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:: 2005 1 December :: 8.15pm
:: Music: dezi arnazzzzzzzzz

OH MY GAWWWWWDY GAWD GAWD!

you bug the effing crap out of me!! you are horrible! stop it! seriously. i mean it. you better stop.

and in other news: Excuse me, Mr. Pete. Have the Cubans a different beat? If they have, will you teach me to chick. chick chicky boom chick chicky boom

lolhahahahahaha
that's for justine.

eyah

brokenmentality

:: 2005 1 December :: 7.28pm

Senior Pictures.
the pictures are showing up now

out of the 150 some proofs we got back, these are the ones we ordered. soooo... tell me which ones are your favorite.... ACTUALLY tell me which one you want a wallet of (if you're worthy) *giggles... im kidding. but really though.... telll meeee.

Read more..

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:: 2005 1 December :: 12.08pm

roman is back and safe and in one piece. i didn't feel good and didn't go to school today. i have to babysit today. i love him . i can't wait to be out of here

<3 it's good.

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brokenmentality

:: 2005 30 November :: 9.16am

this weekend i had the most exhilerating experience. i went to keegans and he worked me really good. my WHOLE body was like spinning. It was great. I finally understand what hard work it is. i mean, i was sweating, breathing hard, and it even a hurt a little bit. they always say that it does. that its not as easy as some may think. keegan stressed that it's all in the form and positions... and you absolutely HAVE to throw your hips into it or it just doesnt work. im so sore today in all the right places...................................................

because we were BREAK DANCING. mwah ha ha. yeah, picture that. little teeny tiny me "breakin it down". *giggles. it was really fun though. you dirty minded fools. pshhh.

break was pretty good... i hate school. i hate being here. i honestly wouldnt mind it as much if it didnt start so early. waking up at 6 is the hardest thing for me to do.... gahh..

i got most all my christmas shopping down this week. noo.. not on black friday, that could have killed me.... did you see that footage of people getting trampled! geeeesh. i got keegan all taken care of which is a HUGE chunk of my shopping. at the end of the holiday season... i'll probably be about 500 dollars in the hole.. and thats only including my mom, keegan, little sister, and brandi. yikes... its a good think i dont have bills to pay.

i feel like scrubbing it the whole rest of the year... yeah... sounds like a plan....

OOOHH.. we ordered my senior pictures yesterday. im so excited to get them back. my mom ordered a ginourmous one too. 16x20 i think it was..... woot hoot!

oook, im pretty sure thats my life so far..

:: 2005 29 November :: 8.26pm

m,moooooooo

hahahahahahahahahhahahahaha

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absoulteuley pootly tooteley totally wotally mottally taotoatlay woototoawojw;lkajs giddy with excitement for tomrorow
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yaayyaayayayya il ovey ou i love you i love you roman bryan garcia i love you come home to me my precious baby i love you love love love love you and miss you greatly oh i cant wait to see your big beautiful brown eyes and your curly hair yum yayayya yay ay yayayay i miss you my wonderful boy i miss you baby. yay i can't wait to feel your strong arms around me again.

ha!
pathetico.
it's be a week and two days, that's all.
who cares!

tomroow!
aroamwo!
moo!

:: 2005 29 November :: 8.08pm

HERE IS A TRANSLATION FOR BEANSY:

Thank you for making me almost want to cry. Cannot one just be left alone? : A Freshman boy asks if i mind if he sits with me at lunch, i say sure. He asks "Are you a senior?" I reply, "Yes" He goes on to ask, "Do you really not have anyone you can sit with at lunch?" I stare at him as calmly as possible and slowly say "No. I dont. Because I don't have any friends. Thank you kindly for pointing that out."
"You really have no friends you can sit with?" He asks as he continues to prod at my heart with a fire poker, .. not literally but you get it.
"I have a few but my boyfriend's sister sits with them and she hates me so no I dont sit with them." I say while staring at him in awe of how obliviously rude he is being to a stranger.
"Why doesn't he come sit with you?"
"Because. My boyfriend is in college. He graduated last year."
And with that , it has all magically come together for him.
"Ahh" he says as a lightbulb turned on above his head. "I thought he was here and just didn't sit with you."
"Right." I say, dying to get out of the room.

I spoke my mind. If you're pissed, deal with it. I am counting down the days and I can't wait until I am done with this forever.
I said something during a discussion in Psychology that I believe most teenagers disagree with. Basically, I told them that I think teenagers are stupid, annoying, and irresponsible unlike what they believe... that they are the leaders of tomorrow and highly important.

Why are people so obliviously cruel? Oh, like you weren't aware of what you were saying? Okay. That's odd. see above, Freshman boy.

I can't take preschoolers today. I t.a. for pre-schoolers and I didn't want to see them today. But turns out, they were okay. I kind of love them alot, really.

Well, one things for sure. Children are disgustingly sick and also... A boy next to me in the computer lab was picking at a scab on his arm. Gag me with a spoon x2.

Young is vair vair hot. Yum. Ew, I'm sick. Mr. Young is yummy and quite attractive. Oh my, I think a teacher is handsome. Shame on me

oh but it's so true. Come back to me, Roman. "Tomorrow, tomorrow... I'll love you up tomorrow. It's only a day awayyy." It's true that Mr. Young is v. v. good looking. But I want Roman. Tomorrow, I will erm... love him up.

He is so cute! His hair is a tad bit droopy, though. Yuck I'm gross. Sadly, Mr. Young is still appealing to me. His hair is kind of soggy looking though.

Love me please. I don't need no haters. I can't believe I called them. Loser extraordinaire. Canadian, eh? It'd be cool if people would love me. I dont want anyone to hate me. I called... um... well I'll tell you later who I called but I'm not saying it on here.

Regards, in the better category, Best Regards...ish
- Jessica Michele W. me.

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:: 2005 29 November :: 11.01am

Thank you for making me almost want to cry. Cannot one just be left alone?

I spoke my mind. If you're pissed, deal with it. I am counting down the days and I can't wait until I am done with this forever.

Why are people so obliviously cruel? Oh, like you weren't aware of what you were saying? Okay. That's odd.

I can't take preschoolers today.

Well, one things for sure. Children are disgustingly sick and also...

Young is vair vair hot. Yum. Ew, I'm sick.

oh but it's so true. Come back to me, Roman. "Tomorrow, tomorrow... I'll love you up tomorrow. It's only a day awayyy."

He is so cute! His hair is a tad bit droopy, though. Yuck I'm gross.

Love me please. I don't need no haters. I can't believe I called them. Loser extraordinaire. Canadian, eh?

Regards, in the better category,
- Jessica Michele W.

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bleedingsun

:: 2005 28 November :: 11.05pm
:: Music: Autolux - Turnstile Blues

Frostbite

Winter activities are piling up while the car hasn't even been looked at. What are we supposed to do, walk? Certainly not drive, not with a hole in the windshield. It was not shield us from any wind. It's purpose would be worthless. Might as well take it out. Hell, might as well make it into a convertable. But that's enough cynicism for tonight. Or is it?

This has been a day of recollection. And memories with so much detail are extremely better than the frail skeleton reveries I'm used to.

One day stands out from them all.

I wonder if my blanket is dry. I washed it earlier today and forgot to put it in the dryer. I went to lay down and to my great dismay...NO BLANKET! I couldn't have that. So, I went into the kitchen, grabbed a butcher's knife, went into my brothers bed room and stabbed him repeatedly. My plan was to kill him and take his clean blanket, but amidst the stabbing, blood splattered it's yellow, flowery pattern. So, I put my blanket in the dryer and it's drying and I'm waiting until it's totally dry. It will be nice and warm once it's done.

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lynds4090

:: 2005 28 November :: 10.23pm

ok... so i have pretty much learned and masterd the art of sewing this weekend.... so i'm not the best... yet but hey it is a start.
let me tell you it was tough... lol. Sewing has it's own language.
oh well i did.. i'm almost done and i can say i learned somthing new over break.

Turkey was great. Sleep was wonderful. Sewing is new. That my friends is my break.

:: 2005 28 November :: 10.06pm

kay just a few things. i was gonna go to bed but then people kept calling me and stupid sprint and blah blah and i am hungry all of a sudden so of course i eat.

i am le fatte'

come over on home.

:: 2005 28 November :: 8.04pm

<------------------------------- HAWT

i'd like to stare at him for just a tiny little while.

k.....

yeah....

<---- hot. Ryan Reynolds.

.....mmmm still good.

(Roman's always better in my book but this is my one celeb crush. muahahhahaha)

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:: 2005 28 November :: 3.01pm

miss you
come home
love you lots

Jess*

brokenmentality

:: 2005 27 November :: 1.04pm

i know have a dozen roses hanging from every corner of my room. not to mention the 6 dried roses in different parts of my room and a vase full or dried rose buds from Scrooge last year. im so spoiled :)

yesterday was rough.... but then it wasnt. and we went to our restraunt (terriyaki and sushi) (btw, im not in the mood to correct my spelling errors) and everything was fine. the servers in there dont even give us menus anymore and automatically bring us 2 waters and big bowls of soup before we even order. *smiles.....

next saturday im going to ann arbor with keegans crew for a battle down there. hopefully it'll be exciting.. im sure it will.

AND we're getting a christmas tree next weekend from one of those old fashion horse hitched amish tree farms.... so we'll have our own christmas tree at his house in the same spot we exchanged gifts last year. the basement next to the couch where we shared our first kiss.

this will be a GREAT holiday season.

:: 2005 27 November :: 12.29am

I made this survey a long time ago. it's dumb lol.

[here]
Created by jess and taken 2911 times on Bzoink
What time do you get up?	6:45
How do you get to school?	drive
If you knew you were dying tomorrow, who would you say your goodbyes to 1st	roman
Easiest class?	band
What month is your birthday?	march
How old were you when you got your first kiss?	14
How old were you when you started high school?	14
Are you hooked on the internet?	yes
Do you like going to school?	no i hate it
Are you a morning person?	no not at all
When's the last time you had a b/f or g/f?	currently
Do you play any instruments?	piano clarinet mallets
If so, what?	yeah
What's your favorite season?	summer
What's the name of your best friend?	jess
Rather be too hot or too cold?	too hot
Cats or dogs?	cats
How many blankets do you sleep with?	tons
What are your parents' names?	stacey and michael
Do you have a crush?	roman
How long have you had a crush on this person?	foreva
Do you practice a religion?	not really i guess. but i'm a christian
If you saw Brittney Spears somewhere, what would you do?	say can i have your autograph and can i hold your baby lol
If you saw Pres. Bush somewhere, what would you do?	i'd tell him to stop the damn war because it's ridiculous
Do you have a secret you've never told anyone?	nope i guess
Do you have a secret you've only told one or two people?	yes
Who do you trust to keep your most important secrets?	roman and jess
Do you tell your parents everything?	no
Do you think your parents are nice people at heart?	yeah i guess
Do you have a relative that you really do not get along with?	yeah Aunt THELLLLLMA
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