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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 20 February :: 10.36pm

FUCK YOU ALL

and i can't wait to fucking be the one

and in 3 months i can't wait to never have to be around you fuckers.

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brokenmentality

:: 2006 20 February :: 1.08pm

i should get around and take a shower. i stayed at keegans last night.. now hes at work. he stayed at my house friday. basically this has just been an us weekend.. which is noneless than wonderful.

yesterday was another rampage game. no need to update about what an incredible amazing FANTASTIC boyfriend i have... i think everyone knows that. (really.. though, mines the best.... :)

we got lucky at my house, we only lost power for like 3 hours on thursday or whenever the storm hit, and then saturday morning we lost it for about 4 hours... but other than that... i've been warm, toasty, and using electronics over here.... hate me if you must. *smiles*

my moms boyfriend/friend/whatever he is is leaving today to fly back to conneticut... (thats where he lives) im sad hes leaving... but a little releived. why.. im not sure. probably because he's been over at our house like every day.

i dont think my hair is brown enough now. perhaps i'll get it dyed next time instead of putting alot of lowlights in. or perhaps i'll go back to being blonde. ehh... who knows.

the whole house is clean... and i made french toast when i got home today. how keegan can not like french toast is beyond me. loser.

its so nice not having to tan anymore. i hate tanning.. its so incredibly bad for your skin. the only time i EVER want to tan is for dances and my wedding.. lol. and seems how i only plan on getting married once and only have prom left.... my skin will stay youthfull and magnificant. so HA all you crispy skinned tan-o-holics.

i really dont have a single other thing to say now.

wooo school tomorrow. wooo 2 impossible deadlines to meet on friday.

this week WILL suck hardcore.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 18 February :: 10.19pm

Who knew life could throw so many pitchforks at your ass.

And then it laughs and laughs and laughs as it watches you rub your ass and cry.

Life's a muthafuckin bitch.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 18 February :: 10.13pm

I HATE MYSELF! AGAIN!


AND I HATE YOU TOO!


ALL OF YOU.

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shannonw55

:: 2006 18 February :: 5.55pm
:: Mood: romantic
:: Music: Nat King Cole - Orange Colored Sky

So our phone and internet lines are now working. I guess we got pretty lucky that our power didn't go out at all, but I was going crazy without internet service...
So it was my birthday this week. -my sweet sixteen. I don't have my license yet but I'll get it soon enough.
mmm It was good. I love my mommy.
and my friends. I love my friends.
I don't feel like writing it all out, but it was incredible yesterday.
I found a new music interest. Frank Sinatra. *sigh*
Read more..
"Sweet Lorraine" will play at my wedding for sure. And "Orange Colored Sky" reminds me of Bjork's "It's Oh So Quiet" which sounds strange, but just listen to it. lol

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 16 February :: 10.21am

So right now I pretty much hate anyone who lives within any reasonable distance to their significant other. So that would be like everyone except Justine.

K, try living 2 hours from your best friend and the person you need to be there for you the most and the person who lifts you up when you are down and makes you smile and makes you feel good and listens to you and cares about you.

Try going 3 weeks without seeing that person's smile.

I hate any of you who ever take it for granted.

I would give anything for Roman to live 40 minutes away from me again.

GUASDKLGAJSGKLSDJGLKSJGLGK i hate money!


okay and why in the heck do you peole say i'm "violent"? I'm not violent, I don't physically hurt people. ;askldfj

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 15 February :: 8.04pm

okay i dont know how to make it a link but PLEASE do this.

please :0(

http://kevan.org/nohari?name=Jessica Michele

and this!!

http://kevan.org/johari?name=Jessica Michele

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 15 February :: 10.54am

uggggggggggggggggggggggh you annnnnnoyyyy meeee sooooo mucccccchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

shut uppppppppppppp and stoppppppppppp braaaaaaaaaaggggggggiiiiiiiinggggggggg

. Perhaps, though, I'm just a little mad at the world.


oh and i'm not going to prom. Just so you know. And by you I don't know who I mean.
I miss Roman, as per usual.

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brokenmentality

:: 2006 15 February :: 8.56am

Swirl was wonderful.... except for the whole music part. pshh.. who needs music right? I'm sorry, but if you go to a dance, expect to hear hip hop music, because you really cant dance to much else. a few here in there is fine... but when the majority of the dance is comprised of rock songs, it kind of ruins it. we were really dissapointed when we left. the decorating was sensational though. it was absolutely gorgeous!

before swirl i suprised keegan... finally i SUPRISED the man. (man... hmmm sounds so.. weird...) i told him we were going out for dinner, but i actually had my room all set up with candles and roses and chocolate covered strawberries. i set up a table in the middle of my room with a red table cloth and confetti and "sparkling grapejuice" and wine glasses (because we're cute and LEGAL like that) and i had the note book playing with no sound on my computer just for an added affect. it turned out wonderful. it was the best dinner we've ever had together as far as "romantic" goes. after the dance we came back to my house and fell asleep.... we had to get up early for the rampage game.

then on sunday keegan brought me to bobbys around like 10 (he had to be to the arena WAY early) where i went back to sleep (what a gentleman.... sleeping on the floor so i could have the bed) BUT i couldnt fall asleep because i was to "awake" by that point.. but bobby wouldnt wake up.. so i had a lot of down time. which was nice.

the game was awesome. we had really good seats (free seats i might add) the routine was even BETTER this week. and once again... i have the coolest boyfriend in the entire world. not to mention like a zillion other adjectives that would HARDLY even do him justice.





now... Valentines Day.

first of all, Stacy.... I could just DIE im so happy right now. I just want to squeeze you and hug you and be all giddy and jump up and down and rent laguna. but i'll refrain.


last night was so wonderful. i went home and took a shower, then keegan came over and whisked me away. (giggles... OH and while i was at school i walked into my senate office second hour and there was a flower arrangement with tulips and roses... my favorites.... from the flower pace and chocolates... i was so suprised. i didnt think we were getting eachother anything for valentines day.. then he goes and does that. how sweeet. i was shocked when i walked in there.. it took me a minute for it to click that he had brought me flowers.) we went to this restaurant in Grandville called Kobe, its an Ichibon restaurant where they cook your food right at your table.

when we got there we had to wait like 20 minutes so we ordered sushi.. and OMG it was the best sushi i've ever had. we've had the same kind (philadelphia roll... which has samon, avacodo, creme cheese.. and then of course in a hand roll, rolled in rice... for all you "eewww raw fish" people out there) at terriyaki and sushi.. and this stuff just blew it away! so then we get seated, and you sit around a grill with nine people and he comes out and cooks all your meals RIGHT there. its so cool. he lit the grill on fire to make it hot and it just exploded up into the air.. he cracked the eggs in the coolest way (which sounds nerdy.. but for real), he made a volcano with a pile of onions.. it was just incredible. and holllly cow i've never had food that tasted better in my LIFE. i like fried rice more than white rice.. the guy takes white rice and makes it INTO fried rice right in front of you. it was awesome. you REALLY have to go there and see for yourself. i warn you however, its really expensive... but WELL worth it.

so that was our valentines day.. we were gonna go to Cold Stone.. but they had already closed. nothing big, nothing spectacular.. just us being us.

*smiles... i am by far the luckiest girl in the world. i have keegan.... and nobody else can say that except for me. sure we argue and sure there are times we drive eachother crazy.. but there has NEVER been a time that we even considered breaking up. we're stronger than that. we bring out the absolute best in eachother.

:) you're the greatest.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 14 February :: 9.42pm

UGH i swear . are you the only one now!?!? you are!

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 13 February :: 9.06pm

If there's one thing I've learned about high school it would be that POPULARITY changes anyone and EVERYONE.

Aasdgafgjdfj

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lynds4090

:: 2006 13 February :: 6.10pm

oh man... i'm so tired and burned out but yet i still keep going.

so tomorrow is v-day.. what a great day.... hmmm...

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bleedingsun

:: 2006 13 February :: 3.28am
:: Mood: drained

Fingers twitch and muscles flinch

I've been lying in my bed since 10, wide awake. The pills that my mom got me say "Stop use and ask a doctor if sleeplessness occurs." I don't think I'll be using them anymore, which is too bad because they work really well.

I'm going to be so dead tomorrow.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 12 February :: 11.11pm

omg 11:11 it's such a sign

AHHHAHAHAHAHAH finally saw the love of my life tonight. no, not Bob Sagett, silly- ROMAN!

love love love love him. wanna shout it from the rooftops i am pretedning to be rascal flatts and i dont know the words but i love himmmmmmmmmmmm

and quote of the day

"I eat your boogers for fun, Jess!"

Well yes then everything is settled I shall never go another THREE FRICKEN WEEKS without seeing my glorious lover boy ever ever ever again because it SUCKS

and i love him so much

i love you baby!!

oh and at Olive Garden:
"So wait, is it Free salad OR soup? So are you gonna bring him the salad? and if i get the soup it's free? Are you bringing him a big bowl? So i could just have some of his?"

"Wow, it's only $28 this time? Last time it was like $50." "Oh, they must have charged us for the free bread sticks"

"Could I get a box for the soup too?" "Oh i'll bring you a bowl"

"How bout one for the water?"

"Bring us some more mints." "You'll get a bigger tip!"

"What's your name again?" "Amanda D." "We're gonna have you EVERY time! Aren't you excited?"

"Is she guarding the alcohol?"

"No one said Bonjourno to us" "What did you say to me?! I'm sick of all you damn Italians!"

"Bring her a big sombrero" "Ma'am I'm sorry I dont know if you were aware, but we're in Italy, not MOROCCO"

"What would happen, PERSAY, if it happened to be one of our Birthdays?!"
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"You know you get. I just had to collapse.." "Right, you just had to take a sit down"

"What? What's wrong? Did I hurt you?" "I had to puke"

"Did you think that was gross???" "Psh, no. I eat your boogers for fun, Jess"

"LIVE GIRLS! And come see our 25 cent movie arcade!"

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lol lets just say we had a bit too much fun lol. Oh and dont take any of that too literally!! lol.


yeah so and .....

a ten dollar silverware set!!

bomb!

i love you baby! so much! today was JUST what i needed and i wish the rest of my world would disappear.

UGH!





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bleedingsun

:: 2006 12 February :: 11.34am
:: Music: At the Drive-in - in/CASINO/OUT

Esophagus Roller-Coaster Derailed

The drummer in my ear is a slow monotonous ache beating his rhythm to that of my pulse. If I swallow, cough, or even breathe, it feels like lawn furniture is being shoved down my throat. Also, I have recently learned that my nostrils once contained tiny dams that kept all the fluids in my body in their proper places and off of my top lip. I no longer have these tiny dams. As a result of this, my waste-basket and the floor around it has become haunted with a thousand little ghosts. A thousand slimy, sticky, and gooey little ghosts.

I haven't gotten any better since I left school after second hour on Thursday, but I have to make it through the next three days. I have to make up all the tests I've missed, (so far I've been told of four). I have no idea how I'll pass any of them.

I need to find out what assignments I've missed so I can start doing them right now. If anyone is in American Literature with Dolbee, could you please tell me what she assigned on Friday? I'd greatly appreciate it.

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