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2007 21 December :: 8.22 am
I'm getting sick of seeing really beautiful sunrises and not being able to take pictures of them. I wish my camera were more portable.
This one was positively Apocalyptic. I wonder why that attracts me so?
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2007 13 December :: 12.16 pm
This is the seventh time I've watched it, in about a week.
And counting!
<3
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2007 6 December :: 12.45 pm
Two updates in one day?!! BLASPHEMY!!
I love it. =]
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2007 6 December :: 11.26 am
It's hard to argue when,
You won't stop making sense.
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2007 1 December :: 11.02 am
Haluaisin kuulla suomea.
Minä huonota hirveän.
Niin....olen astuva jotta kirjailla heittää laulelma sinsijaan. =(
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Taksin katolla vilkkuu
Yön ainoa valopilkku
Tutoa topattu moottorivene
Odottaa minä menen
Esiin tunkevat aatokset sameet
Valhetta vatovovat karkeat sanat
Paksu lompakko
Helppoa on lempeä pyytää
Kerjääjää
Alla silmien hymmerrys hyytää
Valoviikatteet taloja niittää
Käsi hamuaa lautturin viittää
En osaa elämää syyttäen kiittää
Se jääköön en piittaa
Kohdusta hautaan
Ui uuttera lautta
Tuhannen kapakan kautta
(I don't think an online translator would work very well)
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2007 1 December :: 8.44 am
I saw the most ungodly beautiful sunrise on my way home from work this morning. I say 'ungodly' because it was actually pretty foreboding in a way. Even a bit malignant. The sun itself had a beam of red light that shot straight up into the sky, like some weird searchlight, and the clouds around it were just bathed in deep red, though it got lighter and more orange as time passed.
All I could think about was how much I wanted my camera right then. Sometimes I wish it were much more portable. =(
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2007 30 November :: 8.12 am
I ate my first snow of the season this morning. =]
It tasted just like all the others.
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2007 29 November :: 10.18 am
:: Music: Muse
Okay, so I was driving down the road the other day when we actually had sunlight. And I saw my sunglasses laying there and thought I should wear them. So I put them on and I think, "Wow, these are fitting kind of wierd, I think someone sat on/kicked/stepped on, or otherwise maimed them in some fashion." (Yes I really think like that) and I just keep going for a while longer, then I notice they have a couple scratches on the lenses that make it annoying to look out of. So then I think, "Shit, these are like almost brand new, now I'm angry." And so I start looking at the scratches, and then I start looking at the rest of the sunglasses more critically, and I stop, and a realization hits me. "Hey, these aren't mine."
And so...the moral of the story is...I have someone's sunglasses in my car. So....If you are missing some sunglasses then let me know =]
And If you haven't been in my car in the past month or so... I know they're not yours. =]
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2007 31 October :: 10.20 am
Song or Suicide
Sorrow rebuild me as I step out of the light
Misery strengthen me as I say my goodbyes
I heal my wounds with grief
And dream of you
And weep myself alive
Sleepwalking Past Hope
I hid the keys to unlock love's heart
To hold you in my sweetest pain and suffering
Everything's unfair in our lust and war
Redemption beyond right and wrong
In our hearts love keeps sweet-talking to despair
And goes on sleepwalking past hope
All is lost in this war
And all we can do is to wail and weep to the saddest song
Sleepwalking past hope
I unlit the light to embrace the dark
To be near but not to turn into you my darling
Forever we're lost in our souls' storm
Reflections of each other's faults
I gave up long ago
Painting love with crimson flow
Ran out of blood and hope
So I paint you no more
My hell begins from the 10th and descends to the circle
Six hundred threescore and six
And from there I crawl beneath Lucifer's claws just for one last kiss
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2007 30 October :: 10.35 am
I've decided I can't do art anymore.
Not...straight art anyway. Like..drawing and painting and such. I can't help but feel creative in most things. But as for just plain drawing, I don't think I can do it anymore.
And I've also decided that I'm going to give up on almost everything. Except for pure friendship. And see where I will end up.
I hold on to too much pointlessness...
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