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2003 26 October :: 10.48am
:: Mood: rushed
:: Music: timer music on the FFVII CD alex gave me.
shitty lay out
hey people look, i know it's ugly at the moment but i don't have time to fix it right now, so when i get a chance i will, m'kay???
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2003 26 October :: 10.32am
:: Mood: sad
GIVE ME EMO!!!
it has been a long time since anyone posted a commment...:-(
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2003 26 October :: 12.18am
:: Mood: Crushed
i wish i could be watching those movies with tori........ yeah, a little kid for a moment, wouldn't that be great? yeah, yeah it would........*sighs*..............
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2003 26 October :: 12.15am
:: Music: Mr.bojangles
"Living in the past is like driving and only ever looking in the rear view mirror, you're going to crash"-Madleine Lee Mahugh. well, I know deep inside that this is going to turn out OK, some how, some day this is over. The only thing i won't let end is my love for Tori, i hope she feels the same way...
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2003 26 October :: 12.12am
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: Mr. Bojangles
"when the world crumbles and falls away, will you still be there for me?"
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2003 26 October :: 12.09am
:: Mood: scared
:: Music: Whiteflag
I hear tori talk about suicide and it scares the shit out of me because i know that she really is capable of it. i feel like i should be doing something about it, but what can i do? i feel almost like i'm not being good enough for her...... I told her i loved her at the movie, and on the bus, i think i'm creeping her out...
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2003 25 October :: 10.26pm
i saw alex's face in the movie theater, and i almost cried. i feel so wreched, but i think about it and realize i've done nothing wrong, i just feel guilty. i know she loves me, and i know she's really not happy for me and tori. i know it's eating her away, but what can i do? swallow my love for tori and curl up in some corner and die? some times i think that's what she wants...
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2003 25 October :: 10.22pm
:: Mood: calm
I deleted the entries about madeline. Tori and Morgan cried when i told them. they really are the closest friends i have. my mom asked me why i hang out with girls and not guys, and i told her most guys piss me off. they do. i get so sick of them... well, yeah, my dad told me today that i have proved that i am no longer a boy, but a man. i find that strange. what have i done that's so manly? i told madeline she needed to get some one to help her, but what does that prove? why is he so convinced that i've become an adult at heart? hmm... he really is a strange man.
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2003 25 October :: 2.27am
:: Mood: awake
the hippies are fileing out, so yeah, i will be rid of them soon. but i think i'm getting off the computer for the night, but yeah, feel free to call if you can't sleep or something because i probably won't be asleep until one or so.
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2003 25 October :: 2.25am
for those of you crazy enough to call, go right ahead, and tori i actually need to talk to you about tomorrow and times and our scheduel and stuff so if you could call that's be totally possum, so yeah, thanks.
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