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2004 4 April :: 11.47am
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: Pink Floyd-"Wish You Were Here"
dun dun dun!
lol well last nigth was fun wasn't it Kelsey and Meg! ahahahah only bad thing was manda wasn't there :(... lol ahahahah Kelsey how many bruses do u have!? 30000!?ahahaha u fell like evey 30 seconds!!! lol and Meg where did u leave the fuckin hooka!!!??... "Hey don't tell ne one u guys but i really want to finger myslef right now!" AHAHAHAHA WOW! hahahahaha we have problems ahaha!! well it was fun!! lol i can't even remember walkin to Megs house ahahah.. all i remember is gettin there eating a shit load of food and falling asleep then wakeing up at 3:30 and haveing Kelc and Meg still awake... then watchin O0asis sing on snl.. lol we have to do that again some time!!
yea well today is another day... lol im gonna go eat and shower then i think Meg will b back from her church thingy and Kelsey will b out of the shower then we can go out........fuckin school tomorrow :( i hate school
<3Lizzy
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2004 4 April :: 12.01pm
well im wickid afriad...im not gonna say why btu if you know me, then you should know... bahch this is soo sucky im so afraid god damn why am i so stupid???
i dont even knwo anymore..
all this shit is just really really sucky.
i just wish that things would work themselves out..a nd i could just eb happy...
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Sarah McLachlan
Sweet Surrender
it doesn't mean much
it doesn't mean anything at all
the life I've left behind me
is a cold room
I've crossed the last line
from where I can't return
where every step I took in faith
betrayed me
and led me from my home
and sweet
sweet surrender
is all that I have to give
you take me in
no questions asked
you strip away the ugliness
that surrounds me
are you an angel
am I already that gone
I only hope
that I won't disappoint you
when I'm down here
on my knees
and sweet
sweet
sweet surrender
is all that I have to give
sweet
sweet
sweet surrender
is all that I have to give
and I don't understand
by the touch of your hand
I would be the one to fall
I miss the little things
oh I miss everything
it doesn't mean much
it doesn't mean anything at all
the life I left behind me
is a cold room
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2004 3 April :: 10.36pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: All American Rejects*
lax passover busy week comin up
last night i had practice then babysat then chilled with people, adam left for florida and i miss him and wish i was with him! i love you baby forever and always you and me xoxo
missing mondays game because 1-i have a doctors appointment for my sprained tendanitisised ankle and more importantly though, number 2 : i am jewish and therefore need to be at a passover seder with the family and people. ugh. whats mondays date? the fifth. thats righhht... 1 year 1 month baby i love you and miss you, cant wait till wednesday when you come home from FL xoxox *mwa!
missing tuesdays practice-same reason
wednesday- passover but going to school then dentist then practice then home or do we have jew school? no..im coming home and ADAM COMES HOME :) yayyy! :-p hes gonna be tanner than me now since i was tan from aruba and my tan is going byebye! not fair!
what else? practices all week basically, and noo games but whatever...im goin to the doctor monday for my ankle ughhh it kills my dad thinks i sprained it, i think or kinda know its tendanitis meh! ouchy!
well...chag semach pesach ((if makes sense))
haha whatever
happy passover xoxox
come fly away with me like tink and peter pan to never never land we'll be forever...
*Tinkerbell*
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2004 3 April :: 9.21am
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Aerosmith-"Livin on the Edge"
YAY!!!
I love Manda soo much!! i loe my new journal!! it lokks soo nice thank u soo much for makin it for me!!!!!hahaha i was scaired but im happy u did it, cuz my other one was sooooooo boring! lol i love u soo much manda!! thanx!!!! :-*
lol well its really early! lol i can't believe im awake... and i have no clue y... hahaha but im really awake!
yea im random but u should play this game it is soo much fun!
http://www.ebaumsworld.com/helicopter.shtml
yea well sionce its 9:30 and im liek the only person awake im gonan go play that!! lol
<3Lizzy
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2004 2 April :: 11.31am
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: nothing im in school...ok nvm candice is singing...addicted...
Taurus: You are practical, passionate, possesive-- and possibly the world's most loyal friend.
Special trait: You have an amazing fashion sense
Deep Secret: You can also have a bad temper when provoked.
Best Matches: Virgo, capricorn, Pisces.
Best Avoided: Libra, Sagittarius, and Leo.
There will be no holding you back this month: You will go where you want to go, and do what you want to do, and if others don't like it, too bad! But heed the advice of a friend on the 25th, evem if you have to chanmge your plans. It seems she knows something about your love interest that you don't.
me?
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
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I know your bitchin and complainin like you got it so tough
We're sick of all your cryin will you ever shut up
So Keep bleeding your fake blood till no one even see's it
If thats the best you can make up, at least act like you mean it
Give up the grudge, shut your fuckin mouth
why you gotta judge everbody but yourself
Take a look around, there aint nobody home
I may be a loser but at least i'm not alone
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2004 30 March :: 8.25pm
im blank
clean and empty.
vacant and unjaded.
all this life around me
contained segrigated
meant for all and not for me
wont you hold me in the moonlight
wont you kiss me under the stars
but you dont know me
i am new
i am empty...
i am hollow
look right through me
look right through
please dont bother to explain
your silence says enough
your lies have binded me
and i am nothing
turn me over
start a new
no one knows me
just a girl behind a mask
a life behind the lies
but you wont see me
i am new
i am empty...
i am hollow
look right through me
look right through
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wont you touch me like you did before
and feel these lips of mine
touch them like you mean it
and hold me like you never want to let go
you touch me and i shiver
my skin once cold feels so warm
i am warm when i am with you
when i touch you
when i see you
when i kiss you
all is calm and my heart feels on wings
i take flight in my mind
i just want to feel beautiful
i just wish i was needed
couldnt you want me
is it too much to ask
i stare at this empty reflection
nothing but an echo in need of improvement
screaming for a change
wont you sink the teeth of time into me
cling on for all i am
suck the life from these veins
i wish to be gone from here
i wish to say goodbye
and feel you kiss one last time
touch your hand like ill never let go
lost in spirit but never in mind
in my dreams nothing can be wrong
so ill dream away...
and sleep for eternity
that way ill never let go of that simple rock
pulling me below
the depth of the ocean the height of the waves crashing upon fragile bones
i am everything i never wished to be
you will forever be the everything who never gave a damn
the only thing i couldnt have
the flawless imperfection
the freckle on your cheek
wont you touch me like you did before
and feel these lips of mine
touch them like you mean it
and hold me like you never want to let go
i just want to feel beautiful...
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2004 29 March :: 8.29pm
my hands touch yours
and your body is such a sweet embrace
the sun flashing vivildly over golden strands
yoru a touch of heaven
a taste of grace
a void in my heart
no boy could replace
and my heart it burns
and my arms they yearn for your love
your touch
your body next to mine
and with each kiss i grow more aware
that these lips are toxic
each touch is pain
but i dont care
because each whisper from your pink lips
falls upon me like petal
silk upon my skin
but dont stop.. cause no1 hurts me like you do
(chorus)
come on abuse me more i like it
these sins feel like pleasure
and its floating me away
intoxicating my emotions
you blininding my fears
theres no one who can hurt me like you
and thats the way it has to be
i dont want nobody elses kisses
all the others are the same
without the bitter and the sour
the sweet tastes old and plain
my heart grows even stronger
every time you push away
speaking silver plated lies
each time you speak my name
spill my heart upon this table
this hidden love for you
touch me sweetly hold me gently
then ease me into pain
you hurt me with each word
but dont stop.. cause no1 hurts me like you do
(chorus)
(bridge)
when we kiss,
when we touch
can you feel, my hearts crushed
when we talk
when we love
can you feel, its so much
can you tell me
just liek this
is it heaven, or pure bliss
am i here, forver more
hold me baby and abuse me more...
so when i close my eyes
and fall asleep
will you watch me as i begin to weep
take my cold pale hand
and hold it next to yours
i wont give up your love
i am not unsure
and in this sunset
i look at you
all thats beautiful
all thats true
behind these smiles
behind the lies
and all these broken
allibies...
i cant stop
this pain i feel
may not be love,
but it feels so real
nobody hurts my heart worse than you
i take the pain and tortue... cuz i love you
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2004 28 March :: 9.51pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: 504 Boyz-"I Can Tell"
hi
well i just wanted to write in here cuz im really bored... yea soo hello
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2004 28 March :: 8.26pm
We gave it our best try
But then it was goodbye
We were better off alone
But now that's all gone for you
And life is wrong for you
But I can't help that
You don't need love
It's a question of obsession
So drawn to your own reflection
You want someone
Like a personal possession
To shine light on your perfection
Call me up a thousand times
You're hanging on the line
Waiting for me to react
But we've been here before
And when I closed the door
I never wanted a second act
I saw it all clearly
But you didn't hear me
Thought our love was centre stage
But now that's all gone for us
And you are dangerous
And I can't help that
Gave my heart a thousand times
And I can't count the nights
That I cried myself to sleep
But now I'm so over you
And I see what you do
Your sincerity's kinda cheap
Remember the mind games
Driving me insane
When my life was not my own
And even though you have gone
It still carries on
And I can't stop it
You don't need love
It's a question of obsession
So drawn to your own reflection
You want someone
Like a personal possession
To shine light on your perfection
-obsession - kylie Minogue
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me time :-)
im walking away
from all that i had
im leaving today
please dont be sad
just know im happy
in my new home
and if you think about me
then your never alone
if im gone
will my presence linger
will you hold me
will i still be wrapped around your finger
will you hold me
the way you did
or will i be gone
oh god forbid
cuz i am leaving
be glad im saying goodbye
im walking out that door
please dont start to cry
fore, if i see your face
a glowing blue
i will fall because
i still love you
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2004 27 March :: 10.16pm
:: Mood: giddy
:: Music: *The Starting Line*
Its The Freakin Weekend baby...
last night:: after school i had lacrosse practice. At sargent cause our HS fields are for the guys, so I went there and we practiced, then scrimmaged against other ppl on our team and my ankle started to kill so i had to sit out but then i went home, and at 8 ADAM came over. We um "watched" lol Anger Management..good movie what I saw of it. so all in all....AMAZING night ;)
today:: I woke up late and the varsity jamboree tournament was cancelled so we didnt have to take a bus up to Holden. Instead from like 130-430 we scrimmaged wachusett. ((we met some funny girls lol lindsey "hiii immm numberr 8 whats yourrr numberr...2222 ohhh)) hhahaha and then they brought us food and we ate and partied then i came home, and now im babysitting and talking on el telephono to el novio. wow good spanish jodes...so yeah...
tomorrow:: PrOzDoR with the jew crew prozdorks and then HW then pasta dinnah for lacrosse! cant wait for our first league game on monday ladies lets kick some dover sherborn ass baby!!! lalal ala la
come fly away with me to never never land..
xox- Tink -xoxo
Adam-You amaze me. I love you with every beat of my heart. You are my everything xox
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2004 24 March :: 4.12pm
:: Music: Joe- "More and More"
SEX!!!!!!!!
I crave it!!! i want it!! i need it!!!!! im going crazy!LOl i want sex!!! lol mayb it jsut the song... ut i really want sex!!
lol well today was a half day... and if ur wonderign y i am home soo ear;y its cuz i have a gay ass dentist opp. today at 4:30... yea but ne way.... i went wiht like 30000000 ppl to go watch a fight that never happend.... it amkesm em mad that it didn't happen.... then after that everyone kinda split off ito groups.... lol and then it was me kelc manda and jess.... hehehehe we had fun... ya soo thats my day.... fun huh!?
Damn fight should have happend!!
off to get ready for the dentist:(
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2004 24 March :: 10.46am
A great numb feeling washes over me as I let go of the past and look forward to the future. Pretend to be a vampire. I don't really need to pretend, because it's who I am, an emotional vampire. I've just come to expect it. Vampires are real. That I was born this way. That I feed off of other people's real emotions. Search for this night's prey. Who will it be?
- rules of attraction
it is in the greatest depths of depression which i learn what it truly feels like to be happy. without this terrible heartache ive grown so fond of, which is now just part of me i wouldnt know what to do. It is almost some sort of sort of dark comfort to know that this pain is always there. always lingering over head. i guess in this blackened room i can collect my thoughts and reflect upon the lives ive so recently bruised. it is in this darkness that i completely understand the light. it is here that i understand why we pain why we fail... it is now that i appreciate completely how i used to feel. how i remember happiness, summer days with my mom and kaitlin. i miss days like that. days when the sun never seemed to shine so bright and the birds never seemed so loud and melodic, when a bouncy ball never seemed so entertaining. days in the summer when nothing mattered accept me my mom and kaitlin being together. when something i had seen 500 times felt like the first expedition into an unknown land. i miss adventure... and i miss the sun. i guess it is like they say, one realizes their love for something when the void is in action. when something is gone.. you realize how significant it was to your life. i dont mean to be this way. i really dont. im sorry. and it is when i become the worst attributes of ppl that i am able to banish them. so at one time or another i am what i hate. i feel what i so long for.. i cast away what makes me happy. in this darkness i sit and bubble over.. and only the sun can warm these chilled bones, these brittle bones. Only the sun, only time will tell...
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2004 22 March :: 9.49pm
time and time again i give myself to you
plunging into you, like a picture that i drew
i dont know just where to go
i just send the love below
and the pain i sit waiting to be caught
but love is like breathing, never has been taught
emotions deep for you, that were always felt
and when you look at me with ice blue eyes, my heart is sure to melt
your kisses bring sweet mistery
your hidden deep in mystery
intimate sensations overthrow my world
a new light of devotion, suddenly unfurled
i guess they were never true nor' right
fore' when i held you close last night
these feelings all came back to me
with one kiss one touch from thee
im under sheets of silk and sweat
since the first day that we met
love beat through lacy shorts
through drug abuse and trips to court
acid love pours into me
broken condoms broken plees
veil my life and leave the lies
these tears are only allibies
that blood runs through these broken veins
your body holds me together, im not insane
nights spent up wondering what to do
i guess my drug it must be you
tell me lies and kiss my lips
pulsing pressure on my hips
into me you sink yourself
i am oppulent just not in wealth
and pink roses shower me with kisses
if it isnt love please tell me what this is
sprinkles of happiness, liek fairy dust
whether this be love or lust
i feind and plead for you to see
just give me a chance just look at me
no matter what intoxicates our hearts
ill still dream about you while were appart
sex it plays such tricks with our minds
leaving all weve left behind
emotional attatchment draws near
it is just that, that i do fear
in love and lust we play this game of truth or dare
and over time ive learned this love, is never fair
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2004 22 March :: 9.05pm
Consider the forces which might influence a person's behavior and choices. What influences have played a role in the play so far? How has Romeo responded to the presence or absence of these forces? What can you say about his character based on his behavior?
Well being the stubborn person I am, I have taught myself self control and learned to pave the way for myself. Life has thrown temptations and barracades in my way, but I have a strong head on my shoulders which rarely fails me. In everday life we face people who cause us to be one way, and others another. Constantly juggling us back and forth, from likes, and dislikes. Love playing a big part in our society everyone wanders around searching for love. At 14 and 15 feeling left out when we don't know what love is. Well I believe that personally I have never experienced love, but whose to say for others, my definition surely varies from my peers. Basing a boyfriend or girlfriend upon love at this age is most likely just a hoax. With such immature logic, and undeveloped philosophies love consists merely of puppy dog emotions, lathered with infatuation. Love based upon vision and what is being scene, rather than felt.
Romeo believed that he truly love Rosaline, that he would never be free from her spell. He was infatuated by her, almost intoxicated by her beauty. Under the influence believing that nothing lived finer than she. When the reality is that he was blinded by this drug, this beauty. We are able to see that this so called love was not pure by how quickly he gets over her after the sight of Juliet. This makes me wonder if his intentions were pure. Does he see in her what he did in Rosaline as well? But with Juliet, he is sober, his eyesight is not blurry and loves for her soul. Love can make a person do crazy things. With this as one of the main themes in the play, it shows us that love is about taking risks, and being willing to lose everything you had earned for 5 minutes of happiness. That bliss felt when in the presence of eachother, like two parts of a song coming together, void when played alone, but when together forming a harmony like no other. When each instrument can finish the others song, love feeds off of this song, and grows with each note added, each day passing. Love is something to earned over time, not to be won in an instant.
I believe that Romeo is led by his heart. With the night as his veil, his insecurities are hidden and only his true self shows. Locked up in his room all day blocking out the day it shows us that he doesn't like to face reality, avoiding the light. Romeo and Juliet also show us that, "a life without love, is no life worth living."
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2004 22 March :: 3.50pm
:: Music: none...
hello
well its monday again..... i hate mondays... not only cuz i have to go to school but because there are 4 more days ov school that follow it... like if the days went rigth to liek wed. day lol it would b cool... but yea im a geek
well a few new things have happend... once again the krew and the crew are fighting... and once again it is over somethign stuppid... now im not takeign sides cuz i just don't want to get involved... but what was written was no where as bad as what has been written or said about ne of us girls... and u know u can't blame us for gettign sick and teired of jsut letting u guys amke fun of us... but w/e i can see that it wasent somethign that needed to b written publicaly but hey shit habbens... and u know what IF PEOPLE WOULD JSUT TAKE RESPONCABILITY FOR THERE ACTIONS AND ADDMIT THENGS THEY HAVE DONE OR DID OR W/E THEN NONE OF THIS FIGHTING WOULD B HAPPENING IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!! GOD DAMN IS IT REALLY THAT HARD TO GROW THE FUCK UP!!?? CUZ ALL OF U NEED TO!! and u can say i was sticking up for my boy... do i care no if its not ur problem stay out of it liek a grown up person woudl to... and b grown up and handle ur fights yourslef... don't get ppl to do ur dirty work for u.. its unessacary to drag other ppl into thes tiny ass fuckign fights!!!! sooo word of advice SHUT THE FUCK UP AND GROW THE FUCK OUT AND U WOUN'T HAVE NE SHIT TO DEAL WIHT!!! ITS NOT HARD FUCKIGN RETARDS!!!
welll on a happier note... im gonna go get some ice cream heheh i lvoe ice cream!!!
Happy Fucking Monday
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2004 21 March :: 6.09pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: JOHN MAYER<3<3<3
AMAZING NIGHT GIRLS~
the GUSTER and JOHN MAYER CONCERT:
sooo much fun with kristen sarah and jess
we saw sarah g, cait, and lindsey. awesome.
lets just say to sum it up:
GUSTER ROCKS MY WORLD
JOHN MAYER ROCKS MY UNIVERSE
JOHN MAYER IS HOTT!! I <3 HIM!
HIS JOKES....lol CUTEEE!
I AM IN LOVE WITH JM and GUSTER! <3
fun day at prozdor, boring tho
mucho love
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2004 20 March :: 3.13pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: *anything GUSTER or JOHN MAYER*
T O N I G H T is the C O N C E R T!
tonight is the GUSTER AND JOHN MAYER concert in PrOviDeNce with Sarah, kristen and Jess...cant waiiiiitttt! ahh! we are meeting up with care and hope too while were there, and im bound to see some jews ((brokies, usyers, ya ..my jew crew)) :)
just got home from temple, when i shoulllld
of been at lacrosse practice..oh well!
Adam came over last night :) we watched Jeepers Creepers 2, have to say...not as scary as the first one! ahha! but we had a funn night :)
im hagin around now till around 430, then im goin to the outdoor store! get to get my spandex to wear under our lacrosse shorts, fun fun! hahha,. and then its off to sarah's and then to the concert! cant wait!!!!!!
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to all my USYERS going to MR NERUSY tonight: HAVE FUNN! goood luck whoever rep's natick! i love u all and cant wait till spring!
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2004 20 March :: 12.21pm
when i tell you how i feel
you pretend that you care
and it hurts me to know
that love was never there
tainted lies,
you fed to me
ive bled for thee
and ill take you to ecstacy
babe you couldve had it all
wouldve been there
to catch if you ever fall
you gave me up
and lost your chance
but im still here
in need of your romance
i love you baby,
my love for you drives me crazy
kisses melt into everything i am
hold me closer, will you be my man
never kiss me
when you dont mean what u say
words can hurt me
you dont want to keep it that way
pain it kills me
in my sleep
i dream about you
and my heart you keep
so tell me tales...
feed me lies
im sick you
and all your allibies
my greatest sympathy
for teh pain that you feel
but how i can i feel for you
when these scars you left arent healed
amends will soon enough be made
sit me down and speak to me my love wont be contained
burning empathy my heart feels about to burst
quit speaking those lies, you can tell they sound rehersed
things shouldnt be that way baby
u should have to practice what you say
cuz my love burns stronger than a flame
and i know that every minute is completely worth the pain
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who teh hell are you?
i dont think i know you
what the hell are you doing here?
im lost in teh darkness
forgetting where i came from
the path isnt so clear from here
i dont know who u are
or where your lies have come from
i guess i knew you more before
history repeats itself
history lays dusty on the shelf
your gone now, but i guess i
knew you wll before
but now history remains nothing but memories
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sentimental loveing
hidden in my kiss
loving in denial, can i find this bliss
everytime i search around i see your face
everytime i looka round nothing but a trace
of my memories
of my memories
nothing but memories
lost in memories
concentrate my loving
in a world of lies
hidden in my reputaton
and allibies
am i in the past
on this kiss?
cant forget teh meaning
how it felt liek this
everytime i search around i see your face
everytime i looka round nothing but a trace
of my memories
of my memories
nothing but memories
lost in memories
gotta move on from the way things were
take a step up
gotta lose my journey
gotta wipe the tears
dry my eyes
and wash away the lies
everytime i search around i see your face
everytime i look around nothing but a trace
of my memories
of my memories
nothing but memories
lost in memories
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baby, i truly thought
that i was feeling love
baby, you told me
that i could trust in you
btu when you say things taht you dont mean
it makes me question if your love is ture
and ill hold you but only in the dark
when no one can see
because our love rises with the sun
and sets with the moon
climbs upon backs of angels
is it me your true to
baby i feel that youy dont know
what its truly liek to love
because if you did
then you wouldnt hurt me
i put no one above..
the fact that you are mine
the pact between
your blood and mine
and i will love you right or wrong
baby i know that
the night is young
and we have our fun
but when the sun goes down
and theres no one around
i want it to be you and only me
giving all our love
because our love rises with the sun
and sets with the moon
climbs upon backs of angels
is it me your true to
baby i feel that youy dont know
what its truly liek to love
because if you did
then you wouldnt hurt me
i put no one above..
the fact that you are mine
the pact between
your blood and mine
and i will love you right or wrong
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im just sitting here waiting by teh fone
just wishing for you to come back home
i miss you
i miss you
just trying to get over the fact
that you could just walk away liek that'
and leave me all alone
because ive found
a reason for me
to change who i used to be
i miss you and i wish youd come back home
you said youd always love me
never leave me on my own
but when it comes down to it
you need to take the things you do on your own
and my heart will beat for you tonight
just hoped ud kiss me hold me oh so tight
cuz i know a different way to go
baby love me... baby hold tonight
baby kiss me... baby this wrong is never right...
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2004 20 March :: 11.33am
:: Music: Sublime-"40oz. To Freedom"
lol well its been a while
and i really have nothin to say.....
yea well i write in here when i do have somehtign to write..
>>I tried, i really did, but i quit.. ill let u walk away, someday ull miss me....<<
<3Lizzy
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2004 18 March :: 12.56am
read me
if only you understood me, im not as i let on..the pages of my book written over in lemon juice... only revealed when held up to the light... but no one usually goes the extra distance to read my print... only within my bindings whats blankly scripted on the page.. the nothingness of my rambles... when that is not what my true face is...but a strive to be perfect.. and deep between sheets of white paper... i truly am...waiting to be read cover to cover
just dust me off and everything will be alright...or store me away for a day when you have more time...maybe sometime in the spring hidden in the forest u can read me.. and take in all i have to offer but until then ill wait squished tightly against other novels other lives...ill just wait for someone to understand.. someone to actually care what my pages honestly have to say... becuz my pain says so much without speaking
i guess ill stop now.. your silence says it all
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2004 15 March :: 12.03am
Click to hear my music.. i dont have any right now... but i will
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2004 14 March :: 9.36pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Twiztid-"Hydro"
welcome
i woudl leik to welcome Marilyn into my life lol she has been looked for for a while lol finally a way to make life easy!! she will b here for a while lol don't worrie Kelsey lol.....
well this weekend was fun lol sat on my ass and was really high alot lol... i guess me and manda are goin to boston next weekend... lol but thats ok....othe thtne that thers nothin more to say
sooo im off bubye
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2004 13 March :: 9.06pm
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: justin talking
bad night.
on the phone with justin, bored as hell
home alone for awhile but still noones home to come over or what not...because my stupid grandmother might be coming over soon, ugh i hate this!
boring day pretty much too, not much went on, go some more lacrosse stuff, like my goggles and mouth guard. cant wait till monday tryouts baby day 1! well ima bounce, peace out homies.
LOve You FoReVer And ALWAAys Adam
Come Fly Away With Me...To Never Never Land
*Jodi
justin-<3 u too kiddo, love you too!!
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2004 12 March :: 8.04pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: none...
test results from dariens journal
You're Element is Flame. You have a strong,
independant, fiery personality and you
obviously don't ley other's puch you around.
You like being in charge and don't care what
other people think. In fact, you like to stand
out and be yourself. You're probably shy when
people first meet you but your a ball of energy
that could explode at any given moment. You
like to laugh and whether you admit it or not,
you like to fight. You're peronality that is
wild and untamable. You're beauty is physically
fit and a little sexy and you have a very
pretty face.
What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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You're a Shot of Whiskey!
What Type of Alcoholic Beverage Are You?
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Your Heart is Green
What Color is Your Heart?
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2004 12 March :: 3.50pm
:: Mood: enthralled
:: Music: miss u- incubus
p e r f e c t d a y s t u r n c o l d e r...
yesterday: everyone cheered me up after school when we stayed for the speedball tournament...which by the way was awesome! PHIL-FEEL BETTER! and then i came home, and had a family dinner thing and then did HW, talked alot on the phone and wrote a letter to MYYYY JULIAA!!! miss u!
today: boring day pretty much, but its friday: TGIF baby!! and so yeah..history: boring as alwayyyss...and then gym. FUNNY OH SO FUNNY! speedball: matt vs jeff basically and oy was it h y s t e r i c a l! hahaha! so yeh then ummm phys sci, lunch, ((in lunch i was like hey guys did u kno that london bridges falling down is about a bridge falling down! hahaha, one of the most jessica simpson things ive really said in a lonnnnng time!) then i had algebra, then power point.. ahh steph goes "um um oh oh uh uh ummm umm" and ms.mcdade totallllllyyyyy had a freakin heart attack bein all like what what whos hurt..ahhahahahha funny stuff, then she had will cornered ahahahhaha will sucks! umm so yeh...what else..then study, with BJEW, STEPHIE and SEAN was wicked funny, talking about guys jerking themselves off together..ahahahaha im sure u have sean! lolololol wickkked greatt stuff. -thats all
its snowing outside so i doubt ill end up goin to MR.NHS tonight :( which sucks cause i reallllllllyy want to! ahh! so yeah..i gg talk to my TN! and my brokies! then figure somethin out..so ttyl! xoxo
Come Fly Away With Me---*Tink*
p.s. -im so sorry :(
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2004 11 March :: 9.15pm
your body speaks to me
like its poetry
swiftly rolling off my tounge
and into everything ive done
everyones looking this way
watching us dance
it may not be love
but it sure as hell beats romance
take me away
and rip my seems
unziping my fly
slip out of these jeans
(chorus twice)
speak teh words your body speaks
kiss away these fears im fine
speak teh words my heart speaks
dry these tears and youll be mine
(bridgey thingy)
do what you came here for
do what you came here for
am i waht you came here for
kiss, well beome much more
bodys touching me
lips are rubbing me
am i what you came here for
hypnotizing, mezmorizing oh what for
oh your caressing my body
on the dance floor
touching me so sweetly
kiss me once more
dance with me my hunny
tear my heart
sweat is dripping from me
tearing me appart
peach skin is burning
with the heat
feelinf my loving
in the rythem of my feet
(chorus twice)
(bridgey thingy)
can you feel the movement on me
in my skin
touch my soul and my body
baby deep within
come with me dont fear
its fine
kissing my body
say your mine
(chorus... bridgey thingy and all that fun stuff at the end)
i love you kimmy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im so excited shit! bah
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2004 10 March :: 3.57pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: DMB-Crush
lala
So once again another day goes by and jodi feels depressed. Happy moments, HORRIBLE moments, all in one day, i cant stand it.
I feel like im the one everything bad happens to... from all the friends ive had that have moved, or died..i cant deal. The people who know me best, understand me the most...hes gone. I miss him and need him. I havent needed him this much since hes been gone. iloveuforeverandalwaysjosh
basically- all i have left to say is
W H Y M E ?
Come Fly Away With Me....*jodi
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2004 9 March :: 9.10pm
wat a corrupt world.. when one becomes wat one hates.
take a look into these blank eyes tell me what it is you see, take a look into my brown eyes they tell alot about me. but you wouldnt notice me... if i didnt have my brown flowing hair, if i didnt wear contacts if i didnt care, and if i closed my eyes when you looked at me, would you pass me by am i something to see am i worth your time, am i worth your patience worth your love am i on your conscience am i worth everything that you are, all that i want to be
bahhhhhhhhhhh
writing night :)
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2004 9 March :: 3.10pm
:: Mood: grumpy
:: Music: *Blink182-i miss u*
*FRIENDS FOREVER?
So kristin is moving back to the cape today, and now i feel like ill have noone to tell all my good juicy stories to, and noone to just laugh with about all these wicked retarded things we do...ill miss u krissy i love u! xoxo
Im so happy i got over what people think about...well, about certaaaain things, because I love life right now, and i want it to stay this way forever.
My friends are incredible, my boyfriend is awesome, camp is soon, USY/PDOR are amazing, and everythings good... :) keep it that way!
I have no stories, half day today but i stilll have my tutor in an hr :( so i gg get ready for that! ttyl MwAh!
*Love To All...in Never Never Land...*
Come Fly Away With Me!
*Jodes*
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2004 7 March :: 5.51pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Hoobastank- "The Reason"
sexy tests
Your Sign Is: Slippery When Wet
You're hot and sensual, and not exactly shy about it
You show off your assets constantly, and take whatever comes from it
"Work it" is a concept you've perfected, and you're the sexiest person everyone knows
You're shameless in how far you are willing to flirt... often with messy consequences
What's Your Street Sign?
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Your Sex Sign is Gemini!
You're a sexual wild child who's aiming to do it all - or die trying.
Getting with you is a total adventure, so people should only hop on if they can handle the ride.
No one can predict your next sex move... you'll do anything to get off!
Gemini, people better look out for you.
You need a lover who is a match for your wit, intelligence, and sexual curiousity.
You are unpredictible, moody, highly entertaining, adventurous, versatile, and an incredible flirt.
You have the tendency to be promiscious.
You hardly ever wear underwear, and you are the most likely of all the signs to shave ... down there.
Your sexual curiousity knows no bounds.
You'll try anything and try it often.
You jump at the chance to engage in threesomes - but only if it's a guy-guy-girl thing.
Typically, an orgy will always revolve around you.
You love gadgets, especially sex toys.
Being highly sexual, you love to incorporate sex toys in to intercourse.
It's a challenge to keep up with you...
And your lover must be willing change sexual positions and techniques to keep you satisfied.
You are an unpredictible person who seeks the same in a lover.
You like sex in unusual places, including: phonebooths, movie theaters, and airplane bathrooms.
What's *Your* Sex Sign?
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That's right - you are a total blowjob master. You give the best blowjobs in town. In fact, you
could be considered a modern Linda Lovelace. Your reputation preceeds you, but that's okay. Men shower you with gifts to get close
to those lips.
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