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2004 17 August :: 10.53am
Well tell me do you think it'd be alright
If I could just crash here tonight
You can see I'm in no shape for driving
Anyway I've got no place to go
And you know it might not be that bad
You were the best I'd ever had
If I hadn't blown the whole thing years ago
I may not be alone
Tomorrow we can drive around this town
And let the cops chase us around
The past is gone but something might be found to take its place
Hey Jealousy
Hey Jealousy
Hey Jealousy
Hey Jealousy
You can trust me not to think
And not to sleep around
And if you don't expect to much from me
You might not be let down
'Cause all I really want is to be with you
Feeling like I matter too
If I hadn't blown the whole thing years ago
I might be here with you
Tomorrow we can drive around this town
And let the cops chase us around
The past is gone but something might be found to take its place
Hey Jealousy
Tomorrow we can drive around this town
And let the cops chase us around
The past is gone but something might be found to take its place
Hey Jealousy
Hey Jealousy
Hey Jealousy
Hey Jealousy
Well tell me do you think it'd be alright
If I could just crash here tonight
You can see I'm in no shape for driving
And anyway I've got no place to go
And you know it might not be that bad
You were the best I'd ever had
If I hadn't blown the whole thing years ago
I may not be alone
Tomorrow we can drive around this town
And let the cops chase us around
The past is gone but something might be found to take its place
Hey Jealousy
Hey Jealousy
You know she took my heart
Well there's only one thing I couldn't start
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2004 17 August :: 10.32am
:: Mood: kinda blah
so the long awaited viewing of Kill Bill Volume 2 happened on sunday...it was sweet, i plan on watching it again soon. but hoenstly i cant figure out which one i like more...the first volume had amazing action sequences, but the second one wasnt exactly lacking in that either...the second one developes the plot (obviously) but what made the first one so great was the mystery of the entire thing also...idk, i almost cant compare them. but yes, it was sweet
daniel adam and i went over to megans then afterwards...were bums for a bit, then got some games of euchre going...so much euchre! it was a lot of fun though...card games just have the ability to take your mind off of everything and make it seem not so bad...but as soon as the cards go back in the box you're stuck again. so soon after the games wrapped up i left, i couldnt take it anymore. but yay for euchre...hopefully dani knows how to play bid..if not, she will learn. i know she already knows the concept of euchre because we've played turn up together, so it wont be difficult to teach her.
first dya of band camp yesterday...not so bad, i just realized that being at band for more than 2 hours is kind of a chore. but i found some freshman that make it not horrible...they actually make it kinda fun, because they learn quickly so its easy...my shoulders really hurt today, i really wish they werent so weak sometimes, think of how sweet i would be at throwing if they werent weak....dammit, eh. but yea, i got acquainted with my store..and i will continue to do so for the rest of the week, and at some point in time, i'll figure out a name and actually make a sign...one of these days...
officers were introduced last night to the entire band...tons of cheering, it felt sweet, idk, normally i dont like being the complete center of attention, but that was cool. it was just a nice feeling to have everyone yelling and clapping for YOU. kinda cool :)
senior meeting last night...i started off with the job of signing people up..then i got backed into a rack of uniforms and they kept coming closer...very creepy, i didnt like it, its the first time thats ever really happened, and it was almost scary, so i just handed off the paper and got out of there, it was so weird...then i retreated back to my store and closed up, calmed me down a bit before getting ready to leave
the trucks back passenger break light and blinker are out...therefore, my mom has it today, i have to drive the neon..i dont really mind though, its kinda nolstagic, i kinda miss that car sometimes...i miss the gas mileage...and the faster rate at which i can whip it around...mmm
thats it, gotta go get ready for camp
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2004 13 August :: 10.00am
:: Mood: it changes about every 5 minutes
ok, ive really been avoiding this thing like it was the plague. i just dont know what to write in here...i know something i dont want to write about, but i fear that if i start to mention one little thing about it, i wont be able to stop...i havent been able to tell anyone how i really feel about it, because i dont think its appropriate to. i know that after i basically spilled everything in my head, i would end up feeling like such a burden for involving them. this is a situation that i dont think anyone should encounter...it sucks a lot.
fair came and went. it was a lot of fun though. something new...did a lot of walking, which i discussed the benefits of that with stevie last night, so the two of us are gnna start going on walks now...hopefully. saw tons of people at fair, it was nice. worked the milkshake booth which went by really quickly becuase it was basically hanging out with friends for two hours...so much fun :) little shaw is rapidly becoming one of my favorite people to scoop ice cream with haha. that and the fact that he and trent are MESSY! so all in all, i give the fair a B...you know what would make it better?!?! lawn mower racing! hahaha...ugh
squad leader training went really well...basically gave me an excuse to hang out with bielen and rush for 7 hours...no complaints there, bielen is hilarious so it all went quickly. got a lot accomplished and i think this year should be pretty good...shoop!!
allergies have been killing me off and on this last week...this last week was just a bad one haha. i think im getting used to it though..they only bother me in the morning, but by noon by nose feels fine, but then i just have to bare with the fact that the constant drainage from the morning makes my stomach hurt for the rest of the day...
i went bowling last night with adam and daniel..i beat them both the first game, but then lost to adam in the second. it was fun though...a little awkward at times, but i guess we're working on it...went to rallys...met up with amanda and stevie, chatted for a long time, gave up around 10 til 11 and went home...good times
meeting today...then chicken dinner then movie! AvP...yes.
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2004 12 August :: 11.34pm
Baby cried the day the circus came to town
'cause she didn't want parades just passin' by her
So she painted on a smile and took up with some clown
While she danced without a net upon the wire
I know a lot about 'er 'cause, you see
Baby is an awful lot like me
Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside, learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all
Baby saw that when they pulled that big top down
They left behind her dreams among the litter
The different kind of love she thought she'd found
There was nothin' left but sawdust and some glitter
But baby can't be broken 'cause you see
She had the finest teacher-that was me-I told 'er
Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all
Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall, remember you almost made it
Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all
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2004 4 August :: 2.33pm
I cannot find a way to describe it
It's there inside, all I do is hide
I wish that it would just go away
What would you do, you do, if you knew
What would you do
All the pain I thought I knew
All the thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable, come and take me away
I feel like I am all alone
All by myself I need to get around this
My words are cold, I don't want them to hurt you
If I show you, I don't think you'd understand
Cause no one understands
All the pain I thought I knew
All my thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable, come and take me away
I'm going no where [on and on and]
I'm getting no where [on and on and on]
Take me away
I'm going no where [on and on and on and on]
[and off and on and off and on]
All the pain I thought I knew
All my thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable, come and take me away
Take me away
Break me away
Take me away
Take me away
let it
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