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christini

:: 2002 28 December :: 10.29pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: the backround music to daddy watching la bamba lol

mmmmm cookie dough :)
rrr my computers like fucking broken, my internet wont work for shit.. the world and its people are pretty much pissing me off today! which is why my room is pretty much spotless now lol.. i only clean when im pissed or stressed or sad or something.. it somehow makes me feel better.. and now im eating cookie douhg :) the solution to EVERYTHING right missy?? even when ur on the verge of killing urself, grab a tub of cookie dough and a spoon and ull feel better in no time..
soo what did christini do today.. she woke up... watched tv.. had a doughnut.. watched tv.. went online.. rode my bike to missys.. got my movie.. came home.. cleaned out my closet.. cleaned out my dressers.. and everything ON anything in my room.. so now its all clean.. i reaad part of the traveling pants.. and some chicken soup for the soul. (needed it today lol).. and i talked to emy for like 5 minutes then he left.. then i called ange and talkd to her for a while.. then i played on my crapass computer.. then i took a shower.. and i baked cookies :) and now im gonna leave the internet world for the night and watch austin powers so if anyone wants to talk u can call me! night

1 step | i'd dance 1000 steps for you...


Lizzy

:: 2002 28 December :: 11.18am
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: "Lifestyles of the Rich and the Famous"

Danielle is over :)
Hey every1. My best friend, Danielle is still here but not for long :( See there's this thing that sometimes happen when cruel evil parents decide they want to take their kids back. Sigh. What is this world coming too? LOL. Yea so I've been having a lot of fun with her. We went to the store and were put to work! But thats okay, chocolate was given to compensate for it. Yup so we talked and caught up and watched movies and saw billions of pictures of me throigh out the years. I'm such a dork in pictures- always posing or whatnot. LOL anyone who's seen my pictures knows i'm such a poser. Well anyway I have nothing else to say so toodles

2 steps | i'd dance 1000 steps for you...


christini

:: 2002 28 December :: 12.18am
:: Mood: indescribable
:: Music: Incubus - I miss you

just got home from missys.. hehe i mished u hunny! make it clap! (hehe!) u gotta remind me ta pick up Austin Powers tomorra or have ur mommy or daddy drop it off k dont lemme forget cause my daddy'll bite my head off lol...
i think things are on their way to getting better with emy :) im really glad cause i miss being able to talk to him about anything and being open with him n stuff.. but my mommy told me that his family isnt coming over for new years this year :( so i duno, im really tired, but i dun wanna sit around the house doin nothin tommorrow like ive been doin so far.. its my last big break at home in boca till summer and im not gonna waste it!! i wont i wont i wont! k im gonna go to sleep now.. natalia thanks for ur help today :) luv ya hunny! and so does ur lesbian lizard stalker! lol nighty night

o i did this little quiz thingy from lizzy cause i was bored..

Name: Christine
---> Birthdate: 12-12-1987
---> Birthplace: Poughkeepsie NY
---> Current Location: Boca Raton, Florida
--> Eye Color: brown
---> Hair Color: brown with highlights
---> Righty or Lefty: Righty
---> Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius
---> Innie or Outtie: Innie

series two - describe
---> The shoes you wore today: my vans with unmatching shoelaces cause im too lazy to change both
---> Your hair: in a messy bun
---> Your weakness?: emy :)
--> One thing you'd like to achieve: passing the 9th grade, maybe finishing Ib.. but u know its either me or the wall lol Amy so I don’t know.. it’s a tough competition..

Series three - what is
---> Your thoughts first waking up: ugh
---> Your greatest accomplishment: I don’t think I have one! lol

series five - do you
---> Smoke: No
---> Cuss: yep
---> Sing: yeah but only along to the radio lol so im not too good..
---> Take a shower everyday: yep! Im very proud of that too lol
---> Want to go to college: yeah, I guess
---> Like high school: eh
---> Want to get married: yep :)
---> Think you're attractive: not really
---> Think you're a health freak: your talking to the queen of junk food
---> Get along with your parents: most of the time, no, but sometimes yeah
---> Like thunderstorms: yeah there cool!! I love running around in the rain lol
---> Play an instrument: im GONNA learn how to play the drums!!! Ull see!! (but I don’t know if that counts)

series six - in the past month, did/have you
---> Drank alcohol: yeah
---> Smoke(d): no
---> Go on a date: I don’t think it was a date lol
---> Go to the mall?: yeah
---> Been on stage: no
---> Been dumped: no
---> Gone skating: no but I wanna!
---> Made homemade cookies: I got cookie dough does that count ?
---> Been in love: yep :)

series seven - have you ever?
---> Played a game that required removal of clothing?: uhh not that I remember
---> Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: don’t think so
---> Been caught "doing something": lol no but I just thought of something eeeeelse lol ange
---> Been called a tease: no
---> Changed who you were to fit in: yeah .. so not worth it

series eight - the future
---> Describe your Dream Wedding: hmm not sure yet
---> What do you want to be when you grow up: well me and andrea are gonna start a band and im gonna play the drums and shes gonna play guitar but yeah if that doesn’t work out (lol) then either some kind of shrink, a lawyer, or a pediatrician (all for the mattress!! Lol Rachel)
---> What country would you most like to visit: AUSTRALIA!!!!!!!
---> Current Desktop Picture: little stars its so cute :)
---> Current Book: The traveling pants.. yes christini is reading.. :o
---> Current DVD In Player: I think its still a walk to remember..
---> Current Worry: that ill never start my daybook..
---> Current Crush: I love emy!!!
My Father thinks I am: an annoying little person, wait not little he calls me fat everyday
My Mother thinks I am: a stuck up little person (she doesn’t think im fat lol)
My best friend thinks I am: yo no se
you get embarrassed when = I don’t get embarrassed too easily but I guess when…… uh I don’t know cant think of anything
makes you happy = seeing emy!
upsets you(pisses me off) = when people aren’t nice lol

Yes or NO....
+you keep a diary = this is an online journal isn’t it..
+you have a secret you have not shared with anyone = hmm
+you fold your underwear = no lol
+you talk in your sleep = no
+you set your watch a few minutes ahead = no its by the school 7:30 bell

WHAT WAS THE LAST....
x. movie you bought: umm I don’t remember,. I RENTED Austin powers last night tho
= x. song you listened to = simple plan – id do anything
x. person that's called you = drea? I don’t know ive been secluding myself from the world lol
x. TV show you've watched = I watched oceans 11 last ngiht.. but tv show I think TRL
x. you wish you could live somewhere else = San Francisco.. and I WILL someday.. u wait and see
x. you think about suicide = very very very very rarely but then after a few minutes I realize its so stupid
x. others find you attractive = I don’t know lol why don’t u ask “others”
x. you want more piercings = not really
x. you drink = not really
x. you do drugs = nope
x. you like cleaning = when im really bored, (lol natalia), or when im sad, I don’t know why though
x. you like roller coasters = yes I love them!!!
x. ever cried over a boy/girl = many many times
x. ever lied to someone = yeah
x. ever been arrested = no.. I was afraid I would be once lol but I didn’t (don’t ask me what it was ull just laugh lol)

What...
x. are you scared of = snakes, being alooone, walking downstairs in the middle of the night.. I always think theres someone out there lol.. , um sometimes when im home alone and its quiet and I hear a loud noise it skares me, and that stupid commercial on buzz 103.1 that sounds like my alarm clock lol natalia that skares the shit outa me!

Number...
x. of times I have been in love? two
x. of times I have had my heart broken? Once, and I hope it stays that way
x. of hearts I have broken? I don’t know.. possibly one, maybe two at most
x. of girls I have kissed? Not unless u count cheek kisses

4 steps | i'd dance 1000 steps for you...


christini

:: 2002 27 December :: 5.45pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: queens of the stone age- no one knows

hehe i got a journal thingymabobber! this is my very first entry..(lets have a party lol). well bsides my *personal* entry that natalini was kind enuf to sho me how to do.. that was the high point of my day.. i didnt get to vacuum so it wasnt too eventful .. *sigh*.. lol natalini.. cleaning a room is one big process.. and im not gonan overwhelm myself all in one day.. k well im bored as fuk so im gonna go n find somethin to do!

1 step | i'd dance 1000 steps for you...


christini

:: 2002 27 December :: 5.26pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: Puddle of Mudd- Blurry

em
why do guys have to b so confusing.. i mean i love emy beyond what anyone could imagine but i dont understand him one bit.. he claims that he really loves me yet he never tries 2 see me.. never calls.. half the time i talk to him online hes trying to leave.. id die to see him, even just hear his voice, its only been 3 days since i last saw him and i miss him like crazy but i try and mention that i wanna do somethin n he doesnt even acknowledge it. and everytime i mean to get offline i never can cause i just love talkn to him so much. i love hearin his voice but now i hesitate 2 call him cause lately at times it seems as if hes not too thrilled to have me in his life even tho deep downi know he loves me.. i mean we were talkin bout how awesome itd be to live across the street from eachother and we could always do stuff n shit.. n i dont think he realizes that its not the distance, that doesnt even havta be an issue its the fact that we never try.. i duno i might not try to hard but to me it seems that mosta the time its him tho,and now im always afraid to ask him if he wants to do somthin cause i always do n he doesnt say nething, and now im just scared 2 ask.. i dont know why.. hes supposed 2 be my best friend this stuffs supposed ta be easy.. i always used to be able to talk to him bout everything goin on in my life and sometimes now i feel like he really doesnt care.. like i dont remember the last time he just asked me what was up.. or whats new with me.. or asked me how i was doin.. and not just ask and expect to hear not too much howbout u but actually listen for an answer.. i love him so much but i dont know sometimes it doesnt feel like he loves me back.. even tho he tells me he does n he means it. i mean things arent too hot with some of my other friends but hes the only one i really care about changing.. he means so much to me.. and i began to realize that i dont even know like simple stuff bout him.. i mean i know he wants to be withme and eventually get married but i dont know what he wants to do with his life, like he tries so hard to have good grades but whats it all for? we used to talk about everything and now it seems as if we dont talk about anything anymore.. i guess im just havin an off day but i really wish i understood more the way he thinks and what goes thru his head.. and i wish i could make him understand how i feel. when im with him in his arms nothing in the world could make me any happier, i just feel so, complete, and when im not with him, not in his arms, i feel like a part of me is missing, and i hate it, cause i know that if we both tried a little harder it wouldnt have to be like that, and i could see him every week!i just wish he could see that, show me that he cares, and i duno maybe do somethin bout it.

i'd dance 1000 steps for you...


Lizzy

:: 2002 26 December :: 7.33pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: Good Charlotte "old man"

Psyched!
My tennis date was fun. I'm sore, cuz its the most excercise I've down since camp. I like hanging with bryan- I always have a good time. He's good at tennis..i'm okay sometimes. But I had a good time. has been fun.

Let's see tomorrow my best friend from fire island is coming down to see me! i'm so excited. I haven't seen her in over a year, and we were really close on fire island. I'm gonna take her to the mall and the chocolate shop, and then she sleeps over. So that's wats doing with me. Well off to talk to mah chicas...lata

1 step | i'd dance 1000 steps for you...


Lizzy

:: 2002 26 December :: 2.16pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: Simple Plan "Addicted"

The morning after....(hey it's not morning!)
Lala going to play tennis with Bryan soon. That should be fun, I havent really ever played, but I like tennis. This morning I went out to lunch with my grandparents, yum. Roadhouse Grill has good rolls and steak. Then we went to Panera bread and I got a crossiant and chocolate cake. More yum. I am a FOOD person if u havent noticed. Oh yea, went to my parent's friends for Christmas dinner. That was okay too. They had sweet potato pie with marshmellows oo good. Megan informed that that it was candied yams. Fine by me. Well let's see gotta get ready to go play some tennis. Bring it.

i'd dance 1000 steps for you...


Lizzy

:: 2002 25 December :: 1.46pm
:: Mood: irritated
:: Music: Simple Plan

So weird spending the day with my folks....
Not used to seeing my folks for the whole day. They've been so busy with the store I don't usually see them at all, so now its weird having them home the whole day. I can't do what i want which sux. Like my mom came in the room and she told me to turn off my music :( Watched Ocean's 11 with my dad- I GOT what was going on this time. For some reason I didn't see any scenes with Brad in a white suit- sigh. Last night I went to Bryan's for my first Christmas Eve. That was pretty fun, cept some of the food was ummm interesting (stuffed cabbage, vegetable medley...wierd- bryan) But it was still fun. Let's see right now I'm talking to celiners, megan and katherine. Megan and I are discussing how her grandma got her a hoochie shirt lol. Then Celine and I are discussing Psycho Beach party- lol i like that movie! Then Katherine is whining about people torturing her, don't ask me. lol well i suppose i don't really have anything to say. I'll be going to my parent's friend's Rich house for a Christmas dinner. Joy. *Kisses* (lol celine)

2 steps | i'd dance 1000 steps for you...


Lizzy

:: 2002 24 December :: 5.32pm

ha found this quiz on some journal...so since I'M STILL BORED AND MY MOM REFUSES TO TAKE TO BRYAN'S NOW i'm gonna do it...

Name: Liz
---> Birthdate: 8-27-1988
---> Birthplace: Boca
---> Current Location: Boca Raton, Florida
--> Eye Color: brown
---> Hair Color: brown
---> Righty or Lefty: Lefty( go lefties)
---> Zodiac Sign: Virgo
---> Innie or Outtie: Innie

series two - describe
---> The shoes you wore today: Black Steve Madden sandals
---> Your hair: Straight with my Santa Liz hat
---> Your weakness?: CHOCOLATE!
--> One thing you'd like to achieve: Being happy and successful in life

Series three - what is
---> Your thoughts first waking up: sigh...
---> Your greatest accomplishment: getting good grades, awards

series five - do you
---> Smoke: No
---> Cuss: Fuck no!
---> Sing: I love to sing!!! Don't have the best voice..but I will so belt out any song if the moment strikes me (and it happens a lot)
---> Take a shower everyday: Si I don't wanna be a stinky butt
---> Want to go to college: Yea
---> Like high school: Love the people and good times..hate the work
---> Want to get married: Of course!
---> Think you're attractive: Most of the time
---> Think you're a health freak: hell no, i mean i'm surrounded by chocolate!
---> Get along with your parents: Most of the time, yes
---> Like thunderstorms: Yes, I love watching them (lightning included)
---> Play an instrument: sadly no

series six - in the past month, did/have you
---> Drank alcohol: No...I'm a good gurl :)
---> Smoke(d): No, once again i'm a good gurl
---> Go on a date: Si with Bryan
---> Go to the mall?: Si, with Bryan
---> Been on stage: Noo
---> Been dumped: I was the dumper..
---> Gone skating: No, bad experiences with that at camp
---> Made homemade cookies: Yeah
---> Been in love: Siiiii

series seven - have you ever?
---> Played a game that required removal of clothing?: no hehe
---> Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: nope
---> Been caught "doing something": No lol
---> Been called a tease: No
---> Changed who you were to fit in: Ummm a little

series eight - the future
---> Describe your Dream Wedding: Hmmm I never really thought about it. I guess a beautiful affair surrounded by friends family and of course my husband would be nice
---> What do you want to be when you grow up: Not totally sure
---> What country would you most like to visit: England
---> Current Desktop Picture: Clouds
---> Current Book: Hmmm too many
---> Current DVD In Player: No dvd playa unfortunetly
---> Current Worry: None, no school hello
---> Current Crush: Its not a crush..its love <3 bryan
My Father thinks I am: the most wonderful person in the world.
My Mother thinks I am: The most wonderful person in the world (well hehe maybe not...)
My best friend thinks I am: fabulous? i dunt know amy help out...
+you get embarrassed when = someone makes a joke that i don't understand and then like 10 minutes later i'm like OMG! i get it!
makes you happy = bryan
+upsets you(pisses me off) = when people litter, when people are rude, when people are insensitive to my feelings or accuse me of something

Yes or NO....
+you keep a diary = hmm lookin right at it bucko
nope tho i should that way i'd actually eat a meal (thats not microwaved)
+you have a secret you have not shared with anyone = well probly
+you fold your underwear = my mommy does
+you talk in your sleep = Sometimes, lol amy "MOM!"
+you set your watch a few minutes ahead = No

WHAT WAS THE LAST....
x. movie you bought: i don't buy movies
= x. song you listened to = Dido "Thank you"
x. person that's called you = Bryan
x. TV show you've watched = a movie on TV called wonderboys
x. you wish you could live somewhere else = i wish i lived in england surrounded by the totally fabbity fab accents!
x. you think about suicide = No, never. its so not worth it
x. others find you attractive = sii :)
x. you want more piercings = yes! belly button!
x. you drink = no
x. you do drugs = No
x. you like cleaning = sometimes, itts relaxing
x. you like roller coasters = NO!
x. ever cried over a boy/girl = Yes..
x. ever lied to someone = Doesn't everyone?
x. ever been arrested = No

What...
x. are you scared of = having no friends, being alone

Number...
x. of times I have been in love? two
x. of times I have had my heart broken? i've never really had a broken heart. just some disappointments
x. of hearts I have broken? one/two (possibly)
x. of girls I have kissed? None unless you mean in a platonic family type way

lala done...

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Lizzy

:: 2002 24 December :: 4.58pm
:: Mood: working
:: Music: Macy Gray (The Sweet baby song)

Adventures of the Chocolate shop...
Right now I'm at my dad's chocolate shop. I've been WORKING the last 2 hours shocker huh. Now I'm taking a rest thats probly gonna last till I leave hehe. I was packaging chocolate, deocrating lollipops with ribbons, helping customers, etc. Some customers were really impatient and RUDE! I mean wait your turn people, even if it is Christmas Eve. My mom was flipping out after she had spent like a half hour trying to help determine the order of some hooty-tooty lady. She did end up having a $173 order but she put my mom through hell in the process! My Dad made this chocolate thingie with a moose and it says "Happy Christ-moose" So cute. LOL. Sigh..in an hour I'll be at Bryan's enjoying a Christmas Eve dinner for the first time. That should be fun. Was talking to the gang today online, that was good. Katherine was obsessing over Lord of the Rings and telling me how her dad got a BMW, and Amy was telling me how she's sick in Maryland- pobrecita! I'm enjoying vacation but it is a little boring. Just gotta find some ways to amuse myself I guess. I was browsing in different Woohu's and found a few people I knew lol. Cool huh. And there's an Atlantic High community that I didn't know about. Sigh...once again just rambling on cuz my dad's comp doesn't have AIM and so i'm talking to the journal instead. Well...now that my mind is blank...i'm outtie. Merry Christmas!!!

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Lizzy

:: 2002 24 December :: 1.51pm

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Lizzy

:: 2002 23 December :: 8.30pm
:: Mood: grumpy
:: Music: Simple Plan

I wanna be watching Deuces Bigalo Male Gigalo but....
My mom is hogging the TV that u don\'t have to MANUALLY change the like 20, channels it has. Which doesn\'t include Channel 66 which the movie that I wanted to see the male Gigalo movie but my mom wouldn\'t move and was like \"that movie doesn\'t sound very appropriate\" So no movie for me. And then I was mad and went and blow-dried my hair. Lalala talking to Bryan. Sigh I\'m tired and grumpy and listening to System of a Down (lol Megan). Soooo hyper...all day I downloaded songs which was a new and VERY COOL concept to me. (Thanks Christine) Yes, downloading songs has been around for awhile but I never was really interested or cared. The radio satisfied me, but yesterday I was like ya know that would be a cool activity over the break, downloading songs. So I downloaded Kazaa and its so easy and exciting! I downloaded like 48 songs, all different genres of music. I like punk, rap, some rock, some pop etc. So its cool.

Okay now that I\'ve ranted on and on about music and the stupid movie...yesterday I went to Bryan\'s casa. We also went out to lunch at Chile\'s- YUM! But then again, I find all restaurants yummy (except I hold a grudge against Grady\'s. Wen I was like 6, I had pizza there and it was yucky. So ever since wen anyone mentions going to Grady\'s I made a face and go \"bleeeecccch\" I cant describe it, but if anyone knows me they know my disgusted face) So ANYWAY the food was good but the waitress was talking to us like we cared wat she had to say? lol Bryan and I have different reactions when people blab on and on to us. Bryan, the nice one he is starts making comments like \"Go away\", I just listen and nod my head in the right places. The reason why I\'m giving so many details on boring things is that I\'m really bored and hyper. Yea so then we went to the mall and bought Bryan three shirts. Going to the mall really shows the difference between gurls and guys. Gurls like to take their time, browsing different stores trying on different things. Guys, like to get in get out with a shirt they already own. just in a different color. Sigh, I\'ll never understand em. But it was fun too- I always have a good time with Bryan.

Let\'s see here\'s a comment from a convo with Bryan:
elex333: Sometimes i wonder why people invented mirrors
relex333: i mean its just like a tool people use to help themselves look better
relex333: had it been up to me
relex333: i\'d have all mirrors
relex333: replaced with a pic of u
relex333: in which case people will be faced with
relex333: the greatest beauty of all

I mean c\'mon...SO SWEET. I love this boy...well i g2g lata alligator

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Lizzy

:: 2002 21 December :: 10.08pm
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: Vitamin C "Perfect Day"

Good night...
Hola. Today I went to "Costa Rica" aka Michael's shindig. First we (Alton, Jeanette, Michael, Stephanie, Bryan, and I) met up at Lord of the Rings at Shadowwood. I saw Captain Max btw. LOL anyway so it was a great movie...I think. Damn every1 was throwing popcorn at Bryan and I which was annoying...we werent making out the WHOLE movie. lol. He gave me one heck of a hickey tho :( (and it hurts-grrr) LOL I still love you Bryan, thanks for the great night. Anyway then we went back to Michael's for food and talk. Man, Bubuska and Wendy provide much entertainment. It was quite frightening how many jokes we could make about Jeanette's "friends" Bryan thinks he can get Jeanette and Michael together. Ha that'd be SO funny if he did. We have a "bet" going on. Yea so anyway besides my neck hurting like a mother I had a pretty good day. Cha-cha-cha! G'nite

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Lizzy

:: 2002 21 December :: 1.26pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: That Ally McBeal Song "It's in his Kiss..."

Joyous vacation....
Man, I love vacation. All morning it's been great just relaxing: watching TV, working on my web page, beign online with no stress. Yes I have some work over the holidays but hell no am I starting it now. I still have over 2 weeks! Lala...I've been commenting in Alex's journal even tho i don't think he knows me lol. It seemed to be the cool thing to do, everyone else was. Let's see...damn I wish I had something to say. Oh yea, Jess came over last nice! That was fun; we were looking at old pics of me and talking online. We were havign an insult contest with Mitchell. Some of the insults we gave were pretty good..."If you're gonna act like a dick, you might as well put a condom on your head and dress like one" Haha such an ass. Well I'm gonna go blow dry my hair...Costa Rica here I come (well in an hour or two anyway...)

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Lizzy

:: 2002 20 December :: 5.40pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: Eve "Satisfaction"

No more teachers, no more books....
Hola now we are offically on winter break! Woohoo! Damn this was a pretty fast marking period. Its hard to believe that this year is already half over. It's seemed so long and yet...so short. I love high school- all the people I've met and experiences that I've made. It's great.

Lala let's see today I wore my Santa hat and flashing earrings! Lol everyone was very surprised to hear that I'm Jewish. That's okay, I like being spirited for pretty much everything (hello, homecoming week anyone?!) LOL. My exams today weren't as bad as I thought- history and debate. On the bus I was just exhausted. Those two guys obsessed with Celine and Rich need to get a life! OMG. Christine and I were reminscing about old school days (del prado and loggers). Its nice to have some friends that you've been with for a really long time. Well I'm really tired...so i'm gonna go.

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