tuwang
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2009 17 April :: 1.30am
so I'm really drunk....
prime minister Aso gave me 12000 yen today...
while making my poor ass happy, it also made me sad for the people working here.
I suppose they had the right idea in that I will spend it IN japan and not send it anywhere else or save it for America.
good night.
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rayray
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2009 12 April :: 7.20pm
So I had Easter dinner with both my parents, at my moms house..
Apparently hell froze over..
4 kids |
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phil-himself
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2009 11 April :: 2.55am
killing internet dragons
LIKE A BOSS
getting fat loot
LIKE A BOSS
drinkin moon mist
LIKE A BOSS
3 kids |
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twiggypuff
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2009 10 April :: 6.47pm
I haven't updated in a while.
I miss going places.
I miss my friends.
emo emo emo.
^_^
7 kids |
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phil-himself
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2009 9 April :: 4.18pm
my cousin who is about 15 years older than me, my dad, and I had a long conversation about farts at the dinner table this afternoon.
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rayray
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2009 8 April :: 5.45pm
So I put an old mixed cd in my cd player today on the way home from work because I needed some new music, and I forgot what was on the CD..
And all these memories hit me like a ton of bricks..
Some good, some bad, and some that I can't seem to get off my mind.
This CD had songs that describe so many things in my life..
One song in particular hit home.. Well actually two songs hit home..
And now I can't get the one song out of my head..
And its probably not the best idea for it to be there..
Ugh.. this is why people label should label their cd's..
4 kids |
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phil-himself
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2009 8 April :: 4.14am
James Logan and Victor Creed were NOT related in any way.
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alastar
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2009 5 April :: 2.41am
Opticcipital or Optical Apocalypse
The distinct edges and hard lines are blurring. They pulsate and quiver with an unquenchable need to escape their dimensional restraints. To shift, to fluctuate in size and shape. To annoy and drive the eyes insane*.
*Read more..
Their movements are subtly unmistakable.
They are tired of defining only the objects they envelop, and wish to be seen as entities themselves. They are sick of being the outlining structure that holds everything together and inside.
To inundate, and to invade
Messages on optic nerves
To flood them and to persuade
Chemicals to make it worse
Every rod and cone there is
Each retinal layer and lens
Will rot and finally perish
As my acuity descends
2 kids |
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rayray
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2009 4 April :: 9.59pm
I seriously feel like I am losing my mind.
And one thing I hate more than anything, is when people don't listen to me, or acknowledge the fact that I am talking to them..
Not to mention I have other things on my mind that are making me want to throw up and crawl in a corner and cry because that is the only way I know how to deal with them, have known how to deal with them for a very long time..
How fucking lame..
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phil-himself
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2009 2 April :: 2.35am
I've been feeling a strong discontent ... for people ... for humanity
is this how the tyrants start off? do I become what I dispise?
8 kids |
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fishyrere
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2009 1 April :: 11.20am
I'm back in Cedar again.... I miss my apartment already.
5 kids |
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rayray
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2009 30 March :: 5.13pm
I feel like all my friends worlds are falling apart and there is nothing I can do about it..
How fucking shitty..
1 kid |
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fishyrere
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2009 30 March :: 1.14am
It's not fair. It's just not fair.
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phil-himself
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2009 29 March :: 12.00am
Sometimes you bite the bar and sometimes it bites you.
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rayray
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2009 28 March :: 6.22pm
Bowled a 300 on wii!!
1 kid |
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rayray
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2009 27 March :: 11.42am
So I took a day off work to recooperate.
Work killed me yesterday, and I can seriously barely move.
I pulled a muscle in my right knee.
Of course it has to be the one that I had surgery on a few years back, not the one that doesn't ever hurt.. Go figure.
I am waiting for a reply back from some people about a washer and dryer.. Hopefully that happens this weekend too, and we can get that.
I had a dream last night, that everyone I used to hang out with from Cedar, showed up at my house in a grey school bus..
So apparently, my sister isn't coming up for two weeks now..
5 kids |
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fishyrere
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2009 25 March :: 2.04am
:: Music: Brand New
"Jesus Christ"
Jesus Christ, that's a pretty face
The kind you'd find on someone that could save
If they don't put me away
Well, it'll be a miracle
Do you believe you're missing out
That everything good is happening somewhere else?
But with nobody in your bed
The night's hard to get through
And I will die all alone
And when I arrive I won't know anyone
Well, Jesus Christ, I'm alone again
So what did you do those three days you were dead?
'cause this problem's gonna last more than the weekend.
Well, Jesus Christ, I'm not scared to die,
I'm a little bit scared of what comes after
Do I get the gold chariot?
Do I float through the ceiling?
Do I divide and fall apart?
'cause my bright is too slight to hold back all my dark
And the ship went down in sight of land
And at the gates does Thomas ask to see my hands
I know you're coming in the night like a thief
But I've had some time, O Lord, to hone my lying technique
I know you think that I'm someone you can trust
But I'm scared I'll get scared and I swear I'll try to nail you back up
So do you think that we could work out a sign
So I'll know it's you and that it's over so I won't even try
I know you're coming for the people like me
But we all got wood and nails
And we turn out hate in factories
We all got wood and nails
And we sleep inside of this machine
3 kids |
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phil-himself
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2009 24 March :: 6.53pm
stepbrothers is a movie about my brother and I, I am convinced of this
6 kids |
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rayray
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2009 23 March :: 7.09pm
After a long stressful week filled with 4 weeks worth of homework, a couple of exams, work, and very little sleep, I managed to come out alive.
I also survived a weekend that was filled with a 10 year old for the weekend, a barbeque, major cleaning, lots of wii bowling/golf/tennis and a trip to the movies.
Race to Witch Mountain, wasn't the greatest.
I have a PowerPoint presentation to work on, but I lack all sense of creativity.
Isn't it lovely how that works out?
It's like a vicious cycle.
Once I finish one workload, I get another thrown at me.
Not to mention, I need to figure out if I want to take classes this summer..
But it would also be nice to know what is going to happen once May comes..
My whole world will be up in a whirlwind then.
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allyson
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2009 21 March :: 11.51pm
FOR SALE
2001 Dodge Grand Caravan SE
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alastar
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2009 21 March :: 2.45am
If time heals all wounds, maybe I need a stronger dose. Fill that second-hand syringe and leave me comatose.
I know this is not what I chose, but what else do you propose?
2 kids |
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phil-himself
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2009 20 March :: 12.57am
saw a guy's truck that had a Stroh's license plate today in Cedar.
FUCK YEAH STROH'S
3 kids |
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phil-himself
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2009 16 March :: 5.53pm
I'm going to the museum in one of the following weeks for my sociology class. anyone interested in going to the museum with me?
7 kids |
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jayzulla
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2009 15 March :: 5.30pm
If anyone knows anyone looking for a high grade paintball gun im selling mine for 400, which is a pretty good deal consdering i had it sold for 550 but my buyer backed out. i need to sell it fast.
6 kids |
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Alastar
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2009 15 March :: 12.50am
Pretentious and Trite Reasoning for a Tattoo
Everything is connected. Our actions have effects that we cannot conceive. We are gears in a machine, but we do not know how this machine is put together. If we did, or if we could look at the schematics, we could see every possible course that our energy output could take. We would see the end result, and we would know before we acted what the exact consequences would be. However, we don't have that capability. We may be able see this on a smaller scale, but we can never have the whole picture. Too many other gears are constantly interfering, ones of which we are completely unaware. Communication is key. If we could all work together coherently and efficiently, the possibilities would be endless. We are all parts in this machine and our actions decide the outcome and the product it generates. Synchronization. Collaboration.
The gear would be a symbol of the realization that my actions have effects on everything around me. It would serve as a reminder to question more thoroughly the things I do before I do them. It would keep me aware of a larger universe than just the one I inhabit in my mind.
My ideas are a result of the culture in which I was brought up. They are a product of all the information I've ever taken in. The gear is a symbol for the continuity of time. This is the reason for the twelve cogs, representing a clock. The past controls the present controls the future controls the limitless possibilities of time.
The endless circular motion represents the cycle that every atom on the planet is a part of. It is a realization of death as not the end, but as just another turn of the gear. Renewal.
The inner gear with ridges pointing inward symbolizes the fact that though I realize I am part of a larger entity, I cannot forget about my self. I cannot forgo completely my own goals, feelings, needs. I must weigh the two against each other and make my decisions.
3 kids |
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alastar
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2009 14 March :: 11.40am
An alter ego
They call me a mason, because I make you shit bricks
I'm known as an illness, cuz my rhymes are fucking sick
I am a magician, the way I make you turn tricks
I'm like a narcotic and you gotta get your fix
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phil-himself
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2009 12 March :: 2.35pm
nostalgia
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