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Steffie-x-schaukelt

:: 2005 29 March :: 6.50am
:: Mood: cranky

BEFORE SCHOOL
i hate you, books.

1 sigh | hasten to drown into beautiful eyes..


Steffie-x-schaukelt

:: 2005 19 March :: 12.40am


me

2 sighs | hasten to drown into beautiful eyes..


chromegoblin

:: 2005 16 March :: 7.47pm
:: Music: Head Automatica - Beating Heart Baby

Its been a long day.

Just finished registering for the SAT online, my overalls fell into the toilet, had to go to school in a business suit 'cause I had no other choice, got harassed, my math tutor told me he liked me, my cat threw up on my squishy chair, almost steped/triped/ and fell on dog shit, my HSPA/Algebra 2 teacher was being an extra bitch, forgot my coat, and the lunch I ACTUALLY bought tasted really REALLY bad.

On the other hand William gave me iced tea, Mr. McMullen gave me cake, and I got loads of stuff from Sophie and Vince so I guess it wasn't all that bad.

Mr. Ryan is coming as a leperchaun and giving candy to whomever's wearing green tomorrow and since I usually don't really eat then you can all guess who I'm going to be stalking for food.

1 sigh | hasten to drown into beautiful eyes..


chromegoblin

:: 2005 14 March :: 10.47pm

I'm not really dead but my computer was which is why I haven't been heard of for almost exactly a month. So I unintentionally ended up going back on my word that I'd be around more frequently. It took me this long to fix the machine because I haven't any money to send it to a repair shop and had to wait for someone to do it for free and that kinda happened this weekend when my Chinese friend decided he wanted to try and fix it.

I hate my school... They blocked all the web journal sites from all the school computers so you can't access anything and god forbid they catch you in your e-mail account... Its like a recipe for instant death.

Emerson is suspending and kicking people out for the shittiest reasons but that's only because our new student relations 'dean' thinks he's god. In fact I think I'm on his hit list because I cut class in order to eat (I went about a week and a half without eating in my household because I refused anything my mom gave me) and I'm late frequently.

I FINALLY got a new keyboard! But I can't see what I'm typing too well 'cause my contact came off.

Now that my computer is all better (I don't know how the hell Tao did it but he fixed it) I WILL be online at least a couple of times a week starting tomorrow (not today because I feel like shit due to an infection spreading from my left cheek down to my throat) and hopefully *crosses fingers* an absense like this won't happen again.

hasten to drown into beautiful eyes..


chromegoblin

:: 2005 14 March :: 10.47pm

I'm not really dead but my computer was which is why I haven't been heard of for almost exactly a month. So I unintentionally ended up going back on my word that I'd be around more frequently. It took me this long to fix the machine because I haven't any money to send it to a repair shop and had to wait for someone to do it for free and that kinda happened this weekend when my Chinese friend decided he wanted to try and fix it.

I hate my school... They blocked all the web journal sites from all the school computers so you can't access anything and god forbid they catch you in your e-mail account... Its like a recipe for instant death.

Emerson is suspending and kicking people out for the shittiest reasons but that's only because our new student relations 'dean' thinks he's god. In fact I think I'm on his hit list because I cut class in order to eat (I went about a week and a half without eating in my household because I refused anything my mom gave me) and I'm late frequently.

I FINALLY got a new keyboard! But I can't see what I'm typing too well 'cause my contact came off.

Now that my computer is all better (I don't know how the hell Tao did it but he fixed it) I WILL be online at least a couple of times a week starting tomorrow (not today because I feel like shit due to an infection spreading from my left cheek down to my throat) and hopefully *crosses fingers* an absense like this won't happen again.

hasten to drown into beautiful eyes..


steffie-x-schaukelt

:: 2005 12 March :: 3.04pm
:: Mood: geeky
:: Music: queen misery by for my pain

I may be only 10 but I can spell.
something tells me that all of that choclate icecream and my tummy are not making friends

Maybe if I ate some vanilla icecream it would battle the chocolate icecream in the depths of my abdomin. Everyone knows that chocolate and vanilla are sworn enemies. Like planet earth and country-western singers.

I just like the idea of cannons and muskets being fired around in my tummy.
Don't you? you do. admit it. stop lying.

or I'll club you with my snowboot.

I love my sister Carley. i don't know how to make links so I'll just tell you all that her username is ACIDTEARS. Go make friends and stuff, unlike this horrible ice cream
it's probably trying to kill me.
But it won't.

There can only be ONE highlander

1 sigh | hasten to drown into beautiful eyes..


steffie-x-schaukelt

:: 2005 5 March :: 5.39pm
:: Mood: devious

YOUR SOUL IS IN MY PANTS!!
this morning I was riding my low rider bike, and this big cyclops came falling out of the sky and landed in front of me. he saw that I had a tasty granola bar in my left hand, and he said, 'I see you have a tasty granola bar in your left hand.'
so I said, "Yes, I do happen to have a tasty granola bar in my left hand.'
then he asked if he could have it, and I said 'no, Mr. Cyclops, you cannot have this tasty granola bar, for it is mine.'

then he tried to steal it, and I used my super-mega-ninja moves on him and killed him. i ate my granola bar right after.

but really, I'm at my sister's house right now. so I'm going to go.

3 sighs | hasten to drown into beautiful eyes..


Chromegoblin

:: 2005 13 February :: 8.03pm

Went to the Pizza Hut by Cliffton, NJ today... Ate alot and got hit on by the waiter boy there. It wasn't so bad since I got bread sticks, a salad, and a pizza with everything on it for free. Yup. Free.

Rilly (the waiter who's name and number I found out from a piece of paper he slipped me while I was coming out of the restroom) asked my dad if he would let me go out with him. It was excellent that my dad said something akin to no because that meant I didn't have to. It was the weirdest thing that has ever happened to me and because of that I guess I will give him a call not that I'm at all interested but he was the only guy who's ever been that straight forward to my dad and for that alone he deserves props but I'd never go on a date with him or anyone else 'cept Sye (I love you Sye *hugs*).

Winter break started on Friday but I still had to go to school yesterday from 9 til 12 pm for H.S.P.A. math review. The H.S.P.A. is New Jersey's high school profficiency assesment that basically tests to see if we actually know anything and are ready for college and from what I hear its going to be cake. What sucks though is that I have to go to school from Tuesday to Thrusday from 9 to noon to review what may be on the stupid math portion and if I don't go I may face automatic suspension (Not to mention they're starting operation 'clean sweep' whatever the fuck that may be but from the sounds of it it won't be pretty).

Blah. Oh well I guess I can take that oppurtuity to stop by the Argentinian bakery and ask Stefan (my friend who's mom owns the place) for free pasteries. mmmmmm pasteries! ^__^

I got to hang out with my baby cousin Loren today which was awesome because I love kids (all except my little cousin Nicole >=0!) so I was just there running around and parading her all over the place and taking pictures of her. Oh yeah! I recently bought a digital camera so now I have pictures! Yay! Now the only problem which isn't much of a problem at all is getting them in the computer which may I add has been threatening to crash on me for the past week. Grrr!

Since of a couple of days ago I'll be able to sign on a bit more frequently 'cause I'm a good girl. You do realize this means I have to go to church and do all these other icky things but its well worth it.

hasten to drown into beautiful eyes..


Chromegoblin

:: 2005 13 February :: 8.03pm

Went to the Pizza Hut by Cliffton, NJ today... Ate alot and got hit on by the waiter boy there. It wasn't so bad since I got bread sticks, a salad, and a pizza with everything on it for free. Yup. Free.

Rilly (the waiter who's name and number I found out from a piece of paper he slipped me while I was coming out of the restroom) asked my dad if he would let me go out with him. It was excellent that my dad said something akin to no because that meant I didn't have to. It was the weirdest thing that has ever happened to me and because of that I guess I will give him a call not that I'm at all interested but he was the only guy who's ever been that straight forward to my dad and for that alone he deserves props but I'd never go on a date with him or anyone else 'cept Sye (I love you Sye *hugs*).

Winter break started on Friday but I still had to go to school yesterday from 9 til 12 pm for H.S.P.A. math review. The H.S.P.A. is New Jersey's high school profficiency assesment that basically tests to see if we actually know anything and are ready for college and from what I hear its going to be cake. What sucks though is that I have to go to school from Tuesday to Thrusday from 9 to noon to review what may be on the stupid math portion and if I don't go I may face automatic suspension (Not to mention they're starting operation 'clean sweep' whatever the fuck that may be but from the sounds of it it won't be pretty).

Blah. Oh well I guess I can take that oppurtuity to stop by the Argentinian bakery and ask Stefan (my friend who's mom owns the place) for free pasteries. mmmmmm pasteries! ^__^

I got to hang out with my baby cousin Loren today which was awesome because I love kids (all except my little cousin Nicole >=0!) so I was just there running around and parading her all over the place and taking pictures of her. Oh yeah! I recently bought a digital camera so now I have pictures! Yay! Now the only problem which isn't much of a problem at all is getting them in the computer which may I add has been threatening to crash on me for the past week. Grrr!

Since of a couple of days ago I'll be able to sign on a bit more frequently 'cause I'm a good girl. You do realize this means I have to go to church and do all these other icky things but its well worth it.

hasten to drown into beautiful eyes..


Chromegoblin

:: 2005 8 February :: 9.21pm
:: Mood: crappy

I'm sick yet again and I guess it doesn't help that these past days I'm being chased afterschool while being pelted with ice-snow balls.

Saturday was by far the most interesting day out of these past two weeks. I found out from an old pal that my ex best friend goes around telling people I betrayed her, that I'm a whore because I was sexually taken advantage of?, that I'm trying too hard to be just like her, OH - And better yet - That I tried to take her ex boyfriend away from her. I don't know what her issue is but this quarell has been going on for about a year, however it was just now that I found this info out (except for the calling me a whore part... That one I've known).

These past couple of weeks I've had testing in all my subject areas and it was the closing of the second marking period so not only did I have LOTS of cramming to do but alot of work I was too lazy to complete before the closing of the marking period so I had to do it all in a couple of days.

Yesterday and today I had history mid-terms going on and my teacher Mr. Arauz switched our seats around so now I practically sit next to Christopher Rivera and its just more then I can stand.

How dare Nano come up to me and tell me that Christopher has changed, that he's sorry and doesn't know how to tell me?! Why does he want my forgiveness anyway? So I can blindly trust him again just so he can abuse of me like he did before? Fuck no. No way I'm not falling for it. I'd much rather throw myself into a vat of acid then even attempt a conversation with his rapist ass.

Just when things are getting better something always has to happen to ruin everything...

hasten to drown into beautiful eyes..

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