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2004 29 August :: 11.22pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: undecided
yup
Im still not in the mood to update but it is my duty to inform all of you people who dont care what I am or was doing.
So Friday I went to the fair with Sean and his family. We met up with Hillary, Bethany and Jay. We had a lot of fun. I introduced Sean to the Zipper and although he bumped his head a few times and felt quite sick afterwards, he liked it.
Saturday was kind of crappy
Today was crappy but then Sean and I went out to lunch and then I worked 2-8. Jay never called me so I figured he was busy. Im sure he had a good reason. Since that didnt go down, Sean and I went bowling, to taco bell, p and c , the school and then my parent dropped him off.
Thats that.
BYE
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2004 27 August :: 8.18am
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: Number One Fan- Come On
That better not be directed to me...
Yesturday I did nothing all day and then went to work...thats exciting.
Sean and I are going to the fair today with his family. We are going to meet up with Jay, Bethany and Hillary. Im really excited. Bethany, Hillary and I might have a sleepover too. I miss them a lot.
Last night I couldnt fall asleep til 1. Then I woke up at 5 and couldnt fall back to sleep until 6 where I slept until 7:30. And that equals about 5 and a half hours of sleep...then a late one tonight. Oh well...Its summer.
I have to get my hair cut and dyed on monday and then get my senior pictures on Tuesday.
Thats all....Im going to go look at college stuff since Im up.
BYE
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2004 24 August :: 10.42pm
:: Mood: in pain
:: Music: a song
Neverending
I saw Kendra today. It was cool.
Please Stop.
BYE
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2004 23 August :: 11.19pm
I hate myself
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2004 23 August :: 10.31am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: Cold- Suffocate
People are assholes and Im having a good day
Yestuday Sean and I went to DD for breakfast. We went to my work for icecream and Sean got to make his own. Then we came here and did nothing. We went to taco bell and I went to work.
I hate birds.
So today I dont know what the deal is.
Maybe I'll take a shower.
BYE
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2004 21 August :: 10.57pm
:: Mood: bipolar
:: Music: none
Adorandeck Chairs, Stars and the Big Baby
Horrible night, Chinese eyes, Lingering feeling this morning, and a happy ending.
Congrats to me...I snapped out of it with the help of my signifigant other. Knock on wood.
BYE
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2004 20 August :: 11.47pm
:: Mood: undecided
:: Music: you know...music
My ear keeps pumping
Today Sean and I had a combination breakfast containing McDonalds, Dunkin Donuts and Taco Bell. It ruled. We slept and played pitch. It was a fun day.
I went to work which was also fun.
Im home now.
Im going to the gym at 8 in the morning so I should start to sleep.
Yeah
BYE
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2004 20 August :: 9.45am
:: Mood: awEsome
:: Music: Dashboard Confessionals
P-Day and how much we rule.
So
We get to Lisas Aunts house around 9 on Tuesday night and she makes us steak salads which were awEsome. We go to this really scary grave yard...thing. Its like one huge pile of orphan children who were too poor for separate grave stones. It made me sad. We ended up on a golf course at like 10:30 and we almost got in trouble which was hillarious. Then we set our selfs up for a scary movie by walking down a dark wooded road making fun of scary movies and then mysteriously ending up in a BIG graveyard.
Then it was Warped Tour...which was sooooooooo much fun. I wont go into detail but it was just awEsome. We all had fun. I woke up Thursday morning with a sunburn and some very distinct aches and pains. We went to Darien Lake and because it wasnt a nice day out there were no lines. We got on everything so fast so it was awEsome. Front row seats on all the rollercoasters with Lauren. Candy apples....mmm. Dont forget about the Pirate piercing man. And 14 years old "How about me" kid. haha
So now Im home and my sunburn hurts pretty bad and I cant apply pressure to anything with my arms because they are dead. It was so great. I love P-Day. We needed that.
Today Sean and I are going to breakfast. Then we will go rollerblading with Lauren.
Then work.
BYE
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2004 17 August :: 10.11am
I am so glad Im getting away for 3 days
So I woke up and went nuts. This house is insane and its hard waking up to birds. They are very frusterating.
I took a shower.
Now Im going to work.
After work Im leaving for Buffalo with P-Day and Im not coming back until thursday late at night.
BYE
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2004 16 August :: 10.35am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: Armor for Sleep- Being your walls
I think I hate you now
So yesturday I went to the gym alone. Then my dad and I went to Subway and drove around until I had to work. I came home from work and went to Laurens for an hour. "WENCH!"...haha dont worry Lauren, I love you. So then I talked to Sean for awhile. Then Lisa for awhile. Then NightyNight.
So today Im supposed to go to the gym with Amy but it isnt looking too good. Lisa, James, Sean and I might go to the mall...Sean doesnt know this yet.
I dont work tonight so Im excited.
Work Schedule
Monday- NOPE
Tuesday- 11 to 4:30
Wednesday- WARPED TOUR
Thrusday- DARIEN LAKE
Friday- 4:30 to CL
Saturday- 7 to CL
Sunday- 4:30 to CL
And thats that.
BYE
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2004 14 August :: 11.05am
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: Eve 6- Friend of Mine
I <3 Lauren and Lisa
They make me happy.
Yesturday Sean and I hung out. We went to breakfast and back to his house. We were sitting on his porch playing cards when a bee bee flew by our heads and hit the siding. Yes, we were shot at! So Sean called the cops and it happened to be a babysitter across the street who did. She was "trying to hit a mailbox"....which was a totally different angle might I add. Oh well. So Lisa picked me up and we went to Wegmans to get our Darien Lake tickets. We also went to Ling Ling Buffet. We went on a rampage looking for a quality spiderman coloring book. Then I went to work and got out early. I went to Lisas house and had a sleepover with Lisa and Lauren. I got chased by 9 boys meeting up with them...it was scary. We tried using Nair wax which was also scary. I somehow got pressured into having my belly waxed. We ate greesy Uncle Chubbys and walked at like 1 in the morning. It was good fun. Im going to go get an application for Fresnos soon so I might get a winter job. Im going to need winter money, ya know? I have to work at 4:30 til close and it acctually looks like we might be busy tonight...imagine that! Sunday night Lauren and I are having a waxing party....wooo!
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2004 12 August :: 10.44pm
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: Red Hot Chili Peppers- Around the world
I hate the world
I had a really good day doing absolutely nothing. I downloaded some music and watched TV for once in my life. Sean and I went out to eat and then hung out until I had to work.
I feel kind of depressed right now. I dont feel like making another worthy journal entry complaining about the things that bother me but Im just bothered by people lately and today it just kind of hurts that some people can be so oblivious. Maybe its just me...I dont know.
Tomorrow Im hanging out with the only one I ever hang out with because everyone seems to have other things going. Dont worry... I dont mind my company.
After that I have to work.
This weekend is going to suck.
I wonder if Lauren will actually hang out with me on Sunday. Haha...I have faith.
BYE
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2004 11 August :: 1.28pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: Rooney- Im Shakin'
Pet Peeves
Today has been okay. I went to the gym this morning and almost barfed. After a week of not working out it actually makes a difference. I made it through it...Im just a bit tired now. I came home and made myself a HEALTHY lunch which consisted of a chicken sandwich on wheat bread, 100 calorie cheesenip pack, grapes and sparkling lemon water. Those new 100 calorie pack things are pretty good. My mom got me oreo, wheat thins, cheese nips and chocolate chip cookie ones.
I was talking to Sean last night about how I dont have many friends anymore because everyone seemed to change. There are things that have consumed almost everyone in our age group that just piss me off so Im going to list them and you can check off your symptoms as I go.
Ciggarettes- Okay Fags...It takes a complete moron to start smoking at this age. I understand if your parents do it...They got addicted long before they knew it was bad. Why would anyone start to smoke when they know that its just a death trap. Dont give me that "It releaves stress" shit or "It tastes good". Try out yoga...eat a popsicle. You have to be brain dead to smoke....no excuses.
Drinking and Smoking Pot- I can not say I am innocent with this catergorie but thanks to most the idiots my age Im totally turned off by it. Why is it that to be a teenager you have to drink or do drugs? Why do people find it so thrilling? Whats the deal? Do you enjoy making a fool out of yourself? Someone quite close to me told me how her and some friends were out drinking and getting high and then driving extremely fast down the road. Im sorry for making fun of you but come on...can you get any dumber. Why the hell would you hang out with someone who would put your life in danger like that. Say you are going to go smoke....do it in a house....not a speeding car. If you want to be an idiot, be a responsible idiot. Im so glad I grew out of it.
Stealing- This one just kills me. Why is it that everyone surrounding me has a job, makes money, goes to the mall and steals. You cheap piece of shit....BUY IT. Why do you think kids have this horrible reputation? Dont bitch at me when your getting stared at by the store manager because you're a teenager...its your own goddamn fault. Maybe if you were poor and you went to a grocery store and stole a can of beans Id understand but if you are stealing $5 earings or whatever else then you are nothing but a scumbag. Im so glad I got out of that stage YEARS AGO.
When it comes down to it, its nothing but a maturity thing. Im not saying that anyone, including myself, is perfect but if you actually use your brain its common sense.
It isnt that difficult...
And Im done...I feel much better now.
Sorry to whom I offend...no Im not
BYE
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2004 10 August :: 1.42pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Closure- Lie to me
Ugg
So this is an early and uncomplete update for the day.
I woke up...cleaned my room and bathroom. Slept. Helped my mom put pointless objects in the kitchen. And now Im here. I wanted to go to the gym but im too tired. Sean is coming over in an hour. Then I work at 7.
So this is a pointless rant for pointless objects.
Im a very simple person I think. I dont take much to please. I hate a lot of technology although it consumes my everyday life and yours too. I hate materialism even though I have more than enough things I dont use. I dont understand some things and why they are bought. Why did my parents go out and buy this really expensive kitchen table just to eat on. Why did my mom go out and buy table mats that you cant even wash or eat on. Why do we have cloth napkins that will hold stains? Why would anyone want to waste their money on things so worthless? Id eat on a f-ing floor and be satisfied. Its like those goddamn throwpillows on beds that you set on the floor everynight. Maybe Im just being stupid but how many of you can find a better way to spend $2000? I sure as hell know I could.
I hate sounding selfish but it seems like now that Im leaving in a year my parents want to make the house over just like their relationship. Why are they trying to make things right when Im leaving. Make me miserable for 17 years and then decide its time to try? My dad all of a sudden has this money flying out of his butthole right into my moms pocket and shes buying stupid household things that arent even usful.
"hey mom, what are you doing with this?"
"i dont know but isnt it cute?!"
I should be semi thankful for this because its gotten me a car, drivers ed, clothes and trip money, so on and so forth. I dont mean to be selfish at all. I just dont understand.
Oh well...
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2004 9 August :: 11.56pm
:: Mood: ha ... im not telling
:: Music: Yellowcard- Drifting
la de daaa im so hyper slash exhausted
So today was fun. I didnt wake up to my alarm for once in my life....I slept for 12 hours and was still exhausted. So Sean called and woke me up. I drove him and my mom to target. We came back to my house and did nothing and then sat outside of his house for 4 hours with the dog. We then went to Putt Putt and tied the game with a 55 each. We got wendys and went back to his house and did nothing. I love doing nothing.
my work schedule is as follows:
Tuesday 7-cl
Wednesday 3-930
Thursday 7-cl
Friday 7-cl
Saturday 4:30-cl
Sunday 2-7
Yes, 6 days this week. Its okay, I need the money...well I dont need money now but Im sure down the road it'll come in handy.
Well thats about it.
I dont even care anymore...Ive been driven into the ground and gotten used to the rocks, sticks and bugs.
There is a point in time when you just need to open your eyes and realize that this is the way things are and this is how itll be. After you realize this you need to learn a way to work around it. Im done dwelling on something that isnt coming. You should try it.
Haha I dont care how corny that sounds.
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I feel loving tonight.
BYE
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