I wanted to believe in all the words I was speaking, as we moved together in the dark. And all the friends that I was telling. And all the playful misspellings. And every bite I gave you left a mark. Tiny vessels oozed into your neck, and formed the bruises that you said you didn't want to fade, but they did, and so did I, that day.

 

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tuwang

:: 2006 22 September :: 9.14am

So I did the annual read through all of woohu thing... yeah whatever...

I was talking with a friend of mine named Patrick the other day about a mutual friend named Dilshod. He had this wierd change over the summer from kind of a geeky chemical engineer to an abrasive seth green-esque wegro. We decided that the reason he acts like he does ( he's got this urban ukrainian thing is going on, thinks he's a girl magnet because he has an accent, claims he's a model, etc... ) is because somewhere during the summer he found out that as a human being he has the potential to be cool...

Which he does, he's a really fun guy, he's always ready to go do anything. But it's become annoying to an extent that it makes me depressed watching him. That sounds really awful and conceded but it's like watching a train wreck when he talks to women.

Plus he's always trying to pick up the drunk sleezy ones...

During this duscussion I said out loud to patrick, " god knows I never went through that phase"... which ofcourse is completely untrue. Being that I didn't remember it, I decided to check the only chronologue of my life that is semi in depth, and that is woohu. So I checked it, and low and behold, I was annoying and abrasive for looks too. fuck me man.

Thank you andy, for making all those forgettable moments stick in our heads and slowly eat us away...

and for stealing all my friends...

4 kids | you worry too much


tuwang

:: 2006 20 September :: 7.23pm

the good old days
Pick a BAND and answer with LYRICS

Band :: The Strokes
Are you male or female :: was an honest man
Describe yourself :: is this it?
How do some people feel about you :: he wants it easy, he wants to relax, he says I can do other things but I can't do that, 2 steps forward and 3 steps back...
How do you feel about yourself :: I can't think cuz I'm just way too tired..
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend :: the room is on fire, and she's fixing her hair/ watch her as she wipes her eyes, you don't make me sorry, now I know, that you never listened listened
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend :: Meet me in the bathroom
Describe where you want to be :: so you think things move pretty fast out here, well just wait my friend, till you look out there...
Describe what you want to be :: I want to be forgotten, and I don't want to be reminded
Describe how you live :: Friday nights have been lonely, we can go and get 40s , fuck the way to the party
Describe how you love :: Can't you see I'm tryin? I dont even like it, I just lied to get to your apartment, now I'm stayin there just for awhile
Share a few words of wisdom :: THe end has no end

2 kids | you worry too much


allyson

:: 2006 20 September :: 2.05pm

Well, a lot more has happened since I last wrote. I havn't been keeping up on this obviously but I'm going to try to more.

The cells have upgraded again and we will decide on November 8th if we will go ahead with the surgery to remove the lower portion of my uterus.

For those of you who didn't know, Jared and I planned to start a family of our own at the end of october. So, it looks like that probably won't be happening. I cried.. it was pathetic.

Over the course of two months Morgan's mother and I had been talking. Well that ended. Yesturday at that. Supposidly we're too much of a "great family" for her to handle talking to us. It makes her feel like a "bad mother". How pathetic is that. Oh, she says that she can't deal with us anymore and she's going to talk to friend of the court. About what... we already have scheduled times when we see her and who gets her on holidays... she's just jealous is what everyone is saying.

4 kids | you worry too much


liz

:: 2006 18 September :: 11.08am

yay gilmore girls, sugar cookies, and cleanliness.

1 kid | you worry too much


stinko

:: 2006 18 September :: 8.36am

im sick of getting up before the sun every single day . . .

2 kids | you worry too much


rayray

:: 2006 26 September :: 5.49pm

Awwwwe.. Im still alive.. Imagine that..
Things are fine.
Work sucks.
Mike and I are doing very well.
Getting out of debt slowly but surely.
I miss Carley.
My dad bought me a mobile memory card reader!
And he bought himself a new digital camera..
Anyway.. this is my sad update..

2 kids | you worry too much


snowman

:: 2006 14 September :: 9.36am

permant injuries...

2 kids | you worry too much


Tuwang

:: 2006 12 September :: 6.42pm

I think Kid A just about sums it up

edit: I mean the whole thing

2 kids | you worry too much


miniredhawk

:: 2006 10 September :: 6.23pm

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5 Years. They may have fallen. But they still stand high in our hearts.

1 kid | you worry too much


rayray

:: 2006 10 September :: 2.38pm

Work is fine.
I worked quite a bit last week.
Too much for the 4 days I had to work.
But I need the money.
Mike goes back on first shift starting monday.
Pretty excited about that.
Yesterday we went and watched his daughter cheer at her brothers football game.
It was sooooo cold.
And rocket football cheerleaders are annoying.
I hate cheerleaders in general.

Hopefully I will have money soon to get my internet turned back on.
Perhaps Mike will pitch in next week.

Anyway just thought that I would update.
Im at my mothers house right now.
I made her come get me because I didnt feel like sitting at home all alone while Mike went to Sheridan to work on his car.
I was invited to go, but I didnt feel like it considering Paula and I talked forever yesterday.
And it's just weird.
But yeah....

you worry too much


tails

:: 2006 9 September :: 1.38am
:: Music: Gone Going - Black Eyed Peas

Down And Out
When we give up and fall down
When we run out and give up
Everything ends up with us giving up?
Everything Ends up...UP
so thats a plus right?

I think so. Everything we do ends up being a positive statement on our record. Which we all seem so god damn concerned with. I think we all should just slow down a little bit. like me as well hardcore. Everyone is trying to accomplish things that they dont really want to. just because they feel like they are running out of time to do so. TAKE YOUR FUCKING TIME. we are going to be around for a LEAST another 60 years. so lets fucking use that time to take things slow and do what we want. dont work too hard. and dont spend too much time day dreaming. but do make time for laying in the grass and pretending the clouds are still magical. hug the warm air and play in the snow after dancing in the rain. just have fun. Slow down. and shut up most of all lol. *hugs* just something to think about.

6 kids | you worry too much


stinko

:: 2006 6 September :: 10.44am

so today is the second day of school for me. although yesterday i only went to one class that lasted a mere hour and then i went home and sort of slept until i had to work.
i am sitting in the computer lab waiting for 11:30 to roll around. i thought about reading while i wait and again while i wait later for robby to get out of his class, but instead i called casey and told her she needed to hang out with me. i mean, reading on your second day back is just not right. i don't want people to think that i want to be here. seriously. i'm only here for the hot chicks . . .

3 kids | you worry too much


Kate

:: 2006 6 September :: 3.37pm

My literature teacher is a polish Mrs. Dolbee!

1 kid | you worry too much


Kate

:: 2006 4 September :: 1.27pm
:: Mood: content

http://public.fotki.com/Kate-in-Poland/
If you would like to see my life in Poland, go here periodically: http://public.fotki.com/Kate-in-Poland/ There is also a journal there that you can read about my life too. I probably won't update that much, but check now and then. I'd update this, but I think it's easier to just keep it all together on that site.

you worry too much


rayray

:: 2006 2 September :: 9.49pm

So here is the update on my current situation.

Mike and I are doing fine.
Better than fine actually.
Since thursday I have been playing doctor.
He fell from the top of the stairs at my apartment, head first all the way down, into the door.
Screwed up ankle, goose egg on the noggin.
His uncle borrowed his bike, let Scotty drive it, and crashed it.
Bike = Totalled.
Im still in a financial rut.
I need a new place to live here soon.
Something cheap.
Around Greenville/Sheridan.
And Nazi free.
My internet got shut off.
Lack of money to pay the bill.

I miss my boyfriend right now.
But I'm spending quality time with my sister & brother-in-law.
As well as my dad.

What is new with you kids?

you worry too much


joeydomina

:: 2006 1 September :: 10.56pm

i am getting a jeep wrangler and guess what it will eventually look like


stupid i know but ha eff all you

2 kids | you worry too much


Tuwang

:: 2006 31 August :: 4.57pm

ooohhh kevin... you got sum splainin to do!

2 kids | you worry too much


rayray

:: 2006 31 August :: 8.39pm
:: Mood: Exhausted.
:: Music: Better Than Me - Hinder

Sometimes you just have to hang on and hope you don't fall off.
Things are so chaotic right now.
I mean big cluster-fuck of a mess.
Not sure how it happened.
I hate being in a financial rut.
Hopefully I will be out of it soon now that I have a job.
They keep uping our hourly rate at work, and then get pissed when we can't meet it.
Sorry 'bout your luck you dumb bastards, but when you stick a new person or two over there every two days, rate won't be met.
Especially when the new people have never even done the line, or worked in a factory before.

Tomorrow my brother leaves to go back to college.
And I never did make it over there this week to go see him.
My sister and brother-in-law are coming up this weekend.
Atleast that is what I heard through the grapevine.

My landlord is a nazi.
But atleast she's letting me pay a little bit each week until I get caught up.
Oh yay.. They are doing fire-extinguisher/smoke alarm inspections the 7th of September..
I guess I better put the battery back in one of the alarms and put back on the ceiling.

I love my boyfriend.
And Brianna hasn't updated or commented in awhile.
I hope everything is alright with her and the baby.

4 kids | you worry too much


sugarjackj

:: 2006 30 August :: 3.36pm



Awww Preston is cute.


you worry too much


fishyrere

:: 2006 30 August :: 3.05pm

1. AP Lit- Dolbee
2. Chem- Vree
3. BMMT 2- Hansen
4. Business Law 1- Plain
5. Bible as in Lit- Olsen

Looking forward to my senior year.

~Re~

you worry too much


empath

:: 2006 29 August :: 11.20am

I'm here. I'm gone. I've moved into my house in Kzoo. It's nothing exciting at this point. I just got a job at Bob Evans down here and I start Friday. I'm coming to G.Rap. tomorrow night to go clubbing, tentatively. There are many things that I meant to accomplish before I left my hometown that never got done. Ah well. I will see you all again soon.

1 kid | you worry too much


joeydomina

:: 2006 29 August :: 10.21am

work is great i just think i've lost the purpose to go. 56 hours this week....yay for me :(....then i dont get to see her on the weekend so all i want to do is spend 3 hours with her before i go to work and i cant even do that.

you worry too much


Kate

:: 2006 27 August :: 6.58pm

It is so beautiful here! I think I will like it here a lot. What a long flight.. what a wonderful start. I've been here about an hour and a half and I'm already in love!

3 kids | you worry too much


Kate

:: 2006 26 August :: 12.20pm

By the time you read this, I'm probably on a plane to Warsaw, Poland.

2 kids | you worry too much


rayray

:: 2006 26 August :: 5.21am

this getting up so damn early is kicking my ass.
I'm one sleep deprived cranky-ass right now.
I need a new job.
I wouldn't complain about it, if I actually got paid decent.

you worry too much


twiggypuff

:: 2006 24 August :: 4.20am

On the twenty sixth sanity is leaving for a year.
Best of luck, and kocham was.

Jest co (zeby; ktory) mikrofala?

(www.poltran.com)

3 kids | you worry too much


Kate

:: 2006 24 August :: 2.44am
:: Music: Death Cab For Cutie - Sound of Settling

Just so you know..
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1 kid | you worry too much


sugarjackj

:: 2006 22 August :: 7.56pm



Ummm Jessie Wilde.........You're hot.



Oh yeah, I miss you.



1 kid | you worry too much


liz

:: 2006 22 August :: 12.59pm

"i chimed in with a havent you people ever heard of closing the god damned door."
yeah a sense of poise and rationalitiy would be fantastic these days.
fuck
i havent posted in a grip
just chilling waiting aroudn for jes jes to get here because we are going to look at apartments.
iam moving out of the one I am currently in because well that is the right decision.
ray and I arent breaking up we just arent living together anymore.
because face it living together and working together are kind of a lot of each other.
we are still just kids and we need some space from each other.
outside of that work is awesome because I love being a csm
im a bitch so its the perfect job for me.
and i have been hanging out with matt and katie and loving every minutes of it.
peace out

you worry too much


joeydomina

:: 2006 22 August :: 12.22am

One Year on Sunday

1 kid | you worry too much

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