To be, or not to be,--that is the question:-- Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune Or to take arms against a sea of troubles, And by opposing end them?--To die,--to sleep,-- No more; and by a sleep to say we end The heartache, and the thousand natural shocks That flesh is heir to,--'tis a consummation Devoutly to be wish'd. To die,--to sleep;-- To sleep! perchance to dream:--ay, there's the rub; For in that sleep of death what dreams may come, When we have shuffled off this mortal coil, Must give us pause: there's the respect That makes calamity of so long life; For who would bear the whips and scorns of time, The oppressor's wrong, the proud man's contumely, The pangs of despis'd love, the law's delay, The insolence of office, and the spurns That patient merit of the unworthy takes, When he himself might his quietus make With a bare bodkin? who would these fardels bear, To grunt and sweat under a weary life, But that the dread of something after death,-- The undiscover'd country, from whose bourn No traveller returns,--puzzles the will, And makes us rather bear those ills we have Than fly to others that we know not of? Thus conscience does make cowards of us all; And thus the native hue of resolution Is sicklied o'er with the pale cast of thought; And enterprises of great pith and moment, With this regard, their currents turn awry, And lose the name of action.--Soft you now! The fair Ophelia!--Nymph, in thy orisons Be all my sins remember'd."

 

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:: 2005 9 February :: 11.11 pm

Hi. I'm not dead.

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:: 2005 3 February :: 12.16 am

His eyes are on your face
His hand upon your hand
His lips caress your skin
It's more than I can stand
Why does my heart cry
Feelings I can't fight
You're free to leave me
But just don't decieve me
And please believe me when I say
I love you...

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:: 2005 25 January :: 11.46 pm

Post this as a comment:
Put an X in the ( ) for the ones that apply to you:
(x) snuck out of the house?
( ) gotten lost in your city?
(x) saw a shooting star?
(x) been to any other countries besides the united states?
(x) had a serious surgery?
(x) gone out in public in your pajamas?
(x) kissed a stranger?
(x) hugged a stranger?
( ) been in a fist fight?
( ) been arrested?
( ) done drugs?
(x) had alcohol?
(x)laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose?
( ) pushed all the buttons on an elevator?
( ) made out in an elevator?
( ) swore at your parents?
( ) kicked a guy where it hurts?
(x)been in love?
(x) been close to love?
( ) been to a casino?
( ) been skydiving?
(x) broken a bone?
( ) been high?
(x) given someone a bruise?
( ) skinny-dipped?
(x) skipped school?
( ) flashed someone?
( ) had oral surgery?
( ) saw a therapist?
( ) done the splits?
(x) played spin the bottle?
( ) gotten stitches?
(x) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?
(x) bitten someone?
( ) been to Niagara Falls?
(x) gotten the chicken pox?
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex?
(x) kissed a member of the same sex?
(x) crashed into a friend's car?
( ) been to Japan?
( ) ridden in a taxi?
(x) been dumped?
(x) shoplifted?
(x) been fired?
( )ever had a crush on someone of the same sex?
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back?
( ) stole something from your job?
( ) gone on a blind date?
(x) had a crush on a teacher?
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans?
(x) been to Europe?
( ) slept with a co-worker?
( ) been married?
( ) gotten divorced?
( ) had children?
( ) saw someone die?
( ) been to Africa?
(x) Driven over 400 miles in one day?
( ) Been to Canada?
( ) Been to Mexico?
(x) Been on a plane?
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show?
( ) Thrown up in a bar?
(x) Purposely set a part of myself on fire?
( ) Eaten Sushi?
(x) Been snowboarding?
( ) Met someone in person from the internet
( ) Been to a moto cross show?
( ) had real feelings for someone you knew only online?
( ) taken partially nude/nude photos of yourself?
( ) been in an abusive relationship?
( ) lost a child?
(x) gone to college?
( ) graduated college?
( ) done hard drugs?
( ) tried killing yourself?
( ) taken painkillers?
(x) love someone or miss someone right now

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:: 2005 25 January :: 12.12 am

What Ho?! Doth mine own nose decieve me? or do I doth awake to the heavenly aroma of baking pies? Beshrew me but it's true. Pies there be! Pies fit of the King himself and mine own mouth proves and unworthy vessel for such manner of pastery. But twill serve. Twill serve indeed till the pies themselves have shuffled out of their mortal tins and are vanish. And are no more.

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:: 2005 24 January :: 12.05 am

We’ve all seen a man at the liquor store beggin’ for your change
The hair on his face is dirty, dread-locked, and full of mange
He asks a man for what he could spare, with shame in his eyes
Get a job you ****ing slob, is all he replies
God forbid you ever had to walk a mile in his shoes
’cause then you really might know what it’s like to sing the blues

Then you really might know what it’s like...
Then you really might know what it’s like...
Then you really might know what it’s like...
Then you really might know what it’s like...

Mary got pregnant from a kid named Tom that said he was in love
He said, don’t worry about a thing, baby doll
I’m the man you’ve been dreaming of.
But 3 months later he say he won’t date her or return her calls
And she swear, God damn, if I find that man I’m cuttin’ off his balls.
And then she heads for the clinic and
She gets some static walking through the door
They call her a killer, and they call her a sinner
And they call her a whore
God forbid you ever had to walk a mile in her shoes
’cause then you really might know what it’s like to have to choose

Chorus

I’ve seen a rich man beg
I’ve seen a good man sin
I’ve seen a tough man cry
I’ve seen a loser win
And a sad man grin
I heard an honest man lie
I’ve seen the good side of bad
And the downside of up
And everything between
I licked the silver spoon
Drank from the golden cup
And smoked the finest green
I stroked the fattest dimes at least a couple of times
Before I broke their heart
You know where it ends, yo, it usually depends on where you start

I knew this kid named Max
He used to get fat stacks out on the corner with drugs
He liked to hang out late
He liked to get shit-faced and keep the pace with thugs
Until late one night there was a big gun fight and Max lost his head
He pulled out his chrome .45, talked some shit, and wound up dead
Now his wife and his kids are caught in the midst of all of this pain
You know it crumbles that way
At least that’s what they say when you play the game
God forbid you ever had to wake up to hear the news
’cause then you really might know what it’s like to have to lose

Then you really might know what it’s like...
Then you really might know what it’s like...
Then you really might know what it’s like...to have to lose

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:: 2005 19 January :: 5.13 pm





You Are 15 Years Old



15




Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.



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:: 2005 13 January :: 10.24 pm

I r confuzzled

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:: 2005 7 January :: 7.43 am

Hey guys, I understand that a lot of my friends do not have a woohu account, and thus must post anonymously. This makes things rather difficult to identify. Would those of you who post anonymously put their name or a phrase like "From (name)" in the subject line? Just a small request.

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:: 2005 6 January :: 8.26 pm

Kat, (Jami?), thank you, both of you. Sorry, it's just that sometimes I have to let some steam out. Kat, you've seen/heard it twice, more than anyone else in the world. Anyhow, I feel like the guy from a story. I'm sure you've heard it:
There is this guy, a young man who is bragging about his perfect heart, and another older man has this heart that looks ragged and tattered, and the young man askes him why his heart looks like that. The older man smiled and said that every person he met he gave a piece of his heart, and sometimes the other gave a piece of theirs back, but sometimes they didn't. He felt that, though his heart looked horrid against the younger man's, that his heart was more complete, because a heart is meant to share. The young man began to cry, and took a piece of his heart and gave it to the older man.
I guess that I just needed to realize that the lonliness that I feel is completely unnecessary, because I have all my friends, no, my family in my heart. Thanks, you two.

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:: 2005 6 January :: 6.01 pm

It's been a long time since I could sit and not feel alone in the world. All I have is myself. And you know what the funny thing is? I can't live for myself. I have to give myself to others. The only time I get a glimmer of happiness is when I bring happiness to someone else. There is nothing for me. I am the face in the crowd. If you don't know me, you never will. Kat will argue that I have made an impression on her life, that she will never forget me, and that is true. However, the only reason is because I gave her up. I felt Brandon would be better for her than I, an immature little boy who didn't think he understood love. Randi may say she will never forget me, and may tell me that she always cared for me in the same way that I cared and still care for her, but nothing can come of it now. She, with two children and one on the way, is married to a man who doesn't appreciate what he has in his hands. I don't know if I touched Jess in any way lifechanging, but one thing is for sure. I treated her like a commodity when we were together. I used her when it was convienient for me, and I will forever regret that.

I suppose that all those lives that I've "touched" have gone for the better, but you know what? I've given so much of myself, I'm not sure if there's any more to give.

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:: 2005 2 January :: 7.03 pm

Goodbye, all. I may write again someday.

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:: 2004 30 December :: 1.14 pm

There was a barber and his wife, and she was beautiful. A foolish barber and his wife, and she was beautiful, and she was virtuous. And he was...naive.

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:: 2004 27 December :: 1.14 pm

Lewt List
- Harmonica
- K-Pax
- Sweeney Todd
- Nautica
- Undies
- Undershirts
- Gloves
- The Dark Elf Trilogy
- Insprational Book
- X-Mas Ornaments
- Candy

...I think that's it.

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:: 2004 24 December :: 8.20 pm

Merry Christmahannakwanzaka to everybody!

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:: 2004 23 December :: 11.49 am

The Night Ninja was beating my ass in Halo yesterday, but I got him back. Every time he shot me, I got him with a grenade. Heeheehee! I win.

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