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poisonedheart

:: 2007 12 February :: 9.31pm

I found a letter that said:
"I'm sorry that you were asleep when I wrote these words down,"
You'd think I'd ought to be used to that by now.
Save for a few of those late night episodes,
Missed opportunities, and "I Don't Cares,"
There's not a lot that I feel obliged to share or talk about.

I'll have my brother stop by this Saturday to pick up my things,
Just make sure you're not there.
This may sound bad, and don't take it the wrong way..
I love you, however,
You hold me down [x4]

You're the echoes of my everything,
You're the emptiness the whole world sings at night.
You're the laziness of afternoon,
You're the reason why I burst and why I bloom.
How will I break the news to you? [x2]

Cancel our dinner with Max and Coraline,
feed Jacky's gerbil and try to stay clean.
We'll talk it over after I've had some time alone to sort it out.
You hold me down [x4]

You're the echoes of my everything,
You're the emptiness the whole world sings at night.
You're the laziness of afternoon,
You're the reason why I burst and why I bloom.
You're the leaky sink of sentiment,
You're the failed attempts I never could forget.
You're the metaphors I can't create to comprehend this curse that I call love..
How will I break the news to you? [x5]

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aerii

:: 2007 12 February :: 7.34pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: shout out louds

today was totally not a bad day, im going to miss hanging out with all those people at the falls :(
they're wonderful.

beau was being an ass today.
but eli was really nice, so we hung out and watched Diego in the food court.

pshha.


AND I FUCKING PASSED PORTFOLIO. beat that bitches.
with a tough reader, and i got a mofo'in compliment. sheesh.
i rock.

mmmm, and i dropped logic today.
and i miss morgan
and oli

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aerii

:: 2007 12 February :: 6.19am

i didn't know that...

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aerii

:: 2007 12 February :: 3.43am
:: Mood: anxious

today feels so messed up.
i keep thinking that today is wednesday but its not, lsdkjflskdjfs.
and im all anxious to talk to my english teacher
im all anxious to drop my classes
i feel like im screwing everything up slkdfjs lkblehhh

idk lsdjfsldkfj
and i couldnt sleep

today is going to be a bad day.

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aerii

:: 2007 10 February :: 8.20am
:: Mood: disappointed

i
really
wanted
to
go
see
the thermals
with
loren

but no

i had to go and screw things up.

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aerii

:: 2007 8 February :: 6.44pm
:: Mood: scared

just tie the rope

and kick the chair

just leave me hanging there, gasping for air

yeah dont mind me three feet from the ceiling

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poisonedheart

:: 2007 6 February :: 7.38pm

Oh how I wish I could disappear

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aerii

:: 2007 2 February :: 10.59pm
:: Mood: crushed

i feel so alone

and i dont fit in anywhere.

sldkfjsldkfjsdlkfjsdlkf
can i disappear now?
please...


i hate this.

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aerii

:: 2007 2 February :: 8.51pm
:: Mood: curious
:: Music: Crystal Ball - Keane

kasdjflskdjf

so basically
i forgot what i wanted to say.

but i feel good.
life is good.
and you should feel good too.

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aerii

:: 2007 2 February :: 5.24am
:: Mood: weird
:: Music: longest winter - pedro the lion


my daddies birthday is tomorrow.


im so sick of being grounded.
i just want to leave this place.

uslkdjfsklsskjfjfjfksloooplsdj

anyway, im glad its friday. i'm really starting to not like school. a lot. i just want to give up. thats bad. hmm. and i hate riding the bus yuk yuk yuk.

so basically i dont know whats going on with me anymore.
i feel like i dont know myself and i feel lost.
but i feel content too.
my stomach is twisting around and driving me crazy.

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aerii

:: 2007 1 February :: 7.30pm
:: Music: you will never take me alive - the paper chase


today was... different

and i don't really know how i feel about it.
so many things came at me.


i feel happy

i feel.... new



im wearing a big grin.

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aerii

:: 2007 30 January :: 6.33pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: how can i tell you - cat power

i feel like no one cares what i say or what i do
or who i am

i feel forgotten

and hated.

i feel judged and i feel like they're all mad at me.




i feel immature and gross.
i feel like a fake.
and i dont want to anymore.

i want to be me
i want to be real.




help.

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aerii

:: 2007 30 January :: 5.01pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: we got to get away - caesars

learn to take a joke.





and stop assuming things about me.
im pretty fucking complicated
and its hard to read me
so dont just go around preaching how i feel
when you dont even fucking know.




but im super excited for thrusday
AHAHAHAHlkdfjslkdfjlskdfjlskd
butterflies
major.

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aerii

:: 2007 29 January :: 5.26am
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: the killers

if the answer is no, can i change your mind?



p.s.
Samantha had her freaking baby!
ahahahaha
ima go see it today!
yay!

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aerii

:: 2007 28 January :: 11.07am
:: Music: tokyo police club

i'm scared.

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