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2004 17 June :: 9.07pm
:: Mood: tired
beeAd
So I havent written in a few. Yesturday equaled History test and Seans Grandmas for a funfilled day of cards. Then Work.
Today consisted of an english final, applebees, bowling with bling bling socks, seans, psych's with the pug, seans, my house, driving, pitch, and so on.
Now Im here.
Tomorrow consists of another english final, the gram grams, then I dont know what. Then Saturday and Sunday is Seans camp and such.
So there you have it.
And there you dont care.
Haha
I dont feel like this.
BYE
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2004 14 June :: 10.58pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: buzzing
Bend and Not break
I'm talented at breathing
Especially exhaling
It's weird...I stayed up late last night and woke up at 5:30am laughing. I went to school and had a good day. Then I went to work and my mom just slaughtered it. Well, she began the slaughtering and then everything else that could took there slice. Whatever, I suck.
When does it stop?
Im torturing myself.
So to get off topic...Tomorrow is my last day of classes as a junior. We get out at 12:30. Thats pretty cool. Then I have finals all week. If I dont get to myself this week is going to be really good and the weekend even better.
I dont know why I was just thinking of this but I wonder if there is anywhere in the world where it is totally quite. No cars, machines, people, banging and if that werent hard enough to find, I wonder if there is a place where there are no crickets or other little insects that buzz the night or day away. Mayber underground its quite. If you were barried alive could you hear people walking above you? Even in space there is noice because the spaceships are there so not even the astronauts get complete silence. Its just wierd to me.
Im so done...on to the next activity
BYE
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2004 13 June :: 12.12am
:: Music: The Postal Service- Brand New Colony
So how about that
Today was good I guess. Jess left around 10:30 I think. Then Jay came over and we went up to DD. Then we went to the mall. He recommended a really good cd and I bought it. It happens to be what Im listening to right now. Good pick Jay. Then I got exhausted and I went home. My dad took me driving for a bit. I didnt do too bad. Go me. Then I had to go to work. It was okay tonight. Nothing really exciting happened.
I hate when I want to write things but know I just cant. It makes me feel like Im keeping secrets or not letting how I feel out. Oh well...It doesnt actually matter much because if it were to matter to you, you'd ask. Why am I rambling.
Tomorrow I am going to Seany Weany's in the morning and hanging out until work.
My schedule next week is:
Monday- 3/9:30
Tuesday- 3/9
Wednesday-7/9:30
Then no work Thursday. Friday until Sunday Im going to Seans camp which will be cool.
So its the last week of school with some crazy regents and then a nice weekend and a relaxing summer. I can handle this. I can sooo handle this.
>and I'm barely listening to last demands
I'm staring at the asphalt wondering what's buried underneath where I am<
That just reminded me of something...thats a good song.
Why did I take nodoz at 10??? Goddamnit, Im so awake. Maybe I'll go...do something?
BYE
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2004 12 June :: 10.08am
:: Mood: tired
whatever makes you sleep at night
keeping my mouth shut
So I dont remember the last time I wrote so I'll just tell you about yesturday.
I went to school for the day and took 3 finals. Sean and I rule at chemistry...he got a 97 on the first part of the final and I got a 95. On the first part of my math final I got a 90. So the 2nd parts probably wont match...its ok...Im still proud. Then I went to work from 3 to 11:30...8 hours. It was insane. I made it though. Jess and I then met Sean, Luke and John at applebees which was a disaster. God, I suck. So we walked around the junior high and went home around 1:30. Jess is still sleeping but I couldnt so Im writing to you.
I have to work at 6 tonight and 4 tomorrow night. No fun this weekend.
One more week of school and its finals. Then an awEsome weekend.
Atleast I can look forward to things.
BYE
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2004 5 June :: 10.58pm
:: Mood: indescribable
:: Music: Armor for Sleep- Pointless Forever
So P-day shouldnt go to Fulton...
Well before I tell you how horrible the battle of the bands was and the rest of the day, let me tell you about Fulton.
So the P-day crew went to Fulton last week which you would know if you were a regular reader. A few days following our trip the lake was contaminated with blue-green algea that killed a dog, birds and plenty of fish. So no one in town is aloud near the lake. Also a guy went on a rampage with his bulldoser and shot himself in Granby. We went to a place called Granby Center...close enough.
So I found that all quite ironic and such. We should go on trips more often.
So now to the other crap.
Lauren came over and we ate tuna sandwiches waiting for Jay to arrive. We squeezed Hillary, Jay, Allen, Lauren, Jays brother, Jays mom and I in the car and went to the Battle of Shit. Sorry who I offend but it was more of a popularity contest. If they were judging talent before whos friends with who then Born Again Rebels would have won. Sure, they arent my kind of music but they had more talent then anyone else there in all catergories. So that was the corruption part of the day. Now I wont go flying into the next topic telling you what really pissed me off and why but let me say something about it. You tell me to be happy. You say if I dont talk to you anymore then I have to be happy. So I try to act like the atmosphere wasnt as akward as it was and you get pissed. Im very sorry that I didnt ignore my boyfriend for you...Im very sorry. I dont know what you expect me to exactly do because everytime I go to do it you get pissed and then blame it on something else.
Thats that...Im done. No really, I am. Im sorry.
So thennnnn Sean and I went to my house and we ate cheeseburgers. We played pitch and talked a lot. We started watching I am Sam but it made Sean sad. Haha. So we had no tv night. We do that a lot.
God Im talketive tonight...I should go to bed.
Not backspacing....
BYE
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2004 5 June :: 12.07pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: coheed and cambria- blood red summer
Doot doot dooo
So the week was fast and thats good.
Yesturday was a half day. After school Sean and I went rollerblading and we got food. Then we rollerbladed around his grandmas house. We went and played pitch in her garage until she got home. Then we played pitch with her. She beat us. I got attacked by a cane/stuff picker upper. It was funny. Theeen it was work time.
Work was fine.
Crazy hours next week.
Monday- 3/9
Wednesday- 3/9
Friday- 3/CL
Sat- 6/CL
Sun- 4/CL
30 and a 1/2 hours....is that leagal??? Haha. I asked for it so its okay. Thing of the paycheck that'll bring!
Anyone want to study for History and Chem finals??? Anyone? Eh hem Lauren and Lisa???
So today I woke up and cleaned my room. I did a pretty good job too! Now Im waiting for Lauren to get here. Jay is then going to pick us up and we're going to the battle of the bands. To say the least, it'll be interesting.
Im kind of hyper...but bored...what a combo.
Okay...I'll give ya more later
BYE
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2004 3 June :: 9.16pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Smashing Pumpkins - Drown
I had a great day
So I walked to where the Christians stand and talked to Jay for awhile. Then Sean greeted me with flowers...PENNES! Then we had a great day. And thennn it was time for work.
Work was good. I ate a lot. OOpps.
Now Im home.
I have a pretty good weekend lined up.
Friday is a halfday. Sean and I are going to the new chinese buffet and to his grandmas. Then work and maybe a bbq thing afterwards?
Saturday is permit and battle of the bands.
Sunday is Sean and then work.
I have to put my sheets back on my bed and play massive amounts of solitare so I must go.
BYE
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2004 2 June :: 7.58pm
:: Music: Smashing Pumpkins - Drown
blah and a half
I dont have much to talk about but I dont want to neglect my neglected journal.
Today was a day. History consisted of black people and a movie. Gym included muddy golf. Child Psych went quickly. English was a test and a quiz...I did really good but it doesnt matter...dumb teacher.
Then I went to work where it was slow so I got sent home. My hours have been killed lately. Oh well...its not like it matters.
I have things I should be doing
BYE
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2004 31 May :: 4.27pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: Drowning Pool
What a good weekend
So this weekend ruled.
Friday was my birthday with Sean.
Saturday was my birthday with P-day.
Sunday we had a cookout at my uncles. It was my birthday and my uncles...my cousins...my other cousins and I think that was it. Everyone got trashed and I went to work.
Today I went to the mall and shopped by myself. I never walk around the mall alone but I did today. It was either that or walk with my parents....big decision. I got some clothes, a cd and some sandals. Then Colin and I met up and went to Laurens. Then we all went and met Bethany, Hillary and Ben at the park. I came home to eat. Im supposed to go to Laurens but I might just skip it. I got called off of work which kind of sucks money wise. Oh well. Im getting my cousins car which is exciting. Im also getting my permit on firday finally haha. How sad.
Tomorrow is school...hell. What else?
Friday is a half day :)
Thats it...
BYE
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2004 29 May :: 10.15pm
:: Music: Thursday- Tomorrow I'll be you
Today was so awEsome
I truely love my friends...
So today Lisa Jenn Lauren and I were going to hang out. I get to Lisas house and walk in. They are standing there with a cake. They planned out a birthday party for me. It was so great. They got me a Leonardo Dicaprio biography which made me laugh extremely hard, a Daddy dvd which you wouldnt understand and a adhesive tile that Im going to draw on and put on my wall. Then they pull out this funny looking strawberry pinata. We had difficulty doing things the right way so we played pinata baseball which was awEsome. We got all the candy and soda and other things and went on a car trip to Fulton. Why Fulton? Who knows...! So we got there and we were looking for something to do. We found this huge "bank"...it was a steep hill of dirt and at the top were woods. So we climbed it. It was soooooo cool. Lisa and I took the hard way. We steped in a snake or other weird animal hole and got stuck in prickers. We got in the woods and we met a town Hick. He was fun to make fun of afterwards. Then we harassed the crap out of these biker kids. I stuck my head out the window and was screaming things at them. Since there were a lot of red lights we had a lot to say. Haha. Then we went to a garage sale. Lisa picked up a toilet seat cover and said "Is this a steering wheel cover?" and she was dead serious. It was so funny. Then the sidewalk attacked us and we played at the park, went through a grave yard, played loud music and sang along, saw a dam, dunkin dounuts, the point and lake nianawanna, the mall and other stuff. It was so great. I love my friends....it was such an awEsome day. I havent laughed or had a day like that in a a wicked long time. : )
So friday was great and saturday was great. Tomorrow Im going to a family cookout which should be ok.
Im so hyper right now.
BYE
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2004 28 May :: 11.26pm
:: Mood: thankful
Lets skip to today
So today was my birthday. I woke up and Sean called to wish me a happy one. He wanted to be the first one. So that was cool. Then school wasnt all that bad. I was in a good mood and everything. I had a pizza party in Child Psych with our pen pals. That was fun although my pal wasnt pal-like. More like a rock or other hard object that doesnt move much. So then Sean and I went to the Pizza place and hung out. Then Back to school. Then we went back to his house. He made me a portable potato garden. It rules! It isnt too portable seeing how it weighs so much but it is so awEsome. Thats all I wanted but he also got me these volcom socks I wanted and a computer solitare game with 500 different versions of solitare on it. Im going to be the solitare queen! So then we went to my house where my grandpa and Marian were. We ate stuffed shells and german chocolate cake since I requested it. My mom got me lotion since thats what I asked for. (Dont ask) She also gave me money to go get a bathing suit and my permit since I havent gotten that yet. She is also buying my Warped Tour ticket which Im psyched about. One of my brothers came by and visited also. Sean and I looked at funny pictures and talked all night...his brother got me roses! Well acctually his mom did but his brother delivered them. It was nice. Very relaxing night.
Tomorrow Lisa, Lauren, Jenn and I are hanging out which will be fun. Its like an unofficial p-day.
Thats it for me.
BYE
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2004 25 May :: 5.55pm
:: Music: Trouble Breathing
Well I wasnt expecting that
Storms....what a great weekend with all the storms and little sleep.
I had a horrible day but the night looked up.
Now Im waiting for work in an hour and a half
I dont want to type
BYE
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2004 23 May :: 9.35pm
:: Mood: relaxed i guess
:: Music: Thunder
Today was good and now its over
ISS tomorrow...
Then work
BYE
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2004 23 May :: 12.22am
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: NFG- I dont wanna know
At least it was a good storm
I got awoken early. The usual person came over. We hung out and such.
Then work.
Work was okay. The clouds were so dark and I was the only one who wanted them around. I had a lot of my favorite customers. I guess a lady gave a compliment to my boss about me which was exciting.
So my mind was clear. Then I got home and went to my neighbors house. My parents were there and everyone was a tad drunk. They fed me and such. Then I went home and watched the storm.
I had a lot of vanilla sprite today.
The storm was awesome. It made me sad though. Usually they make me smile but I think I changed that. I still appriciate them.
Its gone now. Except for a few rumbles here and there.
I really want to talk right now. So I'll go to bed.
BYE
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2004 22 May :: 12.03am
:: Mood: feeling numb
:: Music: Something Corporate- Forget December
did you catch the oxymoron
So...lets start with yesturday
I had a okay day I guess. A lot went wrong but I dont remember much of it. I know I got sent to the guidence counselors. Its funny how Im the one who always gets sent. I got home and was in a pretty bad mood.
Work work work
and I wouldnt have it any other way...except for weekends
Today was okay. We watched a movie in music. Math was math like. Chemistry was fine. Studyhall was sleepy. Arbys and Gilatos with Sean then work.
Im going to go because Im feeling a bit too vulnerable to sit in front of the keyboard.
Oh yeah...Willy Grace is awEsome (thanks for the comment haha)
BYE
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