entry until around next monday. Tomorrow we leave at 5 in the morning for Disney world. I can sleep in the car!! whoo-hoo! lol. I will go online there ifi find time. its always so busy when we go there. Wake up at 7, get dressed, eat breakfast, at the park by 8, spend the day there till about 2, go back to the hotel, go to the pool, shower, eat dinner, go back to the park, come home at 10, sleep (finally, uggh i get soooooo tired!) if its raining one day, ill go on during pool time. :) ..."I know u ur, ur shivering. its nothing they turned off my heat, and im just a little weak on my feet..." i love that song. i could listen to the rent sound track forever. its just so good. Its a sad play :( Heres a fun new years quiz for all y'all:
Take the What Should Your New Year's Resolution Be? Quiz
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
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2002 29 December :: 12.08 pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: Shut Up by Kelly Osbourne (blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah!)
Steph's Comin' :)
:: Hey, y'all-- its 72 degrees today, a perfect sunny beach day, if u ask me. Anyway, Steph's coming down to visit from Ft. Lauderdale (shes at Nana's)and we're gunna have so much fun in the water and getting tan at the beach! WOO-HOO!! But for now, im just chillin out talkin to Hilarita-bonita, and catching up on the stuff thats happening up in good ol' NY. (nothing ever happens in edgemont, but thats okay)Listening to Hilary's dramas about )***2 are always fun! :) (luv ya hil!) I still havent spoken to aaron :( (where could he be!?! he promised to come online so i could talk to him, but nope...) Uggh my stupid mom is sooo annoying! (kinda random but w/e...) I should probably start to get myself looking presentable, since we have company coming, so i guess i'm gunna go! ttyl, ur most favorite rockstar*** Danielle!
*P.S.- only 10 days till my braces come off!!!! :)
*P.P.S- try these 2 quizes if ur bored, its pretty cool!
Which era in time are you?
Which Spongebob Squarepants Character Are You?? Find out @ blackhole
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2002 28 December :: 7.38 pm
:: Mood: good
Thnx to Liz...
this is my first entry. im in Fl on winter break, i just got back from my friend Liz's house, who i havent seen in like forever (really only a year but shes like my BFF from fire island and i only see her 2 weeks a year. this year she didnt come out so i havent seen her in such a long time!) It was gr8 seeing u liz! anyway, im really bored at my cousins house in some really nice condo-complex in boca. we'll probably b leaving in a few hrs, but 4 now im good just chattin online and putting this entry into the journal. I miss aaron!!! he hasnt been on the whole vacation and its making me really sad :(, guess i'll have to wait till next mon. MISSIN ALL U PPL FROM EDGEMONT!! okay, im gunna stop rambling on now, UNT, ur favorite rockstar- Danielle*
*P.S- only 11 days till my braces come off! :)
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