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2003 30 December :: 1.40pm
:: Mood: better than last night
well i had a nice chat with stevie last night; i did the venting that i needed to. nothing was resolved but i feel a lot better about it than i did. so yay for that
i also chatted with abby last night, and of course the topic of discussion was track, and i was telling her about how happy i am with this new technique ive been doing, so she was interesting and i told her i would show her sometime and in the end i ended up trying to explain it to her via aim and in turn she was standing up trying to do it, it was probably quite the site, always a good time though..training starts soon for us so that should be interesting, i havent lifted in forever, and im going to die...
girls night tonight...slumber party type deal..and ive already had one guy prying me for details as to wear this girls night would take place, good luck figuring it out guys..i dont think you'll be crashing this one ;)
hmm
let it
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2003 30 December :: 12.00am
:: Mood: happy/not happy...im just a mess right now
tonight was fun, sara called me at 6 and asked what was going on - i really dont understand why everyone calls me to find out plans, for once i would like someone to call me and be like hey this is what we're going, i guess i can wish right? - anyway, she wanted to play the game doug got her so we (me megan and stevie) met her and her house and then played while watching a movie...good movie and a good game, it was fun, then i had to go home and they went for ice cream...lifes really not fair sometimes
then i was on my way home, and there is one thing i hate about driving home - there is no one but me, therefore the only thing there to entertain me is my thoughts, and my thoughts normally arent happy ones, and i came upon a very depression conclusion on my way home tonight, thus the reason im happy and not happy, but i dont really want to go into it in this journal, im sure not everyone wants to read about it, so i guess if you care enough you can always ask me and i'll talk it out with you, thats what i really need right now is someone to talk to, not something to type on...
tomorrow i think is a slumber party at stevies, that should be a lot of fun, we havent had one of those in a long time, yet i fear some of the topics that will be brought up...like this new insight that everyone seems to have about my lovelife...ugh, i just dont know anymore, with what i thought about on the way home tonight theres not even a beginning to that discussion
i just dont know anymore
let it
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2003 29 December :: 1.14pm
:: Mood: blank
last night was a lot of fun - we went ice skating, and normally i hate ice skating, but it wasnt horrible, i didnt fall and no bruises or blisters so i think next time i'll be a little more reluctant to go. it was me megan jackie nick stevie hess goph and kellie, it was cool
amanda showed up as we were leaving the ice arena and she took me to arbys to get a milkshake :) that made me happy, then we were off to the mershmans...i swear there will be a day that goes by and im not there, someday! but we played pool, and jacoby and herringshaw joined us, it was a lot of fun, i love pool, i was just in a pool playing mood so that made me happy and i came home, by curfew, thats the first time in a long time, i even had a minute to spare...quite odd actually
talked to abby for a bit when i got home...talked about january 5th...neither of us seem to be too terribly excited but frankly it must be done so we can be buff in blue haha
after that i just went to sleep...and slept until 11 this morning, i wish i wouldnt sleep in so late, i feel like a big loser when i do, but i guess it cant be helped, so tomorrow i'll work on waking up a little sooner
and so far today has been rather uneventful...talked to jacoby, and thats pretty much it, hopefully something will go on tonight, but in order for that to happen i'll probably have to plan something...my life is so dull
let it
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2003 28 December :: 12.30am
:: Mood: sleepy
Christmas with the family was awesome, i had fun, i dont see me cousins very often because we're all busy people, but about once every three months is enough for me...they're quite odd, but entertaining to say the least. I didnt come out half bad though, i got pretty much everything i asked for with the exceptions of the overly expensive things i asked for, but i wasnt really expecting them anyway
on friday i went to the motor city bowl with the mershmans....that was amazing! such a good game, so close the entire time!! the ride up was funny..interesting letters that family receives in the mail...then we had lunch at hockey town...that place is awesome, so yummy. then off to the game, we got there early, so megs and i went on a adventure...saw some people...avoided some people, good times. Jackie called me right after northwestern scored so i thought she was just calling to say that but it turns out she was at the game, stretchberys had an extra ticket so she got to come along, so we went and found her during halftime - saw herringshaw so we waved at him...he also sent me a few text messages and such, all in all a very good game
not a whole lot happened today...went to mershmans...i swear i cant go 24 hours without seeing them, and we went to the boy basketball game - we won, happy joy, then off to devers! i love the dever household, its so much fun. we ate food and watched monty python and jackass...i dont think i have ever seen james laugh so hard
so fun
let it
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2003 25 December :: 11.14pm
:: Mood: yay!
TRACK QUOTES
"The muscle pulls hurt. The cramps hurt. And sometimes you want to give up. Then you realize congratulating the winner would hurt the most of all."
“Don't be afraid to give up the good to go for the great.”
it's taken hundreds of years for scientests to write the laws of phsyics... and one meet for me to break them!
Never turn your back on the ring!You run the risk of death or decapitation if you do!
my dog can run and my dog can jump but my dog can't throw
obsessed is just a word that the lazy use to describe the dedicated
To give anything less then your best is to sacrifice the Gift
“Ability is what you're capable of doing. Motivation determines what you do. Attitude determines how well you do it.”
"If you can read this, the race hasn't started yet."
"There are two types of pain in life; the pain of discipline and the pain of regret"
“Whether you think you can or think you can't - you're right.”
TO WIN YOU MUST BE PREPARED PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY;
STRIVE FOR EXCELLENCE;
ANYTHING LESS EQUALS MEDIOCRITY.
"You don't know how high you are until you are asked to rise"
track needs to start soon....
let it
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