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:: 2003 30 September :: 9.27pm
:: Mood: upset
:: Music: seether - fade away

not really in the mood to write
jim and i went to the movies yesterday. we saw freaky friday. aww. disney movies are the best.

we had fun, it was 10 months for us yesterday. =) such a long time. yes. a long time together.
i l o v e h i m v e r y m u c h

i didn't go to school today. i am hella sick. and it sucks. a lot.

i hope i don't have a lot of things to make up. -growls. i hate homework and such.

i don't really feel like writing.

<3 jena.

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:: 2003 27 September :: 3.30pm
:: Mood: sick, sad
:: Music: incubus

personality test.

The Big Five Personality Test
Extroverted |||||||||| 32%
Introverted |||||||||||||||| 68%
Friendly |||||||||| 32%
Aggressive |||||||||||||||| 68%
Orderly |||||||||||| 42%
Disorderly |||||||||||||| 58%
Relaxed |||| 12%
Emotional |||||||||||||||||||| 88%
Intellectual |||||||||||||| 54%
Practical |||||||||||| 46%
Take Free Big 5 Personality Test





The Big Five is currently the most accepted personality model in the scientific community. The Big Five emerged from the work of multiple independent scientists/researchers starting in the 1950s who using different techniques obtained similar results. Those results were that there are five distinct personality traits/dimensions. Here are your results on each dimension:


Extroversion results were low which suggests you are quiet, unassertive, and aloof.

Friendliness results were low which suggests you tend to be rude, uncooperative, and irritable.

Orderliness results were medium which suggests you are moderately organized, reliable, neat, and ambitious.

Emotional Stability results were low which suggests you are very worrying, insecure, emotional, and nervous.

Intellectualness results were medium which suggests you are moderately creative, original, curious, and imaginative.

Overall, you scored highest on Intellectualness and lowest on Emotional Stability

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:: 2003 24 September :: 10.22am
:: Music: my teacher talking to us

.:just in school:.
i'm in school, not really doing anything, omg, do i want to go home. i am so sick. i think it's a combination of being out in the cold all yesterday [i'll write about that later.] and kelly [she's sick, and she was over my house for a long time last night -growls.]

mrs skilles is telling us about her experince about her Student Teacher Of the Year thing. [she was one of the finialists for Pennsylvania] which is really hard to do. only 12 teachers actually make it. so it's really cool to just have a teacher that was a finialist. =) i'm so proud! (i really actually am.)

so yesterday rochelle stayed over again and we [some aunts, some uncles, and some cousins and jim came over!] it was an okay night really. we roasted some hot dogs on a big bon fire- and some marshmellows. it started at klike 7:00 and i think everyone started to leave at around 9 or so. jim rochelle [kelly was on my computer...........] i think she got us sick! oh well. but anyways, jim left around 11:30- [way to early.. i wanted him to stay all night.] but oh well- he's getting his lisence soon enough. i want him to get it soo bad. god i'm tired of his mom bitching about driving him over my house, and i'm tired of my mom bitching about going to get him and so on.. it just kinda drains me because i hear it from both sides.. -growls.

i guess jim talked to the principle about going to homecoming- he's allowed to go. we got into this big fight because i didn't want to go anymore. yeah, i wanted to go.. but i didn't want to be rushed around looking for a dress and shoes and all that stupid shit. but i don't know, he said he would take some other girl, and i hung up on him. ha. stupid ass. i hung up on him like 6 times in the matter of not even 5 minutes. the next day we were okay though..

so things have been getting to me lately- okay everything has been getting to me lately. just everything. i don't even know what to do anymore. i just got off the handle. if someone talks to me in the wrong way, i'll be mad at them or freakin yell at them for stupid little shit. it's dumb. i'm dumb. but i don't even know anymore. i just don't know.. i just don't know.

becky and i are just sitting here, online because we have a free period in advanced word processing. yay! i'm glad cause i freakin need some time off.

man, i want to go home.

history test today- DAMN IT. fuck history. i hate it. and i'm probably going to fail it. it's not that i don't like history, because i think it's amazing all the things that happened, but i just don't like having to memorize everything. i'm not a memorization kind of person. i'm more of a math person. i'm better at math at most subjects. i don't know anymore. whatever.

george is so fuckin stupid. rochelle and i went up with him to get some ice cream yesterday, and our friend tom came out [he works there.] and he gave roach the middle finger, [they always play around like that.] and george was like "i don't think that was very respectable, if you ever ever do anything like that again, i'll have you thrown off this property." what an asshole? i was so pissed. if he fuckin talks to me, see if i fuckin talk back. fuck him. i don't tell my mom and his friends what to do, they do shit around my little sisters that isn't appropriate, but i don't fuckin tell them that it isn't appropriate. fuck him. and if he does anything like that again, just fuckin see what i do.

sorry for saing 'fuck' so many times. when i get mad, i swear. and omg was i so pissed when he did that.

god, i feel like shit.

<3 jena.





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:: 2003 21 September :: 7.54pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: commercials on the radio

yes, updating again today
yeah, i saw this movie when it first came out; and i loved it ever since. but lately i've been watching it and watching it. i know everything about it. ahh yes. ask me a question. haha.

love
You're Love!


Which Moulin Rouge Symbol are you most like?
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Tango De Roxanne
You're: El Tango de Roxanne


What Moulin Rouge Song Are You?
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You Are Christian! You have a ridiculous obsession with love! Although you don't have much money, you can survive with love and love alone!
You are Christian! You have a ridiculous obssesion
with love, but you can survive with love and
love alone!


What Moulin Rouge character are you? (pics!!!!!)
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giff02
You are very very obsessed wiht moulin rouge! You
have seen it so many times it's not funny
anymore! Your friends and relatives are going
crazy becuase you keep talking about it. You
know almost every word to it, and get p.o.ed
every time people insult it in any way shape or
form. But hey who can balme ya? It's a great
movie


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:: 2003 21 September :: 4.54pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: moulin rouge

love makes us act like we are fools; throw our lives away, for one happy day.

i guess this weekend was okay. =) i got to see jim. i watched moulin rouge a bunch of times. so i am 'happy'

friday jim came over; at 12 midnight. -growls. i was so mad at him because it took him so long to get over here. but at least he came over. i was happy about that.

satine
i follow the night
can't stand the night
when will i begin
to live again?
one day i'll fly away..
leave all this to yesterday..
what more could your love do for me?
when will love be through with me?
why live life from dream to dream?
and dread the day, when dreaming ends..

christan
how wonderful life is.. now your in the world.

satine
one day i'll fly away
leave all this to yesterday
why live life from dream to dream
and dread the day, when dreaming.. ends.
one day i'll fly away..


whoa, sorry i had to type that out.. they were singing it, and i love that part.. ahh. the whole movie rocks.. i'll probably just bust out typing some of the lyrics again later in the entry..

but anyways, saturday- we took jim to work, and then i went homecoming dress shopping with amy. aww. her dress is so cute. i love it very much. it's black with sparkles in the front. and she's going with a nice guy to, so i'm happy for her. [i love you amy!] then we came home to her house and jim drove us to subway. and amy and i got a SUB. =) it was good. [thank you jim, i love you.] then we came back, and amys mom left. matt and jim came up. we chilled and shit. matt went home and then amy jim and i watched moulin rouge. [amy never saw it before- but jim watches it with me all the time.. he probably hates it by now.] he actually fell asleep on the floor next to the couch. but i'm so glad he was there. i miss him since he works anymore.. i don't get to see him as much.

today i didn't really do anything, went to the covered bridge festival with my mom and stuff. i didn't get anything though. but oh well. my mom told me that she was going to paint a smile on my face. haha. yeah.

now i'm just watching moulin rouge again. [yes, the title of this entry is from one of the songs is from the movie.]

all you need is love
a girl has got to eat
all you need is love
she'll end up on the street
all you need is love
love is just a game

i was made for lovin' you baby,
you were made for lovin' me

the only way of lovin me baby, is to pay a lovely fee
just one night, just one night
there's no way, cause you can't pay.
in the name of love, one night in the name of love..
you crazy fool; i won't give into you.


jesus christ, i love that movie- i don't know how anyone can't. ahh. what's wrong with me? haha. i'm obsessed. i love the songs.

"we could steal time.. just for one day, we could be hero's forever and ever. we could be heros forever and ever.. we can be heros- just because i will always love you--"

how wonderful life is, now you're in the world
i love you jim.

<3<3jena.

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:: 2003 20 September :: 12.35pm
:: Mood: i don't know
:: Music: seether

[haha] this is funny
Depressed..
You're depressed. Really you are. And you
definitely have a reason. You often space out
and stare at things blankly, even if you're
normally hyper and energetic. This is because
nothing really seems important anymore. You
might just be sad right now, or you might be
manic depressive. Don't worry. Have some cocoa
and stuff'll be ok.


How Depressed are You?
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:: 2003 17 September :: 7.34pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: incubus (mourning view cd)

good day?!
"so are you gettin kress straightened up jena?" -my science teacher asked me after class today.
[kress = jim]

haha, that made my day a considerably good one.

=)

p.s. i love you rochelle!!

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:: 2003 16 September :: 8.03pm
:: Mood: i don't even know anymore.. =(
:: Music: commercials on the radio..

nothing anymore.
so yeah.. the moday and tuesday of this week was.. okay if you consider being miserable okay.. but whatever.

last night i stayed at rochelles. i did have fun. =) but i guess her step dad is bein an ass today, so rochelle, i hope you're okay.. i love you! -hugs-

jim and i are okay.. we just fight a lot.. i um, need him. because he helps me through everything. =( i wish i wasn't so dependent on him. i need him for absolutly everything. i feel so stupid. but i l o v e h i m w i t h a l l m y h e a r t and i don't ever wanna lose him.. it came to close once, never again do i want it to become that close again.. never again.

in algebra i feel dumb. i guess we're doing "Problem Solving" now- man, i try so hard, and i just don't understand it. =( i don't know what to do.. ugh. we're having a test.. umm.. [hold on, let me look in my planner..] um, yeah thursday. -sighs- i am going to fail it. whatever; if i fail, i'll most likely just fail the whole year. but i don't even know if i care anymore.

i re-did my journal.

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:: 2003 14 September :: 2.35pm
:: Mood: upset, depressed, worried, anti-social
:: Music: die trying - oxgyens gone

just leave me alone to die
the whole weeks been bad.. well, starting tuesday anyway. jim and i have just ben fighting non-stop all the time anymore. god, i don't even know what the fuck we're fighting over half the time, we just fight to fight.

so tuesday i had an anxiety attack, and god i've been seriously getting those more and more often.. and i don't know what to do about them because i don't want to tell anyone. i'm scared they'll take me to the doctor, and they'll want to.. i don't know, i'm just scared of them seeing my arm. i don't want to know what they'll do about it. they'd probably tell my mom or something. and thats the last thing that i need.. =/

wed. at lunch time jim and i got into this fight over something.. i guess he said that i was making fun of him, but i swear to god on my life that i didn't even mean to say anything bad. it just came out wrong i guess.. but i don't know, he wouldn't talk to me for the rest of the lunch period, and he didn't walk with me to 6th period.. i was really upset. i hate when things like that happen. god, it makes me feel like shit. 8th period i couldn't hold it in anymore. i asked to go the restroom cause i was crying.. mrs. gurdish asked if i was okay, i just nodded my head.. i think i was in there for like 5 minutes, and when i finially came back in the class room, i was still crying a little bit, and i felt everyones eyes on me. i hate that. i guess they were all waiting for me to get out the bathroom. how dumb.

the rest of the week was just bad. then came the weekend. god, i don't even want to talk about the weekend. i had the worst weekend ever. jim and i fought, and all i did all weekend was cry, and cry and think about stupid shit. i swear i wanted to just sink into my pillow and just never have to face anything anymore. i didn't want to talk or see anyone.
but i did. i had to go to my uncles family reunion with him. i didn't want to let him down. i may be a little depressed, but i wouldn't let my aunt and uncle down. kelly and i went, and everyone rode horses but me. the one who loves horses, but i didn't ride. because i'm scared not of horses.. of something else. but i don't want to talk about it.

so i'm going to go to school with a HaPpY fAce! on, and lie some more. =) yay. i'm so glad!

i hope i don't wake up in the morning.

i love you jim.

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:: 2003 10 September :: 7.02pm
:: Mood: i feel like singing
:: Music: a bunch of different stuff.

don't test me. not this year.
i made a community.. so everyone that reads my journal, please join. it'd mean a lot to me. just click HERE

i've been listening to this radio station, and all these old songs are on that i haven't heard in a couple years.. and i'm pretty happy about that, because i like these songs. damn. i miss this kinda shit.

:sings: [this is stuck in my head from earlier today]
you’re getting closer, to pushing me
off of life’s little edge
cause i’m a loser and sooner or later
you know i’ll be dead
you’re getting closer, you’re holding
the rope and i’m taking the fall
cause i’m a loser, i'm a loser


so you can tell that school started, because no one updates anymore.. =[ which makes me sad. but i guess i'll get over it like i do everything else.

i'm not sure about school anymore. to much work. i'd rather be doing something else, like sleeping. but yeah- i have to keep my grades up. because i want to. not because anyone else wants me to. i am doing it because i want to. =] because of me. me me me.

i'm doing good in my classes so far -shudders- oh well, i'm trying harder than last year, especially in algebra, and english.. only because i really am starting to like algebra, and english will only get harder, and i better start doing good now. dumb reasons, but hey-- they work.

i guess i don't really have that much homework, yeah i have more than last year, but you always have more homework the higher grade you get in, so.. no complaining from me.

i have to say- fuckin people better stop talking to jim! you stupid bitch. talk to him again, see what i do. =] thats all.
[my friends know who the hell i'm talking about.]

don't press my buttons this year. not this year, because i'm not taking anyones shit.

i was sitting on the bus, and this one nicole girl was talking really loud, and i was like "who the fuck is talking so loud?! they need to stfu, they're getting on my nerves." to kelly, and she was like "jena, everything gets on your nerves anymore." haha, yeah she's right. i hate people. =]

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:: 2003 7 September :: 8.18pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: 504 boys - i can tell

: i'm not sure :
yes. i am listening to rap. no i don't like much of it. but a select few i like.

so i guess yesterday jim and i fought. i was upset. i cried. nothing else new. i always cry over stupid things. but whatever. i don't care anymore.

today jim came over. and rochelle was here also. sams party was today. i guess all her friends didn't come over, because they had "plans" [assholes] but allison was here. and we made the best of it. and i did have a good time.

it started around 2, we all went outside on the back porch deck. my mom made hotdogs, and we ate chips. sam gave us all a little gift bag, which had: a bracelet, necklace, hair things, gum, a big bouncy ball, pencil, and sunglasses in it. i love it. i stole everyones bracelet, because they were so cute, and i loved them. [i didn't really steal them, everyone gave me theres.] but anyway, after we ate jim came. i don't really know what time that was.. but whatever. we all went swimming. but no one actually stayed in the pool because i really think that it was only about 50 or so degres. it was freezing. [goes at gets noodles] but then we played a little game [something to do with cotton balls, i don't really remember.] but we made that fun to. it even had me laughing, which felt good.
rochelle jim and i played some nintendo, and then we all came in my room.. rochelle went on the computer, and jim and i cuddled on my bed. =] we didn't really do anything other than that.. jim and i fell asleep for about an hour, then we woke up, took rochelle home and then jim and i chilled.
he went home around 8:00 :'(
i miss him.
he needs to come back.

i don't want to go to school tomorrow. i don't want to act all happy and soicalize. ahh. i hate it anymore. i wish school was fuckin over already.

i want to go to homecoming.. :( but i'm not.

i better go read my english story, even though i can't really get into it, because it's so stupidly written, god. they need to get better stories already.

go to woohulyrics and get an account and then add me as a friend.

Burned Out


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:: 2003 3 September :: 10.17pm
:: Mood: really upset.
:: Music: complete and utter silence.

i feel special.
d0ug1e06 (10:08:12 PM): hey jena
she ran away x (10:08:15 PM): hi
d0ug1e06 (10:08:17 PM): u looked nice today
she ran away x (10:08:24 PM): lol yeah.
d0ug1e06 (10:08:25 PM): i forgot to tell u
d0ug1e06 (10:08:30 PM): haha u did
she ran away x (10:08:34 PM): thanks, if youre being serious
she ran away x (10:09:09 PM): :-)
d0ug1e06 (10:10:10 PM): yeah i am being serious
she ran away x (10:10:57 PM): thanks.

that was just about the nicest thing anyones said to me in a long time. =] thanks david if you're reading this! you really made my day better.

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:: 2003 2 September :: 4.01pm

school is dumb.

"dumb people are always blissfully
unaware of how dumb they really are."

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xxinterrupted

:: 2003 1 September :: 9.04pm
:: Mood: thirsty
:: Music: limp bizkit - eat you alive

[after the party]
soo everyone started getting at my house around 2:00.. and it's like BOOM everyone started drinking. man it was crazyness.

i'd say by at least 4 everyone that was there was trashed. except for me, jim, rochelle, amy, and randi. we didn't drink anything. kelly and her friend came around 4 or so? i don't really know.. i wasn't paying any attention. but anyways, a little bit later kelly and rachel left, so it was just us 5 again.. i think it was around 7 o'clock or so when we all got so freakin tired of sitting in the house, playing video games, that we went and sat out on my front porch.. oh god. then "the drunk lady" came out. (*we named her that* - but her real name is Karen) oh god, so many freakin memories from her.. we were out there for a good 45 mintes, just crackin up. man was she trashed..

the drunk lady: "EVIL EVIL EVIL DEMONS!" -swings the plastic fish around and then violenty harrasses the palm tree-

the drunk lady talking to rochelle in her ear: "6 6 6" -messes up rochelles hair- "6 6 6!!!! DEMONS!!!!!!!"

amy: "so did you get hay?"
the drunk lady: "huh? i didnt hear you"
the drunk lady: "GET THE BALLS TO SAY IT AGAIN, YOU SAID IT ONCE, DO YOU HAVE THE BALLS TO SAY IT AGAIN!? GET THE BALLS!! THE BALLS!"
-here we are falling off our chairs laughing our asses off.-
rochelle: "she said, DID YOU GET HAY"
the drunk lady: "not enough! nope let me tell ya, NOT ENOUGH!"

"GET SOME HAY WHILE YOU STILL CAN!" -the drunk lady

the drunk lady: "so are all of you single?"
randi: "no, not jena" -points to me-
me: "this is my boyfriend jim" -points to jim-
the drunk lady: "HOLD ON. so let me get this straight, she has a boyfriend and none of you girls do!? now back in MY DAY........ when i got some hay, ALL MY GIRLS GOT SOME HAY!!!!!!!" -looks at me- "why aren't you hookin this girls up with some hay?!"

"CUT THE LAWN" .. "i need some hay" -rochelle

oh my god. that was the funniest shit ever. it might sound weird when you just read it like this.. but jim, amy, randi, and rochelle know what it's about. damn.. good memories.

later that night we took a walk.. hmm. thats all i can say. =] but i did have cotton mouth really bad.

great night. man.. great night.

-x|x- jena.

Burned Out


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:: 2003 31 August :: 1.41am
:: Mood: happy cause jims here
:: Music: just talking to jim.

[a survey thingy]
Have you ever...
1. Fallen for your best friend – no
2. Made out with JUST a friend – yes.
3. Been in love – yeah, i am right now.
4. Used someone – yes
5. Been used – many times.
6. Done something you regret – of course.

Last person...
1. You touched – jim
2. You talked to - jim
3. You hugged - jim
4. You instant messaged - nick
5. You yelled at – jim
6. You laughed with – jim
7. You had a crush on – jim.
8. Who broke your heart – don't want to talk about it.

Do you...
1. Color your hair – sure do, all the time.
2. Have tattoos - i wish..
3. Piercings - bellybutton, ears
4. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both – a boyfriend, jim.
5. Floss daily – ha ha ha.. no.
6. Own a webcam – yeah, but it's amys.
7. Ever get off the damn computer – not really. unless jim and i do something
8. Sprechen sie deutsche – i have to think about that one.. haha.
9. Habla espanol – no.

Have u/do u have...
1. Considered a life of crime – fuck yeah.
2. Considered being a hooker – yeah, 9th grade summer.. ahh i remember that.
3. Considered being a pimp – yeah right.
4. Split personalities - sometimes.
5. Panic – too much.
6. Anxiety - yes.. especially when i have to do something i don't want to do.
7. Depressed – 99.9% of the time, but don't tell anyone.
8. Suicidal – most of the time, but again, i don't talk about it.
9. Obsessed with hate - yes.. definitly.
10. If you could be anywhere, where would you be – dead.
11. What are you listening to – weezer
12. Can you do anything freakish with your body – no.
13. Chicken or fish – fish.
14. Do you have a favorite animal – no.

Current…
1. Clothes – black shirt, pink stripped shorts.
2. Mood – happy cause jims here, and sorta tired.
3. Taste – pizza and pop in my mouth.
4. Hair – black and in a ponytail
5. Annoyance – no one and nothing.
6. Smell – pizza.
7. Thing I ought to be doing – laying on the bed with jim ;)
8. Desktop Picture – a blinki that says "i kill myself to get back at you"
9. Favorite Group – i have a bunch.. can't just name one.
10. Book – nothing right now. though i should be reading something.
11. Worry – babies. lol
12. Crush – jim.<33

Favorite...
1. Drink – orange juice
2. Color(s) – black and green.
3. Shoes – i don't know again.
4. Candy – i don't know again.
5. TV Show – don't really watch tv.
6. Movie – moulin rouge
7. Dance – uh no.

Are you...
1. Understanding – i try..
2. Open-minded - definitly.
3. Insecure - every day of my life.
4. Interesting – whatever you think.
5. Hungry – all the time, but i try not to eat.
6. Friendly – most of the time, although i can be a total bitch.
7. Smart – not at all, if anything i'm seriously stupid.
8. Moody – very much.
9. Childish - yes
10. Independent – no.
11. Hard working – when i want to be.
12. Organized – sometimes.
13. Healthy – not really.
14. Emotionally Stable – haha no.
15. Shy – only around new people.
16. Difficult - yes
17. Attractive – fuck no.
18. Bored Easily - yes
19. Thirsty - yes.
20. Responsible – most of the time.
21. Sad – definitly.
22. Happy – only with jim.
23. Trusting – to much.
24. Talkative – with people that i know.
25. Unique – not really..
26. Needy – no.

Who do you want to...
1. Kill – yes.. not telling who. =]
2. Slap – no one
3. Look like – no one, anyone who looked like me would kill themselves.
4. Be like – i'm not sure.
5. Talk to offline - jim, kelly

On you...
1. Name – jena
2. Nicknames – jen, P
3. Hair color – right now: black
4. Eye Color - dark brown.
5. Siblings – two little sisters, one older brother.
6. How do you describe yourself – ugly, fat, stupid.
7. What's your sign – aquarius
8. Do you have a Boyfriend/Girlfriend – yes, jim.

On friends...
1. Best Friend(s) – amy, rochelle, kelly.
2. Friend(s) you hang out with - don't know.. no one really.
3. Friend(s) you have the most fun with - don't know
4. Friend(s) you've dreamt about – don't know
5. Friend(s) you tell secrets to – all of them.

On preferences...
1. Chocolate milk or hot chocolate – hot chocolate
2. McDonalds or Burger King – ick.. neither if possible.
3. Marry the perfect lover or the perfect friend – perfect friend. friendship turns into love.
4. Sweet or sour - sour
5. Root Beer or Dr. Pepper – dr. pepper.
6. Sappy/action/comedy/horror – horror.
7. Cats or dogs – dogs
8. Ocean or Pool – i hate swimming.
9. Cooler Ranch or Nacho Cheesier – COOLER RANCH. =]
10. Mud or Jello wrestling – uh neither.
11. With or without ice-cubes – only water with ice cubes, everything else.. ew.
12. Shine or rain – rain.
13. Winter/Summer/Fall/Spring - winter, fall.
14. Vanilla or Chocolate – strawberry.
15. Snowboarding or skiing – i dislike sports.
16. Cake or cookies - cookies
17. Cereal or toast – toast.

i was bored, so i felt like doing a survey thing.. ahh yes.

-x|x- jena.

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:: 2003 30 August :: 1.31pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: a perfect circle - juidth

sooo, school sucks. and i went to the football game last night with kelly and jim.

kelly and i look so funny together (we were actually talking about this before we left to go.) because theres me in all black, black hair, dark brown eyes, and then theres kelly with bright white colthes on, light blonde/brownish hair and blue eyes. we just thought it was quite funny cause we are just really good friends (and cousins) but i don't care what people think anymore. and this time i actually mean that.

we got to the football game around 7:30 (cause we stopped at giant eagle, and we went to pick up jim.) we were walkin around for like 2 seconds, when aj came up and talked to us. she only stayed for a couple minutes, then she left. and we went and stood by the fence for a while. dunno, we talked to some people.. after awhile we went and sat on the hill and then jordan came to sit by us. he's pretty funny. haha we were all laughin. i don't know how long after that we went to sit by amy up by the band.. and then randi and nicole came over and talked to. we were only up there for like not even 10 minutes, and this lady came and told then they weren't allowed to talk to us.. so we left, and just messed around until the game was over. then we went back to get amy and walk her to her car. so we did. =) then we went back up with kelly and casey, and went to caseys house until our ride came.. which it never did. (kellys mom was supposed to come pick us up, but nooo.) kelly tried to call her like 50,000 times.. but i guess her mom wasn't home or something. i don't know. so we called my aunt loraine and uncle don.. and uncle don and jeff (kellys dad) came to pick us up. at like 11:20 they got there. kelly was staying over nikkies, i guess. so jim and i waited for them to come in the rain.. lmao. it was pretty fun though. we did get wet, but oh well.

all in all, it was a good night cause i got to spend it with my baby jim.


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