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we are no longer individuals. there is some mental or spiritual connection that is there. some unseen bond. she's like my daemon. she's me, i'm her. no longer is anything i do for me and only me. it's for her too. it affects her in some way or form. it all makes so much sence some how.
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2003 2 November :: 1.53pm
:: Mood: tired
CALL!!!
tori, i'll give you till noon. if you wake up before then, call me.
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2003 2 November :: 11.49am
I'm such a moron.i walked into the bethroom this morninng and when i saw the snow out the window i yelled,"hey tori, look, it's snowing!" i wonder if anybody heard me...how am i going to phrase this without my parents freaking out? no idea...i want to take tori ou and abouttoday, but my mom is a little freaky about that after my sister....
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2003 2 November :: 2.27am
it is for us. anything we do should be for the benefit of US. i live for you, and you live the same way for me, so doesn't that create equilibrium?(i love that word).
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2003 2 November :: 1.42am
I hate this place...I said that at the sixth grade gaduation...
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2003 1 November :: 11.41pm
:: Mood: romantic, or i would be, if i were capable of it..
:: Music: Tears in heaven
Tears in heaven
she still hasn't called...oh i know she's doing somehting important, but even when riding and watching the sunset i couldn't keep my thoughts off of her. i think one day i'll take her out there... yeah, not to ride or anything, but to watch the sunset or something. to talk. i just need ot be alone with her for a small period of time. there's so much i want to say. but i can't say it on the internet. to open. i can't say it to the phone. i don't know why, it just doesn't feel right... i wish she were here... i wanted her to see that sunset, from that valley, deep inside the country. i want to be able to paint it absolute perfection. i want to be able to summon the world to a small box and hand it to her..."my world on a chain for you, my love"...
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2003 1 November :: 11.17pm
:: Mood: sentimantal
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sentimental.
"who are you? Are you an angel? Am i already that gone? I only hope i won't dissapoint you."
It's the last day of seventh grade, and i'm listening to that song, over and over, bawling my eyes out until i puke, then dry heave, then couph up blood. "and you have to not care whether you live or die."
why am i rambling like this? here's the point. I'm not romantic. i'm not very bright or funny. i'm not handsome. and i have a tendancy to say fairly asinine things at fairly asinine times. and yet... did i miss something? ah fuck it doesn't matter. it just doesn't..."doesn't mean much, doesn't mean anything at all."
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2003 1 November :: 4.43pm
"Which Mythological Form Are You?" - Results:
You are Form 8, Demon: The Destroyer. "And The Demon took advantage of the chaos and seized civillization. With grace and style, Demon slit The Goddess's belly and drowned the world in her blood. The Goddess, The Demon, and the world were no more." Some examples of the Demon Form are Seth (Egyptian) and The Horsemen of the Apocalypse (Christian). The Demon is associated with the concept of destruction, the number 8, and the element of earth. His sign is the full moon. As a member of Form 8, you are a very strong willed individual. You don't let others' opinions sway your own and you're usually not afraid to speak your mind. However, some may see you as a bit overly passionate but it's just because you never back down from your values. No matter what, you always do everything with style. Demons are the best friends to have because they will back you up.
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You are Form 8, Demon: The Destroyer.
"And The Demon took advantage of the chaos
and seized civillization. With grace and
style, Demon slit The Goddess's belly and
drowned the world in her blood. The Goddess,
The Demon, and the world were no
more."
Some examples of the Demon Form are Seth (Egyptian)
and The Horsemen of the Apocalypse (Christian).
The Demon is associated with the concept of
destruction, the number 8, and the element of
earth.
His sign is the full moon.
As a member of Form 8, you are a very strong willed
individual. You don't let others' opinions
sway your own and you're usually not afraid to
speak your mind. However, some may see you as
a bit overly passionate but it's just because
you never back down from your values. No
matter what, you always do everything with
style. Demons are the best friends to have
because they will back you up.
Which Mythological Form Are You?
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why does this fit so much? it feels so strangely fitting....maybe even more so thanthe other ones...the destroyer. i do do a good job of fucking things up real quick.
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2003 1 November :: 11.54am
I had a dream last night, and a vision right before i fell asleep. the dream was the mirror room again...i can't stand that one. the vision, was bits and peices flashing through my head really fast. random things. like this thing about tori and there was one with nora in it...and things about my past. the more grotesque moments. and there was a little i think might have been future, but i don't care as much about what i found in that going back through it and thinking than what i found in the past. something is definatly not right. and the mirror room was different. there were three people i watched die...normally there is ten or fifteen. there were three outside of the circle and as always me and one other person. i watched three of my friends die. don't you see morgan, your not the only one with dreams like that. they're horrible but you can learn so much from them. they're like the bleeding room...the real bleeding room, not my bleeding room. stay strong, take the pain, and you have the world at your finger tips, for knowledge is the most powerful weapon of all.i wish somedays i could die and that'd be all better, but i have to live. i have a purpose. i have a fate elsewhere that i have to fight for and acheive. i don't believe its dead in a road next to tori, or in a room full of mirrors outside of the protective circle, waiting for my reflection to fade from every mirror, one by one, so then i sort of pop and fall to the ground as though i were hit with a shotgun from all sides like the other people do...one by one...it feels like years you stand there. nor is my fate in the wreched bleeding room, or in the mantion, nor yours, nor tori's, nat as long as can do anything to prevent it. i'm sorry you suffer like this. i wish i could help...but there is nothing we can do. just power through it. it'll be better one day. we can live somewhere else i have dreams and very clear drawn out visions of it all the time. we're older, much older, but we're happy. you me and tori. i don't see alex or mandy. i know mandy couldn't come, and alex just doesn't want to. it's the three of us, free, when i sit down and go into a thinking trance, i see that alot. i think in pictures not words, and i see that so often, and i get this feeling in my gut like i know that one day, we'll be there. so there morgan, you can have a little hope. my comlpimants to the chef.
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2003 1 November :: 11.48am
hey tori, when you get on AIM, port a commment on this, OK?
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