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2003 17 September :: 8.52pm
:: Mood: yay!, im tired though
everythings been going really well lately, i just wanna say thank you to everyone for not screwing that up so far, schools been going good, sab is doing great, the dance should be really cool this year, megs and i came up with a brilliant plan, we have yet to decide if we're gonna put it into action though, i think ive decided to go to homecoming this year, i wont get asked, so i'll so alone, symph band list is up for clarinets, me sara and katie made it so that'll be super cool, james has his auditions tomorrow, he really wants symph so if he makes it itll also be super cool
DOUG NEEDS TO UPDATE HIS JOURNAL!
football game friday against anthony wayne, i get to see phil, i havent seen him since before school, so thatll be fun, then saturday i'll go to the jv game with jack and sara and we + megs will go homecoming dress shopping, i wont buy a dress because if i do go im wearing pants and a fun top like last years coming home, but yea, then the rest of my weekend is going to be tributed to my tome, because i need to start reading it...
i guess thats it, hess comes home friday, should be fun!
...i wonder if i should ask to wear a jersey on friday...
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2003 15 September :: 7.48pm
:: Mood: better
ive been feeling a lot better today than what i have been the past few days, i dont really know what my problem was, i was just in a downward spiral, but its ok im better
jackie told me that the band is planning another concentration camp weekend again, idk i think it'll be fun, looking back i really enjoyed last years, it was hard during it, but it was fun so im ready for another one, i just wish i knew where i sat, like orderwise...oh well, i just have to wait a little longer, probably the end of the month
i got my school pictures today, and oddly enough i actually like them, my hair is an odd color red, but i think its from being out in the sun for 2 weeks of bandcamp so idk, its cool though, everyone says they look good, so i guess so
douggie takes his drivers test tomorrow...hes all nervous, but its good to be nervous, going in cocky is not smart, so i hope he does ok, i'll keep my fingers crossed for him
im so excited abby and i are gonna make cookies for bob...bob gets a whole batch of cookies, metcalf gets one cookie, ian gets one cookie, and barger gets one cookie, bob gets more because bob is amazing and he got hurt at last weeks football game, so yea, it'll be fun
hmm...i wonder if i should ask to wear a jersey again this week...
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2003 14 September :: 12.26pm
:: Mood: horrible
ugh, im such a horrible person! i feel so bad! i blew up at ian last night for no reason, i was in a shitty mood and i took it out on him, and i feel horrible about it, i shouldnt have gone off on him, and i hope he realizes i wasnt trying to be mean i was just letting out some crap ive been bottling up since track season, and it really does feel better now that ive vented but i shouldnt have been mean about it...im sorry...:'(
on a better note, we got our rankings for clarinets thursday after school...i know its werid, one day after we auditioned, last year we waited like a week, but im ranked 4th clarinet which i a relief, im hoping for a second clarinet position but we'll just have to wait and see...
nothing else really big has happened...we lost to northview friday night and saturday morning, and no to avail did i find andy nicholas...but theres always track season right? hopefully he didnt graduate last year...
baldwin thinks im mean and i hate people. i dont hate people, and the fact that people think i hate people bothers me, i dont hate people, i dont try to be mean, if i am im sorry but its just me, i dont mean any harm, idk, i just wish life was simple again...i liked it when boys still had cooties
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2003 11 September :: 8.00am
:: Mood: yay
yet another 2 hour delay, i could really get used to this.
yesterday was my audition for symph, i did really well on the scales, the chromatic and the required pieces, but man sight reading was sooo horrible!! i did so badly, normally im ok with sight reading, but once you give me a piece with 4 sharps and a tempo only God can create im screwed, but i still think i did ok, im think symph, i just dont know where i'll be seated, im nervous, and now all i can do is wait and its a pain in the neck. it'll probably be a week or so before they post anything and i want to know now! lol
today after school a few of us are staying after to go through all the homecoming decorations, that'll be fun, it'll be like christmas so im excited, even though im not going (unless someone asks me, which that wont happen) but decorating will be fun.
i guess thats all, i should probably start getting ready for school!
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2003 10 September :: 8.38am
:: Mood: ugh
why do i always feel like such a burden, i hate spilling my problems to other people, but i know if i dont im going to implode and go crazy. i always feel like a burden though, because my problems are always about the same thing, maybe not exactly the same thing, but pretty close, and i cant vent to who i used to because for some reason lately i just cant, i feel stupid, and i feel like he wouldnt understand and i also feel that he doesnt care, i think thats where i get the burden thing from, idk, so right now im just going to apologize to veryone ive ever vented to because i can only imagine how annoying it can me, so im sorry
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