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2003 4 January :: 12.33am
:: Mood: hyper
:: Music: some freak country singer on Jay Leno..
i saw my cara today!!!!! i got up at like 1 again and watched some tv and read a little then i got ready to meet cara at the mall.. and we were there for a while.....i got some really cute stuff! i missed u hunny! remember once a month ! lol we better hold to it.. and u ARE ADDICTED to AIM lol im tellin u u need to do somethin bout that... and wen we came here we watched ms congeniality.. and then she went byebye:0( i duno it feels good to see old friends! speaking of seeing friends... lizzy and natalia and rachel.. natalia are u seeing malykie during the DAY or are u just spending the whole day gettin ready lol.. well that leaves sunday and monday.. and if id have a choice i think id choose sunday but monday'd probly work too..
..bad news.. i dont think im gonna go skiing this year :0( cause my parents wanna go n everything but no one else is going besides us and if there arent other people there its no fun.. whatsoever.. cause our family has this thing about constant fighting and not making anything fun.. so i either wanna go with someone else or not go at all (even though i was really looking forward to it this year ) but i guess what happens happens.. k well im gonna go finish watchin jay leno.. byebye!
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Lizzy
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2003 3 January :: 8.41pm
tired...take mah quizlet...i'll write tomorrow...
http://www8.friendtest.com/viewquiz.php?account=tapzil
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Lizzy
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2003 3 January :: 10.18am
:: Mood: un poco cansada
:: Music: Usher "you got it bad"
77 times I have written in this thing-a-ling be4
Morning...off to bryan's in oh, a few minutes. Let's see anything to say? Well the DQ thing was postponed unfortunetly. It woulda been fun, us bus gurls. Maybe it could happen tomorrow or somethin. Hmmm nothing to say and must depart from the premises. Good day. (wacky mood) toodles
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christini
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2003 2 January :: 9.52pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Bowling For Soup- the bitch song
eyy!! today was actually a pissed-off-free day.. wow lol.. i got up round 12-12:30 and i had a cookie :0) and then i was supposed to go to dairy queen with lizzy and natalia and rachel but natalia canceled and then my mommy and daddy made me go furniture shopping with em.. so that fell thru -sry guys! :o( - and so i showered n stuff and ate and we left and we went to a bagillion furniture stores in search of a futon or a couch or something for the family room.. we found one that we like but knowing my dad he'll have to see another 50 stores before he decides to get it lol.. so then we went to the radus (boring) and we came home.. and i came online and talked to my emy :0) and today was a good day for us no fighting so im becoming more optamistic cause i think as long as i keep my contradicting thoughts inside my head i think we'll be fine. so umm what else... me and lana havta reschedule for wellington mall.. (lana lemme know when u wanna go.. maybe like this weekend or the next..) and caras sleeping over tomorrow night n we might hang out during the day too.. im so excited i havent seen her since summer!! umm i think thats pretty much it for now..toodles
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Lizzy
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2003 2 January :: 12.23pm
:: Mood: full
:: Music: Eminem "Halie's Song"
Mornin
Hola...i'm bored as usual. Let's see, I realized after reading Rachel's journal that I didn't even make a New Year Resolution. So...my new year resolution is...ya know I don't even have one. I'm happy with myself, and my life, so I guess I don't need to make one. I mean, I could put more effort to doing my schoolwork earlier, but what's the point? I'm not gonna do it. I miss my bus and school friends. A few more days school will be here again though. Maybe I should go do some daybook? Hmmm...resolution...do my daybook! today! ooo let's see how that one turns out..ha
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christini
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2003 2 January :: 1.08am
:: Mood: hopeful
:: Music: Good Charlotte-Motivation Proclamation
i dont know whats come over me but im really feeling better about this whole emy thing. i guess he kind of made me realize that i always contradict him, and i guess i get pissed over stupid little things and its not even worth getting mad over. i mean i love him, and he loves me, and nothing else matters to me. i figure if we have that, then we can work anything out. i mean when ur lucky enough to find someone who u love so much that it brings u to tears just thinking that ur not with them, and u get tingles inside when u just hear their name, and the only thing that can make u happy is being with them, if im lucky enough to find that, especially this young, then why am i gonna let little arguements ruin it. nothings perfect, i just have to work a little to fix things.
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Lizzy
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2003 1 January :: 7.06pm
:: Mood: muy contenta y cansada
:: Music: Moulin Rouge
Good day!
Hey, today was a really good day. I first had the sleepover, and then the family lunch. My cousin Matthew was a bit bratty but he was pretty good. Bryan was really good with him. After the fam left, Bryan stayed all day; that was fun. We watched old dance recitals, Marinelab (aww peeps remember that?), and Kenwood tapes. We worked out too ha, me work out. Okay I have a question for everyone- when u do situps do u do it all the way up to ur knee? Cuz I sure can't! So the afternoon was fun and he stayed for dinner too :) Luv u bryan! Yea well now I take back that vacation sucks thing cuz i'm happy again!
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christini
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2003 1 January :: 3.52pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: Good Charlotte- riot girl
ugh
"emergency call 911 shes pissed off at everyone...." another year.. joy. yesterday sucked major butt. i got up around like 1 i guess, and i hung around the house, i watched the glass house, dont say a word, and some of oceans 11. then my daddy dragegd me out running errands with him for moms party.. then he took me to blockbuster seeing as how even he felt bad for me cause i would be stuck in a house with like 20 romanians for new years.. and i rented minority report and i bought serendipity (the best chick flick out there lol) and then people started to come.. and i just watched tv the whole night basically.. and ate a lot. wow im getting fat lol, and i stopped jogging too so yeah this wont be good anymore.. but i really dont care so w/e. everyone kept asking me where emy was and i got really sad cause he shoulda been there!!! so i went upstairs and read every email i have from him.. like 60.. i know how pathetic.. and i realized that before he was so sweet and stuff and all those emails were so cute, and now we just fight, its not cool at all..i wish i still had the old him.. now its just like, fight fight fight make up fight fight fight.. i cant stand it.. and i doubt ill be seeing him anytime soon either.. like today i called him cause my mom told me he got really hurt yesterday or something and i called to see how he was doing, and hes like yeh im fine i cant talk im watching a movie bye. that reaaallly put me over the edge. i try and be so nice to him and show him how much i care about him, and hes been a real jerk lately, rr. i keep thinking that maybe he'll surprise me with something sweet one day but im just kidding myself.. somehow i really doubt that things will ever go back to how they used to be, but i guess i cant stop hoping they will
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2003 1 January :: 11.47am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Michelle Branch "All U Wanted"
Happy New Year
Hola, once again Happy New Year! I had a really good time last night; I was at Jessica's house with Amy, Katherine, and Jess S. It was pretty fun, we just talked, played games, watched the stupid fireworks next door (man those were lame), watched the Osbournes and New Year's Specials. It was nice, the gang was all back together for once. Amy and I talked a lot which made me feel really close to her. I needed that. I called Bryan around 11:30 to wish him happy news years. Hope that cheered him up that he was alone. We also called Christine lol that was interesting. The whole night Katherine was obsessing ARGGGHHHHH. I was going crazy. Amy kept me sane tho, gracias. Let's see we went to bed around 4:30 and woke up at 9:30. And now I have a family luncheon thingie with gparents, aunt, uncle, cousins, one of my cousins's gfs, and bryan. Should be interesting. Yep well...i might try that daybook out christine...just not today- way 2 tired....Alrighty better go lunch. (Verb?) Toodles
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Lizzy
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2002 31 December :: 1.27pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Gilmore Gurls Theme
5 Reasons Why Vacation Sucks...
1) It's boring
2) You don't get to see your friends
3) You have nothing to write about in Woohu
4) You're stuck watching the same thing on Tv a million times or in my case, reliving your childhood by watching LiL Rascal episodes
5) You cant talk to the people u want to ie your boyfriend cuz he keeps having to go cuz of his parents
Man...when is school starting again?
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2002 30 December :: 6.47pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: switchfoot-dare u to move
uhh, im really bored.. even though i shouldnt be.. today i got up around 1... and i went online and i talked to emy till like.. 3.. he told me his mom wont let him come for new years..:( i guess i shouldve expected to see that one coming.. but w/e, i dont think he wants to come anymore anyways.. i dont even know what i did hejust like left, and i called him, like 5 times all of which he hung up on me.. christines done it again.. i got him pissed off again and i dont even know what i did.. whatever if he doesnt wanna talk to me, thats fine. i just dont understand why he bothers talking to me if all i do is piss him off and he gets mad and leaves like every frikken day. w/e. then after my attempts to see what i did i gave up w/e if he wants to talk to me, which i doubt, i guess hell try to. maybe. so i watched some of ferris beullers day off.. then i switched to watch oceans 11 with my daddy.. then my mommy made me her slave and help her around for her little shindig tomorrow.. im gonna like fucking od on nyquil so i dont have to have any part of this.. she asked me if emy was still coming and i said no and shes like why not his mom wont let him and i was like yeah shes like oh thats too bad. she always tries to do something about it when something like this happens.. but i guess she didnt this time. w/e im gonna go..byebye
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2002 29 December :: 11.31pm
:: Mood: mellow
:: Music: good charlotte- seasons
today was actually better than i thought itd be! i woke up at 1.. i read a lot of chicken soup for the soul..like 200 and sum pages.. and then i went to the movies with missy to see maid in manhatten.. and then we went to borders.. best buy.. and came home.. i got the goo goo dolls cd that ive been meaning to get lately.. so i listened to that for a while.. then i talked to emy and it did me surprisingly well.. he helped me sort of end my depression lol.. and hes coming over on tuesday and hes spending new years here and hes sleeping over :) and i think staying the next day here.. so thatll def. cheer me up. if his mom says no im gonna cry. really. lol. k well im gonna go me and daddy are gonna watch everybody loves raymond..
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christini
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2002 29 December :: 2.12pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: mandy moore- cry
:(
christini is depressed. she feels like no one likes her and she feels like she has no one.. cept for missy :) cause missys the only one that understands her and how she feels.. like.. EXACTLY.. i love u missy! thanks for introducing me to cookie dough lol. it helps. a lot. i duno wat id do without her right now.. i feel like i have no place in this world :( and that no one wants me.. it sucks :( im gonna go now and look at missys sezy woooooooohuuuuuuuu journal lol ill be back later>
o yeah lizzy everyone told me that traveling pants is a really good book so up urs! lol im jk
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Lizzy
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2002 29 December :: 1.39pm
:: Mood: smokin'
:: Music: Kelly Osbourne "Shut up"
Got my pics!!! Finally....
Yes! Got my pics back so cool! A bunch of cute ones, but in some people look possessed. None of Celine in a skirt unfortunetly, but I do have the one of Dan on Halloween when he had blue hair and eyeliner. Ha fun fun. This morning I've been on the couch as usual :) There was a Behind Hollywood thingie on the Little Rascals. It was sad!! I never knew all the little rascals were so troubled :( Oh well, I can deal. Sorry I make very uninteresting entries when nothings really going on.
ps thanks alex for the help!
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Lizzy
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2002 29 December :: 9.58am
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Simple Plan "Worst Day Ever"
Un poco enferma
Hehe I'm torturing Celine cuz I'm FINALLY getting my Halloween pics developed. And I think I have one of her in the day she wore a skirt for the drama field trip. I THINK. I hope I do, thatd be great. Anyway my friend Danielle left and I was kinda sick the rest of the day. Kept having cold/ hot spells. Still am, actually. I went to bed wearing a shirt, pullover sweater, sweat pants, socks and 2 blankets. I then woke up really hot, no blankets took off socks and then thought i had a zip up sweater and was like "where the hell's the zipper!?!" Yea, I figured it out eventually. Then I had some weirdass dreams. First I dreamed someone on my bus had a gun, and i took it and kept shooting at the floor trying to get rid of the bullets so he wouldn't hurt anyone. Butt it would like not run out of bullets. Scary. Then I had a dream I was taking a friken science test! I woke up when I was on question 17! Out of 27 questions! OMG so lame. I was taking that stupid science test in my sleep! AHHH i'm a freak...why can't I dream normal things like my friends or mi amor or something. Ay caramba. Maybe cuz i was delirious? Yea so my throat's still kinda sore today and I have a lil headache. But I'm not sore anymore thank god. Sigh. Well I'm gonna go...
love ur favorite rock star <3 liz
(haha i like that phrase, thanks danielle)
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