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2003 17 December :: 10.37pm
:: Mood: its so close!
2 more days!!
ok, just thursday and friday, and thats it...
just got home from the choir concert...after i got over the initial shock of instruments not being present i had a great time, very cheerful, i had fun :) great job to everyone
well tomorrow shall be dedicated to school...three tests to study for, and a term paper, gah! im such a horrible procrastinator...oh well
not a whole lot else has happened really...one more solo for band, but its at the beginning of wizard of oz and its really simple and im quote "the most important part" and its just me...its crazy really, but a lot of fun, i enjoy it
hmm...i need to start working on Christmas cards...
mentioning metcalf....
thats all :)
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2003 15 December :: 7.38pm
4 more days...thats it!
today was interesting...i should get more sleep because today i was out of it...mr dill called the calculator a tool because it doesnt give the answers he wants and i just about lost it...and spanish was just crazy, hilty brought up girls and if they swallow after doing *certain actions* it reduces the chance of breast cancer...that made craig go crazy, and it turn i couldnt stop laughing, study hall was fine, chem was fun - frustrating...too many elements coming at me at once ahh! then american studies...work period which is exactly what i wanted even though i didnt get a lot done because somebody was being distracting! *cough*doug*cough* haha, i luv ya doug, but we accomplished nothing today, oh well, we have another work period tomorrow during 6th
today i took abby and amy home, tons of fun, abby and i have decided to start training for track because we want to do well this year, should be fun!
hmm...busy day wednesday, shopping, visiting doug, and then concert, craziness
thats all
ps - mentioning metcalf...there (ive missed a few days)
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2003 14 December :: 5.10pm
sick
i'm never gonna be what you wanna see
always gotta gotta be me and free
right or wrong
here we are
well i've heard it all before and im tired of the lies
i tried
i wont compromise
your a thousand miles away
draining under the flooded veins
take away the strain
i don't think that you know
i'm about to let you go
before i put you away
one more thing i've got to say
i'm not sorry
and i don't wanna worry
i'm sick of you again
i'm thinkin' no oh
i'm not sorry
and i don't wanna worry
i've fallin' behind
dont wanna go under admind again
and i just wanna say
so go on
i have thrown it all away
reachen over the cloud today
and im on the way
cast my shadows on the side
creepin over into the sky
shining brighter
i feel alive
i don't think you know
i'm about to let you go
before i put you away
one more thing i've got to say
i'm not sorry
and i don't wanna worry
i'm sick of you again
i'm thinkin no oh
i'm not sorry
and i dont wanna worry
i've fallin behind
don't wanna go under admind again
and i just wanna say
i'm never gonna be what you wanna see
always gonna gon be me and free
carry on
run along
i scream by you to record what you do
i'm tired and through with you
livin' on
with you gone
i don't think you know
i'm about to let you go
before i put you away
one more thing i've got to say
i'm not sorry
and i don't wanna worry
i'm sick of you again
i'm thinkin' no oh
i'm not sorry
and i don't wanna worry
i've fallin' behind
don't wanna go under admind again
and i just wanna say
i'm not sorry
and i don't wanna worry
i'm sick of you again
i'm thinkin' no oh
i'm not sorry
and i don't wanna worry
i've fallin' behind
don't wanna go under admind again
and i just wanna say
stop
go on [x2]
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2003 14 December :: 5.08pm
tomorrow
tomorrow just another day
another way
to spend my day
all by my self
starin at the tv screen
flipping through my magazine
everything is unclear
i need you hear do
and i wake up
put on my make up
pick up the phone
nobodys home
i need to break out
give me some take out
standing side the crowd
i wanna scream out loud
i'll be ok
i'll be ok
walking down this whining road
raining days are all unknown
i have hit the ground
staring up into the sky
countin all the reasons why
my mind is spinning around
i need to breath dooo
so,i wake up
put on my make up
pick up the phone
nobodys home
and i need to break out
give me some take out
standing side the crowd
i wanna scream out loud
i'll be ok
get off from the floor
i just can't take anymore
leave that all behind
just get along
nah nah nah nah
nah nah nah nah
nah nah nah oohhh
oh,i wake up
put on my make up
pick up the phone
nobodys home
and i need to break out
give me some take out
standing side the crowd
i wanna scream out loud
i'll be ok
i'll be ok
oh,i wake up
put on my make up
pick up the phone
nobodys home
and i need to break out
give me some take out
standing side the crowd
i wanna scream out loud
i need to break out!!
were ok were alright
were ok we'll be alright
tomorrow just another day
another way
to spend my day
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2003 14 December :: 3.12pm
:: Mood: i dont really know
well this weekend has been interesting, its had its major ups and its major downs...i dont really feel like discussing the downs, everyone probably knows already anyway, i still stand behind what i said, but we could have gone about it another way, and im not angry, just slightly frustrated and confused...i hope you understand where im coming from and i dont want to fight, i hate fighting with you when its actually fighting, the small bickering i can handle, what happened saturday...i cant..
last night however was a high, went shopping with megan and stevie...those girls really helped me get my mind off of things which im truly greatful for, plus we acted like big nerds in the toy aisle, which is always a good time. then we had food and off the stevies, that was a lot of fun, just hanging out and talking...it was me james daniel the nicks jackie megan stevie and amanda...it was just fun, nothing exciting happened, it was very mellow and idk just fun, it made me feel tons better :)
today ive been meaning to work on my paper, not actually getting a rough draft but finishing my e/w and letting dever check it over tomorrow so i at least know im going in the right direction (which i probably am not, but it'll be ok)
mike and heather came out today...my brothers a big goof, but ya gotta luv him
hmm...didnt talk to douggie at all this weekend except a tad of friday night...not good douggie, but i bought your Christmas present!! im excited about it and i think everyone else really likes what i got you also :)
thats it
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