ehh...must study spanish, i heard the exam was completely out there so basically i dont feel ready at all to take it, however, am i studying? nope, not yet anyway...

doug called me last night around 8, i talked to him until 9...somewhat serious conversation, i didnt feel to great afterwards though, which resulted in me having a great and very long conversation with ian, his blunt and at times harsh answers are what i need, so he's my favorite :) he can make me feel better when im feeling like shit, but its still awkward telling people what i think and what im feeling...im not used to this yet its what everyone thinks everyone should do, so when they think somethings wrong they're going to bug you until you let it out...unfortunately, ian can normally get it out of me...i told some of it to sara too so she helped, but theres a difference between males and females when they help...females are caring and try to be nice when helping...males just tell you what you need to hear and apologize later if it was harsh

i slept like a freakin rock last night....doug said he would call me if he needed to talk...must not have because i went to bed at 11 and i put my phone on my night stand just in case and i got nothing...pretty good too because im pretty sure i wouldnt have woken up for it...

i had math and chem today...they were both easy...math was extremely easy, if you couldnt get the problem you could pretty much work backwards from the answers in order to figure it out...so im assuming A in that exam....chem was a little tougher...some of the questions were pretty out there...im not sure what anthony was thinking, but if i didnt get an A its at least a high B....so im not worried...its this spanish i have coming up that worries me, all the tenses kinda run together and thats going to screw me over, plus culture? i didnt know the culture then, how in the world does she expect me to know it now...shes so cute though, you cant be angry at that lady haha

i think doug and i are going dinner and a movie this weekend...i want to see the new ben stiller, but when i brought it up he kind of groaned...so maybe i'll look for something else, other than that we've agreed on chinese food...we're easy to get along with when it comes to food, im up to try pretty much anything, and dougs male and eats anything, so its good

stevie hasnt said anything else about going up to the lake...so maybe i'll still join my parents for a trip down south to visit dan...ahh dan, so incredibly good looking and so amazingly nice...megan and i im sure are both in love with this man...he made his gf a dress so she would have comething formal to wear to the dance we all went to....his incredibly nice...if i could i would turn him into a 17 year old...and hed be mine...haha, but yea hes very cool, and his gf if also the nicest girl ever...perfect match really, but yea my parents are going to visit him and i was thinking it would be nice to see him since i havent since megan and i went up to niagra, but we'll see whats up with everyone else for the day and by everyone i mean megan and doug...since the guys have to be all sweet and have an amazing ski trip this weekend...they better call me and at least fill be in on details!!

ok i think ive rambled enough

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