wow, its been awhile, sorry about that

anyway, its been more than a week and it was a crazy week! nothing exciting happened in school, its been basically the same...with the exception of track...i love track :) i get to hang out with really cool people for two hours everyday, whats not to love about that? plus JB added to my new technique so i have more momentum and thus more inches...soon to be feet. m new pr is 32'11''...not too shabby, but it'll be better, yesterday was a lot of fun though, we lifted and then did an indian run, me and like 6 guys, i was the only girl to start and complete them, it was sweet, i always got caught with the corners though...haha, anyway, it should be a really good season, i need to start going to disc though...grr...

house sat at my aunts house...it was good, nothing too exciting happened, people came over both nights, doug came over many times and brought me cough drops because he was a big goon and got me sick, actually i dont think it was him, i think its the yearly lossage of voice coming late...eh, i feel fine though...much drama went down though while we were there...all i have to say about it is that it all is completely DUMB! people (mainly person) needs to stop being so damn jealous because its really not putting up a great image for outsiders, and frankly im getting sick of hearing about it, so basically if you have a problem, say something to me and stop being so freakin jealous about nothing....gah, so dumb, when he told me, i laughed because it was so ridiculous...so dumb...

so back to track....im thinking top shot? maybe? i was beating vannett the other day, but she said she was having an off day, so hopefully she wasnt because she was still only 18 inches behind me or so, so if shes having an on day, she's going to obliterate me...oh well, im either first or second, as long as my varsity spot is still open im happy :)

and im starting to get a little annoyed with people saying throwers do nothing...if i do nothing, why do i hurt at night? why am i tired after our workout, now im not saying we work out as hard as the runners, but we work, and the whole nothing having to think part...please! throwing takes so much concentration, i have so many damn things running through my head before i throw...am i down enough? remember to look up, tony hiparm, foot placement, explode at the end, dont screw up your ending, are my shoe laces tucked in?, what can i use as my focus spot?, is my starting form right? am i in the right spot to start? am i going to end right next to the toe board? is my hand under the shot right?....the list goes on, and all this has to be thought through in a matter of seconds, plus we have stupid technique sessions we have to sit through, we lift hard, and i normally have to ice by the time i get home because my shoulders have been overworked...so we do nothing? stop being dumb

anyway, i should go finish getting ready for school...i think ive ranted enough

let it