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2005 21 September :: 10.53pm
October 14th @ 8pm IM ON SALE!!!
Morning Star bitches. its a man auction...like a bacholer thing but less dressy and so much hotter. so please ladies come bid on me or at least be there to make me feel like im hott...cause god knows ima need it. SO SERIOUSLY PELASE COME I WANT YOU TO BID ON THIS HOTT PIECE OF ASS HERE.
i really hope you guys show up. come on you know you want to.
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2005 20 September :: 12.41am
:: Music: Any Thing.
Some day i will die.
Sitting in the grass outside of town staring into a dark and cloudy sky with the wind blowing fierce as hell into my face and my hair going everywhere and slapping my cheeks and pricking my eyes and forcing them to water...i couldnt have been happier. i hate sunny days. i wish every fucking day was cold windy and dark...things just feel better on days like today. so while i was sitting there i kinda thought to myself...what the fuck? i mean like i want to feel so happy and free...and i fucking had the chance...the perfect chance in life to just go and be alive and free....i fucking threw it away....and why? i dont really know. i mean i thought about it later tonight when i was at ihop with sam. why didnt i take my chance and run away to detroit. would it have been coward like to run away from all my problems like that? was i afraid i was going to hurt someone or something? theres no one here who loves me, so im not going to fucking leave anyone behind who would fucking die without me . so i didnt go...obviously and im kinda regretting it...but i also think. i kinda want to really earn my freedom. and quitting my job was the best thing for me right now. the first real step to getting away. im sure you think im fucking stupid for doing it especially with all the expenses i have right now. BUT i dont fucking care. it was the best thing i could have done for myself. im away from that low paying assine time consuming smelly hell. so ive got a couple jobs that look promising god damn i hope one comes through for me soon and fast god please. so yeah hopefully ill get this new job and money will no longer be a problem and for gods good sake ill be able to start saving a little money fucking christ. you know. anyway. so yeah i was a fucking dick to alot of people and i realize that i talk out of my ass alot about issues i dont have place to stick my nose in. im admitting it and stopping it sorry. really i am fucking sorry. and i thank a certain person for accepting the fact that i fucked up and forgiving me today. you know who you are so thanks. and im sorry if anyone else was pissed the fuck off by me. im really sorry. im done with that sticking my nose anywhere i can bullshit. i realize i stay in my life and my bussiness....not yours. sorry. seriously. anyway other than that wow...i suck. and life is still feeling kinda good even though things sorta fucking suck....when it comes to money issues. but yeah ill get over it. sorry bitches. so im rambling now cause im all out of things to say. i love life and all of you. sorry. o and a really big sorry to a couple of folks. SORRY STACY. SORRY JAY. SORRY DERRIK. yeah thats it.
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2005 15 September :: 5.37pm
:: Music: Motion City Soundtrack - Everything Is Alright.
Alright...Just Alright
Maybe this world aint such a bad place after all you know?
I mean there are troubling times, i just got out of 3, so im not saying its perfect.
But maybe its just alright from time to time.
We are all gonna make it through somehow.
Im done worrying so fucking much.
I've made my first big mistake...i was scared big time. but after i fixed it i realize how imporant making those big mistakes is to forming your personality. and now im ready to make some more....just with more insignt this time.
Life Is Good.
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2005 10 September :: 3.27pm
7 months and counting....till whatever? 2 months till we have fall again. and 3 seconds until i forget your name...opps to late you fuck off. gah i miss november
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2005 9 September :: 6.12am
:: Music: Motion City SOundtrack - Everything Is Alright.
PARTAY!!!
Ok so its a go bonfire at my house at 9:30 tonight ok you guys? and girls.
everyone who dosent hate matt whetzel is invited. if anyone brings alcholol then they should warn me cause at this point i dont think there will be any. but i dont care if its here or not i would like to just see everyone whose still left behind that college didnt steal from me. anyway so i cant wait to see you all here tonight *hugs all* and stacy i may or may not come to your fire on saturday i have to work untill 11pm on saturday so if im not dead afterward and your party is still on after 11pm then i will swing by smelling of grease. *hugs to stacy*
EDIT - i just watched the most amazing film called. my life after me. and this lady is like 26 and she is dying but she hasnt and wont tell anyone not her husband her two daugthers or her mother. no one and then when she realizes shes almost out of days she leaves the house for a while and goes to a dark feild in her truck and she takes a tape recorder and records birthday messages for her girls, one for each and every birthday. everytime revealing more and more about who she was in life and who she hopes her girls will become with the guidence she gave them in life and the thought of her after death....it was beautiful.
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2005 5 September :: 5.37pm
Life In General Update.
just got out of work and i cant breath but thats ok any way. i start college tommrow its my first day YAZOR!!! anyway im scared shitless i dont know which matt to bring to class....im thinking i should be the introverted matt and just sit and learn and fuck social interaction till later in the year. but then i think taht thingswould be more bareable and fun if i just went in all friendly like and communicated with people and then focused and was quiet during lecture times....whatever ill figure it out i guess. and well im about to get all dressed up and go to walmart for an app. (tight jeans and a black sweater, not suit and tie.) so fucking wish my ass luck please cause i need this new job liz said cashiers make great fucking pay and with her AND her mom as references im almost sure ill get an interview. so you guys fucking wish me luck and ...i suddenly feel the need to throw up this is fucking weird...o god i feel horrible...ok its gone now...what the fuck was that all about ...hmm? anyway blah blah blah . yoko is still cute and shes starting to get really really big im glad i bought her the new cage. i think id like to get her a new one with some big ass ferret sized running tubes and like string the tubes up ALL over the fucking room like outline the room in rat tunnels ...lol that would be so stupid looking but you know she would have a fucking ball. lol well cocoa is still the cutest thing on earth. dads dating shasa warners mom and it keeps him out of the house. i dont know who shasa warner is but she sounds really familar. guess she is a senior this year so stacy you might know her, and stacy please count me in for the dresden dolls concert cause um i would kill you if you forgot me in those plans.you all acting like i dont like them and shit WHATEVER BITCH and your bunnie is cute.....o well im off to walmart...my stomach is sick.
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2005 3 September :: 5.22pm
work....i own that company now....and its akward. i havent gone into work on time in 3 weeks and i just didnt go into work at all for like 2 days this week....and im not fired. im not even written up. i go into today to turn in my two weeks notice cause id rather quit than get fired (by the way i havent been going in cause i dont respect that company and if they really cared about me not coming in id be fired by now) anyway so yeah tammy says "we cant afford to lose anyone. we wont fire you matt...." so im stuck with the thought. 'wow they wont fire me...is this a ticket to do as i please or is this the lucky strike that i got to teach me that i need to start going in on time and such?' well i still need a higher paying job next time i get a day off ill go search for one and it will be super mucho fun....stupid gas prices. well chao bitches.
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2005 31 August :: 7.12pm
guess who just reserved a copy of kingdom hearts 2 ...this guy right here. yeah im a fucking nerd but i loved the first one to death and the second cant let me down for a measly 50 dollar price tag....
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2005 31 August :: 3.29am
:: Music: Death Cab For Cutie - I Will Follow You Into The Darkness
Wonderful
Ok so the new death cab for cutie cd FUCKING ROCKS MY GOD DAMN SOCKS. i hung out with liz tonight...every time we hang out i feel like charlie and his tunnel. so fucking infinte. its a wonder why we didnt discover a friendship in highschool....i guess its a good thing though. cause alot of highschool friendships have no problem dieing out after class stops meeting. I LOVE YOU LIZ!!! god damn we have so much fun together. even though all we did tonight was chill around her campus. beautiful night for walking and smoking. it sucked that i had to leave it all and go back to hell....some day i wont have to leave anymore. someday itll just be down the road. ill find a purgatory instead of a hell...that will be nice. so yeah PLANS the death cab album fucking rocks. and liz fucking rocks. "I can do it, just not when someone is trying to stick it in my mouth while im walking" - Liz Artecki.
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2005 30 August :: 2.27am
http://cherstapler.ytmnd.com/
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2005 29 August :: 11.02pm
text books =189$
parking fee for 25 days = 50$
Gas for a full week of class = 60$ ( not including travel to and from work or for pleasure)
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2005 27 August :: 3.53pm
:: Music: Death Cab For Cutie - Stryofoam Plates
Death Cab For Cutie New Alubm - PLANS
Guess Whose New Album Comes Out On The 30th? THATS FUCKING RIGHT DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! god damn im so fucking excited. im going to be first in fucking line to get that god damn cd. 12 tracks of pure inebreation on a cd. I LOVE YOU DCFC!!!! (by the way the album is called PLANS)
IN OTHER MUSIC NEWS.
Alien Ant Farm has just realeased tour dates for north america. They are coming to detroit. thats as close as they are coming to us.Death Cab For Cutie has annouced SOME tour dates but none close to michigan yet. Bright Eyes....conor we are still waiting for you to annouce something mister sticky pants. well my music love and rambling is over for today. GO BUY THE NEW DCFC ALBUM YOU FUCKS!!!
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2005 26 August :: 10.53pm
College....wow.
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2005 26 August :: 3.32pm
:: Mood: excited
YAY!! I'm at CMU finally!!! question: my internet works, and so does msn messenger....but i can't get aol messenger to work.. it's very frusturating....does anyone know what i can do to get it to work??? anyways, let me know!! having a blast!!
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2005 24 August :: 5.32am
so im at steak and shake. i pick up the ketchup bottle and shake it around a little to get that nasty liqued that settles at the top to you know...not be there and get all over my fries right? so im shaking it and the top flies off and my face is coverd in ketchup my neck my sweater my face the table the floor.... i bend my head and the laughter insues. thats all. funny as fuck.
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