I wanted to believe in all the words I was speaking, as we moved together in the dark. And all the friends that I was telling. And all the playful misspellings. And every bite I gave you left a mark. Tiny vessels oozed into your neck, and formed the bruises that you said you didn't want to fade, but they did, and so did I, that day.

 

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jayzulla

:: 2007 26 March :: 5.38pm

My sneak skill is > yours.

3 kids | you worry too much


rayray

:: 2007 25 March :: 7.46pm

I got a bonus from work on friday.
Got it, spent it, wish I still had it.
Did my taxes, finally.
Went tanning.
Can't wait until I go again tomorrow.
Did my womanly duties around the house. (Cleaning)
Watched the Departed, and Harsh Times.
Tonight is a night for Desperate Housewives and Rocky Balboa.
Ooh, and I don't have to sleep alone tonight.

1 kid | you worry too much


jayzulla

:: 2007 25 March :: 3.57pm

Standing out with the tshirt on, playing fetch with the German Sheperds, just bullshitting with the guys. I love not having snow to ruin everything. Oh yeah, looking at these nice obediant dogs, that would do anything for their master. It got the gears turning in a way that would violate probation. That shit would be hardcore.

Edit: Me Bizz and Triple are the next Beastie Boys.

Edit: Spit up blood again, throat is so damn raw.

9 kids | you worry too much


fishyrere

:: 2007 24 March :: 1.59pm

oh update. yeah. well i'm at autumn's house right now chillin with my girls. we have a good time. justin called me last night and told me the rocket summer is coming to michigan. we might go. that would rock because the rocket summer is bombtastic.
prom is coming up. i need to find a dress. one that matches a zoot suit. but i don't want a flapper dress. its gonna be a fun time finding something. is it crap that i have to match him? ah well. zoot suits are really cool and now we can swing fairly good so we'll have a good time.

2 kids | you worry too much


jayzulla

:: 2007 24 March :: 2.02pm

Three Six Mafia, Kanye West, Project Pat. Side 2 Side remix = amazing

you worry too much


joeydomina

:: 2007 23 March :: 11.27am

Hover mouse and other comp accessories
I'm not sure if these are real but it would be cool for some but bad for others for these certain items for pc gamers. (joe)

http://www.crazypc.com/other/misc/hovermouse.htm

http://www.crazypc.com/other/misc/lanpotty.htm

http://www.crazypc.com/products/8177.html

4 kids | you worry too much


jayzulla

:: 2007 22 March :: 4.54pm

Tomorrow. Get out of work, wait until best buy opens. Get the new Three Six Mafia and Bob Seger cds, and possibly the old Atmosphere cd. After that, dont know. Seems like the plans i had arnt going to work out, which makes me want to fucking puke. Oh, people who think that rain is a wheather condition in which you must slow down to 10 under the speed limit on the highway need to fucking die. Learn how to handle the elements, or buy a car that fits the state you live in. Jackasses. OMG ITS WATER, HIT THE BREAKS AHHHHHH. I hope the fleas from a million camels infested your pubic area.

3 kids | you worry too much


jayzulla

:: 2007 21 March :: 7.18pm

Just curious, is it ironic when i make references towards god, or say amen even though i dont believe? anyone?

2 kids | you worry too much


jayzulla

:: 2007 20 March :: 7.44pm

Haha. Fuck the police. 29 or so state officers are getting laid off. Dumb bitch of a govener. Heres the rational.

Lets buy brand spankin new Dodge Chargers for the state cops.

Lets cut 29 state cops from the budget.

How can you argue against that hypocricy.

I want one of those Chargers.

7 kids | you worry too much


jayzulla

:: 2007 20 March :: 4.59pm

I just want everybody to remember that almost every war ever fought has been because of politics, or religion. What ever happened to being an idealist?

Edit: If you're going to be a figurehead for global warming, i want to see windmills or solar panels all over your estate. Call it a little much, but dont make a movie and then fly under the radar. Perhaps if that happens you'll get a nobel peace prize and get more free plublicity.

Also, I sedomly get involved in politics so dont judge me, and dont label me. Its always abot whos right and whos wrong, and never about what really matters.

you worry too much


snowman

:: 2007 20 March :: 11.37am

you want a rant???

well look else where!

you worry too much


jayzulla

:: 2007 19 March :: 6.35pm
:: Music: RATM - Calm like a bomb

Ranting
Im curious. Why is America sending aid to Africa for AIDS relief, and why do I always see commercials for sending money to help countries children that many of us will never visit in our life time. Our own countrymen should be first, not some other backwater country. America started out as a shit country, and we fought our way to the top of worlds food chain. Why are we so concerned with other countries poor and sick, but not our own? we should be helped our own poor and sick before aid for other countries should ever even be considered. Hypocritical at best, in my opinion. I know that it "makes the world a better place", however before we make the world a better place, we should make our homeland one. Dont get me wrong, no child should go without food or medicine, but i care more for an american child then anyother child. Our country has its slums, and its hoods that arent that far off from some tree hut (not ment to be racial, but realistic) villages in Africa. Im not speaking about bums either, bums can burn in hell. Most bums put themselves in the path that their own, however some are born into it. Im talking about the families that use the same shoes and clothes for periods of time that would make most of us cringe. The hard working families that get payed shit, and have to support 2 kids on top of rent, utilites, and food. The families that live in roach infested apartments that were like that years before they even thought about moving into it. Some people dont choose the situation their put into, but they deal with it. They soldier on without anything to look forward to except that maybe their kids will graduate high school, and get a decent job. America needs to return to isolationism. We need to care about ourselves, and our countrymen. Our forefathers worked hard to establish us into one of the greatest, if not the greatest nation the world has ever seen. Yet, people choose to ignore that we have our flaws, and never want to face reality. If you're going to post and belittle my opinion, ill hold my dick straight up and let you caress my balls with your tounge, understand?

9 kids | you worry too much


jayzulla

:: 2007 19 March :: 4.04pm
:: Music: Pink Floyd - Wish you were here

Two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl
Midori Melon
Absolut Citron
Sprite
=
Antifreeze

Might try this this weekend, sounds good.
Four more days left of work. 2 days of doing nothing. Rinse, repeat.

Edit: "Here is something you cant understand, how i could just, killa man!"

5 kids | you worry too much


sugarjackj

:: 2007 18 March :: 10.51pm


Stabby Rip Stab Stab


you worry too much


jayzulla

:: 2007 18 March :: 7.03pm

You know what I think? It doesnt matter what I think because you're all set in your ways you're to stupid to listen.

Note: This is not directed towards anyways my age or older, you're all in the clear.

Laugh, fucking kids these days. Buncha punks

Edit : Certain people should not put such things like asking if i want to buy pot from them on fucking woohu. Jesus kid, common sense keeps you out of a lot of trouble. Im looking out for you, dont want to see you get into trouble man.

4 kids | you worry too much


rayray

:: 2007 17 March :: 9.38pm

You want a rant? I'll give you a rant.
For the record, I don't do drugs.
Drugs are not the reason for my increased weight loss.
I haven't ever done drugs. I have no intention of ever doing drugs.
And Mike doesn't do them either.
I wouldn't date someone who does drugs because they make me uncomfortable, and it's not something that I want to be a part of my life.
If you really knew me, you'd know that.
The reason I have limited my friends to a few, is because a lot of the time they only want me to come party with them.
I'm not a big 'i like to party' kind of person.
Plus, during the week, I don't feel like doing shit, because I have to get up at 4:30 every morning.
And for a person that needs atleast 8 hours of sleep a night my days are cut short.
My weekends consist of me sharing a vehicle.
It sucks, trust me.
But I don't see any of you making an effort to come my way.
God for bid you drive to come see me.
It won't kill you.
You don't like my boyfriend, and there are various reasons, some of them I know, but I am dying to hear all of them.

He doesn't hold me captive.
He doesn't control me.
I make my own decisions.
And if anyone gets treated like shit, it's him.
I am a total jack-ass.

I don't see why I get so pissed about stuff like this, when I shouldn't have to justify myself.
I shouldn't make my decisions based on what makes you guys happy.
The only person that has been supportive of my being with Mike, is Carley.
And I thank her for that.

You all amaze me.

10 kids | you worry too much


rayray

:: 2007 17 March :: 2.03pm

I didn't think one human could experience so many emotions
Yesterday was cram packed full of not being home.
I went to Rockford to donate blood, but my iron was too low.
One percentage.
I then traveled home to change my shirt and shoes, and on the road i was again.
Micki and I went to Wal-mart to get my eyebrows waxed and then we went to howard city.
We had plans to go to the movies, but that quickly changed when we felt like watching the Matrix Trilogy.
So we went and got them from my dad, and ended up watching tv for like 3 hours.
So then we came back here and I fell asleep and she left sometime.. haha
Oooh, and I got checked out by 3 weirdo's at the gas station.
Now I sit here eating my subway wishing I had KFC mac & cheese.

Next weekend is Hotel in Lansing.
I'm excited about that!

4 kids | you worry too much


jayzulla

:: 2007 17 March :: 11.52am

I hurt in ways i didnt think i could. my arms are mashed up, my leg hurts, and clutch was fucking awesome. so was the after party.

3 kids | you worry too much


tuwang

:: 2007 15 March :: 3.04pm

humans are the most frustrating and mind boggeling creatures on earth

1 kid | you worry too much


sugarjackj

:: 2007 15 March :: 3.04pm

4/3 IS hard...

Jon was doing it wasted, and I still couldent do it sober.....


Its funny, Josh, Jon, Sarah, Tom and Walter get drunk like every night.
I sat back and watched them. It was funny. Not being an idiot for once...


And I wanted to punch my roomate in the head this morning.

1 kid | you worry too much


jayzulla

:: 2007 14 March :: 7.21pm
:: Music: Three Six Mafia - Stay fly remix

Yeah, so after Clutch, were all going to my brothers and getting are party on. Clutch and beers. Fuckin' right doggy

you worry too much


jayzulla

:: 2007 14 March :: 5.07pm
:: Music: Clutch - 24 Earth years

this song is teech.

I don't know, but I've been told I'm about twenty-four Earth years old.
and come my next birthday it'll be a quarter century.
I don't know, but I have heard a gnome from the old world say these words,
"Take a look what the cat dragged in; a red woodpecker and two of my kin."
Back in 1980, we played the AD&D.
That game was harder than the Elfstones of Shanara.
My character was baffling, a druid, wizard, halfling.
On top of that he was master of psionic powers.
Bring on the hordes, we have the sword
that smote the Goblin of Gygaxnor.
Pray that the sisters name us as victors
of the twenty sided die.
I don't know, but I've been told I'm about twenty-four Earth years old.
and come my next birthday it'll be a quarter century.
I don't know, but I have heard a gnome from the old world say these words,
"Take a look what the cat dragged in; a dead woodpecker and two of my kin."
Long ago in Middle Earth
a man could measure all his worth
by his blade and by his staff,
and by the runes on his epitaph.
Go mount your horse and ride up north
to seek the Baron of the Frozen Berg.
Ask for assistance in the resistance
of the twenty sided die.
I don't know, but I've been told I'm about twenty-four Earth years old.
and come my next birthday it'll be a quarter century.
I don't know, but I have heard a gnome from the old world say these words,
"Take a look what the cat dragged in; a dead woodpecker and two of my kin."
Saw Mazes and Monsters, Tom Hanks completely bonkers.
He spoke what he doth speaketh in Elizabethan.
Sad lad, he really couldn't handle starting from scratch on the very first level
But he died the death of a warrior.
A legend grows yearly by way of a local song.
The bishop and castle move in defense of pawns.
I'm rolling, I'm tumbling a twenty sided die.
A legend grows yearly by way of local song.
I don't know, but I've been told I'm about twenty-four Earth years old.
and come my next birthday it'll be a quarter century.
I don't know, but I have heard a gnome from the old world say these words,
"Take a look what the cat dragged in; a dead woodpecker and two of my kin

edit : definitions of gangster words some of you snowflakes (laugh) dont know.
gaup - large some of money
cush - killer dro
gush - female secretion

6 kids | you worry too much


jayzulla

:: 2007 13 March :: 8.26pm

A black plastic bag in the back of a jacked up ford.

9 kids | you worry too much


jayzulla

:: 2007 12 March :: 8.05pm

This summer is going to be sooooo teech its unfathomable. I might go to Bona Ru to see Clutch, Damien Marley, Tool, and like 45 other bands. Parties are going to be so easy to start, thank b-unit.

Another note, weed smokin is done for awhile, perhaps forever. who knows.

4 kids | you worry too much


rayray

:: 2007 10 March :: 11.46pm

Because I make everyone angry, I cause arguments that don't need to be started and people assume way too much out of one simple statement I will hardly ever update anymore.

There, done.

4 kids | you worry too much


rayray

:: 2007 9 March :: 4.55pm

So apparently I must explain the whole being punched in the face story.
Let me start by saying, it was an ACCIDENT!
We wrestle. It happens. Not the first time I've caught a fist to the jaw or anything like that.
He doesn't do it intentionally.
I try to be all ninja swift and lets face it, Im not.
MIKE DID NOT PURPOSELY HIT ME.
Is that spelled out enough?
He won't hit me intentionally.
I promise.
If he did, I'd hit him back and leave him.

So please, don't leave me drunken voicemails saying you're going to kill him and burry him somewhere.
I get that you're concerned.

1 kid | you worry too much


jayzulla

:: 2007 9 March :: 3.14pm

Star Theatre, 7:40pm for 300 kiddies. I need a pick me up.

you worry too much


sugarjackj

:: 2007 9 March :: 9.34am

Everyone has Clutch tickets but me...


If you really want to buy be a ticket you can. I swear, it would be alright with me.



4 kids | you worry too much


rayray

:: 2007 7 March :: 7.09pm

I took a punch in the face today.
All I got was a fat lip, and some blood.
No biggy. Nothing I can't handle.
It's going on 2 weeks that I haven't talked to my mother.
My dad got hurt at work yesterday.
I got my glasses back.
I might be getting transfered to Rockford.
Greenville sucks the big anus.
That about wraps up all the details of my life.

11 kids | you worry too much


sugarjackj

:: 2007 7 March :: 1.14pm

familyrobinson16 (1:10:53 PM): walter!!
saxybssn06 (1:11:05 PM): hi
saxybssn06 (1:11:13 PM): how art thou my divine jackie?
familyrobinson16 (1:11:29 PM): always amazing
familyrobinson16 (1:11:31 PM): duh

I swear, if it werent for my gay friends, i would have no friends at all.

4 kids | you worry too much

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