You are beautiful, but you don't mean a thing to me.

:: 2006 18 May :: 11.50am

I hate being my mothers slave.
I hate having to do laundry twice a week.
I hate being unemployed.
I hate this crappy weather. If it's going to rain, STORM DAMNIT!
I hate sleeping alone at night.
I hate when my face breaks out, I'm bloated, my body hurts and all I feel like doing is crying.

I love Mike, my friends, family, and the fact that I have my own place to live, that I worked for.
Something about that, just makes me feel like I have actually accomplished something in my life.

My sister and my brother-in-law will be up Memorial weekend. I am excited about that. I love my sister, and miss her.

Well this is all for now, until I can think of something else important or worth typing.

:: 2006 17 May :: 4.01am

open house

june 10th 2:00-5:00
my house.

be there.

tonyp.

:: 2006 16 May :: 10.39pm

TATTOO PARTY THIS FRIDAY

BIG BIG PARTY
anyone want a tattoo or piercings replay or call

520-1993

please we need your help and support.

:: 2006 16 May :: 5.06pm

My life is so exciting.
So exciting infact, all I do is lay in bed watching movies.
But most the time I am sleeping.
I have no ambition to do anything.
I procrastinate getting up to go to the bathroom.
Completely sad and not right, I know, however I just don't feel like moving.
Hopefully things will change soon.

3 kids | you worry too much

:: 2006 16 May :: 2.08am

Today Mike and I decided that I'm a total nerd, much like my father and brother. Go me.
I get to look forward to growing old on the couch, watching tv with my hand down my pants.
As it looks right now, my future is doomed.
Well, sort of.
My brother and my father are good people. They mean well. I love them dearly.
However, my dad is going to die a lonely miserable sex deprived old man with more electronics than fingers and toes.
And my brother, well not so sure. One day, he will get married and have kids. I hope anyway.

Also, my face is really soft. I need a job.
I'm desperate.

bleedingsun

:: 2006 14 May :: 9.48pm
:: Music: Admit it! - Say Anything

Maybe this will wake you up.

I love this song.

Read more..

:: 2006 14 May :: 1.22am

Ahh What a B-day
I had such a great birthday. I didnt get anything except the tattoo from my cousin. oh well. not like anyone cares *cries* lol

in other news

I am selling a Snowboard complete with bindings and boots if anyone is interested. any one want info let me know. minimum willing to sell for is $150 but the board has only been used twice. great great great buy

Joey

:: 2006 14 May :: 12.27am

Today I after I spent the morning and most of the afternoon cuddling with Mike, he left me to go spend time with his daughter. So I went to go spend time with my dad and my brother. Mike called me like 4 freakin' times, after he threw this big fit about how I can't be away from him for more than an hour without calling or texting him. So I had no intention of doing so. I was going to just go on with my day. Anyway, I was doing laundry at my dads and Mike called me and I mentioned him coming over. In a way I was joking, because I am still not fond of letting my family meet my boyfriend for some reason. Anyway, he came over for a couple of hours. He seems to get along great with my dad and brother. Kind of scary, but what can you do. And then he left because he had to go to work.

Thursday he was supposed to work, but they told him they didn't need him.. So he called me and acted like he was all pissed off at me, and whatnot, and as we're talking on the phone about to start arguing, he walks in my apartment. It was cute. And I was so happy to see him..

Last night we went to his cousins and then to his uncles.. where his uncle proceeded to hit on me. Which was weird, but what can ya do.. And then we dicked around and came home and cuddled.

I miss him a lot.

My brother and I were watching Into the Blue and he asked if this guy was going to spray Jessica Alba with a hose and get her wet, and I was like no, and my brother was like "well I'd spray her with it to get her wet" and because I'm a big jerk I said "thats the only way you'd be able to get her wet".. I don't think I've witnessed my dad laugh that hard. It was funny. :)

Almost as good as when I told my dad that there was something on the tv and he goes "well your brother was probably watching porn again and started licking the tv" and I replied with "why would there be a cock in the corner of the tv?"

:) Gotta love it!

3 kids | you worry too much

:: 2006 13 May :: 4.14am

New Tattoo
ok all well i got that tattoo i wanted my cousin randy paid for it for my b-day

oh and happy b-day to me

haha saweet

http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y59/joeydomina/195e59d8.jpg

Joey

:: 2006 12 May :: 9.47am

A sad day for rock and roll. The frontman for Pinback left. He formed a new band. Sigh, they are called......Goblin Cock. This is not a joke. Jay is sad. : (

fallenfaces

:: 2006 12 May :: 9.17am
:: Music: Plain White T's - Hey, there Delilah

I swear it's true.
Hey, there Delilah.
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away,
but girl tonight you look so pretty.
Yes, you do.
Time square can't shine as bright as you.
I swear it's true.

Hey, there Delilah.
Don't you worry about the distance.
I'm right there if you get lonely,
give this song another listen,
close your eyes.
Listen to my voice, it's my disguise.
I'm by your side.

Oh, it's what you do to me.
Oh, it's what you do to me.
Oh, it's what you do to me.
Oh, it's what you do to me.
What you do to me.

Hey, there Delilah.
I know times are getting hard,
but just believe me girl,
someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar.
We'll have it good.
We'll have the life we knew we would.
My word is good.

Hey, there Delilah.
I've got so much left to say.
If every simple song I wrote to you
would take your breath away,
I'd write it all.
Even more in love with me you'd fall.
We'd have it all.

Oh, it's what you do to me.
Oh, it's what you do to me.
Oh, it's what you do to me.
Oh, it's what you do to me.

A thousand miles seems pretty far,
but they've got planes and trains and cars.
I'd walk to you if I had no other way.

Our friends would all make fun of us,
and we'll just laugh along because we know
that none of them have felt this way.
Delilah, I can promise you
that by the time that we get through
the world will never ever be the same.
And you're to blame.

Hey, there Delilah.
You be good and don't you miss me.
Two more years and you'll be done with school.
And I'll be making history like I do.
You know it's all because of you.
We can do whatever we want to.
Hey, there Delilah here's to you.
This one's for you.

Oh, it's what you do to me.
Oh, it's what you do to me.
Oh, it's what you do to me.
Oh, it's what you do to me.
What you do to me.

:: 2006 11 May :: 5.20pm

The truth does hurt
Im not doing this stupid shit on the internet. You got something to say, you can come say it to my face. Otherwise, were done with.

Nick wants me to come with him to second shift. Actually made me feel like a decent employee when he told me he wanted some of his "good, dependable" stockers to help him out. Only shitty thing is if i do, i'll make less. The lease is almost up, and things have been crazy latly.

Heard the full effects of scientology. Stupidest fucking thing EVER created. A-list celebrities are assholes.

wildthing

:: 2006 11 May :: 10.48am

Hey everyone how is it goin things are good here, me and Daryl been together 7 months and a week now....yay!! Last day of school is tomorrow :(:( its sad then i Grad the 19!! OMG i cant believe this!!! But anywho. I am exempt from my exams so i dont have to take them cuz im good like that woooot! lol welp ill let yalls go love yas!

snowman

:: 2006 10 May :: 9.47pm

wow, whiskey wensday sure kicked my ass, i'm goin to work with 1 hell of a hang over, but ya know fuck it, who cares

empath

:: 2006 10 May :: 7.55pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: Stars

Not much new here. I'm occupied by anticipation. Everything is going to happen soon. Some things I know of and, I'm sure, some I don't.

Right now I'm going to M's to hang with S, where anything could happen. We shall see..

:: 2006 10 May :: 5.26pm

Im selling my saxophone if anyone knows anyone who wants it. 800$$ like new.

:: 2006 10 May :: 3.32pm

To everyone who doesnt know. You cannot call the police to go to someone elses home and take something you left there. If you tell them its stolen, and it isnt, its a false police report, and you'll go to jail. ^^. So dont lie about things you dont know about.

:: 2006 10 May :: 5.58am

Wow
I can't believe it. Jess and I have been going out for 8 months today. I love her so much. I dont know what I'd do without her. She really is my only one.

"I pray to be only yours"

I love that song so much......

anywho if ya'll know what is happening in 3 days let me know.... cuz yeah I forget. haha jk. luv yall peace

JOey

:: 2006 9 May :: 1.46am

Going from my computer to my moms..
Wow..
I thought I was blind. Her letters are huge.
I have to be up at 5 to take my mom to the Carson City Hospital to have surgery. It is currently 1:47. I cannot sleep and have been awake for a LONG time.
I'm turning into such a hick.
Or my white trash side is showing.
Either or, Mike and I are going to some race/mud bog thing in orleans friday. Shall be interesting.
Tomorrow is going to suck. Wednesday will probably such just as much. And same goes for Thursday.
But it was nice to lay on the couch and cuddle with my skilo kitty kitty.
He's as cute as a button. I love him.

Im going to go back to the couch and cuddle with him and drink my yummy warm gatorade.

box

:: 2006 8 May :: 10.43pm

Dear Mr. President, Senate and Congress:

I'm planning to move myself, family, and extended family to Mexico and would like to ask you to assist me. I'm planning to simply walk across the border from U.S. into Mexico, and I'll need your help to make a few arrangements.

I plan to skip all the legal stuff like visas, passports, immigration quotas and laws. I'm sure they handle those things the same way you do here.

So, would you mind telling your buddy, President Vicente Fox, that I'm on my way over? Please let him know that I will be expecting the following:

1. Free medical care for my entire family.

2. English-speaking government bureaucrats for all services I might need, whether I use them or not.

3. All Mexico government forms, printed in Spanish, need to, also, be printed in English.

4. I want my kids to be taught Spanish by English-speaking (bi-lingual) teachers.

5. Schools need to include classes on American culture and history.

6. I want my kids to see the American flag flying on the top of the flag pole at their school.

7. Please plan to feed my kids at school for both breakfast and lunch.

8. I will need a local Mexican driver's license so I can get easy access to government services.

9. I do plan to get a car and drive in Mexico, but I don't plan to purchase car insurance, and I probably won't make and special effort to learn local traffic laws.

10. In case one of the Mexican police officers does not get the memo from Pres. Fox to leave me alone, please be sure that every patrol car has at least one English speaking officer.

11. I plan to fly the U.S. flag from my house top, put U.S. flag decals on my car, and have a gigantic celebration on July 4th. I do not want any complaints or negative comments from the locals.

12. I would also like to have a nice job without paying any taxes, or have an labor or tax laws enforced on any business I may start.

13. Please have Mr. Fox tell all the Mexican people to be extremely nice and never say a critical thing about me or my family, or about the strain we might place on their economy.

I know this is an easy request because you already do all these things for all his people who come to the U.S. from Mexico. I am sure that Pres. Fox won't mind returning the favor if you ask him nicely.

Thank you so much for your kind help.
Sincerely, U.S. Citizen and Taxpayer

BigBen61

:: 2006 8 May :: 4.02pm

i got my hair cut

5 kids | you worry too much

tonyp.

:: 2006 8 May :: 1.08pm

well i just finished my first week at a tattoo shop working with chris and whatnot. i made some pretty good money to. if anyone is intrested in a tattoo party get ahold of me threw hear or if ramiro is still having it get ahold of him. me and chris are going to open our own shop very very soon and if anyone wants to make donations..(like anyone is that nice) it would be awsome.
everyone have a good day.

6 kids | you worry too much

'What creature will become your nemesis?' at QuizGalaxy.com

:: 2006 8 May :: 12.53am

Joey's creature-nemesis:

The Dreaded CHUCK NORRIS

4 kids | you worry too much

:: 2006 7 May :: 9.09pm

just got back from the tim and faith concert. it was great.

my ears are ringing...

im nervous about this, but i trust you. know that ok?

:: 2006 7 May :: 7.52am

this weekend started out rough... real rough. but turned into something wonderful.

i've stayed at keegans all weekend.. its odd being home and him being at work. yesterday we went to holland to support a crew all that (circle junkies) not like anyone knows them.... but it was the tulip festival which was nice, thier performance was really quite pathetic... what can ya do right?

we tried to go to the zoo on our way home, but it was closed, so we went to applebees and ended up running into stacy and ashley and sat with them, that was a nice suprise. then we made one more stop and came home. :)

what a beautiful day.

now TONIGHT brandi and i are going to the tim mcgraw and faith hill concert. i cannot WAIT! ahh. go ahead, be jealous. and if you dont like country music, kindly refrain from leaving a smart ass cocky comment because i dont diss your music, and frankly... it pisses me off when people diss mine. (smiles)

SCHOOOOOOOOOOOL. nooooo. oh well, its almost over.

im beginning to let go of certain things. and i really think this is going to help us ALOT. because a relationship is supposed to be based on trust right? and give and take? thats what we're doing. i cant imagine ever losing my best friend, or that feeling i get in the morning when i wake up and he's snuggled up to me, looking so peaceful before he wakes up. i love that. i love the simple things. those are the things that mean the most.

snowman

:: 2006 6 May :: 2.39pm

well goin to the CP prom tonight, my cousin brittany's friend likes me and i didnt have anything to do so i was like fuck it i'll go why not.

:: 2006 5 May :: 11.31pm
:: Mood: *contemplative*
:: Music: *leave the pieces - the wreckers*

*just one of those days*
The one time I need my mom, she doesnt answer her phone.
I need the strength to give up. To quit fighting this.
But in a way I do have the strength because I'm admitting that I need to give up.
I've never tried this hard for anything.
I've never wanted anything more than this.
I've never loved anyone as much as I love him.
But maybe I needed to find that one thing I had to give up, because I've never had it before.
Or maybe I'm just scared that he'll never love me as much as I love him.
That I'm not good enough for him. No matter how much I try to make myself be.
I'm the most insecure person that is completely sure of how she feels.
Or maybe its the fact that things are going so great that I can't stand it. That it feels like something is wrong. I used to run away from a good relationship after a month. But this one has lasted 6 months. I've never fought for something this much.
I need someone to tell me its okay to be with him. I need someone to be on my side. I need something or someone to help me through this.

I told Jay tonight that he's lucky because he has alcohol to help him excape reality when things get tough. I have nothing. I don't do drugs. I gave up drinking. I made a promise to myself that I wouldn't drink again. I don't want to turn out like my mother. I want/need more self control.

I need a hobby, because I do too much thinking when I just sit around. When Mike is at work and I'm up at the wee hours of the morning, I sit and think. I wonder about all the insane possibilites. I think up things that it shouldn't even be possible to think about. And I feel crazy. I feel like I should be locked up somewhere for scientific research.

Oh and I've decided that I want pictures of all of you so I can make one huge collage to put up in my apartment. The walls are too bare and I can't paint them. So start sending.

Stacy, if you wouldn't mind, I'd like you to take some pictures for me. I've seen some of your stuff, and its amazing.

Same with you Carley. I envy your talent.

4 kids | you worry too much

:: 2006 5 May :: 5.19am

Happy Cinco De Mayo
I have no idea what they celebrate this day for but happy it anyways.... haha peace

:: 2006 4 May :: 9.50pm

people come into our lives for 3 reasons: a reason, a season, or a life time.

which are you?