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2003 9 July :: 11.32pm
:: Mood: distraught
im not in a very good mood, and i know why, and i always do this to myself yet i can't stop and this is always the outcome...why am i so stupid?
anyway...home from MB, i had an amazing time, its late now though, but i'll update again soon with all the details
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2003 26 June :: 9.57am
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: everything!
weeeee
well im off to myrtle beach later today! Lucky me, the mershmans invited me along, and for that i am truly thankful. I havent been to myrtle beach for about 3 years, and i love it down there. i dont know what all we have planned but im excited, i'm just going to be as cooperative as i can, i dont want to be in the slightest bit rude or annoying, because i would hate for them to regret taking me...but anyway, im really excited, i hope i can get a tan...that would be the day...hehe
anyway, we'll be gone until the 6th so this is probably my last entry until then...my parents left me yesterday for new york, they'll be back monday hten the stay home for three days and then leave thursday for new york again..its dorky i know, but hey what can ya do? my moms all said because this is the longest ive ever been away from her and i think shes goingthrough withdrawl..poor mommy, i'll miss her, but she'll probably call everyday...the one bad thing about taking my cell...everyone can call, but oh well
summer track has begun....and its great!! i love it, im throwing a completely new way, and its making me throw farther, my new pr is 31'9'', and that was in my first week, when i work out all the problems i can hopefully gain about 2 more feet....that would be great...i keep hacing to throw by myself and its yucky, metcalf shows up but he can only be there for 25 minutes because then he has to go to football...he doesnt talk much in the morning, i dont think he really likes me...oh well, his loss
last night, i partied at jackies...it was a girls night..complete with 4 pints of ice cream and a chocolate pie.mmmmm.....anyway, i was hacing a good time, it had been awhile since megs sara jackie and i have been together and it was like a reunion...we turned into dorks, but it was great, its true friendship when you can act like a retard in front of people and they not care and you not care. makes me feel loved..:) i hope they feel loved too...even if one of them is obsessed...hehe
i hope i have a nice summer fling down in MB, never had one of those before..hehe might be interesting....lol
tara and stevie sent me postcards...tara's was from the rocky mountains and stevie's was from st. thomas....i love those girls...i'll have to send them a postcard from MB...i feel so loved at this moment, even though im home alone, but its cool, im too happy to be bummed out about anything...
well i guess thats all...until the 6th...i shall miss you all, and leave me lots of comments so when i get back i can read them all, and call me sometimes and let me know whats up in ohio! luv ya always!!
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2003 24 June :: 7.35pm
:: Mood: duh
i was going to update last night, but woohu was working right, and right now im glad it wasnt. i was on this big venting trip last night and looking back on it now, its pure bull. im really glad i never got around to typing it up. of course it was on the whole subject of depression coming from the lack of love..the problem that every single person seems to be suffering from right now. and i was thinking about it today, and i came to the concludsion that im not suffering from it. i dont lack love, thats retarded, no one i know is lacking love so no one should be depressed, its retarded to be depressed. People, just look at what you have and realize you're lucky because of all those things, dont dwell on what you dont have and what you want, you'll never truly be happy, once you get over the nonsense of dwelling you'll be ok....i promise
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2003 15 June :: 5.58pm
:: Mood: im not really in a mood...
wow
ok the past few days have been sooo crazy! lets start with friday...i think it was friday
well im "grounded" and im just getting over being sick, so im ok, but tired as all hell and megs and jackie wanna go out for pizza, i ask and my parents are fine with it (yea i know, i dont think they understand the word grounded) but anyway after pizza we go to meijer, and see bob, we all love bob, then we go to nelsons, that was fun, we got into a food fight, got wet, and left.
saturday...
so yea, just getting over being sick....turns out, i have food poisoning also. i threw up 17 times between 3AM and 10AM, yea it wasnt pretty, i thought i was dying. plus i had a wedding to be at the afternoon, i had to leave the wedding early because i was about ready to pass out at the reception, beautiful wedding though, i had a lot of fun...so i have a sore throat, fever, constantly dizzy, throwing up ever so often and sleeping never. greatest day ever
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2003 11 June :: 10.25am
:: Mood: sick
yea im dead
so last night, ians mommy threw him a surprise party, it went well, i think ian was happy. when i got there though, hess jumped on my car, and dented the roof.....thus why i am dead. my dad was pissed to say the least. i told him when i got home last night, and he actually got out of bed to go inspect the damages...yea..that wasnt good..he was able to get the biggest dent out, but hes making my mom take it to the body shop friday to see what it would cost to fix it.
i dont understand why people do this. i mean im a very passive person, but that does not give anyone the right to just walk all over me, im sick and tired of people screwing around and me getting the shaft for it, i mean because hess jumped on my car im actually getting grounded, this is the first time ive ever been grounded and it was for something i didnt do! this is bull, why cant people just be normal and stop acting like jackasses?? i hate being walked all over, and its about time it stops
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