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tboblp

:: 2004 28 April :: 9.38pm

Conference Semifinals

* I want to win + I think will win

Western Cofnerence
#1 Detroit Red Wings (*+) v. #6 CALGARY FLAMES (2-4)
#2 SAN JOSE SHARKS (+) v. #4 Colorado Avalanche (*) (4-2)

Eastern Conference
#1 TAMPA BAY LIGHTNING (*+) v. #7 Montreal Canadaians (4-0)
#3 PHILADELPHIA FLYERS (+) v. #4 Toronto Maple Leafs (*) (4-2)

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kangabunny

:: 2004 28 April :: 5.40pm
:: Mood: Apathetic
:: Music: Down In A Hole//Alice in Chains

Longing for
OK!
=]
MY PARENTS ARE GOING OUT OF TOWN THIS WEEKEND!

Party at Julia's. Hell yes. FREEDOM!

The plan...
Friday>> Arbor with Brandi and Kae, bookstore, buying hair dye
Saturday>>Jackie's at Lake Travis, people coming over to my house and us doing whatever we want wherever.. oh yes. Dying my hair. >=]
Sunday>>Maybe the thing with the place; guitar lesson, movie

Kristen, you might like this...

Lol. I just cut that out because I don't want to offend anyone. Talk to me later.

Here's another clip though...
Adam Carolla: "How tall are you?"
Caller: "Uhh.. 5'12", almost 6 foot"

=D...

THEY'RE GOING OUT OF TOWN!!!!
=).
I still want --- muchly. Muchly. I need to think of something.

<3juliya<3

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orfwashere

:: 2004 28 April :: 3.53pm
:: Music: one hot minute

cross postin;
yeah. pre-graduation party. my house. saturday. parents won't be home till monday. keg. mos def. spend the night. fold out couches like whoa. if you can read this, you're invited. 703-4691.

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kangabunny

:: 2004 27 April :: 6.59pm
:: Mood: Aggravated
:: Music: People Hate Me-Murderdolls

Mmm. I'm sick of updating and emailing ^^; should've started with this.
Xanga>rainstarfire
lj>starbritepixie

TAKS and people who are just plain stupid not leaving me alone today =).
THEY are going out of town this weekend!
...YES!

Saw a chick flick last night with Arie. It was alright. I never get to pick the movie anyone ever goes to.. so whatever. =];

I wonder why your's are horizontal and mine are vertical... *goes of dazed looking to ponder*

love.

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Beagle147

:: 2004 25 April :: 9.21pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: "I Want It That Way" -Backstreet Boys (Don't ask, there actually is a reason)

Prom was friday. It was friggin awesome. I think I should type out a whole big thing about it....do I have time? I'll see what I can get down.

Will picked me up from school after chem and informed me that we did in fact get a limo, which made me really happy. I had called around all day thursday and couldnt find an affordable one. So I went home and got out all my nail polish and stuff so krystle could have a choice of every shade of blue imaginable, and headed over to leah's around 2. Her mom helped us out doing facials, and then we left for our appointments to get our hair done. We were at the hair place from 3 till like 5:20. It was insane. There was a little incident with Leah's hair, but the lady who did mine and krystle's did a really really good job. And leah had elana fix her hair after and it was gorgeous. ^.^ Funny story from the hair place, I will just post it from a convo with Leah.
Skillet9886: this guy came in while you and me were getting our hair done
Skillet9886: and he's carrying this box
Skillet9886: so he says hello to some people, and I thought he was like a delivery guy or something
Skillet9886: but he sets down the box next to me and is trying to sell me this book
Lanaofboca: lol
Lanaofboca: yeah
Skillet9886: he's like this has 40 disney stories in here, full color, this book sells for $40, but I'll make you a deal. I'll give it to you for only 10! And I'll make it even better! I'll throw in a free copy of children's first bible stories!
Skillet9886: so I was like uhh...thanks, but I don't have any little brothers or sisters or anything to give it to
Skillet9886: and he goes no? no neices or nephews?
Lanaofboca: lol
Skillet9886: and I kinda laughed at the thought of will having kids, and then I was just like nope
Lanaofboca: haha
Skillet9886: and he goes no kids?
Lanaofboca: lol
Skillet9886: and I was like what?! No, of course not
Skillet9886: and he goes what are you waiting for?
Skillet9886: and I said what am I waiting for to have kids?!
Skillet9886: and he's like yeah
Skillet9886: so I just said I'm 17!!
Skillet9886: and he goes oh..
Skillet9886: and then the lady doing that guy's hair was like sir, there's no soliciting in here, and she kicked him out.
I think that was the first time ever someone thought I was older than I actually am. Either that or he just expects 17 year olds to have kids.. So Will came and picked me up at the hair place and it was a mad dash to get home and get ready. When I got home the limo was already here, but that's his fault, he was 10 minutes early. Luckily Gabe was not here yet, so I just ran into my mom's room and she helped me get all ready with my makeup and dress and shoes and all. Gabe did get here while I was in there getting ready, it reminded me of one of those stereotypical movie high school date things, where the guy has to wait in the living room talking to the girl's dad because she's never ever ready on time. So I finally got ready and came out, Gabe gave me a dozen roses, and we got his bouteneer and my corsage on and all, and then we took pictures because my mom is picture crazy and we headed out. We picked up krystle at leah's and then went to dinner at Pete's on Glades Road. It was kinda expensive but really good. The people at the table next to us were so funny, because they could obviously tell that we were going to prom, so they started talking about their high school proms. This one lady said I never went to my prom because I didn't have a date. So the guy across from her goes well, did you ask someone? And she went Oh, I asked everyone! We found that pretty amusing. After dinner we had to go back to my house and leah's house because me and krystle both forgot our prom tickets, but that's ok.. So we finally got to prom at about 8:35. Well, I shouldn't say finally, because very few people were there. Me and Gabe went to go get our prom pics taken, because again, my mom is crazy, and then we ran into Mrs. Schilit, who was also picture crazy. She was getting pictures of everyone there. She asked if we had been in yet, and we told her no because we had just gotten there. And she was like oh, you have to see it! You can't even tell it's the civic center! It's so beautiful! So we went in and checked it out, and it really was decorated nicely. It was all oriental-y and all the centerpieces had those little paper fans and chinese lanterns, most of which were stolen before the end of the evening. Not that I'm complaining about it, I got one of each.. There was kind of a lull between seeing most of the people we knew and when Leah and Tom decided to show up. So me and Gabe went out to the lobby-ish thing to get another program, since someone spilled drinks all over our table, and Leah and Tom were just getting there, so it was good timing. We went back in for the crowning of king, queen, prince, princess, etc. Leah was all dance-happy, so she danced to the music in her head through that. Then after the crowning which few paid attention to, we hit the dance floor. Now, I dont dance, but after some pressuring and Peanut Butta Jelly Time even I was dancing. It was such a good time. After prom ended me and gabe and tom and leah came back to my place and we watched Not Another Teen Movie. Gabe left around 2:30 and Leah and Tom just crashed here, but I think we all fell asleep before the movie ended. Atleast I know I did and Leah said she did. I was so exhausted. We woke up at like 8 because Tom had to be out of there to get to his thing. So all in all it was a great night.

Last night krystle, alexis, miriam, adam, trevor and I went to Grease at boca high because krystle's friend christina was in it. Turns out Krista Corwin was also in it, so the entire corwin family was there, including Matt.. Yeah.

Today I did basically nothing. I slept forever because I was so tired. Watched some tv, attempted to get some work done, but have done none. Oh well, screw math internal assessment. Must read more Bell Jar also. Will left today to take his 2 exams and comes back thursday night. Grr, he's done with school. We'll be done soon enough though. This year has actually gone surprisingly fast. We have a month left. After AP's things ease up a bit too. Chem we only do labs. English we do orals, in ToK too. History will not get any better, but screw it. Precalc doesn't really need to get any easier as far as I'm concerned. Let's see, what else.. French is not really that bad as it is, although I think I will get another B this quarter, thus kicking me out of SHF. : \ That's about it. Extended essay class this summer, but not before I've had enough summer to recuperate. Then we have a month after that and back to band camp. Ok, remind me not to talk about that again until August. This year is not even over, it is not time to start talking about school next year.

I think that's it, kids. If I think of anything to write later I will.

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kangabunny

:: 2004 25 April :: 9.54pm
:: Mood: determined
:: Music: Slit My Wrist-Murderdolls

I kept a promise o.o
Wee.
I'm so glad there's one promise I can say I didn't break. I don't really make promises, in general, but... mmhmm..
Makes me think.
I really like Murderdolls. *-*
My fave song of theirs remains "I Take Drugs." LOL. Kick ass.

The words won't come out the right way
It's the same again today
My only wish is that you'd stay
Never stray, never stray
Be my truth


Ay. Decisions, decisions. I can't wait till I get my fucking allowance... 5 days till I have a plan. ::grins:: Twill be awesome.
TWILL!
hehe...
Love.

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kangabunny

:: 2004 25 April :: 7.54pm
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: angry chair- alice in chains

If I'm left behind, I don't know what I'll do.
It burns.

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SeraphimRhapsody

:: 2004 25 April :: 12.22pm
:: Mood: sick.. like a feeling in the gut that says somethi
:: Music: Dashboard Confessionals ~ Aliya's Christmas Gift CD

'other then that, everything is peachy keen, just as it should be'
[Denver:] i wonder how many days i could go just looking into your eyes questioning what ever gave god the idea to strip an angel of its wings
( Now that's the kind of thing that'll give me sweet dreams. )


I typed up another story. I guess I'll post the draft here once everyone has seen the lovely update I made for yesterday below this one.


TOK comic:
'....So Bernice, Delta and I talked - and still ended up mad at each other.'
'But now it's for the right reasons. Anger at lies lasts forever. Anger at truth can't last.'


[Steph:] we went for a walk around my neighborhood..and he told me to close my eyes, and he kissed me!!! and my thoughts went exactly like this 'oo wet..ooo nice...ooooo!!!my first kiss!!!' and then it started to rain so he kissed me again in the rain-- it was SOO ROMANTIC


I'll put the story in it's own post.


I.. couldn't focus today. Nothing new. I've come to hate weekends. Instead of waiting online for a certain few people to come around, I went off to watch some philosophy in the form of The Labyrinth.

One part that always hits me is the junkyard. The scene were the goblins of the junkyard reveal Sarah's insecurities in her attachment to her childhood items. How her safety and security is kept entirely in the toys and things she has in her room... they are a part of her in that they're the only things she can let herself love, feel safe with, become attached to. Yet when the goblin physically sticks them to Sarah just like other junk is stuck to the goblin, Sarah feels the real weight of such beliefs and realizes her insecurities. She realizes that the toys and memorabilia cannot return her love, affection, or attention and that they are.. in reality.. just objects. Tangible and dear to her... but objects. What is more important is her baby brother, a real-life human being that.. damn. That's as far as I'm taking that.

All that I’ve done, I’ve done for you.
I move the stars for no one.
~Jareth, The Labyrinth


~*~

Question of the Day
Should I marry Denver?
( This question brought to you by Lauren, parentheticals to you! )
: P

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