You are beautiful, but you don't mean a thing to me.

:: 2009 6 January :: 10.51pm

I hate the internet and everyone on it.

box	:: 2009 5 January :: 1.25pm so this is pretty sweet, im waiting to get my hair cut at Judes Barber shop. I have to go to the SoS and then to a job interview.. Wish me luck. 3 kids \| you worry too much

fishyrere

:: 2009 5 January :: 2.09am

I want to get back to the way things used to be.

I don't want to be this person I've become.

This is my new year's resolution.

:: 2009 3 January :: 12.40am

Seriously, the love of my life.

Indeed.

Oh, can't forget these little guys..

:: 2009 2 January :: 5.30pm

:: 2009 1 January :: 2.54pm

4 kids | you worry too much

tuwang

:: 2009 1 January :: 7.16pm

Well that was fucking nuts. Happy New Years guys...

Thank God for this double espresso shot.

2 kids | you worry too much

:: 2008 31 December :: 6.19pm

2008 has been a roller coaster of emotions from good to bad.
So much has happened over the course of this year that I did not imagine would.

January: I found out I was going to be an aunt.
February: I started a new job.
March: Watched grown men fight in the middle of the street like they were on UFC. Oh, did I mention they were drunk?
April: I don't think anything really exciting happened then. I'll have to get back with you.
May: Got serious about starting college.
June: My 21st birthday, Stated college, and had a blast with summer cook-outs, my cousin got married.
July: Fireworks, a good friend was killed in a motorcyle accident.
August: A friend was killed in a drinking and driving accident, Mike's cousin moved in and then a few weeks later, Mikes mom passed away.
September: We moved into a house, I got a cat, and I became an aunt, my grandma was in the hospital for a long stay.
October: 3 year anniversary with Mike.
November: 7 years since my grandpa had passed.
December: Took the civil service test to be a corrections officer, got a dog, mike's cousins girlfriend moved in, mike's cousin and girlfriend moved out, fought with his girlfriend like a high schooler and drama began. 4 years since my grandma passed.

As usual there was a drama, there were tears, there was happiness, babies were born, and wedding vows were exchanged.

It wasn't a terrible year. Probably one of the better years.

Hopefully the rest of you enjoyed your year, and if you didn't hopefully you will make next year worth while.

alastar

:: 2008 30 December :: 4.32am
:: Music: Isaac Marion's Moon Colony

I spit sacrilege through gritted teeth.
I am disconnecting from... reality. From consciousness. From tangibility. From dimensional restraints.

Thread by thread, I am tearing each stitch. Finding solvent for the glue, I pry each nail from its hole. I exhume screws from their cylindrical tombs. I am plucking staples and cutting ropes. I will deracinate the roots that attach me to the ground and degauss the magnets that are holding me down.

I am burning to be released in smoke. My name is Phlogiston.

I am the view from within a raindrop. I am the collision it has with your skin.

1 kid | you worry too much

:: 2008 28 December :: 7.08pm

I got a new DVD burner for christmas, that I have gotten a lot of use out of the last few days.
I got a really soft fleece blanket, that I use every night now, and my cat also enjoys it.
And lastly, I got a new Nikon coolpix L18 camera.
I was not expecting that either.

I spent Christmas day arguing with a dumb high schooler.

I still have Christmas with my mom, my dad and my aunt and uncle next weekend..
Should be fun!

Work tomorrow.. not excited for it..

box	:: 2008 27 December :: 11.34am So I've really let things go down the shitter in my life. I cant believe I let it get this far.. Well I guess its time to start digging my way out. 1 kid \| you worry too much

fishyrere

:: 2008 26 December :: 6.35pm

My man put a ring on it.

:)

9 kids | you worry too much

:: 2008 26 December :: 12.00pm

(You are now reading this in the voice of John Goodman)

You are bad and you should feel bad.

1 kid | you worry too much

joeydomina

:: 2008 25 December :: 8.29am
:: Mood: Festive
:: Music: Tiny Tim - Tiptoe through the tulips

Duh
Merry Christmas one and all.

:: 2008 25 December :: 5.59am

Working 7am to 3pm, yay .....

Meanwhile, at the Legion of Doom ....

2 kids | you worry too much

:: 2008 24 December :: 11.16am

This is Mike's puppy: Tank

This is my kitty: Titty

So yesterday started off to be a bad day.
Dog got into the trash, and made messes on the floor.
But I got 75 dollars from work!
And then I waited around at my dads with my brother for my check..
Oh, and then I got stuck in the snow trying to turn around to go get my check.
So I waited for my daddy and my brother to come get me unstuck.
Quite the eventful day.

Now it is christmas eve, and I have to wrap presents, bake brownies for my dad and brother for getting me unstuck yesterday.. and then make my way to belding, and then to go up to black lake to have christmas with mike's daughter and whatnot..

Yay!

4 kids | you worry too much

:: 2008 24 December :: 12.09am

Bowling Tonight
Game 1: 157 (Best Game Ever)
Game 2: 100
Game 3: 138 (3rd Best)
Game 4: 96 (practiced approaches)

2 kids | you worry too much

:: 2008 23 December :: 3.55pm

The big boy knife is sharp
I bleed just like you ...

plus slipping cutting off a zip tie
equals

Good thing I know my way around a First Aid kit.

jayzulla

:: 2008 23 December :: 4.03pm

I run it myself like a quarterback option
Gonna be a gooooooood end of december. christmas, UFC 92 next, then clutch. im not sure if it could get any better.

edit: it can get better, Mich State has a bowl game, and michigan doesnt. booya!.

3 kids | you worry too much

:: 2008 23 December :: 12.28am

Just blame me, I'm the one you love to hate.

In recognition of this fact, Nate designed this:

3 kids | you worry too much

:: 2008 21 December :: 1.27pm

One of those days.

:: 2008 21 December :: 10.24am

This snow shit, can go away at any time.
Oh, and Im getting a doggie..

8 kids | you worry too much

:: 2008 20 December :: 4.55am

Bowling scores from tonight
Game 1: 143 new personal record
Game 2: 98
Game 3: 117
Game 4: 99

Overall I am getting much better
Bowling makes life alright

3 kids | you worry too much

:: 2008 19 December :: 2.33am

I'm back in the mitten and very tired.

jayzulla

:: 2008 18 December :: 1.12pm

http://www.automobilemag.com/new_and_future_cars/2009/0702_2009_toyota_supra/index.html

sweet mother of god....

http://mmamania.com/2008/07/24/ufc-92-fight-card-and-rumors-from-mandalay-bay-in-las-vegas-nevada-december-27/

Wandy vs Rampage 3!!!!!!! i dont care about the title fights! this is going to be the fucking shit. whos down for bdubs?

Anybody see the g4 game of the year on xplay, and how adam sessler gets called out by kevin from aots? Makes pretty good sense though, how can fallout 3 win best rpg of the year, and fable 2 wins game of the year? i fail to see the logic.

4 kids | you worry too much

:: 2008 18 December :: 5.33am

I'm in Chicago right now assholes.

:: 2008 17 December :: 5.52pm
:: Music: Sorry - Buckcherry

Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me want to die

I have watched him suffer through the death of a friend..
And exactly a month later, for the course of about a month I watched him suffer the pain of watching his mother suffer until she passed away.
I have seen him at his weakest moments, and his strongest moments and the moments in between when he was lost in his own body.
I have helped him mend the pieces of a broken heart that I caused.
I have fought with him over serious things, and stupid things.
I've seen the fury in his eyes and the anger eat at him like a bacteria.
I've felt the distance grow and then be wiped away.
I've felt the butterflies day after day after day for over three years.
He's helped me through my roughest moments.
Wiped away a million undeserved tears.
Helped me mourn the loss of two friends.
Brought me chocolate shakes when I'm sick.
Let me get a cat even though he's allergic.
Let me keep the cat even though she's had an accident or two in the chair.
Let me fall asleep in his arms and wake up in his arms.
Our love is thicker than molasses.

I could go on and on describing our relationship, and its imperfections but it would take me days, and I would end up over analyzing everything to the point where I was stir-crazy, so I won't.

Christmas makes me cherish the ones I love. Makes me think about what I have, what I've lost, and what I could have.

This time of year makes me emotional.
November 21st this year was 7 years since my grandpa passed away.
December 23rd this year will be 4 years since my grandma passed away.

8 kids | you worry too much

:: 2008 17 December :: 3.59am

Bowled a 130 tonight, not good but a personal best.

On another note, Fuck haters yall suck.

kandy

:: 2008 16 December :: 4.07am
:: Mood: thoughtful

So heres my update. Its been forever and a day. I miss high school. Shit was so much different then. Things were so much easier and less complicated. I sit here now a married woman, going through high school journal entries tearing up at how much drama there was. I still miss having some of those people in my life, and for treating them the way i did. and it just doesn't matter anymore. i realize it over and over no matter how much i wish it did matter. I wish i still had some of the friends i had in high school. i just wish i had more friends that were closer to me. Sorry to anyone that reads this ... it isn't intended on being depressing... just at getting emotions out.

twiggypuff

:: 2008 16 December :: 12.30am

Mmm.. I LOVE how Regina makes me feel.
All over in my bones and soul.