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:: 2005 31 October :: 10.22pm
:: Music: Northstar - Rocket City

Correct; Kiss, Flash, Fondle.

Studying has never been so much fun. I'm really starting to enjoy biology, or at least, the process I've designed to learn it with.

I must make a stop at the local library pretty soon. I really want to read. Hm...I need a library card.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 30 October :: 10.41pm
:: Music: Ben to the Folds

"i wish it was last september where we could lose ourselves in clouds everyday"

no i dont!

" 'If you really loved me,' she said. "I wouldn't have to be so mean.' He likes to remember when. Such a shame to ruin this bright, lazy, sunny day. The cruelest lies are often told without a word. The kindest truths are often spoke and never heard. She said 'You've been pushing me like I was a sore tooth. You can't respect me but I've done so much for you.' And he said 'Well I hate that's it come to this. But baby I was doing fine. How do you think that I survived the other 25 before you?' The end is growing near. And we're treading water now and holding back our tears..."

I am unprepared and I just want a break. I don't know what I can do or how I will do it. I am so scared and worried.

I'm waiting up for you again, though.

TOTALLY UNRELATED: I had a lot of fun with Stef. She has an awesome apartment and a great catch of a guy. I hope they get married soon. I love Ben Folds and I hope that me and Stef hang out again soon because that was fun and we could party.

I want to just go away. But with you.
ABABABABLK Dont you hate when people just stop talking to you online...? :0( I do.
Also, a mullet-lady made me cry at work yesterday. Bitch.

Went to Roman's today. It was a perfect and beautiful sunny day. I love him.

But somebody help me straighten out some things please.
With a little Love ,
Jess

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shannonw55

:: 2005 29 October :: 9.33pm
:: Mood: giggly

*dances on tippy-toes*

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 27 October :: 10.16pm

im gonna fucking throw up. i am freaking out so bad. so fucking bad. its not even fucking fair.

(ONE)

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 27 October :: 9.46pm

i totally forgot to mention- i'm going to see the best fucking entertainer tomorrow night.
ben folds here i come

for the THIRD TIME!! woooooo!

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bleedingsun

:: 2005 27 October :: 9.07pm

There is never an end

I want to start reading more. I've been watching a lot of cool movies lately, and for some reason, it has made me think. Have any of you seen The Machinist? If not, I say, drop whatever you are doing, run to the nearest video rental place, and rent or steal or buy it. Well, maybe it isn't that good, but I thought it was awesome.

Anyway, I've made a list of books I want to read. Sadly, it only contains three books.

Fight Club
A Clockwork Orange
The Idiot

I've seen the movies of Fight Club and A Clockwork Orange, and they were both awesome, so that's why I want to read those. And, for the The Idiot, the guy in The Machinist was reading it.

What a pointless entry.

Still haven't figured out how to shift my journal to the right yet. A code would be nice if anyone knew it.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 27 October :: 8.12pm

god i fucking swear i can't wait till i get to move out of here. there's no reason to be here. no fucking point and i can't wait until i'm gone and never see any of you assholes again.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 27 October :: 3.13pm

iugggggggghhhhhh! I hate school and i can't wait to be out of here. people are so ridiculous and i can't deal with them at all anymore. EVER

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bleedingsun

:: 2005 25 October :: 8.29pm

If anyone could tell me the html for moving your journal from one side of the page to another, I would be very happy and thankful.

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shannonw55

:: 2005 24 October :: 9.27pm
:: Music: Third Eye Blind - Blinded

So, I'm Dorothy.

Woo

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bleedingsun

:: 2005 22 October :: 3.31pm
:: Music: Chevelle - Still Running

Mission Complete

I change this journal around, and I think it looks awesome. It's another one of those pictures I took with Amanda's dad's camera.

I want a camera now.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 22 October :: 2.44pm

UGGGGGGGGH

EVERYTHING'S GOING WRONG TODAY!!

WAKE UP!!!

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brokenmentality

:: 2005 21 October :: 1.53pm

i love when nobodys home and i can just relax and take a shower and not worry about whats going on outside my house.

im going to the game and dance tonight with the girls.. then afterwards i think we're gonna watch both ring movies cuz brandis never seen them. im preparing myself for the nightmares.... in case you dont know.. i DONT watch scary movies. these are single 2 scary movies i think i've ever seen. and YES they're scary! lol... maybe other people didnt think so, but to me there are dead people and mirrors... *shivers...

tomorrow is my keegan day. he has to work a double at logans today... mmmm, but its ok. i kind of wish he was comming to the game with me since its the last one... but he's got a car payment due next week, so i understand.. he's so cool. i love that. :)

well.. i guess i dont have much of anything to say. see ya'll at the game i spose.

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bleedingsun

:: 2005 20 October :: 11.14pm
:: Music: Funeral for a Friend

Concrete and Ash

We did some more exploring today, and it was awesome. Took more pictures, got more scratches and grass and mud stains. I don't ever want to wash these pants again, because of how cool they look with the tears and stains. Now I know why people buy them that way; they're too girly to explore.

Six months tomorrow. How cool is that? We don't have school on our monthiversary. The circumstances are sad, yes, but still, it's cool.

I love how I redid my _Alastar journal. It makes me want to redo this one. I'll have to take more pictures like the one on that journal.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 19 October :: 10.03pm

i need you.

i am sad.
:0(

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