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aerii

:: 2007 12 February :: 7.34pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: shout out louds

today was totally not a bad day, im going to miss hanging out with all those people at the falls :(
they're wonderful.

beau was being an ass today.
but eli was really nice, so we hung out and watched Diego in the food court.

pshha.


AND I FUCKING PASSED PORTFOLIO. beat that bitches.
with a tough reader, and i got a mofo'in compliment. sheesh.
i rock.

mmmm, and i dropped logic today.
and i miss morgan
and oli

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aerii

:: 2007 12 February :: 6.19am

i didn't know that...

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aerii

:: 2007 12 February :: 3.43am
:: Mood: anxious

today feels so messed up.
i keep thinking that today is wednesday but its not, lsdkjflskdjfs.
and im all anxious to talk to my english teacher
im all anxious to drop my classes
i feel like im screwing everything up slkdfjs lkblehhh

idk lsdjfsldkfj
and i couldnt sleep

today is going to be a bad day.

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aerii

:: 2007 10 February :: 8.20am
:: Mood: disappointed

i
really
wanted
to
go
see
the thermals
with
loren

but no

i had to go and screw things up.

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aerii

:: 2007 8 February :: 6.44pm
:: Mood: scared

just tie the rope

and kick the chair

just leave me hanging there, gasping for air

yeah dont mind me three feet from the ceiling

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poisonedheart

:: 2007 6 February :: 7.38pm

Oh how I wish I could disappear

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aerii

:: 2007 2 February :: 10.59pm
:: Mood: crushed

i feel so alone

and i dont fit in anywhere.

sldkfjsldkfjsdlkfjsdlkf
can i disappear now?
please...


i hate this.

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aerii

:: 2007 2 February :: 8.51pm
:: Mood: curious
:: Music: Crystal Ball - Keane

kasdjflskdjf

so basically
i forgot what i wanted to say.

but i feel good.
life is good.
and you should feel good too.

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aerii

:: 2007 2 February :: 5.24am
:: Mood: weird
:: Music: longest winter - pedro the lion


my daddies birthday is tomorrow.


im so sick of being grounded.
i just want to leave this place.

uslkdjfsklsskjfjfjfksloooplsdj

anyway, im glad its friday. i'm really starting to not like school. a lot. i just want to give up. thats bad. hmm. and i hate riding the bus yuk yuk yuk.

so basically i dont know whats going on with me anymore.
i feel like i dont know myself and i feel lost.
but i feel content too.
my stomach is twisting around and driving me crazy.

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aerii

:: 2007 1 February :: 7.30pm
:: Music: you will never take me alive - the paper chase


today was... different

and i don't really know how i feel about it.
so many things came at me.


i feel happy

i feel.... new



im wearing a big grin.

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aerii

:: 2007 30 January :: 6.33pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: how can i tell you - cat power

i feel like no one cares what i say or what i do
or who i am

i feel forgotten

and hated.

i feel judged and i feel like they're all mad at me.




i feel immature and gross.
i feel like a fake.
and i dont want to anymore.

i want to be me
i want to be real.




help.

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aerii

:: 2007 30 January :: 5.01pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: we got to get away - caesars

learn to take a joke.





and stop assuming things about me.
im pretty fucking complicated
and its hard to read me
so dont just go around preaching how i feel
when you dont even fucking know.




but im super excited for thrusday
AHAHAHAHlkdfjslkdfjlskdfjlskd
butterflies
major.

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aerii

:: 2007 29 January :: 5.26am
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: the killers

if the answer is no, can i change your mind?



p.s.
Samantha had her freaking baby!
ahahahaha
ima go see it today!
yay!

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aerii

:: 2007 28 January :: 11.07am
:: Music: tokyo police club

i'm scared.

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aerii

:: 2007 27 January :: 4.05pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: maria taylor

i really should be writing that paper.

right now i just want to drop out.

bleh.

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