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2004 6 August :: 11.59pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: youre the only one by:maria mena
i guess theres jus a part of me that likes to bring you down...
today was fun. woke up did stuff. got ready. went ovr to alinas. then steph was so hungry that she was about to eat my elbow so we took her to wendys and she ate. we saw iain and cate there too. ehh. then we decided to go to the new park instead of going home. there rilly wasnt anyone there. so we pee-d and then ran around the hockey rink and sung like losers. ha we were climbing on the hockey goals. fun stuff. then we went to play on the soccer nets and we fell and got stuck so we jus laid in the nets for a while. then sum guys liked alina. ha but her name was jessica. lol! then xtina piked us up and we went home. later at nite me and steph went to the park and saw a dude that had hair like a girl and then we tried to play manhunt with iain and cate but it didnt work out. damn and tonite was the last summer block party too. grrrrness. then went home around 10:30 and then went with daddy to get pepsi and cigarettes. i drove home. in the dark. twas funness.
<33-janelle
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2004 5 August :: 11.20pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: she will be loved by maroon 5
i kno that goodbye means nothing at all...
ok ive stayed quiet about this for long enuff. i haveta say sumthin and i dont care who the hell it offends and what u people think. so fuck off.
*ive been home from vacation for less then 48 hours and i feel that my friends have all deserted me. (well sum of the skaters and well, camila). who the hell tells one of their best friends that "it was lots of fun without u, no offense". wtf. how rude is that? and they all "bonded" and shit, and yeah i knew that they'd all hang out and i have nooooo problem whatsoever bout it, but the thing is i dont care to kno all about it. cuz i was pissed enuff that i had to leave for 2 weeks and yeah. i feel like everyones all buddy-buddy with each other and thats theres no room for me anymore. people have been all secretive around me and [sumone]-who will remain nameless cuz i dont feel like arguing with him cuz he thinks he knows fucking everything-keeps trying to get me to leave situations and like when plans for things come up, im never in them. well until sumone rememebrs ha. its jus gay. [i dont mean for this to be a total bashing at my friend or for this to start a fight i jus think it needs to be said]- one of my best friends, no offense, tries rilly hard to fit in. even if it means consenting to doing "things" that she wuldnt normally do jus so they dont make fun of her for chickening out or being scared. this is start to show as her being "easy". not good. also, no offense, but after listening to that phone converstation last nite, shes a hypocrite. she gets extremely upset when people talk bout her behind her back and when shes not allowed on the phone with certain people. when in turn, she does that same thing to me. hmmm.... jus thought u shuld kno how i felt. dont be mad, im jus trying to get my point across since i feel like u never rilly listen to me when i talk to u.
i dont give a shit if anyone thinks im being dramatic or whatever cuz you dont kno how this all feels and yeah. so fuck all you mother fuckers.
-later-
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2004 5 August :: 1.26am
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: who cares
haha fuck u scott!
Auto response from almostsk8rpunk:
sprinklecheese32 (1:05:14 AM): we only watch porn on the tv silly
thanks for telling our porn secret to everyone!! LoL
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2004 4 August :: 9.35pm
:: Mood: icky
:: Music: my happy ending
all this time you were pretending...
im bak from my vacation in case anyone cares.
ill update bout the trip later.
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2004 19 July :: 8.43pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: she will be loved....again lol
i drove for miles and miles and wound up at your door....
ahhh! im gunna miss u all sooo much!! i <3 u all!! especially camila, alina, steph, scott, gustavo, xtina, dylan, tyler, alana and everyone else i see on a daily basis.
x0x0. see u guys in 2 weeks!!!
wow. im a loser. o well. :D
BYE YA'LL !!!
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2004 19 July :: 8.33pm
:: Mood: dorky
:: Music: she will be loved ...of course
ok i lied...
this is one more entry before i go on vacation.
today was funness. i woke up at friggin 5:45 am!! i had to babysit tyler at 6. babysat till bout 7:45 then left. got paid 16 bucks tho. :D
then came home, showered, packed and got ready. then walked up to wendys with alina and steph and leah and met gustavo on the way.
then we went bak to camilas and he hung with tyler for a while. then it rained. so me and gustavo danced like dorks in the rain. then scott came over. we hung with tyler for a while...ugh! then we ditched him. hung at camilas for awhile then went to scotts house. we were walking and eating gummy bears and spitting them at each other. it had rained alot and there were PUDDLES! so i jumped in them. then i got ppl wet and eventually we were all soaking wet cuz dumass ryan brought out the hose. so we decided to jump in the pool. twas fun. almost drown like a thousand times. lol. then we went bak to camilas, got gustavo cell and ....*tear* said our goodbyes. so sad so sad. haha.
errrgh. gotta wake p early. see ya soon! <3 xo
<33-janelle
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2004 19 July :: 9.15am
:: Mood: hyper
:: Music: she will be loved
look for the girl with the b r o k e n smile...
well this is my last journal entry for 2 weeks. tomorrow i leave at 5 in the friggin morning to go to WISCONSIN. w00t w00t! im excited. but i dont wanna leave either. im gunna miss u guys!! <33 id call ya'll or w.e but i cant. so i guess jus leave me comments and tell me how much u miss me....(u kno ur going to :P ) anyways,,,, ill update u on my trip when i get bak! <33
<33-janelle
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2004 18 July :: 7.07pm
testing
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2004 18 July :: 12.05am
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: youre the only one
youre the only one who knows exactly what i mean...
ooh yeah. today i learned that when you go Rock Climbing, you make Sex Noises.
haha. :D
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2004 17 July :: 11.29pm
:: Mood: thoughtful
:: Music: she will be loved
ive had u so many times, but sumhow i want more....
Thursday Night:
didnt do much. slept over camilas. it was kinda boring. we watched tv and talked online. ooo yeah and there were 2 COCKroaches!! eew. lol. went to bed. my ear kinda hurt, (the cartilage one taht was recently pierced).
Friday Morning:
woke up at 7 am cuz friggin gustavo called. ahhh damn u! lol. then i looked at my ear in the mirror and it hurt pretty bad so i decided to jus go home and catch my mom before she went to work. she got scared cuz it was rilly swollen. she told me to try and take the earring out. i couldnt cuz it couldnt grab it cuz it was so friggin swollen. so we went to the DOCTOR. the lady had me lay down and tried to take the earring out. she had to try to untwist the back part. OMFG! i swear i have never gone thru so much PAIN before in my entire life. it hurt sooooo bad. i cried and cried and cried. ahhh i wuld never wish that kinda pain on anyone. she got the earring out and a bunch of yellow infection shit oozed out (not that u needed to kno that). so now im on antibiotics for 10 days. ick.
then we went to the mall. it was gay cuz we were there too long and there was nuttin to do. there were these
two guys that were like orgasmic. ahah they were like sex gods. LMAO. anyways bought a cute shirt and a ring.
Friday Night:
didnt rilly do anything. hung outsid with peoples. danced in the rain like a moron with steph. it twas fun. :D and we played with dylan. he is sooooo fuckin adorable. <33. but a brat. LOL. then went home and fell asleep in my clothes with the lights and the tv on at like 10. haha. then i woke up at 3 am and took my pill and went bak to sleep..
Today (Saturday):
went with camila and her parents to pik up julian at a friends house. we stopped by her old catholic school. it was cool but weird. i had never been in a catholic chapel before. then we stopped in camilas dads office. haha we opened a drawer in sum ladies desk and found Peppermint Penises. LOL. then we left and got a froty at wendys and got harrassed by sum scary black guys. then went home. later we went to the airport to pik up cindy, her sister and sum lady. i dont like her. lol. then we went to elsa's house for food. eewww gross spanish shit. even camila wuldnt eat it. lol. so we had wine and soda. then we went home and ate pancakes w00t w00t. ha.
thats it. not ril interesting. but hey, live with it.
2 days till i go to Wisconsin! yay!!
<33-janelle
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2004 15 July :: 11.27pm
:: Mood: geeky
:: Music: taking bak sunday
and will u tell all ur friends, u got ur gun to my head....
FILL THIS SHIT OUT BITCHES...or DIE!!!
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
» Family:
WOULD YOU:
» Be my friend?:
» Lie to make me feel better?:
» Spread rumors about me?:
» Keep a secret if I told you one?:
» Loan me some cash?:
» Hold my hand?:
» Take a bullet for me?:
» Keep in touch?:
» Try and solve my problems?:
» Love me?:
» Date me?:
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I died from natural causes:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
if u love me at all, you'll fill it out. it makes me happy. (makes me feel like i have friends. hahahaha)
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2004 15 July :: 1.07am
:: Music: Dieselboy - Human
I'm back in WEST BOCA! I love the feeling of home and house to myself.
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2004 14 July :: 8.17pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: camila singing
aghhhh help me she suxks!!!
| What is your favorite.. | | gum: | pink extra sugar free | | restaurant: | outback | | drink: | diet dr. pepper | | season: | winter | | type of weather: | cloudy and cold | | emotion: | happiness | | thing to do on a half day: | go wit friends to mama's pizza | | late-night activity: | talk to guys outside of camilas window | | sport: | basketball | | city: | madison | | store: | pac-sun | | When was the last time you.. | | cried: | prolly a couple of days ago | | played a sport: | cant remember | | laughed: | today | | hugged someone: | today [tyler] | | kissed someone: | a few days ago [kevin] eek! | | felt depressed: | yesterday | | felt elated: | umm yesterday | | felt overworked: | today! | | faked sick: | i dont fake sick | | lied: | yesterday | | What was the last.. | | word you said: | ok | | thing you ate: | chicken | | song you listened to: | Cute without the "e" by Taking Back Sunday | | thing you drank: | diet coke | | place you went to: | alinas house | | movie you saw: | dodgeball | | movie you rented: | win a date with tad hamiliton | | concert you attended: | xtina aguliera in like 1999 ha! | | Who was the last person you.. | | hugged: | tyler | | cried over: | dan prolly | | kissed: | kevin r. | | danced with: | that guy mike from the party | | shared a secret with: | camila or alina | | had a sleepover with: | camila and allison | | called: | camila | | went to a movie with: | camila and alex | | saw: | alina, steph, and camila | | were angry with: | i get angry w/ lots of ppl i jus dont show it | | couldn't take your eyes off of: | josh lol! | | obsessed over: | umm ...dunno | | Have you ever.. | | danced in the rain: | yess | | kissed someone: | yeah | | done drugs: | no way | | drank alcohol: | yup | | slept around: | uhh no | | partied 'til the sun came up: | haha no | | had a movie marathon: | yeah | | gone too far on a dare: | umm no | | spun until you were immensely dizzy: | oh yes always | | taken a survey quite like this before: | yeah i guess |
The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety! brought to you by BZOINK!
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2004 14 July :: 12.58pm
:: Mood: forgetful
:: Music: who cares
ooo ooo ooo! yeah...
i forgot to inform u that i burnt my finger rily bad last nite.
oh and scott is gunna give us a cup filled with his "masturbation excretion stuff" LMAO. how generous.
wow. were gay.
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2004 14 July :: 12.35pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: she will be loved by: Maroon 5
i dont mind spending everyday, out on ur corner in the pouring rain...
yesterday was fun. did nothing. then hun gout with scott and aanthony. oh yeah allison was over too.
jus strolled around like usual when scott had the dumb idea to see if JOSH<33 culd come outside. ahhh. we went inside his house!! and into his room! (he didnt seem too thrilled but w/e) oo and i stepped on his underwear!!! ahh . LMFAO! anywho it was gay. we jus walked up to the gas station and bak. i dont think josh rilly liked me or camila. alison on the other hand he did. grrr-nesss. but w/e. what can u do? so scott was dodging cars on the road and camila was freaking out and aanthony being the cold-heartless person he is, broke my fork!! hehe. then scott was sitting on the fence thing that surrounds the lake and i was leanign over it guna do a flip thing like when zach was there when all of a sudden..... THE WHOLE FUCKING FENCE FELL APART!! it was hilarious. but hey, it made a good rail for them to skate on. lol. then aanthony took the over part off and now a whole section of fence is missing. haha. then we all went bak to camilas house and sat around talking. then we went inside and scott and aanthony planned to come bak.
went inside. talked online and then around 1, they came bak. me and camila sat at the window talking. allison watched a movie then went inot the other rom and slept. i thought our conversation was very enlightening. we talked about "Penises, porn, and masturbation.". LMAO! i asked most of the dumb questions, but hey, u gotta learn sumhow!!
Some Thing I Learned:
(names have been changed to protect the innocent)
-"ben" and "bob" both masturbate..ewwie.
-ben does it in the bathroom. he does not do it to "gentlemens magazines"
-pee and sperm come out of the smae whole on their penis. lmao.
-u get muscles from jacking off
-when u pee in a public restroom, other ppl dont see ur penis
-there is a "bathoom code" for guys
-the penis is made up of several different parts.
-i learned what a "cherry" is
-when u have sex for the first time, u bleed.
-if u cut off ur air supply and u masturbate, it will be a much more sexually pleasing. (but...u culd die like that one guy)
and i cant remember anymore but my brain is boggled with all this info. thanks guys for being our "sex ed. teachers" and no, we are NOT horny little girls and we are NOT obsessed with ur penises!!! LMAO!
but yes, after they left at like 4:30 ish we went mosquito hunting and then went to sleep. woek up at noon and camilas still sleeping. im prolly gunna go over to alinas. well im out. peace.
<33-janelle
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2004 13 July :: 12.16am
:: Music: 12 Stones
and i promise to make the sacrafice....
haha funny convo between me and camila the other day....
janelle: omg! does he have a big penis?
camila: yeah...*blushes* i sucked it.
HAHAHAHAHA! LMFAO!
ur so silly.
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2004 13 July :: 12.05am
:: Mood: stupid
:: Music: Modest Mouse
alrite already now dont u worry...
lately everyone has been calling me
RETARDED more than usual. now i kno why.
i really am.
my dad told me this pathetic story bout me.
i was 9 friggin years old until i learned how to drink out of a
straw properly. i culdnt get a hang of it. LMFAO
damn. i am retarded. ha ha
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2004 12 July :: 11.59pm
:: Mood: in pain
:: Music: Sugarcult
drama queen is 17 and sleeping wit the boys for free....
owie!!!! i bought these cute EARINGS today but theres a problem....they are too BIG.
my ear holes are a gauge size 20 or 18. and i forced a size 14 in them. echhh.! (jus so u kno, the lower the number the thicker it is)
it hurts sooooo friggin bad. i read online that i shuldnt have put anything larger than a 16 in my ear. ooops.
if it keeps hurting i gotta take it out.
shulda enlarged the holes slowly and naturely but noooo i had to rush things. dumb janelle. dumb, *shakes head*
haha im gay.
<33-janelle
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2004 12 July :: 11.35pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: Smells Like Teen Spirit by: Nirvana
with the lights out, its less dangerous....
today my mommy woke me up at 9:30!!!! ahh i wanted to sleep forever. we went to super walmart to go grocery shopping and get sum things for our trip. i got clothes. yippie. i got 3 tank tops like the one i have, and two more that are sooooo super duper cute. <33. and a skirt. ooo ooo ooo! and i drove there and bak. yay for me.
came home. went to camilas then her mom took us to the mall.. twas fun. bought a cute lil pink and white polka-dotted purse from delias for 10 dollars. and bought a cute hat from pac-sun. oo and jewelry from claires. now im broke. there was this guy (who was kinda cute) that was everywhere we turned! lol. kinda creepy. i saw LAURI! she got her license!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhh!! yay!!!!
came home. ate dinner. went bak to camilas. steph, alina, and xtina were there. decided to go to the movies with Alex. twas fun. we saw "Dodgeball" it was hilarious. laughed alot. kinda gay tho. lol. then went to mcdonalds. alex got food. then i saw carolina!!! then went to borders and bought my last summer reading book. then we departed from alex and went home.
yay for shopping.
<33-janelle
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2004 11 July :: 11.13pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: coheed and cambria
bye bye beautiful...
wow lauris party kicked major ass. it was funn...
we went to the RAPIDS. it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. there was like a bazillion people there tho. ick. it was hotter than balls. (i realized that i use that phrase alot) anyways we were there from about 11 till 4. then drove home. it was me, lauri, tracey, krysta, kelsey,. and kerri . kerri drove us. we fell asleep on the way home and when we got bak we all took showers and got ready to go out for dinner.
when we were done gettin ready, lauri's dad took a bazillion pictures. "I Love the Lighting" hahaha. then we went on the boat and sailed to dinner. we ate at The Banana Boat. it was horrible at first. our boat pulls up carrying 6 girls in skirts and stuff all the men at the bar start hootin' and hollerin' and whistling. lauri's dad started yelling at them lol. then we sat down and sum guy came up to me and kelsey and talked to us. it was gay. then there was this man playing guitar and singing and we decided to get up and DANCE. it was sooo fun. me and lauri were dancing and the guy mentioned above (sum guy-well his name was mike) asked me if i wanted to dance. so i was like...sure w/e. haha he suxked. he was nice and then he asked how old we were and i said "16" and he goes "Man u guys are young, and here i let u get all over me" i was like "wtf, u let me?" haha. then we asked where i went to skool and i told him and he got all excited cuz he used to go to olympic. then he danced a lil more and then told me to stay at olympic cuz its a good school, kissed me on the cheek, and left. hahaha i started laughing after he left. lol. then we ate. danced more and left. it was sooo cute. old people were dancing with us. and we started a CONGA LINE and went thru out the entire restaurant.
got bak to lauri's and her new boyfriend Ross and his friends came over for cake. i approve of him lol. OMFG. the most hilarious dude came too. hes this white rapper who thinks hes sooo incredibly cool cuz he has a record deal and stuff. he thinks he knows everything and is super conceited. also has a twisted way of thinking. haha he cracked me up cuz i culdnt stop laughing at how ghetto gangster wanksta whatever the fuck he was. lol. everyother word outta his mouth was motherf*cker. lmao. ooo ooo ooo! this is the funniest part, his "rapper name" is....OMEGA!!! LMFAO! i thought was soooo hilarious. i dunno ghetto pimp fags make me laugh cuz they look and sound so gay.
went to bed around 2:30 woke up at 10. im tired as hell. then i get home and at 3 i babysat for 3 hours. ehhh.
<33-janelle
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2004 11 July :: 1.36pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: Cute without the
dont bother trying to explain, i kno exactly what goes on...
wow. havent updated in a few days. so here goes....
THURSDAY:
well i slept ovr camilas and got woken up at 9:30 by tyler askin me if i can come over now to babysit. i ended up babysittin them for like 6 hours. ehhh. got paid tho. :D
then went to camilas. and then we went to scotts house and gusatvo and jeremy were there too. they ate pizza and i attempted to play bass guitar. then just like they promised....we proceeded to jeremys house to see the COWS!!! yay yay yay. it took friggin forever to get to jeremys house cuz we kept having to stop places. ooo ooo ooo! we stopped by this cute lil stream waterfall thingy by boca falls. its soo pretty. lol. then finally made it to jeremys and met up with jason and sum gay kid, mark swear to god hes friggin weird. like literally gay. but anyways. then more people came. cool people tho, yay!! martin, nick, joe, and annavictoria. they rock. lol. nick left and the rest of us proceeded to make the Long Ass Walk to the cow pastures. damn was it a looong way away. it was like on the side of LOXAHATCHEE ROAD!!! thats far. but yah we had to hope a fence and mostly everyone did but then friggin everyone chickened out and left. except me, scott, gustavo, and jeremy. we got pretty close to the cows when these 3 BIG HORSES came up to us. it was sooooo friggin scary. i swear to god i literally almost peed my pants!! jeremy was spazing out telling us not to move and ahh it was soo scary. cuz the horses were like protecting the cows. ooo ooo ooo!! they also had a DONKEY with them!! awww. but yeah they were so close that we petted them. then we decided to leave. jeremy, scott, and gustavo told me that i have balls for staying and not leavin like everyone else. yay i guess. lol. ooo ooo ooo!! i saw COW PIES too! LOL. then when we got on the other side of the fence where everyone was waiting for us, camilas mom called and said she'd be at jeremys house to pik us up in FIVE MINUTES. we were more than a mile away. we had to run our asses over there. scott, being the super cool dude he is, piked us both up seperatly on the dirtbike. we got there us before her mom got there. then she got grounded.
got home. went to alinas. talked. and saw the "other skaters" lighting themsleves on fire. (dustin, andre and their friends) so we walked over to dustins like they said we culd and yeah. they are sooo gay. its like...
SKATERS gone GANGSTER.
(insert hand motions here)
lol.
thats enuff for this one entry. ill update on lauri's bday party later. peace.
<33-janelle
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2004 9 July :: 1.38am
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: me shaking lol
holy shit dude!!!
omfg omfg omfg!!! i cant believe i jus did that. i decided to sleep over camilas house when gustavo called and said him and scott were gunna come over lter 2nite. they came to the window at about 12 and skated. we (being the chickenshits that we are) finally after planning and preparing, decided to SNEAK OUT of the house. jesus christ were we paranoid. we put shit under the blankets to make it look like we were sleeping and left the tv on. Oww it hurt my butt climbing out the window. haha. then we walked to the lake and it was boring so we walked over the hill and thru CL1. then they wanted to go to the plaza (it was peer pressure) -but it wasnt bad cuz it wasnt like we were giving into smoking or drinkin...haha. then we walked up there (paranoid of course) and yeah. we walked thru there and then decided that we wanted to lay in the street and watch the ights change colors jus like in The Notebook. hehe.
but when we got to the intersection there was cars so we had to wait. then we spun around and the lights twirled around and scott said it was like "being on LSD, but better" lol. then we finalllllly left there and began walking home. but dumb and dumber (scott and gustavo) decide to ride in the cart from the previous day. then they pushed the cart into the lake. then we proceeded to walk home and ooo ooo!!!! i found a Potato Rock!! i kept it as a souvenir of our "crazy nite". lol. then surprisingly it wasnt hard at all to get bak in the window. except camila looked like a seal climbling in the window. haha. she had "trouble" if u will. but yah, and hey, we did not get caught. so its all good.
damn that was an "interesting" nite. thanks to scott and gustavo we are becoming very bad chicks. hahahah. its fun tho. thanks guys for breakin us outta our "goody goody ways" <33
well were gunna go sleep now cuz yeah i gotta wake up at 11 to babysit. argh. bye
<33-janelle
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2004 8 July :: 11.41am
:: Mood: curious
:: Music: Cold Hard Bitch by: Jet
gonna take her out, shes my latest attraction...
ANSWER IT!! (please?)
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
29. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your Journal and see what I say about you?
come on its only 34 ?'s. just copy and paste into the comment section. even if u dont have journal. i want a truthfull response!!
now people....be nice and FILL IT OUR OR....
DIE!!!
ok have a nice day. :D
<33-janelle
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2004 7 July :: 11.17pm
:: Mood: choking
:: Music: vindicated by: DC
let me slip away....
last two days have been gay. hung around the 'hood with alina steph and camila and kristina. didnt rilly do anything yesterday and if we did, i cant remember. we did have a sleepover it twas gay. me and camila out slept everyone. everybodie ended up leaving cuz we wuldnt wake up. lol! then went outside eventually in pajamas (today) and tyler and kevin and dalton threw waterballoons at us then me and alina and steph and tyler washed our hair with the hose and shampoo. then we all decided to jump in tylers pool and me being the dumass that i am, stepped in a big pile of smelly dog shit. but its ok cuz i wiped it on stephs leg. LMAO!! then we left and i ran into tylers mom and she needed me to babysit forl ike an hour and a half RIGHT AWAY. the thing was, that i was wearing a bathrobe...but i was NAKED underneath!! haha so i babysat naked untl my clothes were dry. LOL. ooh yeah and tyler put his moms thong on and ran around the house. lol. then sorta talked to kevin afterwards and i haveta babysit 2morrow at 11.
ooh yeah we walked to wendys tonite and found a cart and alina pushed camila and steph in it and they fell over. AHAHAHAH it was hilarious. and its a BRELLA not UMbrella. haha steph.
ooo im getting my second cartilage pierced again tomorrow!! (since they messed up last time)
ahh yeah. sumone said sumthin to me today that rilly pissed me off. but yeah. me, being the passive person i am, kept it to myself. like usual.
ooh and theres this boy i think i like. but its a lost cause...
w h a t e v e r . . .
<33-janelle
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2004 5 July :: 11.49pm
:: Mood: amused
ooo one more thing i forgot...
scott hurt himself like a dumass and now hes a....
CRIPPLED COWBOY!!!
hahahahahaha.
jus had to say taht to piss him off. tehe :P
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2004 5 July :: 12.07pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: Saying Goodbye by: Sugarcult
she kisses everyone goodbye and waves her middle finger high...
yesterday was the 4th of July . it was pretty boring. didnt get up till like 12:30 cuz we didnt fall asleep till 4:30. my parents went to a party and zach came over and we hung out with him for a lil while. then went home. called allie. talked about our boy problems. lol! then went bak outside with camila and played with fireworks.
thats pretty much all that happened the entire nite. jus sat around watching people light off gay ass fireworks and listening to jay butt his nose into other ppls business. me and camila ended up chilling with the guys - ronnie, danny, and anthony. haha jay was teaching them to be gentlemen. it was hilarious. "can i get that for u dollface?" ahahahaha. but it was awesome cuz we kinda like bonded with them. we talked to them for a long time and none of them have a problem with me and camila. lol. what a change of pace. lol. they are ril fun to talk to too! haha
then alina came home with a few rilly good fireworks. and our fourth of july went out with a BaNg ! then daddy said i culd stay out till 12:30 so we alllllll went swimming at alinas house. was fun. then went home. talked on the phone with kevin and went to bed.
today gustavo is supposed to be coming over and were gunna have sex!!:D LMAO!
<33-janelle
PS- and tomorrow i haveta hang out with kevin ALONE cuz my "friends" dont wanna help me out.
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2004 4 July :: 2.43am
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: silence
_=_=_=_=_
hahahahha. its like 2:38 am and scott and zac jus left the window. they were there for quite a while. but yeah. we were jus talking and all of a sudden, THE HOUSE STARTED PEEING ON SCOTT!!!. it was sooo funni. he had accidently brokw the top of the water thingy that comes outta the house and gallons of water started pouring out. it was hilarious. scott got soaking wet and we had wake up camilas dad. lol. we didnt get in trouble tho.
so yeah we jus talked bout movies and gay stuff like usual. lol. oh yeah and kevin called like twice...ehhhhh. hes gunna call bak too. greeeat.
THINGS I HAVE LEARNED
-balls sweat so the saying "Its hot as balls" is true.
-when u get neutered they chop ur balls off and leave the penis.
-water comes from the house like underground or sumthin.
-pathetic ppl care, apathetic people dont care
yeah i think thats it, or at least all i can remember. but yes, fun times. :D
..::LaTeR dAyS::..
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2004 3 July :: 10.56pm
:: Mood: apathetic
:: Music: tv in other room
if only i knew....
today was fun. culdnt sleep worth a darn. got up and did most of my chores and then scott asked if i wanted to hang out but i had to clean the bathrooms and shit then me and camila went and met up with him and zac. we played with those lil snapper thingys and scott threw one at me and it hit my boobie and popped!! haha anyways then we walked up towards the shopping center, acted retarded (mostly me) then had to pee so omg!!! we got to pee in PACKYS!!! me and camila had never been in there. it wasnt as great as i had expected. lol. then went ovr to wendys and zac bought a soda and we sat at a table playing with straws. lol . we were there for like 30 minutes. it was funny. then went uhhh home yeah.
then me and camila ran into kevin talked to him for a teeny bit. then watched dalton, tyler etc lite fireworks. then we all went swimming. scott and zac came over but didnt wanna go swimming (party poopers) so we went walkin around outside and lit fireworks in the street. and dumass me stepped on the grass after it was burned by a picolo pete. it hurts like a mother f*cker. ahh. then we went to the park, swang, threw shoes, spinned, and almost barfed. then went to scotts house and went swimming. we ended up spitting water at each other. then lit even more fireworks and then went home. sleepin at camilas tonite. gunna go tho. later.
oooh i have a twin that i didnt kno bout! lol john
..::LaTeR dAyS::..
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2004 3 July :: 1.06pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: Saying Goodbye by: Sugarcult
everytime she makes a friend, the vicious cycle starts again..
for god sake! my life seems to be very dull most of time and the guy department is usually pretty empty. then this always happens,
EVERYTHING fucking happens at the same damn time.
yesterday for example::
-got in a big argument with andrew, he prolly wont talk to me again.
-was rilly upset cuz of that and what had happened the nite before
-then bought a skirt (not important but o well)
-played with fireworks and scott and zac
-burned my damn finger cuz im so stupid that i dont even kno how to properly lite a lighter.
-then walk down the street to tylers cuz dalton was there and they were doing fireworks and
then....BAAM!!! everything started happening so fast.!! dalton gave me their last two bottle rockets and me and camila went inside. 2 minutes later kevin (tylers cousin) calls me from his cell saying that tyler wants his stupid bottle rockets bak. we gave them bak then i went home (after kicking tyler in his tiny ball sack LMAO). called camila cuz kevin called me again cuz they threw firworks at camilas window. then i decided to sleep over camilas. kevin called me bak. talked for a tiny bit cuz my phone died cuz i lost the charger. then i wasnt feeling good so i went home at like 12:30. no one was online so i called camila and she got mad cuz it was like 1 and i wasnt supposed to call that late. then she told me to call kevin bak to make sure he doesnt go to her house at nite. so i did and ended up talking to him until 4 in the fuckin morning. damn a lot of stuff happened and i have absolutely no clue what to do. the whole situation feels a lil uncomfortable to me cuz it happened so damn fast. and to top it off...he friggin asked me out last nite. i mean hes a cool guy and all and he's rilly nice. but i dunno. hes 18 lol and my parents wuld kill me. ahhhh i dunno what to do. i wanna cry...
<33-janelle
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2004 2 July :: 10.38pm
Summeroak St.
To never see her again. The girl of his dreams goes back to Brazil to start a new life, to avoid the turmoil and misdirection she's gone through the brief years she's spent here. He thinks to himself, one day he'll meet her again unable to accept the fact that these moments were fleeting, he hopes he'll never forget, all the fireworks and walks they shared during that one lonely summer. Every knock on his door is a wish that it's her return, it's a false hope and he realizes this, realizes permanence.
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