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the best of whats around

:: 2003 25 May :: 6.07pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: Ruuuuben :)

Not a sunny day today...
Hello my hungry hungry hippoes. I'm hungry and i have a lobster dinner (my fav!!) in a half hour or so...yea :) Today I hung out and stuff and also went to Bealles. I got two pairs of flipflops they're so cute, yea! Also bryan called today and it turns out MTV Beachhouse was throwing they're kickoff the summer party at the Hamptons, the mansion next to where Bryan was staying. Bryan went to the party and he met/saw Quddus, Carson Dailey, Lala...isn't that so cool?! OMG i wish i was there...and good charlotte is performing tomorrow but he's coming home tomorrow!!! THAT WOULD'VE BEEN SO COOL to be there mannnnn...so everyone watch the show on sat from 12-2....maybe we'll gatch a glimpse of bry :) hehehe love u and every1 and yea i'm hungry!!!!!!

1 step | i'd dance 1000 steps for you...

Lizzy

:: 2003 24 May :: 5.41pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Simple Plan "Addicted"

I can't say I enjoy being molested....(by a 3 yr old nontheless!!)
Whew...so much fun the last few days. School yesterday wasn't great, I missed bry :( Wore my hair natural and some people were confused. We finished up Schlinder's List :( sad, sad movie. The bus was pretty fun, Sam, Sunil, Adam, and I lol, poor sammy, I tried to save ya :) Then after school the gurlies (rach, christine, sammy, and i) decided to have a sleepover at Sam's. We had a lot of fun, especially wen Liz, Sam's 3 yr old sister was around....Sorry, but that gurl is the most perverted thing ever. She grabbed my boobs (REPEATEDLY!), my "toostoos", "my peepee" (haha best word), and I just felt very dirty lol, raped by another Liz. Especially since u guys provoked her so much!! It provided much amusment for eveyrone else tho..yay lmao. At night we watched music videos and booty-danced to them hehe. Christini was just watching us getting freaky...then we were in liz's room and the whole "what smells?" "my peepee!" Ay caramba, wat a sick sick child. At night we watched American Pie (yea, finally!) but every1 fell asleep and I was laughing and looked at every1 and every1 was just snoozing..then sam's parents came home and i went to sleep. This morning we just hung out, had many tickle fights, massagie type things, more liz lesbo entertainment...so it was pretty fun....katherine i'm really sorry about today :( i called and u like weren't home so...hope u got my message...

1 step | i'd dance 1000 steps for you...

christini

:: 2003 24 May :: 5.15pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: cold- stupid girl

wow.. these have been an eventful few days..
lets see..
friday: me and andrea skipped school :) . and we mosied on over to Island Water Sports to go shoppin for summer stuff at this huge blow out sale.. i was expecting some big store.. but it was rahter dissapointing. lol. BUT i got new reefs :) i love themmmmm.. then we were thinkin of hittin th ebeach.. but it started pouring.. so her dad picked us up, took us to get some food, and dropped us off at loehmans.. actually a pretty good store.. they had the CUTEST pants i really really wanted em but my mommy woulda shot me if i told her i spent 40$ on them.. seeing as how i have too many pants as it is lol. but i really want em:( they were so cute.. like an olivy green cordoroy flare.. with off white silk patches all over them..they made my tostos look really cute :( lol. anywho.. then we went to tjmaxx. and to michaels.. and looking 4 summer jobs.. and we went to the little ice cream store to apply for a job, and the guy there turned out that he used to live in andreas house a while back! it was so weird.. lol.. then we were waiting outside for her daddy and some guy was like "girls u better watch out ants'll crawl up ur pants!" ...psycho.. but her dad didnt show so we walked back 2 her house in the rain lol.. through a skurry intersection.. and then i went home.. and i talked to my girlies to make some plans... so me and rachie and lizzy went over 2 sammys for a movie/sleepover night.. great times girls :) lol . so lets see.. hm.. first i got there.. and i was talkin to sam bout some stuff. then liz came. then rach. at first i really dont know what we were doin.. but then we went out n started watchin some tv and music videos and wow. saw too much of my girls there. lol. then sams little 3 year old sister lizzy joined in.. and we were tryin to get her to bed so we could get liz to FINALLY see american pie.. but she wouldnt go to bed.. she was like freaking grabbing boobs and stuff.. shes so cute lol. the first few hours at least. it was so fucking funny.. something smelled.. and we were like uhm wats that smell? and shes like, i have to peepee, were like, is that what smells? shes like, yes. lol omgggggggg wow. sam taught her lesbianism. im convinced. then we watched the movie and fell asleep round 1-ish i think.. and we were all like thrown all over the couches.. not the most comfortable slepeing arrangement lol.. so i moved to the floor in the middle of the night. then we got up and starved our asses off cuz that damn house is too fucking healthy and all we could find was bread butter and fruit!!! lol.. gosh. and her parents were out.. so we were just being silly and stuff.. and then we had some breakfast when her mommy came home.. and then THEN came the real action.. lol. little lizzy did some boob grabbing of mostly liz, grabbed her "peepee" and my tostos.. gosh i swear i thought she was stickin her hand up my ass. i was like HELLO!!!!!!! ahhhhhhh lol.. perverted little child. she just wouldnt stop either!!!!!! sam, i dont know what u did to /taught that little girl..... lol.. thne sammy had to go babysittin at 4 and we waited for lizs mommy outside cuz we had enuf of little liz. and here i am. waitin for emy to get home to make plans 4 manana... :) lol. no comments on that guys.. please! Lol. anywho.. im like, i dont know. i dont get why we always start our little quarrels. there pointless. (me and emy). idk. w/e. as long as they dont get too bad i dont mind thatttttt much. we'll figure it out. i wuv him so much :) teehee later gaters..

2 steps | i'd dance 1000 steps for you...

Lizzy

:: 2003 22 May :: 9.49pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: jeanette's "uh-oh song"

Another acount of scary eyeliner day
This morning I walked into school, not knowing what would occur. I thought it would be a normal day as usual, minus Bryan :( (l&m ya lol) But no...the madness started wen katherine was putting on eyeliner. I decided I wanted to have some too...uh oh uh oh....Katherine began applying it on me to the protest of my blinking eyes....alas! She applied it other times throut the day! It actually looks pretty damn cool, despite being a bit smudgy :) hehe...so yea...then in bio the madness continued! We were designing my house! Ay caramba, all my wacky ideas from dancing halls to fishies in poolz to the flower toilets...i wanna leave there for real :) hehe it was like old times, katherine and me being insane and silly and it was fun :) TV!! (with hand motions and voice...lol) Okay, enuf with my weird-o tone. Anyway today 2 ?'s were asked frequently to me...1) "Where's Bryan? 2) Are you wearing eyeliner?! lol...

After school was eaglette's practice. Argh, I hate the fact that I have a really hard time opening up to people I'm not comfortable with. I mean around my friends, I can be crazy and hyper and totally outgoing. Around new people, I'm such a shy person, which is not the real me at all. I need to open up but I dunno I just find it challenging. The dancing itself was kinda ehh today. I like the stand routines, they're fun, but the not socializing thing was bringin me down a lil. After practice it was pouring....we had a parent info meeting in the library and outside the media center it is just soaked. Its not a puddle, its like a gushing river! eek. The parent meeting lasted sooo long omg. Eaglettes is pretty expensive, and u have to do all this fundraising and stuff. And in uniform ur not allowed to "embrace a boy"....:( well, i'll wry bout that wen it comes....Sigh...i gotta go shower and stuff...love <3

2 steps | i'd dance 1000 steps for you...

christini

:: 2003 22 May :: 8.59pm
:: Mood: gloomy
:: Music: sc- good news

ehhh whats wrong with me....... :( . i feel like doo doo. i was all sneezy and bleh today.. think im gettin sick again.. :( . and my tummy muscles and arm muscles hurt... and, u know, if i worked out, that would make sense. but i dont. so, wtf. w/e. i guess itll pass.
ive been so ... i dont kno lately. it sucks. i used to never be the paranoid - lets-psycho-analyze everything he says.. but now i do :( and it doesnt make me feel good. at all. :( .and i cant stop doing it. i tried. but everything he says that COULD be taken a bad way. i take it that way. i dont know if thats how its intended or its just me being messed up, but thats how it is . :( i think theres something wrong with me.

i'd dance 1000 steps for you...

Lizzy

:: 2003 21 May :: 7.21pm
:: Mood: relaxed
:: Music: Mae

Well then....
The last two days were alright. After finishing my hard tests yesterday, these two days have been a breeze, school- wise. Just watching movies, free- time, easy stuff. Today we had the "Eagles for Excellence" assembly. Got out of debate, but still managed to do my daily jigsaw hehe. The assembly was okay, I got called up once. Congrats to others who won awards! The baton twirling and the C-4 band were entertaining lmao. I just could not stop laughing with the C-4 band!

Drama's been making its round as usual. People, just talk to whoever's bothering u or about watever's bothering u. That's wat I think anyway. Feel better :)

Had Eaglettes practice today which was actually pretty fun. I got a big sis, but she wasn't there today. I'm starting to see more people I want to get to know better. We did some stand routines and a "tell everything about urself" game today. U got m&m's and however many u got, u had to tell that many facts about urself. Tomorrow I have practice too. I'm getting a tad more flexible which is cool. I'll be in really good shape by the end of next yr :)

Bryan- i'll miss u :( i looove you, email/ call as much as u can....

also, inspired by rachel, redid my woohu...comment if u wish :)

1 step | i'd dance 1000 steps for you...

Lizzy

:: 2003 19 May :: 4.27pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Bowling For Soup "Valentino"

I love my bus....
Haha the bus was so fun today- goldfish throwing, seat thingie throwing, sammy raping me, everyone tickling eachother/throwing things...hehe so much fun. The rest of the day was aight. Took some pics :) Debate was fun- jigsaw puzzle wars and spit competitions and neil reminiscing on some of his memories. so all in all, good day :)

i'd dance 1000 steps for you...

christini

:: 2003 18 May :: 5.39pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Something Corporate- Good News

ladedadeda
NEED a study break.. stole this from rachie..

Ten Things I miss...
1. Emy
2. nap time in kindergarten
3. mishy :o(
4. the goold old times when clothes didn't match and boys had cooties <- i agree rachie!
5. mr todd
6. being a student aid (going to publix everyday instead )
7. ...being tan... its been a while..
8. my grandpa
9. ashton kutcher.....
10. middle school altogether... ::sigh:: the good old days.. . lol missy

Nine Things I hate... i think im gonna have to make this a longer list.. lol
1. IB!! !<- i also agree.. that could represent all 9
2. mr hock
3. his damn bullets
4. those fucking tests that are impossible to do good on or even understand
5. math
6. did i mention IB?
7. mean people
8. that fucking girl in PE.... the smart ass RRRr
9. people that give boca a bad rep
10. that im white lol
11. people who think there better than everyone
12. country music.. who the hell came up with that idea ... omg lol missy.. member last april fools day.. RAP + COUNTRY MUSIC = CRAP
13. IB
14. IB
15. IB
16. that people have to change so much
17. snakes
18. when my parents bug me about schooll DAMN thats right up there with IB
19. commercials
20. esp. infomercials
...i think i just made the list doubled what it was lol...

Eight Things I love...
1. Emy.. ::sigh:: him and being with him :o) tehehe
2. food ( esp any kind of potato.. FRIES.. i NEED MY DAILY SUPPLY OF FRIES lol rach)
3. music
4. my bus buddies
5. my stuff.. most of it anyways lol
6. my cd player.. cant live without it.. its breaking tho :o(
7. ashton kutcher (punkd is the best..)
8. jackass (specially me sam rach n lizs version lol)

Seven things I remember the most...
1. every time ive seen emy.. :o)
2. the first day of PE this year, i remember natalia was freaking out because she thought we had to do something n not just sit around... back in the day when she was a goodie goodie lol ::sigh::
3. when we snuck into dans house.. lol
4. simple plan show :o)
5. that day sameen tried to prove to me he was a badass...lol
6. when meiszczinski was teachin us about crops and egypt and whatnot and she went into the back room and brought out some wheat.. lmao
7. when lee & wesly had a fight and lee told wesly "yeah...well, i hope you go and SWEAT TO DEATH!!!" lmao mannnnnn.... and wesly dropping that damn fan of his every day in history lol...good times good times..

Six things I want to do eventually...
1. get married:o)
2. learn how to play drums and get my own set
3. learn how 2 surf
4. get in shape..get tan..
5. go to Australia
6. survive IB... maybe even graduate and get that damn diploma that probly wont even help me at all....and last longer than the wall in inquiry skills..lol amy.. AND BE THERE LONG ENUF TO STAND ON MY ROCK!!!!

Five songs I can hear over and over and over and over....You get the point...
1. anything by All american rejects or goo goo dolls
2. R Kelly: Ignition Remix (the official bus song :o) lol love u guys!)
3. something corporate- mostly all the songs.. but esp. konstantine
4. Lifehouse- everything
5. Simple plan- perfect

Four Words that describe me...
1. silly
2. wierd...not quite sure if thats a good thing lol
3. keep-to-my-self-ish sometimes..
4. not-forgetful..
i hope u like my made up words lol

Three things I want to change...
1. body type/way i look/stuff liek that
2. maybe be a little less bitchy sometimes lol
3. burn down the school.... :o)

Two people I want to disappear
1. MR. hock
2. lee. and wesly. and that girl from PE. and katie odrobina with her freaking hair flips. lmao. and everyone else i cant stnad too.

One thing I want...
1. to always be happy , and have my baby forever and ever :o)

1 step | i'd dance 1000 steps for you...

christini

:: 2003 18 May :: 1.03am
:: Mood: cheerful

everythings good again :o)

i'd dance 1000 steps for you...

christini

:: 2003 17 May :: 9.22pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: ...not listenin to music..

i dont even know what to do with myself. so , yeah, he broke up with me last night, we all knew that would happen eventually.. but it came out of no where.. i still dont really get it, like what happened, i dont know. so he sent me an email, saying how he loved me too much or something and hes afraid that if the situation came up, and we both wanted to, hes afraid he wouldnt be able to turn down sex.. i mean.. ok.. one, what is this, one day out of no where, he just decides this? i dont get where it came from.. i didnt do or say anything to bring this on.. and i dont get how he can break up with someone that he supposedly loves in fear that something MIGHT happen.. i kept telling him i wouldnt ever go against his beliefs but from there it just went downhill. like, he asked me if it was someone else if i would have sex before marriage, and ok , im not gonna lie to him, i think that sex is one of those things u only share with one person who ur gonna be with for the rest of ur life, yeah, but if ur engaged or soemthing, or u were gonna get married, and ur in love, and both people have the same beliefs abotu it, and i was stable enough to support a child if that were to happen, yeah i might have sex before marriage. and after our fight he was like yeah we couldve probly worked through this but i cant be with u if u think that.. i mean come on, u cant just not be with someone cause they have different opinions... thats just stupid. cause ur never gonna find someone that agrees with u on everything, and honestly, if u do, that would be such a boring relationship. i think both people should have their own views... and as long as they respect the other's, things should be ok. but i guess theyre not. last night when that email finally sunk in, i was just like, i couldnt breath i couldnt stop crying.. and i didnt get any sleep last night either.. then in the morning i talked tohim.. and things got worse.. and i was so upset, my dad and mom were at the airport, i just left, i took my bike and started riding around, and i ended up at sams house, somehow it only took me 10 minutes, when it usually takes that long by car.. and she wasnt home.. but her dad let me in.. and i waited for her to come home.. and as soon as she walked in i just broke down.. and i couldnt stop.. but after a while i guess i cooled off. and i started thinking about it in a reasonable way... and i came home.. and that was like 3.. and now its 9.. and i havent done anything since.. i started talking to some people, and i was feeling better, like i thought well if its meant to be, then it will, just give him time, or w/e he needs, but, i just found that i couldnt do anything.. i tried reading.. hw.. eating..movei... tv.. talking to people.. going for a jog,... anything.. i couldnt get my mind off thsi, and its killing me, andi dont know what the hell im gonna do, i need him

i'd dance 1000 steps for you...

Lizzy

:: 2003 16 May :: 10.12pm
:: Mood: tired/disappointed/happy
:: Music: Mae "This is the last time"

Gotta love spontaneous Fridays...
Well after this whole yucky week of me being, well, not my happiest, today was a pretty good day. School actually had some good things...1) We finished "La Catrina" (finally!!) 2) The art show was fun(ny)....bryan taking the pic of the random guy! 3) LAST BIO LECTURE EVER! Hehe yea :) Today I was supposed to go to the movies with Amy but then she canceled than uncanceled but i wasn't there to get the message- sry! (yrbook hunt was fun yesterday lol amy). Anywayz on the bus it was quite amusing...christine was trying to take a pic of sunil...and her camera literally wouldn't. Then christine was able to take pics of both me and adam, a couple of times. So adam was like "haha it wont take the pic cuz ur brown sunil!" And that actually seemed to be true, it wouldn't take a pic of sam either. (It wasn't racist it was funny...love u guys!!) Then after school rachie and i went to samela's house hehe. We ate "healthy food" till we discovered oreos...yummy! Then sammy took a shower and rachel and i pretended to sleep and "snore" (lmao!!) to get sam's lil sis, liz, to stop drumming loudly. Then we tried on sammy's cool hydrabras lol....hehe...then rachel went to work on sam for her band banquet, rollers, makeup, the works. I helped sam tweeze a few hairs and horribly polished her nails :) Sorry people, i'm just not artistically skilled! But rachel made sammy look so pretty in the end, the curls were so awesome! Then celine came over looking all prettyful too. Then rach and i were supposed to go home but we never ended up going home, like sam's mom didn't turn into our neighborhoods...so...we tagged along for the ride to the banquet and picked up dan too. We listned to chicago music (oh yea!) and it was fun but then we got to the banquet and everyone was all dressed up and pretty and rach and i r in our school clothes and looking, well, not like every1 else. And we REALLY wanted to go to the banquet but we couldn't....we didn't have the right apparel (lol bry!! mwah) and also didn't pay :( So we had to go back home and we both wanted to go to the party so much. Hope you had fun guys...:/ Then rach and i went back to her house and watched 2gether and jailbait....hehe...then while waiting for my mom's car funyn things happened...the garage door slammed on a car...and we thought it was my mom and i was all ready to go, but no, the car pulled up into a diff. drivewa and i dunno it was really funny. Oh yea, katherine, i'm growing attached to ur fishy....hehe...you're never getting it back!!!!! (hope ur having fun at the matrix, u too jess :) so thanks for the fun <3

4 steps | i'd dance 1000 steps for you...

Lizzy

:: 2003 14 May :: 6.37pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Mae "Sun"

C'mon....is school over yet?
Hello as usual. Woohu was being annoying and not working yesterday wah :( hopefully now its better. Anyway yesterday was an okay day...ierace's class was funny with ierace crackin on his son, angelo. Man, he is mean to him! (and way too perverted!) Its kinda funny, I used to never think of teachers as being human beings wen i was younger, and its so funny wen ur teachers are just as perverted as you are. Today was ehhh i dunno just everything about today annoyed me. I was tired, i got a friken 69 on my bio test, spanish test was so hard, things were annoying me blahhh, i just so didn't want to be in school....Next week'll be determining a lot of grades for me so i should probly do that studying thing, huh? well hahahaha (french/spanish/german laugh) and ticklefests!! hehe-

2 steps | i'd dance 1000 steps for you...

Lizzy

:: 2003 12 May :: 6.42pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: 50 Cent "In Da Club Remix" (one of em...)

I survived...
The test really did go better than expected, I'm pretty sure I did fairly well. Celine and I made up, which felt so good. I was pretty bored after I was done with the test, but the car ride home with bryan was nice, just relaxing after the yucky test. lalala pretty boring day otherwise..cept i have a friken 10 min debate speech to write and memorize for tomorrow...joy...i think i'll just stay online and talk with christina and amy :) lol

2 steps | i'd dance 1000 steps for you...

christini

:: 2003 12 May :: 2.19pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Mae- Embers and Envelopes

::sigh::...1/2 day.. but classes still seemed kinda long...either that, or im just that sick of school lol... theres only 15 more days left though...so, i guess ill have to bear with it..everyone left math today to go to their AP exams..it was all lonely! lol.. then i met adam after school and we walked on over to picasso's/ d & z's to grab some food.. and we ate it around school... and then bell rang for buses.. he was bein such a sweetie he carried all my books n stuff...then threw em all on the ground...but still lol.. then the bus.. wow it was so gross/funny lol rachie!!!!! .. the whole school smelt like ass today.. and gooooooosh i dont even wanna go into this lol. lets just say cuz of a few things... me n rachie were laughin so fucking hard!! ahh good times good times.. lol.. our uteruses hurt! hehe.. anywho.. mommys at emys house right now :( .. ur probly wondering what the hell im doin here.. but she said she was leaving probly before 3...and i think thats when he gets out of school....so i wouldnt have seen him anyways... :( .. k.. better go.. start some hw or shit like that.. later doodies

i'd dance 1000 steps for you...

christini

:: 2003 11 May :: 3.03pm
:: Mood: blah

i feel like doodie :o( ...the spinning/dizziness came back.. and mother nature has graced me with her presence this week..... rrrrrrrrrr :o( me sleepy too..

i'd dance 1000 steps for you...