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2003 4 October :: 11.48pm
:: Mood: its all good
ok last journal entry was a tad on the depressing side, but i feel ok now, i just had an amazingly fun night
last night the football team lost, no surprise there (no offense guys) the band ended up leaving during 4th quarter, dont really know why, i didnt want to go but meh, and woodwinds never played the entire night, we kept our instruments in the cases because of the rain, so we danced the entire night, then off to megans, nothing spectacular there, ian stayed until 12:50 and that made the mershmans mad because people are supposed to be out of there by 12:15, ian didnt know that and now he feels bad even when i tell him not to, megan might get her keys taken away because of it, but i have a feeling that she wont
tonight, i wasnt planning on going out and i didnt, a few people came out here, i really need to read my tome but for soem reason im not worried about it...i really should be though, but ian had hockey until 8 and called me and wanted to do something so he sara and jacoby came over and he just hung out, it was mucho divertido, we ate cookies and played truoble...and yes i do admit it, ian is the ruler of trouble, he won tonight, sara got 2nd i got third and jacoby got 4th, it was soo fun though, i had such a good time, and i told ian about how i was feeling last night and he made me feel better so yay, i feel a lot better about the situation now :)
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2003 4 October :: 12.21am
:: Mood: ugh
ugh, i can't be doing this again, i dont want to be doing this again, but it seems so right, i can't keep going back to this, i dont think im strong enough to go through it again...why must this torture me so..
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2003 1 October :: 9.20pm
:: Mood: bored
ok i really havent had a real update in forever....not really a lot has happened....the only thing people are ever talking about these days is homecoming, i must admit, i am one of these people, im sorry! but being on sab and actually having a date - thats like a deadly mix for talking about it all the time! hess and i talked the other day, he asked me what color shirt he should wear, so he actually cares that we match which is always nice, megan and ian are going together...idk if i've said how he asked her, but he gave her bread that he had made in advanced foods and in the bread was a note asking her...too cute, nick and jack are obviously going together and baldwin asked sara which i think is awesome, so the whole group has a date, except stevie, but we're still working on that, she hasnt even decided if she wants to go yet. But my mom is making my dress this year and its awesome! its nowhere near being done, but its together enough that i could try it one, and i got so excited, the color looks good (thanks nick) the cut looks good, i actually have a figure in this dress, so im very excited, moms letting me go tanning so i dont look likea ghost, yay...
schools been going fine, im understanding it all, and my classes are cool, the one i have problems with is math, not that its hard, i can just never tell if dill likes us or not, with all my other math teachers ive been able to be loud and dorky and whatnot and this year i just dont know, sometimes i think hes cool and others im waiting for him to lash out and eat our eyes...idk
megs and i have been busy with all the homecoming crap...no one seems to be working the sales and election so she and i are always roped into doing it, it really doesnt bother us, because we make it fun, but its keeping us from socializing at lunch, so i feel like i havent seen my lunch table in forever, oh well, in two weeks this will all be over
football hasnt been going so great, i dont think we'll win any games this year, the guys are bummed and its really hard to want to hang out and be happy after the games when they just lost and feel like shit, but its just a game, and they always have next year, so we'll see, the games are still fun, and the guys play a lot...plus a few of them look damn good in uniforms! haha jk..
abby and i are making cookies tomorrow for the thrower/football boys..they better appreciate it!
i guess thats it....
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2003 29 September :: 7.52pm
Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoetnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be at the rghit pclae. The rset can be a total mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe.
how cool is that?? i stole it from corey baum's info..that kid's my hero
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2003 22 September :: 6.26pm
:: Mood: yay
everything has been going very well lately, some things have been odd but for the most part its all good. The other day ian asked megan to homecoming, and he asked her in the cutest way ever!! he gave her bread that he had made in advanced foods and underneath the bread was a note asking her, she cried lol, she didnt see the note, i saw it and i had to point it out to her, but its ok, so they're going to homecoming. Nick and jackie are going together obviously as are tara and winston. Hess and i decided to go together as friends, and im happy, this is the first dance that ive had a date to and i think it'll be really really fun, and i have a dress in mind - i know a dress! can you believe it, i must be going all out or something, but yea, if everything works out right we'll all have dates which will be really cool right now we're working on jess and tara and stevie, and we've got 2 out of the 3 worked out, but yay!
Had a long chat with baldwin, he now knows about my chronic anxiety, he seemed interested in it, asked a lot of questions, it doesnt bother me that he knows or anything because hes a nice guy, but im always apprehensive before telling anyone about that, because they probably will think about me differently thinking that the slightest thing they do could trigger an attack when that is basically the farthest thing from the truth, oh well.
funny story, when erin bechstein found out i was going to hc with hess she told jess "I can't believe my guy is going to homecoming with Brittany!" good Lord lady, he's never been your guy, and even so, who cares if he's going with me, its not like i like hess like that or anything, we're just going as friends, and we're gonna have a good time, all while i look hot in my dress...haha jk, i'll just look cute, jackie will look hot as will megs because megs went for the sexy dress instead of trendy, so yay, idk what sara's wearing, jess will look hot though, tara...ive only heard little things about her dress, its black and one shoulder - thats all i know, and stevie doesnt know what shes wearing...well i think ive talked about hc too much already, i cant wait to start decorating though....yay
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