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:: 2003 16 October :: 3.34pm
:: Music: Jade Anderson - Sugar High

Today, is....a.....Thursday :D
Yeah, im just sitting here at Jessica's again, she playin around with her new Palm Pilot, those things are really cool, im glad i took that class, basically getting those was the reason i took that class :P But yeah, kinda bored, We were thinking about ordering some Hungry Howies and having Nate deliver it :) yeah.....so....so...bored.......Me and little cousin tony had an interesting conversation about Penis' in Art today tho :D lol, noone's in particular of course :) heh,

Nate, you really need to come meet my dad, lol. Seriously, he is way too paranoid and hopefully if he meets you and gets to know you and what not, he wont be so paranoid anymore :) Oh, and thanks for takin me home or other places all those times too :D

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:: 2003 13 October :: 4.12pm
:: Mood: Happy! Good Weekend!! ^^
:: Music: Staind - Outside

.............PENIS!! O.O
Yeah! This weekend was awesome! I would put the details down but everyone seems to have some small account of it in their own journals and plus i tried earlier and my fucking gay computer got a system error in the middle of my thing and i didnt want to retype it all so yeah......heh....yeah.....

:: 2003 12 October :: 1.51pm
:: Mood: enraged
:: Music: the boogie man song from Nightmare Before Christmas

Dela the asswipe
GUESS WHAT?!!? I'M PISSED OFF! Enraged is an interesting word is it not? Anyway. Who is dela, you ask?

Dela was once my friend's boyfriend. Then he told her that he had a kid and that he couldn't be her bf anymore because he still loved the girl that he had the kid with. I never believed him in the first place, but then we for sure found out it was a lie. It was all because he didn't like her and he didn't want to be with her anymore. He didn't say "Look, we can't be together anymore" he said "I have a kid".

You getting how much of a jerk he is yet? Well I'm not finished.

Every year our school holds a "fiesta" or a carnival with rides and stuff. Well Dela, Chris (ogreskate312 if any of you have read his journal), and their friend Patrick came. Dela sent Chris to come over and tell us that he wanted to speak with Sarah. Of course we weren't about to let her go alone. I didn't like the guy before, and I didn't like him then either. So we went over and Sarah sat down next to him. He put his arm around her, Sarah muttered "okay, what the hell is going on here," and I began muttering curses under my breath. It's one of those times where you wish you were Wiccan and could really curse him or something. Anyway, he began to lead her away, and I rolled along on the parking lot floor, following them, my friends eagerly following behind me. Nosey we are. Chris ran and tripped, which I think he did on purpose, but anyway.... It wasn't a secret that we were following them for long, being that one of us started making noise, and we quickly clambered onto the play structure where we could watch them talk on the benches nearby. Now, Sarah currently has a boyfriend named Ruben, and with Dela talking to her like an ass, we felt it was our duty to tell him to lay off in the most suddle way possible.
Mikaela started reciting lines from Romeo and Juliet, inserting Ruben's name every now and then, and I yelled loudly "So! Mikaela! Who exactly is thes RUBEN guy again? Who is RUBEN, sarah? Dela, do YOU know who ruben is?" Dela seemed confused, so sarah told him who ruben was and why she couldn't see dela again. Wanting to get a better listen, some of us ran over to the benches and sat down next to them. I really didn't care if he thought I was a bitch, I was pissed because he was being unfair. He kept telling sarah that he wanted her back. Who tells someone that they have a kid as an excuse to break up with them and then kisses up to them and acts like they want them again. I don't know about you people, but I find something like that unforgiveable. He really hurt her.

So we waited for them to finish talking. Sarah said at one point:
"Yeah, well you told me you had a kid....."
Dela said "I can't believe you fell for that! Dork," then he laughed as if teh whole thing was a joke. You don't joke about shit like that. That was an outright lie and he knows it.
I tried to be nice, but soon my impatience got the better of me, and I muttered "OKay, are you DONE talkign with her yet?" I hadn't meant for him to hear me, but he did. And he gave me the look of death *shudder*. I walked away, Mikaela following, considering he had given her the look of death as well. The little group of ours hung out by the water fountains for a little while, and Chris told me how Dela had been saying how much he didn't like her, and then today he was kissing up to her like he still loved her. That made me pissed off, naturally, and I chased Mikaela (Mickey) around the parking lot, trying to get her to come over to the tables with me. In the end, Louise was really the only one brave enough, so she and I stood there for a while, waiting and waiting and waiting, all the while I was still muttering curses under my breath at dela.
Trying to sound polite and unintruding so as to avoid the look of death, Louise asked "Have you two found a conclusion to this discussion yet?" Sarah laughed, and Dela barely paid attention. The whole time he was talking to her, he held her hands, and it was pissing me off because he was a lying fraud and I wanted to beat him up, even though chances are I would lose.
Sarah kept telling him that she didn't like him anymore, and I found it very brave of her, especially since she had acted so afraid to be seen by him earlier in the day. Ocassionally I would flip him off under my sweatshirt sleeve when he wasn't looking, but this talk was taking too long. When she would try to get up and leave, he would push her back down again. Finally the conversation seemed at an end, and he hugged her. I found it funny because she wasn't really hugging him back and she never looked him in the face. he tried to kiss her but she turned away, which made me feel like yelling "HAH! IN YOUR FACE DELA YOU ASS!"

*ahem* anyway, I think he is an asswipe and I hope that whoever is reading this can understand my feelings. I don't like it when people treat other people like dirt, especially my friends. Sorry to those of you that are friends with dela, but that's what happened and I'm not going back on how much I hate him, because I think he deserves to be loathed for what he did. And there you have it.

I am a laughing eggplant.

2 Illuminated My Path | Shed Your Light

:: 2003 10 October :: 3.21pm
:: Music: Staind

Friday
Yeah :) Today was ok, didnt really do much, just school again. I hope i have fun this weekend though. Ah! of course i will! as long as i get to sleep till 3 ill have fun!! Well, maybe not quite 3.......but noon at the most! :D

:: 2003 9 October :: 9.39pm
:: Mood: relaxed
:: Music: Tank! - Cowboy Bebop soundtrack

ze govinator!
And the winner is........

ARRRNOLD! Ah, interesting is it not? A famous movie star that everyone knows about now my state's new governor. To tell you the truth i didn't really care who won. Well, maybe that's a lie. I can tell you that I didn't want Bustemonte or however you spell his name to win, and the person my parents liked wasn't a good person to vote for because everyone said he didn't have a chance. So technically the only choices were Bustemonte and Arnold. So I guess you could say I'd rather have Arnold..... I guess.
*shrugs* But what do I care anyway, really? I'm a teenager. WHO GIVES A DAMN YET?! NOT ME! *ahem*

I'm tired, and when I'm tired the thoughfulness and dramaticness settles in. And that's bad...... sometimes. I don't feel like getting all thoughtful on you right now, so I believe I shall go. I hope Marilyn calls me soon. She's supposed to get this damn Spanish thing done with me. I'm getting a flat butt from sitting here.....

Duuuuuuuuuuuke get yer aaaath over here!

2 Illuminated My Path | Shed Your Light

:: 2003 9 October :: 4.44pm
:: Music: Trapped-Still Frame

Thursday...uh...Day (Quizes)
Yeah, Im at Jessica's house right now. Hehe, and shes goin kinda pyscho on me, though shes tellin me shes not right now. Heh, were pestering kevin on messenger, its so much fun!Heh, yeah, school today was alright i guess, It was school, jessica is strangling my wrist right now so its hard to type. But yeah, when i go home, i plan to uh....eat...and umm.....sleep....after i take my shower of course :) and umm...then...uhh...go to school again tommorrow! :D which really sucks -_-

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YEAH I LOVE THAT SONG!!!!!

:: 2003 7 October :: 10.52pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: Stupify - Disturbed

Sing the Momiji song!
Sing the Momiji song!

Who's in the forest strolling?
The birds and the bees sing Momiji!
The frogs in the pond are calling
Momiji, yes, it's true!

Ah, I was singing that song all day while shadowing at notre Dame. I used to think it was an ucky school, but everyone is soooooooo nice there! And I met Amanda's friend Charlene, who is really cool. The three of us talked about Fruits Basket a lot of the time. Then we all sang the Momiji song. I met a lot of really cool people there. Angie, I think her name was, Brittney (sp?), another girl that I don't know her name, Catherine, and others. I also hung out with my friend casey. twas really cool! And one of the best parts was that PREPS WERE THE MINORITY! YAAAY! The preppiness shall not be a problem, that it shall not! *stands triuphantly on a chair*

THE PREPS SHALL NEVER PREVAIL! *ahem*

For some reason at lunch, everyone got DAMN HILARY DUFF SONGS STUCK IN THEIR HEAD! And there is only one cure for those type of horror songs: The Momiji song!

Ok, maybe that isnt the only cure, but it worked well for me anyway.
Yesh. Hmmm... I don't feel like talking much anymore, except for the fact that I made up 3 new characters today!

Salem - she is a hanyou (half demon). I don't have much info on her yet. I need some more, I know. I don't have much info for any of the characters now that i think of it.

Xeke - a small panther demon.

Phsyche - he needs work.

There you have it. Maybe I shall add some info on them later.

eddy	:: 2003 7 October :: 3.54pm :: Music: Blink 182-I wanna fuck a dog in the ass More quizes! Heehee!! Read more.. Shed Your Light

:: 2003 6 October :: 10.24pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club band - Beatles

ALFALFA!
Ah, yes, another wonderful update! Let's see... so much to speak of.

The other day I went over to my friend Ashleigh's house to head off and watch fireworks on the beach. Twas fun because I got to meet all the Mount Madonna people, who were really nice. A guy named Chris had this pen that killed my friggin finger! It was a trick pen so when you pressed on the pen it vibrated. Made my finger numb, it did.

After the fireworks, which were purdy and quite interesting actually - considering that the pier from where they were launched caught on fire - we struggled to get through the crowds. Everyone kept stepping on my shoelaces, which was quite annoying.
Then I spazzed.
I was really hyper half of the way home. I continuously talked about bologna and the word "Monday", sang songs, tapped people on the noggin, and played with Jessica's "Monkey Hat."
Ashleigh swore that someone had spiked my lemonade............ maybe they did O_o. That would be strange w00t! woooooooot!
After we got back to Ashleigh's, we ate a spoonful of Nutella (a cool german chocolate spread thingy that you can only really get in Germany i think, unless ordered online. After all, you can order anything online nowadays. Don't quote me on the 'only in Germany' thingy though) and watched Fruits Basket until 5:00 AM.

I LOVE FRUITS BASKET! I liked Hatsuharu before, and now I like him even better now! Ah yes, and Shigure-san is fonny. fonny fonny fonny. Ashleigh is utterly obsessed with Kyo. Ah, good times, good times. I was able to watch the entire series except for 2 episodes *sigh* There just isnt enough time in the world....
I also read every Mars manga I could get my hands on, so I was quite contented and entertained, though i must admit Mars can be a little overwhelming, you could say. THAT'S RIGHT JULIE! I FINALLY READ THE 5TH ONE! YAAAAHAHAHAHA! It would be interesting to know a guy that would turn into a cow or bull or whatever if you hugged him, wouldn't it? Not to mention you might be traumitized for life, but anyway......

IT IS SO SAD THAT LOTR IS ENDING! That's right folks, the Return of the King is at hand - the last of the trilogy *sniff* Noooo moooooorrre Elvses and hobbitses and stinky filthy manses, precious, no, none *sniffle*. Oh well. I always have the neon genesis Evangelion live action movie to look forward to. After all, i only have to wait.... what is it...... *counts on fingers*..... 3... more years? eh heh heh. *ahem*

We talked to my friend today about why we're worried about her. She didn't seem to listen. I think she focused all her energy on getting pissed at Marilyn for yelling at her because she wasn't paying attention. We're only trying to help her really, but she doesn't get it. It was an attempt i suppose. Marilyn tried to start talking about it and my friend (it may be a bit too obvious that I'm trying to avoid the name of her right now) stood there, all her weight on one leg, like even i do sometimes, ran her hand through her hair, looking away. Marilyn got really pissed. She threw her water bottle down on the ground and yelled "You know what?! I'm not even going to bother talking to you! You are a waste of time!" To tell you the truth, I understand why she got so mad. If I had been the one talking, I would have done the same thing. Afterwards we gave her a change to get pissed at us. I asked her "What pisses you off about me? Yell at me, damnit!" She just looked at me for a second and then said "goth."
I said "Alright then, what about her?" and pointed to my other friend Louise. Unfortunately she never got to tell us, because everyone got mad at eachother, and me, Mickey, and "my friend" went and had a talk of our own.

Earlier that day "my friend" was once again putting her lipgloss on, and I got pissed, so I hit her on the arm, making the tiny hand-held mirror skid on the ground. It didn't break, but she kicked me really hard in the leg. The pain only lasted for about 5 minutes, and so far hasn't created a bruise, but I still thought it was funny.

haha Im so evil.

shannonw55

:: 2003 5 October :: 3.11pm
:: Music: Monica- So Gone

Feng Shui
That was kinda weird.... The sound on my computer was all screwed up. I went to homestarrunner and Strong Bad sounded like a girl. hehehe. So then I went and clicked on the song by Monica and she sounded like a chipmunk... Grr.. it made me mad. yeah. So I restarted my comp and now its better.... so im gonna run that computer de bugger thing that andy showed everyone. I'm trying to look up Feng Shui online right now. I want to re arrange my room but i don't know how. I always rearrange stuff in my room every month almost but I found a way i liked it so i haven't changed it in a while so I'm looking for something to make my room *peaceful*

hmmmm this is weird.. I found a site about it and its like all about a religion. ppffft. I thought it was just about rearranging my stupid funiture. You can go to a feng shui school........ thats messed up..

k found it. I think. and it includes cool colors to use for your room. ok *UPDATE*

eddy	:: 2003 5 October :: 3.01pm :: Mood: amused More Quizes Read more.. Shed Your Light

eddy	:: 2003 5 October :: 1.40pm :: Mood: amused :: Music: Blink 182!! Quiz YAY! Another quiz! Yep, i no i no im sorry. But like i said yesterday i can't help it! Read more.. Shed Your Light

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:: 2003 4 October :: 10.16pm
:: Music: American Hi-Fi

Red Flannel
Yeah! Today at Red Flannel was pretty cool. Most of you know how it went so I wont write down all the details cuz im lazy!! O_O anyway yeah. Yesterday at the Football game, that was fun too. Even though we didnt even go to the actual game, we just kinda hung out at the park and stuff but most you already know that too so....yeah.....Yep, Nate asked me out on Tursday and I said yes so now we are going out, obviously....since i said yes that would be a given as to it meaning were going out......and I just completely confused myself......so im gonna stop typing now cuz i dont know what im saying as its 10:30 at night and im tired from walking around all day and being cold so im gonna post another quiz, yes! i no! im sorry!! theres so many but i cant help myself!! its like a drug man!! lol....not really......so yeah, here it is.....

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