today was a really good day. no reason...just everyone was happy and I dont know...I guess it made me happy to see everyone laughing and such.
and the guys sure looked mad sexy in there camo...hehe...*sly grin* i was getting sexually harassed today by lots of people...lol. it was strange...maybe i had a sign on my back that said sexually harass stacy...hmmm....*wonders* anyways...i hope i have more good days like this...i got...21 hugs today...yes i counted...it makes me feel special.

come back kelly...i miss you dearly.

well im bored so i figured why not entertain myself with yet another pointless entry. today was good...i guess. i got signed out of 3rd hour to get my eyes tested cuz for some damn reason i failed the eye test last year...meh. i had to go to beach for the test....around all those little kids...it made me feel tall! *smiles* wow...im such a loser. anyways...im reeaallly bored. did i mention that...aww well. i think someone should have a party this weekend...i missed the last one...and partys are fun...so yeah. ok im done...comment...give me something to read..plleeeaassseeeee.

holy fucking hell...people fighting AGAIN! gah...im about to leave...it hurts me to see people fighting all the time...not that, that matters at all...get along...its not that fucking difficult. quit acting like children and calling eachother names. fucking get over it. god.

*note the amount of anger*

on another note...my life blows.

i cant sleep..its like the next day..woah. red flannel was not as fun as i expected it to be...but it was better than sitting at home. the parade sucked major ass...it was so damn boring...except for watching the people get hit by marshmallows. yeeaahh. i finally got to see wylee...that made me happy. *smiles* it seemed as if the circle really wasnt all together...i kinda just drifted off from time to time..no one cared..dont say you did, i dont need to hear lies. yup. anyways kevin brought us to mcdonalds than we went to his house to play pool and such. yeah, that was fun. now im home...erikas here...were entertaining ourselves..its fun. its amazing how no one even tries to get to know erika...they just figure "she doesnt dress like us, so lets not talk to her" psshhh...whatever. meh. i guess im rethinking where im gonna spend most of my time. yeeaahhh.

oh i forgot to update friday...well it was oh so interesting...i received a letter from Nikki saying how much of a bad friend i am, and how i dont stick up for her and blah blah no one cares...and than later in the day i hear shes been telling everyone shes gonna "punch my face in" than i confront her after school and did she hit me....no. i hate when people talk shit and dont do anything. gah. anyways enough of my ramblings. bye ya'll.

i was cleaning out my messenger bag and guess what I found...a pixy stick!! It made me smile...hehe.

im sucha dork.

mmm...

yesterday was fun...some of us hung out in the park. i was so cold tho. sorry about being in a bad mood at the last part of the night...i just wasnt happy...had a lot going through my mind...so im sorry. i got home last night...and i was trying to get my toes from being numb...anyways...my mom is yelling at me because i wouldnt get my dad a glass of ice water, because I JUST walked in the door. i was trying to get out of my wet clothes...so than she comes and yells at me, tells me shes sick of my attitude and that im grounded and cant go to red flannel...than my dad stomps out of his room and gets his water, while swearing at me. so im grounded because i didnt get my dad a glass of ice water as soon as i get home. i hate my parents. they think im some terrable kid...yeah whatever. well my mom is letting me go to red flannel, but shes being stupid about it. and im still grounded. meh. today will be good i hope. it better not rain. well see ya'll there, you better try and find me. yeah.

I wish i could move out of this house, I hate everyone here.

not one of my best but im gonna post it anyways...
Go on and ignore me each day just like you always do. your tearing apart your heart...hope you know your tearing apart mine too.

I hope the next time you fall for a girl you fall so hard your heart breaks. All the letters you wrote and the countless times you said "I love you"...good to know it was all fake.

I ignored your corny lines and your idea of being in love I just didnt want to cut you deep and cause you to bleed. I blinded myself, went on each minute of the day thinking I really wanted you, your everything I'll never need.

I guess its ok I cried myself to sleep because of your harsh words...reality was just too much. It was pathetic, all I needed was your touch.

Getting to know people like you is what i fear. I hope i caused each and every tear.

I hope I never come across you again, this is the end. Yet another letter left I'll never send.

today was good. this whole week has been...im just strangely happy lately...its nice. *sigh..I love Smile Empty Soul...check em out, their grand. anywaaayyyssss....im really bored...like usual. its fucking snowing...i hate snow...so much..it can like die. yes thats right, it can die. i dont know about friday...we should all still hang out..but somewheres warm...i am not gonna sit in the park and freeze to death...so think of a place people! well yes, enough of my ramblings...

well today was good...not as good as yesterday but good. i got my id...ah ha ha...my picture sucks, but i must admit its better than last years...*sighs...I want all you peoples pictures when you get them back...so give me one...ALL of you! i got my progress report...no F's...wooo...that makes me happy. although i am now failing social studies but mommy doesnt know that, hehehe. i guess im hanging out at the park friday...leave a comment if your going...well im gonna go, later ya'll.

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Moderate
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	High
Level 7 (Violent)	Moderate
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	High

Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test

mmmmm.....cheeze nips....mmmm

today was a good day. yup. pixy sticks (cant spell it) are grand. i was making little freshamn do work for me by giving them pixy sticks...im soooooo brilliant!!! hehe. now theres blue sugar in my bag cuz a damn pixy stick opened up in it...*shrugs

*wonders if people appreciate my suprise hugs* yeah im bored. thats why im talking about nothing....yup...ok...yeeeeeaaaaahhhhhh.

soooo much drama going on in the circle....

someone save the drama queens from making anymore dramatized statements...for their own good.....

if anyone hates me, i give you the right to say so...it seems everyones being honest so its my turn.....uh....im at a loss of words...*shrugs...I'll be honest later...

yeah...later.

its raining...i love it. i would go play in it, but its so cold and well im lazy. i have been thinking a lot lately...so heres what i have been thinking...

i was just thinking about how much i miss people from not seeing them for just one day. it worries me because i dont ever want to lose touch with anyone, ever. i love the people i talk to every day. getting hugs from them are one of the few things that keep me alive. i love hugs...it just makes living life worth it. i get to throw my arms around the guys stomachs, since im so short, heh and while the girls hug me, they say they love me. it makes me smile. i hope that moment for them is just as special as i treat it. each one of my friends makes me smile in a different way. i cant imagine life without them. i love all of you...im so thankful you took the time to get to know me. (directed towards the circle crowd)

and id like to thank erika, kevin, becky, and brandi for being here for me. i have put all you through a lot of shit. as i changed through the year, you have stayed there. most people would walk away, you havent. that means more than you will know. i love you guys. you kept me alive through my weakest moments. please know that. please dont ever leave me.

and jake...i think im making the right move. i hope you agree. erasing you from my life, will soon erase you from my thoughts. i have no hatred towards you. i just think its best we just stop before it ends up hurting either of us more.

sorry its so long, these things just needed to be said.

*yawn* im sooooo tired. well after school I get to go to my grandmas! yay, im just so exctied *note the extreme amount of sarcasm used. its bad enough I cant go to brads, but than I have to go to my grandmas....*smashes head against wall. there better be another time to hang out with the circle soon...since i cant go, i hope all you kids have fun. well i better be off, gotta go get ready.

i really needed it to be a good day...and it was! for once im happy. it feels nice. theres not really much to say, so im gonna go. hope ya'll had a good day.

..oh and brad thanks, that made me very happy. *smiles

err...I guess my bad mood from last night rubbed off to this morning. ah well, im gonna try my hardest to be happy. when i see my friends, i'll be good, i need lots of hugs today....I have a feeling a few people are pissed off at me..hmmm whys that oh because they are *shrugs...

its too early.

im clean! yaaay. heh...im such a dork. i am still sore, gah. i can barely walk, i think my ribs are like bruised because even when I laugh my stomach hurts...damn guys, there so rough. I have so many bruises, it looks like I have been beat...hehe. excuse my ramblings, im just keeping from writing my essay for lit. i like fire...yum. it was enjoyable last night. i miss everyone. it seems the only time im not sad is when im with my friends. i wish more of the guys would have stayed in the tent, lol. if we would have known jennys mom didnt care we could have had them stay...damnit. ok, enough of my pointless writings, I'll leave you with a song.

Your Own Disaster-TBS

Just think of this and me
as just a few of many things
to lie around
to clutter up your shelves
And I wish you weren't worth the wait
because there's some thing's
I'd like to say to you...

I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing
Cuz I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing

I dare you to forget
those marks you left
across my neck
from those nights when we were both
found at our best
I could make this obvious,
And you could deny me
and in one breath
you could shrug me off
your shoulders...

I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing
Cuz I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing

Hey, lush, have fun
It's the weekend
Hey, lush, have fun

Hey, lush, have fun
It's the weekend
Hey, lush, have fun

I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing
I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing

Just forget me
it's that simple
Just forget me
it's that simple

i just got home from jennys. i am so sore and DIRTY! lol. freaking tent...im still frozen (apparently I say frozen weird) hehe. Anyways that party was so much fun. I really needed to just hang out and have fun. I got to know some people better, so im happy. We have to have partys more often. well im sooo fucking tired and dirty so im taking a shower and going to bed...heh. talk to ya'll later. *hugs all the dear circle people*

mmmmm.....cold pizza hut pizza...so damn good. (haha kelly, take that)! hehe. anyways i just got back from my grandmas awhile ago, wooo. i got the new thursday and saves the day cd so im happy! im waiting for it to be 6:00 so i can go to jennys party, im dying of boredom. well once again theres no reason im updating, just bored. bye.