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LoupGarou

:: 2004 15 June :: 8.40pm
:: Music: Shindemo Boogie woogie - Miyavi

J-rackers
Well, the Jimmster wanted me to show him a Gackt picture, so I shall post it here. While I'm at it I figured I'd post Miyavi's picture and the vocalist from Dir en Grey, Kyo's picture. So you get three j-rockers in one entry! I cropped them and tried to shrink the ones that needed shrinking. Hope this doesn't take too long to load. I know there are a few who probably are sick of me talking about all these Japanese bands and all, but if I can't talk to you, who am I to talk to. I don't have Misao-chan to obsess to 24/7 you know! *ahem* anyway, for those who are interested here you go.



Here is the almighty Gackt-san!



and Miya-chan. He has a beeeautiful voice indeedio. Well, so do Gackt and Kyo, but I particularly like Miya's.



last but certainly not least, Kyo-san! The lead vocalist of DeG. This is a picture of him where he actually looks relatively pretty. Most of the time he tries to look scary. So yeah.

There you have it.

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shannonw55

:: 2004 14 June :: 10.01pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: Camile Velasco - Until You Come Back To Me

Opinions
I hate it when I have something all planned out to say something when someone were to stump me in that certain situation, but then when the situation comes up I can't remember how to say it. How do you try to make someone believe in Christianity when they believe that religion is all one big joke. Or when they just refuse to believe in God - even if it was a known fact, just because of what image would be placed upon them.
It's just so hard to talk about without offending someone because they have different opinions. When you believe something, to someone else you are just wrong! I wish there were only facts. I wish everyone would just agree.

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LoupGarou

:: 2004 14 June :: 10.15pm
:: Mood: splendid
:: Music: Garden - Dir en Grey

shtuff
Today we went to a party up in the hills of Gilroy. A woman my mom works with threw it to celebrate completing their new house. They had been living in a trailer for five years and had been having it built.
Their house was a light yellow color with a nice porch in front and a white door where a nice fancy glass window peered out from the middle. To the left was a spacious dog pen where two little terriers were hopping around along with a black dog that looked like a fatter duplicate of Shiva, Marilyn's dog. The husband of the woman who owned the house opened the door, and we stepped on to white tile. In the center of the room was actually a pond that was six feet deep. A small wooden bridge led over a narrow part of the pond. If you were standing on the bridge to your left was a waterfall that filled the pond. It then led in to the kitchen, where a black granite-topped island sat in the center and was surrounded by the rest of the counter. I think they had the most cabinets I had seen in a kitchen in my life, but it looked really nice, especially considering it was brand new.
Altogether the house sat on 85 acres of land. They owned fifteen horses, many of them Clydesdales (the huge horses with the fuzzy feet) and a few miniatures (they were horses, but their heads went up to your waste). They also owned a small population of chickens and three cats, along with another rat terrier mutt that wandered around the property instead of being with the three others in the pen.
The lady showed us the horses. They were all pretty huge, save the mini's, and most of them were really sweet. They got one of them from Disneyland and apparently another one of their horses had been in a movie series, though I'm not sure which one. Beautiful they were indeed, yup yup. There was this one named Molly who was part Clydesdale and part I forget. She'd follow you around so you would pet her. The really big ones, like the stallion they called Petey, were kind of intimidating. These things' hooves are about the size of your head, and you can imagine how tall they get; well he was one of the biggest ones, and he was nice and gentle, as all of them were, but we feared for our toes. He was pretty though. The fur around his hooves was white and his body was chesnut. His mane was a long black color, and he had dark eyes. Yush.
The biggest horse though was an odd looking one. His name was Roofy or something, but the called him Woof or Goofy Woofy because he looked different. Not in a bad way. I thought it was kind of cool. He was "nineteen hands tall" and his body was speckled brown and white. One of his eyes were a shocking blue and the other was brown, which I thought was pretty cool. He was a mellow one for a guy so big (tee hee "mellow"). Anyway, enough about the horses.
The woman's son, who is thirteen, rode down on his Quad, one of those four-wheeled dirt bike things. 'Twas cool indeedio! We hung out with him for the rest of the time. He was probably around 5'2" or 5'3" with tannish skin and blonde-brown hair and blue green eyes, though the whites of his eyes seemed a little pink, as if he might have been allergic to something. He has full lips for a boy, and it seemed that his voice hadn't really changed yet. A bit of a pervert and pretty sociable, he was a pretty good guy I guess, though I think Denise got irritated when he cussed (she is overly sensitive to cussing). The rat terrier mutt - I think his name was Oz ot Aus or something - was running up and down one of the hills, and David would throw stones down there for him to chase after, sometimes narrowly missing the dog. Unfortunately one time he rolled a stone down the hill and the dumb dog got in front of it to meet it and was smacked in the face with it. David went down to check on him and confirmed that the dog's nose was bleeding. He carried him back up the hill and told us to keep him there while he went and got a rag. The poor dog's mouth had blood in it, you could see it on his toungue, and you could see the spot just below the nose where he had gotten hit. I felt so bad for him. David came out and cleaned up the dog's face and the inside of its mouth with a dry rag, and even after that, if a stone was thrown, the dog was still rearing to play.
We went in the garage, which was large enough to be a very small house, and sat on a giant green stagecoach they kept in there. We sat there for a while and all three of us talked about anything we really wanted to, switching from subject to subject at random.
A little while afterward we headed down to one of the ponds they had on their property. The horses were walking around there. A little earlier some of them had been in the water swimming and eating the grass that grew underwater, so some of their hooves had mud on them. As we walked, David kept picking up old horse crap and throwing it by Denise to freak her out. I imagine he didn't do it to me because I didn't really have any reaction to it. We walked on past the ponds and up a hill to where he had a little platform built on the tree, rope swing, pulley, and all. We swung on the rope swing, if we could grab it from David, and played with the pulley a bit. We tried to hoist Denise up on the pulley, which nearly killed my hand. Needless to say, it didn't work.
At that time I really hated wearing flip flops. They had no traction, and with all the brush lying around, there were bound to be ticks. When we tried to go back down the hill I felt like I was going to slip and fall flat on my butt. I felt like a helpless little prissy girl, and it took me forever to get down.
We went into the house and had dinner, which was barbequed chicken and ribs, salmon, salad, some of my mom's cheese potatoes stuff, and corn on the cob. It was all really good.
I went in the pen and played with the dogs a lot. One of the terriers with a red collar was named Stuart, and he would jump up on you and lick you. The female, Shivers, reminded me of a fox. Pretty doggy indeed. She was also pretty playful. Ironically, the Shiva look-alike was named Scooter (the name of my dog) and he was the lazy one. He didn't jump around, but preferred to just walked up to you and lean his head against your thigh and be competetive for attention.
Stuart was also overly curious. You know, the kind of dogs that go sniffing where they probably shouldn't. One time when I was in the pen playing with the dogs, David was sitting on the Igloo doggy house right across from me talking and Denise was somewhere to the right of me. The dog was sniffing somewhere at the front of my shirt, and I was busy trying to listen to whatever David was saying instead of giving all of my attention to the dog. By that time was when I felt the dogs wet nose on my skin. I looked down to discover the dog had gotten two of the buttons to my shirt undone. They just happened to be the second closest button to the top and the one below that, which of course was right where my bra was -_-. David noticed and laughed at the dog and pulled him away saying "What are you doing Stewy? What are you doing you dumb dog?". So I had to turn away to rebutton my shirt. It was really embarrassing.
A little later, we asked our mom if we could ride on the Quad. She said yes and Denise went first. She had to wear a red helmet that fit tightly on her head - a motorcycle helmet, basically. I waited for about fifteen minutes and watched them when they were inside. Then they came back and he asked if I wanted to ride. I said yeah so I put the helmet on and clumsily got behind him. I held on to the back of the Quad and he took off down the hill. I was afraid I was going to fall off at some points. He went to this narrow pathway of trampled brush and drove down that. There was a metal thingy in the middle that he expertly swerved to avoid, and I was scared I might cut my toes on it as we went past. When we got to the end of the pathway he turned around and went really fast back that way. It was really fun, but I still felt kind of unstable, and I was afraid I might suddenly feel like I was falling backwards and grab on to him, which would have been very awkward. He told me he was going a little bit faster for me than he did with my sister. Now that I think about it, that could be considered a complement or and insult. Either it means he thinks I can take it if we go faster, or he cares less if I fall off and die. Oh well ^_^. Twas cool indeed.

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LoupGarou

:: 2004 13 June :: 12.15am




Yodel! Just came back from San Francisco today. It was really fun and I'm glad my mom went through all the trouble to do that kind of stuff for us. We stayed in a suite at the Hyatt and checked out Union Square. We went into Saks fifth avenue, where blouses, even hideous ones, cost $900/ Dresses cost around $3,000, but if you're lucky and you can find one on sale it's only a little over $1,000 (this is sarcasm, by the way. Prices real, attitude is sarcasm *nodnod*). Went to the big fat four-storied Borders bookstore, and had dinner at a place called Lefty O'Douls, which was cool. Before all this we had gone to Baker's beach, and over to the right of you at the far end were a bunch of nekid people! Yush, we saw many a bare butt that trip, for just this morning actually, people came riding through on their bicycles, butt-naked! Nekid people! And they'd pose for pictures and stuff. It was supposedly a protest against the war (don't know what the war has to do with people being naked in public, but hey, I guess they used their imaginations). Most of them were guys, but some were women. And the guys were ugly. One man had "BUSH" painted on his ass, and mom says some of the guys were wearing bow ties on their penises O_O. There was this one old guy who's testicles were abnormally large (sorry, but you couldn't help noticing. They were everywhere). He must have had a problem. I feel bad for him.

Anyway it was fun. I liked it and hope maybe we can do it again sometime. I was exhausted afterwards, but oh well.

Not much left to say. Better get to bed soon.

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LoupGarou

:: 2004 12 June :: 10.33pm


HAPPY BIRTHDAY JDAWG-STEROONIE!

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eddy

:: 2004 12 June :: 10.34pm

Quizes again

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shannonw55

:: 2004 11 June :: 10.11pm
:: Mood: giddy
:: Music: Usher - Throwback

Woot woot!
Well.. This is just exciting. :D

Either somebody sent in two bucks for me or Andy was just nice enough not to delete my journal. But now I feel bad.. Since I didn't have any money I already made a journal at livejournal and one at Xanga for Sam- lol to figure which one would be the best and stuff. So.... what I think I'll do is just write down my personal thoughts and stuff down here.. right? yeah. I think so. Yeah. I don't think anyone is reading this anymore. HEY TYLER! SHOUTOUT! .. hehe... yeah. he's about it. and possibly Stef. and a smidge of a chance Jess. Well thanx to whoever did something nice to keep my journal. I was distraught when I found out it was being deleted. In fact I like printed out a buncha entries lol. Ya know, what I really like about Woohu, is that it's soooo easy to do everything on it. You don't have to search, or go through millions of steps to edit ur entry, or profile or whatever. It's all on the side. and you can change how it looks without having to pay big bucks. Unlike Xanga, you can use html in the entries. I do love Woohu. It's got a cooler name than livejournal too.. lol. So.. I will write in here later I do suppose.. Comment if ur readin this I guess. :)
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LoupGarou

:: 2004 4 June :: 11.05pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Enter Sandman - Metallica

Graduation
Well, today was graduation. It took about three times for my mom to get me up. I had planned on getting up at 7:45, but I actually ended up getting ready at almost 9.
I got dresses and pulled my hair back into one of those half ponytail thingies and got in the car.
I realized later that I had forgotten to eat breakfast. Not like it mattered; I was too nervous to really eat anything anyway, plus I wasn't hungry.

We got to school and I slipped on the graduation gown when I got out of the car and rushed over to homeroom. There weren't really any seats close to anybody so I stood and fussed with some stuff. I was hoping to practice before we actually sang the big graduation song at the awards ceremony, so I was looking for Jessie and Rose, who were singing it with me. Miss Doherty was busy passing out awards, but I asked her anyway if she knew where they were. She wasn't much of a help, but eventually I found them.
Of course by the time I got to talk with them we were lining up for the awards ceremony. I was a nervous wreck. I practically attacked miss doherty asking if we were going to have any time to practice the song and she said no.
Oh boy wasn't that just great.

We lined up outside and waited for our names to be called to go up on the sanctuary in our perfectly-practiced-lovely-ninety-degree-angle-turn way. Awards were given out in front of the whole school - I received a certificate for principal's list all trimesters, a golden cord and certificate for first honors for all three trimesters, and (This was a surprise to me, but I was so happy I got it) the presidential award for educational excellence, which means you have to have maintained at least a B+ average on all trimesters from the seventh grade, had standardized testing scores of over 85 at least, and some other stuff. It was a nice surprise indeedio.

The time for singing came, and Jessie and Rose and I went over near the baby grand piano by the microphones. We were singing "i hope you dance" by Leanne Wolmack. Jessie sang the first verse and did well and then it was my turn for the second verse. I think I did okay but I wish I had been louder. I wasn't exactly quiet, but I could have been louder. Rose sang the last part. She's a good singer, but I don't think this was her type of song. Her style just doesn't fit it very well.
During the song our first grade buddies were supposed to come up and give us flowers. The singers' buddies were supposed to come at the end but sure enough while Jessie was singing my buddy came with her little flower in hand. I was confused and was wondering if she should go around again but I went forward and gave her a big hug and thanked her for the flower. She is so cute! I love my buddy. It makes me sad to think I will never see her again.

After the awards ceremony everyone went outside to the front of the church and took pictures and all that. My aunt and my grandma had come to see me.
My aunt ceal ever since I have told her what a dragonfly represents, has had an obsession with them. She's the one who lost Nick, her son. When she came out she gave me a hug and smiled and said "You know, when I first saw you standing out here I saw a dragonfly go over your head. He's here, Jessie," and she laughed a bit. It made for a little bit of an awkward moment. I mean what are you supposed to say to that? But I thought about it a bit and I think it's kind of cool that she saw that. Call me stupid, but yeah.

My aunt left after many a picture was taken and my mom dad, grandma, and I went to go eat lunch at Flames (my sister had to go back to class because it was a regular school day for her). After that we went over to Mema's (grandma's) and attempted to take a nap. Didn't work very well when Mrs. Dove called and said that we had to be there at 4:15 for the actual graduation ceremony. We still had to go pick up Denise, and since my mom forgot Denise's outfit we had to drive all the way back to my house, change, and come back. Luckily we made it only about five minutes late, which wasn't bad considering we had to meet in Kelley Hall and sit there for a while anyway.

We received pictures of our school years from kindergarten to eighth grade and everyone enjoyed exchanging them and looking at them. Stephanie looked like the Pepsi girl in kindergarten, which I thought was funny, and Marilyn was so cute in her kindergarten and first grade pictures. Louise looked exactly the same in kindergarten and first grade. lol. Miss Doherty handed out some extra awards and then we all got in line and were each given a rose and a program. We headed over to the front of the church and had to stand there for what seemed like forever because Maria wasn’t there. She came just as we were about to head in, and even then we were still missing Jennifer Chau.

The mass started, and Jennifer didn’t show up until after the Our Father, which was also when we took our roses and went and gave them to our parents. After the mass, a certain award that had been given out during the morning ceremony would be called and if you had received that award you would stand and face the congregation until the clapping stopped. Then you would sit down again. After that - at least I think it was after that - we would all nice and prettily and very organize-ed-ly go and get our diplomas. Then we stood and faced the congregation for what seemed like almost a minute of clapping.

I’m not sure if it was before or after receiving our diplomas that Rose, the valedictorian, went up to speak. Her speech was awesome, not like you could have expected anything less, but I really enjoyed it. I want to see if I can get her to give me a copy of it.

Then came the big awards. First were the awards for special achievements in individual subjects. Let’s see what I can remember...
Eric Stanton got the algebra award
Weston Buglewictz got the math award
Corey got the Spanish award
Brad got the Science award (when Mrs. Gurries gave him the award and hugged him, Gavin gave a big fat “Awww” which was really funny.) It was expected he’d get it anyway. He’s Mrs. Gurries’ favorite student to pick on.
Nick Dazzi got the religion award for 8D (my class) which was funny because whenever he has to answer questions in the religion book they are all sarcastic. ^_^
Kelly Mc Carthy got the Literature award
There were a few others too..
And then I got a nice surprise and got the English award. YAAAAAAY! I was happy.

Scholarships were handed out with bigger awards, for example, like the Terry Vane award. For those of you who don’t know, Mr. Vane was our seventh grade teacher who was sick with cancer. Though he started wasting away and was in severe pain, he still came to teach us every day that he could. he was the coolest teacher I think I have had in a long time. He’s cuss in front of us, not too badly, but he would, and on Fridays sometimes he’d have a religion period where we could spend it all complaining, or if there was a holiday we would spend all of it walking around on tables hanging decorations on the ceiling. After every school day instead of saying “Time to go” or “you are dismissed”, he’d yell at us: “Get outta here!”. Last year I remember we had received word that he wasn’t going to live, and we all started crying. Some people, including me, went into the church where Mrs. Borges talked and tried to console the group. After that there was word that he might actually get better, there was hope. On the last day of school he sent us a video.

“You have to keep up the fight. When you get out of bed every morning, when you step out of the car every day, you have to say ‘I’m doing the best that I can’, and if you do that, the rest of the day will be a piece of cake. God loves you, I love you, and my family loves you. Now get outta here!”

He really was an admirable person, and still one of the bravest people I know. Lucas won the award. At first I was disappointed it wasn’t Gavin (Gavin’s mom is in a coma and they might lose their apartment), But I saw Lucas’s mom meet Mrs. vane in the aisle and, crying, gave her a big hug. Luc’s dad died when he was six, and the mom is still single, not to mention they needed support from a different family to allow him to go to this school. Gavin won a different award and scholarship, which made everything okay with me.

There was a Knight’s of Columbus award thingy and the award was a big fat Bible. I said to Lynn, who was sitting next to me “Hey lookit! Big fat Bibles!” and she replied, sarcastically, “Oh yeah I really want one of those.” Then the name was called out “Lynn Nguyen” and she got it. lol it was funny.

Another award I could just guess who would win it. It was for a lot of religious service to the school. Since Marilyn’s mom taught CCD for many years every week, and Marilyn helped out there a lot, I guessed it would be Marilyn. When they called out “Marilyn Mac Lellan” I went “yes!” and everybody stared at me.

My dog is being really cute right now. But that is beside the point.

All-together, it was a really nice ceremony. Yush yush it was. Afterwards we went and turned in our gowns (that’s right, no keeping the gowns) and went off to eat dinner at California Cafe in Los Gatos. I saw Tyler M. there, though he didn’t see me there at first, and my grandma was wondering if I liked him or something. lol. She’s funny like that. Always on the lookout for me. I luff my grandma.
The dinner wasn’t as good as expected. The food was good, but the service not too great. I had a virgin strawberry daiquiri! Yummy!
Mom and Dad gave me my graduation gift there. It was so cool! I will be able to take Marilyn and Louise out to spend a night in San Francisco at the Hyatt hotel, which is close to Pier 49, and I got a mini iPod! yaaay! My dad sent it away to have it engraved or something. I wouldn’t have thought of something like that but it is still cool. So I actually haven’t seen my iPod yet, I only have the dock. but I can’t wait until it gets here.
During the dinner,we were chit-chatting nicely when a guy from the table behind us yelled “.... FUCKING CLOWNS!” Scared the crap out of me. The people at his table tried to calm down, but he sat down and continued to say stuff like “fuck you people! Fuck you!” and then he said something about “...with all these people dying in Iraq.” Damn liberal. he ruined my dinner. It was scary. I thought he was drunk, but he appeared completely sober afterwards. People like that creep me out.

So yush, that is the jist of my graduation. There you go.

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LoupGarou

:: 2004 27 May :: 8.30pm
:: Mood: shpunky!
:: Music: The Final - Dir en Grey (get it? Finals are over... the "Final". Woah!)

IT'S FINALLY OVER!
That's right, the day has come. It's all over. No more classes, no more tests, no more schoolwork, period. Oh happy day! Rejoice rejoice I tell you! The rest that is left is partay-ing down foolio and graduation practices of course. We graduate the day the third Harry Potter comes out. I wonder if they'll have Peeves the Poltergeist in this one. They need Peeves!

Anyway, to celebrate the end of school work for me at least (I feel bad for my sister) we are having a big fat ol' dinner. Yush! Ribs I say! And caesar salad! And afterward we are having this lemon tart stuff and - this is a shpecial part - Mom got some Nutella. For those of you who don't know what Nutella is, it's this chocolate hazelnut German spread thing. My friend Ashleigh always gets it from Germany and we always have a spoonful to eat when we go over to her house. It has a lot of sugar in so it helps keep us up. In fact, her parents are over in Europe right now (her dad has to work there a lot apparently) and they're sure to bring back a crapload. SPEAKING OF NICE GERMAN THINGS, I WANT A BED DECCA! It's a comforter, but it's the best comforter in the world! It is so comfortable! Anyway, speaking of Ashleigh, tomorrow (little does she know) we are going to set her up with a friend, Chris. They go to school together and he really likes her and it's so cute!

I know that a lot of my friends at SFC haven't heard me sing, really, because I get shy every once in a while when it comes to that. It's weird because I'll get up in front of people and have no problem reading stuff or saying something in front of them, but when it comes to singing , I get nervous. And in my grade, Jessie Salazar is consider the almighty best singer. She's really nice and usually acknowledges me as a good singer too (for example when Mrs. Borges, my drama teacher will ask for someone to sing she will go to Jessie, but Jessie will always point to me and suggest me as well. ^_^) but sometimes I feel like she gets all the recognition (which isn't surprising, being that she's popular and people have heard her sing more). What my point is, graduation is coming up, and I kind of want to song for it. In sixth grade I sang in front of the whole school and it went pretty well, not to mention it was fun. Of course, I know Jessie will get a song, which doesn't bother me in the least. What bothers me is that I want to ask her if I can sing with her, and I'm afraid I'll be ruining her fun. Another problem is that Rose and Erin Young also want to sing. Of course we can't raid on her one song, so if we all want to sing certain parts of a song we're going to have to ask for more that one, and those songs we will have to pick. The thing is I'm not sure what songs to pick. Believe it or not (marilyn) I'm thinking I can ask for There You'll Be, but I understand if you don't want to do that for fear of ruining it. If someone sang one of my favorite songs badly I'd be annoyed too. But if you let me ask for it I will try to sing it as well as I can. And before I suggest it I will make sure I can sing it well before even asking to sing it. If I can't sing it well compared to other songs I won't even suggest it at all.

There is this guy that goes to church at our school every single day . He's bald and wears the same suit every time, and every time we see him there (we are forced to go to morning mass once a week) he always says in a lazy drawl "For an increase in Mass attendance..." blah blah blah for an intention. Little does he realize that the reason there aren't many people at morning masses every day is because a lot of people DON'T GO TO MASS EVERY SINGLE DAY LIKE HE DOES! He seems like a terribly boring person.
Well I saw him in his car this morning, head glistening so brightly you would probably be blinded by it if you stared too long - sonmething similar to the sun - and on the back of his holy car was a holy bumper sticker that said "GOD will bless America one America returns to GOD."
To say the least this pissed me off. It was an incredibly liberal statement. It may have had other meanings, but I was thinking it had something to do with the war. So, what? Because we're defending innocent Iraqi people and destroying the heartless murderers we will not be blessed by God? Does God hate us because we are in war? Gee golly I wonder what God thought of the Crusaders who went to take hold of the Holy Land.
And if it is simply about people not being holy enough, face it, things aren't like the old days. This is America, Bud, not everyone is going to be Catholic or as holy as you are. There are people out in this country who are Buddhist and Muslim and Wiccan and have different beliefs than you do.
Frankly if his bumper sticker is trying to make people think and say "Gee golly Gosh I should go to church more often so God will bless the country that I love and we will not all die a terrible horrible death" I don't think it is. I think it is just getting people, like me, pissed off.
I complained about it to my mom and she said "He's a religious fanatic and he's crazy. Religious fanatics are also those Muslims that think Ala wants them to chop people's heads off." It was funny. I suppose this goes with another entry I made a long time ago about religious zealots. Yush, religious zealots bug me indeed.

After finals today it was really fun. Everyone was happy and relieved that they were all over with. We were walking around the classroom and people were writing on the backs of other people's polo shirts. At the end of the year I usually take Mr. Pencilcase (my pencil case) and wrap him in all the cloth bookcovers I can get. This time I had thirteen. That's a lot. And the best part was, when I was taking my Literature final, my pen ran out of ink! -_- So I took all 13 bookcovers off of Mr. Pencilcase and got my pen out. I had them in a pile at the bottom of my desk and after we were done with all the tests Erin and Lucas came over and started putting all of them on my head. I was dubbed the "Du rag queen". Yush indeed. Of course it gave me a really bad headache so I had to take them off.

Yush. I am happy we are done with. Tomorrow we get our graduation gowns and our yearbooks.

I'm listening to There You'll Be at the moment and it's making me sad because it's almost over. I WAS HAPPY! STOP IT!

Fin!

-Edward (Jess)

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eddy

:: 2004 27 May :: 4.35pm

Last night at the Graduation they played "Butterfly Kisses" by Bob Carlisle and it made me cry. It made me cry cuz it made me realise how far me and my daddy have drifted and that make me sad....

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eddy

:: 2004 27 May :: 4.34pm

Fricken Yes Orlando! (Quiz)

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eddy

:: 2004 24 May :: 3.32pm

Good Charlotte Song (Quiz)

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eddy

:: 2004 17 May :: 8.09pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: The sound of Nicki on the phone

SONOVA #$!$!#!$#!!! ><
GOD DAMN! I have got to stop reading those friggan damn books!!! >< I just finished my last one and it was goin all good.....then the stupid guy she was in love with and who she was positive was in love with her too had to go off and friggan propose to her best friend!!! >< GAH!!! SO PEED!! I cried again. AGAIN!!!!! GAH!!! Its had to be the third in a row!! I just need a book that ends the way i want it to now! I really liked that one! everything was goin good til that one spot!!! >< GOO! *fake crying voice* I just cant put my emotions into words right now...nope...its just too soon T_T ergh.......i really need to read the last chapter before i bother reading the whole thing now....otherwise i just get really peed. Cant remember the last book i read where i really liked the ending and i really liked how it turned out.....wait....yeah...actually i think i do....but i forgot what book it was...i just remember it was an egyptian story. Oh well. Theres bound to be authors out there who just are out to piss you off with their novel endings. pah..... i need to go to bed T_T

*sorry bout the ramblings....I get emotional over the stories i read v_v'*

I needed a quiz to make me feel better. T_T

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LoupGarou

:: 2004 7 May :: 9.47pm
:: Mood: doopster poopy!
:: Music: He lives in You - Lion King II: Return to Pride Rock soundtrack

a looooong entry
Howdy! I suppose I shall start with this weekend. (I like this song - 'tis purdy indeed. You should watch the movie *nodnod*)
This Saturday was my mom's birthday. My sister and I woke up early (7:45. That is THE CRACK OF DAWN FOR ME! I usually wake up at 11 on the weekends) and went downstairs to try and cook mom breakfast. Denise was going to do the eggs while I made the waffles. I toasted the waffles and Denise tried to start the stove. Unfortunately Mom came out and saw, since she was sleeping downstairs in the other room thing. We told her to go back to bed anyway and she did. She was just paranoid when she heard someone trying to turn on the stove (it's a gas stove so when you turn it on it makes a clickety noise). Since mom could live off of fruit and nuts, I cut up a pear and took out some carmelized pecans (those are so good). When the waffles were done I put the pears on the waffles and the nuts as well and put whipped cream on the top. Denise finished with her part (eggs and some cereal with some more stuff Mom likes in it) and (I have a lot of parenthesis in this entry, so I thought i'd add another in just for fun) we went outside to the side garden place with the hammock and carefully picked a few small flowers to garnish the plates. We presented it to Mom and she was so happy. She made us help her eat it because it was too much for her to finish.
She got a lot of birthday calls that day (well duh, it was her birthday after all. [Hey look! It's a parenthesis within a parenthesis!]). Oooh and know what? Invader Zim was on that day! Yush it was was! Dib is so awesome.
Later that day I got ready to go to my friend's house so we could see her in the play Oliver at her school. She lives close to the school, so her family, Cassie ([yet another parenthesis thing] Another one of my friends from my old school) and I walked. Her mom is really cool, and her little brother Ian, is so cute!
We saw David Marusiac, I danced with him at the last St. Cat's dance, and I have to say that since I went to school with him, he has changed a lot. He used to tuck his shirt in, which happened to be a button up plaid long-sleeved one most of the time, during free dress, and now he spikes his hair and is a lot more laid back with his clothing: baggy hoodie sweatshirts and more-comfortable-looking pants. Since I didn't give a very good description of the people from that school before, I will try to now. David M is probably about 5'4" or so. He's a blonde-haired, blue/green-eyed guy with a slender frame that can sometimes be slightly hunched over (I think his posture has gotten better though). Personality-wise he's really friendly and I nice person to talk to when you get the chance.
The play was done very well (they actually have a good drama program, unlike my current school. When I was there I was in the production Peter Pan and it was so much fun.) As usual, Vinton got one of the better parts. I mentioned him in another entry but I don’t think I described him much either. Vinton is maybe an inch or two taller than me with hair he spikes that is dark enough to be considered black unless you look very closely (in the play he was wearing a grey wig and a goutee). His skin is about as pale as mine (and I’m pretty pale), and he has these very noticeable green eyes. He also has a very slender frame and from what Julie tells me, he has a six pack now O_o (this is a good thing, people. Yush indeed). He takes pride in his Persian background, even though we try and convince him the Persians are extinct. His parents even gave him a few real swords and an axe for his birthday, which he keeps hanging over his bed. That’d suck if there was an earthquake, wouldn’t it? He’s one of the best actors in the school nevertheless in our grade, as I believe I mentioned before, and he’s a very interesting person to be around.
Anyway, he played the character Faygen, head of the pick-pockets.
Just to warn you, there be more big fat descriptions ahead, mateys.
When the play ended, we waited for Marianne, who played the mother who dies in the beginning, a chimneysweep, a waitress during “Oom pa pa”, and a pick-pocket. We also waited for Julie, who played a pick-pocket, a waitress in “Oom pa pa”, and a strawberry seller that sings. Oh I know you were just longing for another description, so here it is.
Marianne is either the same height or half an inch taller than me, with thin tawny hair that she keeps pulled back most of the time. She takes a lot of pride in her English background, and if you see her room, she has an English flag rug and a huge English flag hanging on her wall. She’s the type of person that takes and interest in dancing and singing and that shtuff.
Julie is one of my best friends. She’s of Italian background with dark-ish brown hair that goes a little past her shoulders. She has large brown eyes and is probably around 5’3 1/2” or 5’4”. She’s very insecure about herself, even though she is one of the most-fit and smartest person I know (should it be “people I know”?). She has very well set down morals and sticks to them. She does not believe in ghosts or anything else supernatural except for the idea of God, because she was brought up that way. Every time I call her or talk to her or want to get together to do something she is always doing homework, and beats herself up if she ever finds herself procrastinating (which in her case is studying for a test that is on Wednesday on Sunday. Overall though, she is one of the coolest people I know, and it’s pretty obvious that she’s going to go far in life. She takes piano and loves it, as well as singing, though she beats herself up over that as well by saying she’s not good even though she is.
We visited for a little while until Julie had to leave, and then I took Marianne’s chimney sweep and her hat along with a fake cigar that shot smoke out of it if you blew in to it and danced around on the empty stage. A little while later they chased after me because I was embarrassing them and Cassie wanted to take one of the props I was using away from me. So I went off stage for a bit and talked with David Hasbany, a really nice guy in my class that worked as backstage crew during the play. Yes, another description. I shall try to keep it brief. David is already 6’1” or maybe a few inches taller. Maybe it was 6’3”. Anyway, as you can guess, he’s pretty good at basketball. He has naturally tan skin and dark brown hair. He smiles a lot and is very nice and polite. Fun to talk to. He always says hi. Yush he is cool indeed.
So I talked with him for a bit and then went on my quest for hats. I found David’s brother, Zach, who played the bad guy in the play. He’s in the 6th grade and already must be 5’10”. In the play he wore a crumpled top hat and I asked him if I could wear it and he let me. He looks just like his brother, with only a few differences. At the time his teeth were all red because he had gotten shot at the end of the play and had a blood capsule in his mouth that he bit. However I didn’t get to wear the hat long. I think he had to go somewhere so he took it back. I then found Vinton and asked if I could wear his hat, which had once been a top hat. He had cut the top off very short and covered it again so the hat reminded me of some sombraro-like thing. I wore it for maybe a minute or so, Vinton’s little sister staring strangely at me the whole time, and then he said “Okay, your moment of glory is over” and took the hat back despite my protests. So I went back to dancing around on stage with the chimney sweep and cigar (Cassie had stolen Marianne’s hat and wouldn’t give it back).

We went back to Marianne’s house, and I had a moment of feeling bad because I wondered if I was obnoxious. It didn’t seem like I bothered many people, but you never know. I have my insecure moments. Because my mom and Cassie’s dad was already on their way to pick us up and we couldn’t go out for ice cream like Marianne’s mom had planned, we made snow cones over at her house. ‘Twas cool indeed. And I like the spoons! Of course, Ian, Marianne’s youngest brother, made sure I had given the spoon back before I left because he was very attached to his special snow cone spoons.

Sunday was Mom’s family birthday party. Not really anything exciting happened there except I saw family. David, my little cousin, is having his first birthday in a few weeks. He’s so cute. He’s gotten a lot more hair and he has these bright blue eyes. His sister, Anna is blonde-haired, blue eyed, and you can tell she’s half Swedish most definitely. She’s so sweet and cute! “Jessie! You want to go bounce on the trampoline with me?” Yush yush cute indeed.

Let’s see now.. Monday. Let me see if I can remember what happened on Monday. Mrs. Gurries moved the science test to Wednesday instead of Friday or Thursday, and Marilyn played hookie that day. Oh yeah, we got a math-free math period and instead helped clean up our principal’s retirement dinner by taking down the big fat decorations. Our vice principal will take over as principal, which really sucks because I don’t like her. And what’s even worse is that a substitute teacher that hates me, Mrs. Duffy, will be vice principal. Blaag! She thinks I’m too random. Well you know what? That’s too bad!
Religion was funny. Kyle randomly asked if the bishop was Jewish. Miss Doherty looked at him weird and he said “Well he was wearing a yammakah!” Miss Doherty explained to him that a yammakah was different than a bishop hat. He didn’t say it to be stupid, just to be entertaining.
A little later in the day Jen said that Anna was going to tell her something about what some of the preps had said. Apparently they were talking bad about her. Once Jen found out, she said that if she felt like it, she would tell me. At lunch, And told me that Dani(ka), Tyler Lefeber, Matt DePaola, Nick Dazzi, and apparently Johnny Cvitanich were talking about the ugliest people in class. Dani and Tyler are major Abercrombie preps while I think the rest were just going with the conversation. They said that Ashley M was the ugliest girl in our grade, and that Jen Chau was the second. Jen is not ugly though. Then they went on naming people and said Louise is ugly (which she is not ) And then they named Marilyn and one of them said “Yeah their whole group is pretty ugly”. And nobody in our group is really ugly. Then they started talking about their own friends. Jessica Lenker is usually really nice. They said “Yeah, if Jess Lenker would just put a bag over her head she whould be the prettiest girl in the world.” Come on! You can’t say that about yoru own friends! “And Shannon look like a dragon.” Shannon is always being made fun of, and it pisses me off how she can just take it like that. She is annoying, but not really mean to any one or anything. It pisses me off. And who are they to say who is ugly? Dani is not pretty. She has dirty blonde hair that is naturally ringlet-curly, but she straightens it. And her straightening sucks. Might as well just call her Miss Frizz head. Her lower lip juts out more than her upper one so much that it seems like there is a crease there. She’s skinny and athletic and most people like her, but my point is that she is not perfect so I don’t know what she is talking about.

Tuesday, I can’t really remember anything significant that happened except I got in an argument with Mrs. Gurries because she thought I was reading a book when in fact I was writing in it. We were supposed to be correcting something and I had my book out ready to correct and was waiting for her to start when she called me up and made me give her the book. I thought the whole thing was funny, especially because it was Erin’s lotr book and didn’t even belong to me. Mrs. Gurries accused me of getting the workbook out to correct after she had called me up. That, of course, was impossible because I stood up immediately and would not have had time to find the page. ~sigh~ some people are so weird. I got it back later.

Wednesday we did our skits in history. Ours was good enough, though boring. Matt’s group, as usual, was the best because it was really funny. They did the Mexican war, so the scene started out with steven and ben sitting with sombreros on their heads playing the guitar. Then Matt shot some Americans with his fake shotgun and sword. Then came the whole war, were Matt would keep shooting people and they would die and then live and die again. Soon Nick Dazzi jumped in in a Zorro hat and a sword and yelled, “I am Zorro!” It was really funny. At lunch we sang song at the top of our lungs and created a whole musical.

Today nothing special happened except I was really hyper this morning and people kept asking if I was high off something. I had to do morning prayer, and during religion class, Marilyn and I had fun being sadistic masochists by hitting each other and laughing about it. Somehow I think I had more fun than she did because later she was complaining to Rose about a “bruise” I had given her when I kicked her. Lol :P Later though we continued our hitting battle after school. ‘Twas fun. Earlier that day though Maria was pissing me off. I was really grumpy, so I was being really mean to her, but she was pissing me off. In Language Arts I’m in a reading group with her and she kept saying how she was going to kill hamsters because she knows how pissed I get when she talks about that kind of stuff. So I hit her and stole her pen and it was fun because most of the reading group was on my side. Yup this is a long entry. I shall shut up now. Sorry to put you through any torture ^_^. Please comment.

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Eddy

:: 2004 5 May :: 4.14pm
:: Mood: giggly

All right, God of Confusion Baby!

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