To be, or not to be,--that is the question:-- Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune Or to take arms against a sea of troubles, And by opposing end them?--To die,--to sleep,-- No more; and by a sleep to say we end The heartache, and the thousand natural shocks That flesh is heir to,--'tis a consummation Devoutly to be wish'd. To die,--to sleep;-- To sleep! perchance to dream:--ay, there's the rub; For in that sleep of death what dreams may come, When we have shuffled off this mortal coil, Must give us pause: there's the respect That makes calamity of so long life; For who would bear the whips and scorns of time, The oppressor's wrong, the proud man's contumely, The pangs of despis'd love, the law's delay, The insolence of office, and the spurns That patient merit of the unworthy takes, When he himself might his quietus make With a bare bodkin? who would these fardels bear, To grunt and sweat under a weary life, But that the dread of something after death,-- The undiscover'd country, from whose bourn No traveller returns,--puzzles the will, And makes us rather bear those ills we have Than fly to others that we know not of? Thus conscience does make cowards of us all; And thus the native hue of resolution Is sicklied o'er with the pale cast of thought; And enterprises of great pith and moment, With this regard, their currents turn awry, And lose the name of action.--Soft you now! The fair Ophelia!--Nymph, in thy orisons Be all my sins remember'd."

 

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 17 July :: 9.10pm

i am having second thoughts. i feel as though i led him to believe something and now i am backing out. I do still like him, but jess was right, alot of it was just sex. i need someone new. just for a chance to see what else there is, and if i really do want to be with him.

after the whole moving in idea, i kinda flipped out... now we are not on such good terms. i think it will all cool down, but i wish i could see him. aww, he might really want to be with me... it is a scary thought that anyone really would. hmmm... that is something to ponder.

then again if we stay together, what is to stop him from getting trashed again and then asking me to marry him or something else crazy. i'm not sure this is a good situation, but i am sure it will all pan out. i just hope i don't get anymore phone calls that he "can't remember"

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 15 July :: 8.48pm

so this is the cunundrum(sp?) anyways. Mike will be home (in Omaha) the week after next. we both want to be together, but i have no way to get to omaha. if he would pay for my ticket.... should i go?? i mean naturally he would get his, but i feel like a leech if i do it.

what to do....

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 15 July :: 2.34pm

fuck i'm scared. why does this have to happen now. i hate being poor and working at a dead end job. i hate that my parents won't help with anything and i hate that i think mike wants me to go see him now, when i have no way to pay for a damn thing...

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 14 July :: 1.25pm

the things i will do for that boy... 3000 and some miles away. I feel like walking sex....

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kitty2004

:: 2005 13 July :: 5.52pm
:: Mood: blank

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I died tomorrow:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Hair:
» Family:

WOULD YOU:
» Be my friend?:
» Keep a secret if I told you one?:
» Hold my hand?:
» Take a bullet for me?:
» Keep in touch?:
» Try and solve my problems?:
» Love me?:
» Date me?:

HAVE YOU EVER:
» Lied to make me feel better?:
» Wanted to kiss me?:
» Wanted to kill me?:
» Broke my heart?:
» Kept something important from me?:
» Thought I was unbearably annoying?:

~*::And More::*~
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we met?
6. Describe me in one word.
7. What was your first impression?
8. Do you still think that way about me now?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. When's the last time you saw me?
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?


x that apply
(would u)
[_] go out with me?
[ ] give me your number?
[_] kiss me?
[_] let me kiss you?
[ ] watch a movie with me?
[ ] let me take you out to dinner?
[ ] let me drive you somewhere
[_] be my bf/gf?
[_] have a fling with me?
[ ] let me buy you a drink?
[_] take me home for the night?
[ ] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
[ ] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[ ] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere
[ ] dance with me?
[ ] let me make you breakfast?
[ ] help me with homework?
[_] tickle me to death?
[_] let me tickle you?
[ ] stick up for me if i was being put down?
[_] play strip poker with me?
[_] say yes if i asked you out?
[_] borrow a pair of my underwear if yours for some reason got ruined?
[ ] instant message me?
[ ] greet me in public?
[ ] hang out with me?
[ ] bring me around your friends?
ARE WE...
[ ] aquintences?
[ ] friends?
[_] in a relationship?
AM i...
[ ] smart?
[ ] cute?
[ ] funny?
[ ] cool?
[ ] loveable?
[_] adorable?
[_] hot?
[ ] compassionate?
[ ] annoying?
[ ] great to be with?
[ ] attractive?
[_] mean?
[ ] odd?
ARE Y0U...
[ ] done with this survey?
[ ] happy you know me?
[_] mad at me?

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 13 July :: 12.15am

baby, you're killing me. it's an emotional suicide to be with you, or rather without you. i want it all gone. give me some eternal sunshine.

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 11 July :: 3.52pm

Kissing someone for one minute burns 26 calories, HAViNG NiCE SEX BURNS 358 CALORieS... Repost this in the next 15 minutes & your crush will give you something special tomorrow.
NO JOKE. IF YOU BREAK THIS YOU WILL HAVE THE WORST DAY OF YOUR LIFE TOMORROW

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 11 July :: 2.27pm

so then, i am looking for a third job. it's pathetic, i know but i have no money and i am never busy anyways. that's all.

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 10 July :: 4.33pm

does anyone want to hang out??

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 10 July :: 3.47pm

so according to crystal, all i ever want to do is party, oh and she doesn't have time for my 'problems'. That's kind of funny seeing as i am always supposed to drop my world when she calls and asks for soemthing and she is the one who is always out partying. hmmm, i think i smell a hypocrit.

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 9 July :: 8.05pm

so this is my apology for messing up your journal and making it like a mile wide, but i can't help but laugh because we arent even kissing and that is how it looks. lol

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 9 July :: 8.03pm

just to gross you all out
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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 7 July :: 11.00pm

my new icon makes me happy. and so do all the other photos of us. they make me giddy as fuck

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kitty2004

:: 2005 7 July :: 7.14pm
:: Mood: aggravated

Well I guess I should write and at least let you guys know that I'm still alive. well, I am.......my friend Katie just moved in with me about a week ago. it's been interesting. Now I'm looking for a house for the 4 of us. kinda hard on one income any way. love to all
Kat

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unbleachedblond

:: 2005 7 July :: 7.27pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: wait (whisper song)

aaron came over last nite. i havent talked to him in a couple weeks. i miss the kid. he wanted to tell me that him and vinny had signed up for the marines - 8 years...5 active, 3 inactive. why does everyone have to leave? the leave in february. i guess aaron will be goin to the front lines. that makes me sad. i like the kid. i always will. but it was good to see him again. i had a happy birthday.

they sent me home from work today cuz my eye was still pink. im not contagious anymore and it doesnt look nearly as bad. thats ok tho...i didnt feel like workin anyways.

im gunna go find sumthin to do - cya.

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