I wanted to believe in all the words I was speaking, as we moved together in the dark. And all the friends that I was telling. And all the playful misspellings. And every bite I gave you left a mark. Tiny vessels oozed into your neck, and formed the bruises that you said you didn't want to fade, but they did, and so did I, that day.

 

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phil-himself

:: 2009 16 June :: 10.01pm

Tired of hearing old dudes talk about pills that give them boners every time there is a TV on.

seriously

but anyway, I got my new license and am gonna do some 40s after midnight

5 kids | you worry too much


cleverlinesunread

:: 2009 16 June :: 9.31pm

'One morning an elderly man was walking on a nearly deserted beach. He came upon a boy surrounded by thousands and thousands of starfish. As eagerly as he could, the youngster was picking them up and throwing them back into the ocean.

Puzzled, the older man looked at the young boy and asked, "Little boy, what are you doing?"

The youth responded without looking up, "I'm trying to save these starfish, sir."

The old man chuckled aloud, and queried, "Son, there are thousands of starfish and only one of you. What difference can you make?"

Holding a starfish in his hand, the boy turned to the man and, gently tossing the starfish into the water, said, "It will make a difference to that one!" '


rayray

:: 2009 15 June :: 8.47pm

I wish I had what it takes to be a model!

3 kids | you worry too much


jayzulla

:: 2009 13 June :: 10.59pm

Im bored and upset the wings lost, and wanderlei lost. -.- shitty week for sports.

you worry too much


phil-himself

:: 2009 13 June :: 12.36pm

watching a show on the history channel about big siege weapons

giant trebuchet, wanna see them fire that, thing's huge

you worry too much


phil-himself

:: 2009 13 June :: 1.31am

hockey fight, I'm pissed off

you worry too much


phil-himself

:: 2009 12 June :: 11.10pm

asshole

you worry too much


phil-himself

:: 2009 11 June :: 7.29pm

retro vans, slip on

you worry too much


rayray

:: 2009 10 June :: 7.32pm

Seriously hates this whole working thing..

you worry too much


rayray

:: 2009 9 June :: 5.19pm

Thank you all for the birthday wishes..

I had a great weekend.. and was very sad when I had to return to work this morning..

you worry too much


phil-himself

:: 2009 9 June :: 4.55pm

I might get a motorcycle

you worry too much


phil-himself

:: 2009 9 June :: 3.34am

Project shockwave is complete and ready for phase 2, being implementation

The media center is almost ready and I owe Dennis some money tomorrow

you worry too much


phil-himself

:: 2009 8 June :: 10.03pm

It's gonna be a long night in the lab

2 kids | you worry too much


rayray

:: 2009 8 June :: 11.45am

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!

5 kids | you worry too much


rayray

:: 2009 6 June :: 2.55pm

Last night I had the time of my life, and I broke out of my shell a little bit..
I don't EVER dance, because I have no rhythm, and I just feel awkward when I try..
But I danced A LOT last night..
And had a blast.. there were several pictures taken.. i have some posted on facebook.. but there are some that are better left off the internet.. lol

I wonder what is in store for the rest of the weekend!!

you worry too much


phil-himself

:: 2009 6 June :: 3.04am

Go see The Hangover

you worry too much


phil-himself

:: 2009 5 June :: 8.37pm

Dark Knight Plot Hole?
Everyone remembers when Dent says that he is Batman on TV, well why is that people automatically believed him? Was it because the two were never seen in the same place at at the same time? Believable but a very weak argument. But I can nearly guarantee that they have been seen in different places at the same time. Think about it, a politician running for office is bound to go to a few evening fundraisers, and I say a few loosely, whereas Batman's hours of operations are during that same time frame.

So why did Gotham believe him? Well I think it has to do with mass media, and if this was Nolan's intentions well he is certainly one of the most brilliant filmmakers of our time. A well groomed man in a suit with a smiling face says something outlandish on television and people believe it, no matter how absurd it may be. Everyone believes it because they are being told by every media outlet that it is true.

7 kids | you worry too much


phil-himself

:: 2009 3 June :: 3.05am

Shadow on the Sun - Audio Slave
Read more..
I can tell you why
People die alone
I can tell you why
The shadow on the sun

Staring at the loss
Looking for the cause
And never really sure
Nothing but a hole
To live without a soul
And nothing to be learned

I can tell you why
People go insane
I can show you how
You could do the same
I can tell you why
The end will never come
I can tell you on
The shadow on the sun

Read more..

you worry too much


rayray

:: 2009 2 June :: 9.05pm

So I got a new puppy for my birthday, and his name is Dozer..
He's a little ass hole terror with a 'gina..
(And yes, I said HE has a GINA).. when they neutered him, they only took his nuts, not the sac, so my poor baby looks like a hermie!! :(
Anyway, he has chewed up a slipper, stretched out 5 of my socks in a rough game of tug-a-war, and today he managed to eat half a flip-flop, and chewed the rest to pieces..
When I came home to find it, I yelled at him, and went to spank him but he ran onto my bed because he was scared and tried to hide, and when I went to grab ahold of him, he started peeing and pee'd on my ARM and my bed..

I felt bad because I scared him, but I was so mad that he chewed up my flip-flop, and then pee'd..
Also, he's a bad influence on my poor doodles..
So now he gets caged when we leave..
Which is mean, because doodles will just sit in front of the cage and taunt him, and then pounce at him trying to get him to play..

3 kids | you worry too much


phil-himself

:: 2009 2 June :: 4.13pm

" People are more violently opposed to fur than leather because its safer to harass rich women than motorcycle clubs"

3 kids | you worry too much


phil-himself

:: 2009 1 June :: 3.57am

Rarely in computer networking do you resolve your connection by adding more complexity to the network. For some reason that fixed mine this evening.

you worry too much


phil-himself

:: 2009 30 May :: 1.43pm

SoundBite, Toshiba M305 notebook

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phil-himself

:: 2009 30 May :: 2.05am

you worry too much


phil-himself

:: 2009 29 May :: 11.27pm

Rock Gym was pretty excellent.

you worry too much


phil-himself

:: 2009 29 May :: 2.45am

Updating from my new lappy, Codename: SoundBite

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kandy

:: 2009 24 May :: 9.11pm
:: Music: whatevers on tv

Well its been a long time I posted. I don't even know what all's going on anymore. I realize now that high school was definitly different than I thought. There was alot going on that I didn't know or realize. But again that was then. I'm still friends with certain people, others I could honestly care less. I'm married and working towards a divorce because he wasn't what I thought he was. He's not a bad person... just too much like my dad for me. I found a good guy who I'm living with. Far, far away from everything I've known. Its kinda nice although I tend to miss my other friends. Life is pretty much changed for me, everything is just different now. The only constant in my life has been some friends and my puppy. But that can only get you so far... *sighs* well... yeah. I'm still me, but I'm so different. And that doesn't make sense in my own head.... lol. well maybe someday it will....

you worry too much


rayray

:: 2009 22 May :: 10.48pm

So I have only had My new dog since Wednesday night and he has already developed a bra fetish and has ran off twice. Not to mention he chewed up a whole tune of chap-stick, taken over tanks peanut butter roll and completely demolished a chew toy while playing a rough game of tug-a-war. He is definitely a running little bastard! I sprinted for probably 3 blocks to get him today like 5 seconds after I got home from work and spent an hour looking for the little shit last night. He is definitely not a lazy dog like My little baby doodles that is for damn sure!

I finally got some new tires and rims for My car. I had the seats taken out so that I could clean it out and I got My headlights adjusted so they work a little better. Now I just need to wash it.

My sister, Derrick and seth are up for the weekend and i'm super excited about that.

And I am feeling better about everything so that is another plus. I love having a washer and dryer! Best inventions ever.

2 kids | you worry too much


rayray

:: 2009 20 May :: 7.49pm

is getting another dog for her birthday!! :)

you worry too much


phil-himself

:: 2009 19 May :: 2.52am

Watching my elders get buried is one thing, but your peers, your friends that is just well disheartening.

Tomorrow is not a good day.

We will miss you Eric.

3 kids | you worry too much


jayzulla

:: 2009 18 May :: 9.53pm

Undisputed gets released tomorrow, too bad i dont have any dollars to go get and the sweet deals they are giving away. fuck!

you worry too much

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