so..its been a year. i've accepted it. i mean, how couldnt i? i would be going mad. it still hurts though. thought about it a lot today...so ive been really spacey and quiet. its crazy to think how much we've moved on in a year...

megan and i: we're the same...close as ever, dont see each other nearly as much, but we make do with what we can. hopefully we will go to the same college..if not, we'll live. i still do and always will consider that girl to be my best friend.

sara and i: haha we went through many up and downs..that girl annoys the hell out of me sometime, but after a week everything is back to normal...we can still do the eye thing, which annoys everyone still. havent really seen a lot of her this summer though. but still fairly close. closer than we were a year ago.

amanda and i: we really started our friendship this year...i love that girl to death...she is someone that will put you in a good mood when you're down. she is someone that i will talk to years from now :)

stevie and i: we really got a lot closer this last year...went to the lake...talked about depressing girl problems late into the night...she always has a quote of some sort that makes sense of whats currently going on

jackie and i: well...we used to be fairly close...i helped her through her break up, and that was really the last ive talked to her..shes moved on with new poeple, which is great for her, i consider her a friend, without a doubt, but we've definitely drifted.

ian and i: well what can i say...i luv that kid. haha, he has talked me through so much shit in the last year. he's always good to have around. he was there for me last year and hes still there for me now. went to a dance with him...had fun. hes got a gf now, i thought that might make things a little awkward....not at all, still my best guy friend...gotta love it...everyone should have an ian

daniel and i: we became better friends...i helped him with the whole trap of megan..i stopped calling him jew...we've progressed...he's nice to chat with, that kid cracks me up

adam and i: hmm...where shall i begin? this time last year, we werent speaking...actually stopped speaking for several months. reacquainted during football season...became friends-ish. made small talk evrey once and awhile...then we got into the cycle of pissing each other off every 2 weeks and not speaking...did that for awhile..went through 2 phases of declaring silence to each other...now theres not a day that goes by that i dont at least talk to him. we hang out a lot more now...we dont fight nearly as often..it used to be we couldnt go a converstaion without an argument...now we just laugh about it...its good now, he and i have made the most progress... :)

hess and i: he was gone this year...but we kept in touch...had a great time at homecoming with him...hes just a good guy

brian and i: gotta love the kid, even if i dont agree with everything he says or does...but we've been friends for about 5 years...i tlak him through some of his woes...its ok

doug and i: well to say the least, the kid has the most stressful life ever, and i dont envy him at all...hes good to have around, and i do enjoy talking to him, but man oh man, we went through some cycles this year...i went through a phase of feeling replaced, i pretty much was replaced, i dont care about that anymore, to say the least, hes almost been replaced lately...we're working on it though...

hodges and i: he makes you feel like theres some worth to you...definitely someone to talk to when you're feeling like shit, or have boy problems :)

i think thats everyone...idk, my mind is a blur...this last year was a complete growing experience...very interesting

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