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2007 28 February :: 8.06pm
I know that I complain a lot about all of my problems, but I swear one of these days, it'll be for a good cause.
Right now, I just have a lot of venting to do.
I've quit talking to my mother.
She's been trying for days to contact me.
She keeps leaving me voicemails, and last night she told me I need to leave Mike for this guy that lives in GERMANY and is being shipped to Iraq for a year and a half.
Fuck that. I'm NOT leaving my boyfriend who I love entirely for a guy, that I had a crush on when I was 12.
Im not going to listen to someone who cheated on their husband with who knows how many guys and then blame the divorce on him. I refuse.
Im not going to listen to someone who turns trick for a bag of weed TWO DAYS AFTER she sits there and tells me she LOVES Joe.
I'm sick of her bullshit.
She needs help but she refuses to get it. She's in denial.
She left me a voicemail today saying that she's going to assume that I'm pregnant and too scared to tell her and thats why I'm avoiding her.
What the fuck kind of voicemail is that?
Honestly.
She doesn't realize that she's hurting everyone around her.
She's pushing everyone away from her and it doesn't even phase her.
Tomorrow is my dads birthday and because I love him, Im baking him a cake and surprising him with it! :]
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2007 27 February :: 10.24pm
i hate being fucking sick... i hatei t so much.
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2007 27 February :: 6.48pm
so yeah, we lost internet, i'm using B's computer, he still kinda has internet. its real slow though
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2007 27 February :: 1.20am
man, AJ is right, i am a post whore.
but anyways, this is the first time in awhile i'll be getting to bed at a decent time, usually its like 12ish i go to bed and i can never sleep worth shit.
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2007 26 February :: 9.37pm
i found someone that spells tomorrow worse than mindy.
its courtney, brandon's g/f
CbRoWn 7 7 9 2 (9:34:30 PM): Neato
CbRoWn 7 7 9 2 (9:36:39 PM): i have detention all day tmrw hhaa
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2007 26 February :: 4.19pm
quiz
[my name is]: Chelsea
[in the morning i was]: pissed because I had to babysit
[all i need now is]: to go home and rest
[love is]: an awesome feeling
[i'm afraid of]: heights
[i dream about]: crazy things. one time i had a dream that our school counsoler killed my parents it was scary
You:
-- Middle name: Chelsea Louise
-- Birth time: 11 something I believe
-- Birthplace : Big Rapids Hospital
-- Last place traveled: like a trip? I think probably when mindy and jessica and I went camping in Cadilac
-- Eye Color: poopy brown
-- Nail Color: natural
-- Height: 5'3"ish i think
-- Zodiac Sign: Gemini
Describe:
-- Your heritage: Irish, Scottish, English
-- The shoes you wore today: My comfy shoes that everyone thinks are ugly but I think they're fucking sweet.
-- Your hair: too long, red
-- Your weakness: money
-- Your perfect pizza: extra, extra cheese with sausage, and pepperoni
What is:
-- Your most overused phrase: your face and i'm not going to lie
-- Your thoughts first waking up: i hate mornings
-- Your current worry: if i'm ever going to have a car again
-- Your plans tomorrow: go to school, come home and babysit for alittle bit, then go to the game.
-- Your best physical feature: i dont know, i'm told i have big boobs and a nice butt i guess lol
-- Your bedtime: between 10:30 and one in the morning
You prefer:
-- sunrise or sunset: Sunrise
-- gore or horror: horror
-- eastside or westside: uhh north side?
-- stripes or polka dots: polka dots
-- Planes or trains: trains
-- metal or hardcore: Metal
-- Pools or hot tubs: pools
Do You:
-- Do you think you've been in love: I know I have
-- Want to get married: Never really wanted to but I could change my mind someday.
-- Type w/ your fingers: ??
-- Like to take baths: yup
-- Get motion sickness: sometimes
-- Like talking on the phone: eh, depends
-- Like thunderstorms: yes
-- Play an instrument: yup
-- Workout: used to, need to
-- Like reading: yes
Favorite:
-- Body part: uhh...elbow
-- Kind of fruit: strawberries
--Music to fall asleep to: John Meyer or Dashboard Confessionals
-- Car: Camaro
-- Thing to do: hang out with cool people
-- Horror movie: probably the exorsist to be honest
-- Color: pink and green
-- Food: italian
The Future:
-- Age you hope to be married: I dont want to get married by a certain age, just when I'm good and ready to
-- Numbers and Names of Children: I hate kids
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: Elvis style Vegas wedding
-- How do you want to die: I'll never die, I'm invinsible
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: a psychologist/writter
-- What country would you most like to visit: Ireland
Opposite Sex:
-- Best eye color: Blue
-- Best hair color: Brownish blonde
-- Best personality trait: sense of humor and honesty
-- Best height: taller than me
-- Best articles of clothing: Whatever suits them best
-- Best first date location: something simple
-- Best first kiss location: uhh on the lips lol
Finish:
-- I eat: food
-- I think: you're gay
-- I am: awesome
-- I adore: AJ
-- I suck at: life. lol the board game!
-- I am obsessed with: myself
-- I can: eat almost a whole junior whopper with cheese
-- I can't wait: till graduation and my birthday
-- I am annoyed with: imature people
So bored. Now I'm done
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2007 26 February :: 12.05pm
opnions? thoughts?
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2007 26 February :: 11.51am
i'm feeling pretty pessmistic lately.
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2007 25 February :: 10.08pm
there really isn't enough time on the weekends to do everything i want.
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2007 25 February :: 4.48pm
ohio bound and down.
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2007 24 February :: 1.40pm
this is for me.
http://www.northwestoffroad.com/parts/engineswap.html
fucking 22RE toyota motor. it doesn't run anymore.
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2007 24 February :: 12.28pm
:: Mood: Stressed
:: Music: Slow Motion - Third Eye Blind
Sometimes when things are perfect, they totally suck.
So a lot has happened this week.
The stress load that I had, when from a shit ton, to very little to a whopping fuck ton.
Truths are coming out about my mother.
I had already assumed some of them, but they were confirmed yesterday.
And more were brought out from under a 15 year log.
I have lost all respect for her.
It all just makes me sick to my stomach.
And I don't even want to see her.
It's pretty upsetting when HER best friend calls ME crying because she's worried about my mother.
Neither one of us know what to do.
We want to help her, but we don't know what the most effective approach would be.
Other than that, everything is great.
I have my job back.
I'm hopefully going to get hired in soon.
I got another raise. So I now make $9.00 an hour.
Not too shabby.
Hopefully it'll go up when I get hired in.
Either that or I can find another job that pays even more than that.
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2007 23 February :: 9.35am
:: Mood: excited!
I made Snowcoming court!! =)
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2007 22 February :: 3.49pm
You know you think I'm cute...!
Get your own CrushTag!
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2007 22 February :: 3.38pm
The last few days have been sort of stressful.
I'm still suffering a bad cold.
Thankfully its not pneumonia.
I have an acute respiratory tract infection.
Woo.. Not.
I can barely breathe and my head hurts really bad.
I went to the doctor today.
I hadn't ever been to this one before, and he's already telling me he's worried about my weight.
His words were "You're tall, but don't weigh what you should"
Things are work are going pretty decent.
But I think Lisa is going back to Rockford.
Anyway, its nappy nap time.
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