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2004 15 April :: 2.10pm
BUD LIGHT: You're laid back and low maintenance - a people-person, who wants everyone else to be having as much fun as you are. You make friends and jokes easily, and though you're definitely a smart ass, you're good-natured. Every man's beer for everyone's friend.
its funny...because i dont even like bud light
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2004 15 April :: 1.44pm
ok, so last night i did go out...big shocker there. nelson was having a bonfire, and adam said he knew i was going, so who am i to prove the kid wrong? megan and i decided to head over around 8, fashionably late of course. kelly megan and i took a trip to meijer, had fun there, got a shit load of hairspray and gummies of all sorts, plus some sobe for barber and we decided to get ian his favorite cookies. had fun out there, it got cold though...the fire needed to be bigger haha.
i got to think a lot on the way home...nelson lives farther away than everyone else, so i got more thinking time...normally i dont come to very good conclusions, but lsat night i was able to, and i was actually able to share the conclusion with the person it involved, so i think all is good in that situation...we always say everything is ok, but then one of us starts thinking and then more things are brought to the table...but right now we're ok. and its good
and the one person i wanted to share my cinci stuff with i actually did get to see yesterday, and like i said, she was just as excited as i was :) it felt great.
i think thats good enough of an update
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2004 14 April :: 2.11pm
ahh! i almost forgot...cincinnati just sent me a shit load of catalogs today :):):) i went out to get the mail and its like biggest envelope ever! im so excited, and the one person who would be just as excited for me i wont see today!!! grr! anyway...thats all
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2004 14 April :: 2.04pm
its so pretty outside!!
ok, so since monday...track has been fine, nothing horrible, but its been cold, monday we were inside the entire time and then yesterday we were out and then in, and today it better be all out...monday after track though we had a meeting for our project which went fairly well...called up hodges afterwards, megan and i went to pick him up and we headed out to nelsons...mucho fun out there, we just sat in his little room thing and hung out the entire night, it was just a good time...came home at 1130, and ended up talking to adam until 2, craziness...went to bed and woke up the next morning later than ever, must have been the late night before, went to track, froze, came home and went to amandas and watched 16 candles (great movie!) and we started the great escape (also great movie!) but i had to leave before it ended (obviously...its a long movie..) and i got home and i was shot so i talked a bit and just went to bed...
now its gorgeous outside! and track should be fun because its great throwing weather :)
im not planning on going out tonight, im thinking a night in sounds great, i'll spend quality time with the television because according to some people, i dont do that enough...
jackies leaving today, hodges is leaving today and i think doug leaves tomorrow...megan will be gone all weekend and im still here...this sucks
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2004 12 April :: 9.07am
well i went to bed in a fairly horrible mood last night. i dont know what my deal has been lately, but ive been going from extreme highs to extreme lows all within a few hours. this cant be good for the mentality of any human being. oh well...
yesterday was great though. i didnt see any of my friends. i saw all of my family though. and i ate so much food. it was amazing, and a great time
then i came home, and everything slowly started to decend upon me, and by the end of the night all i wanted to do was curl into a ball and cry. i didnt cry though, its the whole not having a soul thing that prevents me from doing so. i put on my josh groban CD, curled into a ball under my blankets and i slept. and now i just woke up, and i feel 10 times better than how i did last night...thats just how things work i guess. sleeping things through makes it all ok again
i have to go to track today and i really really dont want to, i would rather work on my school work than go today...we're going to get talked at, not to - at. and we're going to be told that we need to step it up. the guy will get glorified because they placed in not last place. i actually think they got 5th, im not really sure...i dont even know what the girls ended up as...3rd or 4th i think is what kelly told me. i dont really care, it wont be good enough, and i personally will get the disappointment speech, much like i did after defiance and liberty benton...oh and maumee also. great times really...
doug made me feel like crap the other day, i cant go with him to fix his car because i myeslf dont have a car, and he said it was ok, but also added the fact that he would just try to occupy himself by sitting there for 3 or 4 hours. its like great...its not like i can ust magically make a car appear for me to take, or magically change my practice time, or anything else...i apologized and ended up feeling worse in the end.
i think tonight is night at the devers...i know it was like 5 days ago, but nothing as really been said about it since....hmm..i dont know, right now solitude sounds good, so we'll see
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