hmm...life seems to be taking some curves lately...everything has just been up in the air lately...i mean you had sara..she went through this whole love pentagon thing, i guess its narrowed down to one now, so thats better, now theres not too much guessing on our side, stevie had a triangle..i think its just one now?? i dont really know, come to think of it, i never really know with her, megan had a line and a half, pretty sure its just a line now...i dont even want to venture into her head ever, with all the crap shes been through this past week...i think id cry, jackie....yea we all know she has a line, and me, i had a line and a half, its just a line now...but its a faint line, now dont get me wrong i still like him, probably always will (pathetic i know) but ive come to reasoning that being friends with him is cool, i like hanging out with him, and if he doesnt like me enough to date me thats fine, i'll settle for hanging out with him and being his friend, the thought of that in itself makes me happy...i think the guys have been going through changes too...ian no longer likes megs, herringshaw...Lord only knows with that kid...jacoby..yea idk about him either (coincident? him and stevie?) and doug im pretty sure is set on one chick...i really hope that works out for him...just give her time douggie, you waiting but still being there...you're doing exactly what you should be :) james has his littl frosh that he likes...she likes him too so all is good in the life of james...except he's a horrible person...funny, but horrible

band concert tomorrow night...i hope no one goes because frankly we're gonna sound bad, and then friday is gonna sound bad, and headley's gonna be mad, and then we're gonnabe mad...yea idk, it should be interesting

a little while back i wrote a journal entry about feeling rejected...i stand behind it, i felt rejected at the time, but not anymore...i think everything is working out how its supposed to...i have a feeling things are going to change...soon

1 blow | let it