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2006 20 December :: 12.13am
so yeah, class was a complete waste.
went there, sat around, bullshitted. Played some cards with a buncha people and baboolal
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2006 19 December :: 4.43pm
RIP grandma barb.
its been one year ago today since you left.
your number is still on my phone :(
I miss you.
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2006 18 December :: 4.07pm
the probe decided to spew tranny fluid the other night, I got my refund check in the mail from sallie mae, anyone know of a $300 car for sale? that runs decent.
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2006 17 December :: 11.58pm
So lifes been going pretty good. I have about 4 christmas parties this week so that should be alot of fun. Then December 26th am leaving for Florida for 2 weeks. So that means I get to spend my birthday in Florida. Which is awesome, because I hate winter. My kittens are already getting so big. I am really liking my new job. So am super happy thats working out. I just went and hanged out with a bunch of people from work today, so am finally starting to feel like I fit in. Its different being with all girls now. Not sure if I like it yet or not. It kinda differs everyday on that one. Other then that its just been the usual, drinking and work.
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2006 17 December :: 1.27am
Just like to take the time to say, I made an ass out of myself.
Or atleast I feel like a total ass.
I called Justy tonight and I was completely hysterical.
I was out driving around and I started to have what I thought was a panic attack.
I guess I just need to stop pretending that everything is peachy keen.
Especially when I'm feeling completely empty and numb inside.
I have a problem.
I'm depressed.
And I think about how I am going to die.
I don't think about killing myself.
I just think of all the different kinds of acts of God that could accure and I'd be history.
Is that the same as suicidal thoughts?
Anyway, time to go to bed and try and get rid of the stress headache.
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2006 14 December :: 12.26pm
Mike and I were both sick last night.
He was the only one that was able to get up and go to work.
Lucky him.
Instead I sit here, hoping my head really doesn't explode.
I think I miss him more when I'm sick.
All he did was cuddle me this morning and of course all of last night.
But this morning he was holding his shoulder when he went to get in the shower, because he slept on his bad shoulder all night just so he could cuddle me.
And I felt bad.
I love him so much.
I know we have our problems, and have a little argument atleast once a day.
But I want it to last.
As I sit here writing this and recieve a text from him, I start crying.
I'm pathetic.
I miss him so much right now.
I'm not sure if the crying is because I miss him, or because of the headache, or even both.
Anyway, getting my hair cut today.
Well, more or less a trim.
Then maybe off to Lori's to get it highlighted.
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2006 13 December :: 12.15pm
i'm coming home now, bad stuff happened, not to me, to some of my family.
dont worry about it, just wish me safe luck on driving home.
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2006 12 December :: 5.25pm
my next class is high-performance welding.
i think i'm liking it.
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2006 11 December :: 12.32am
watching darkside of the rainbow, anyone ever seen it?
i think its awesome.
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2006 10 December :: 8.03pm
Today Mike and I took his eight year old daughter the mall.
Never again.
Those are the only words I can find to describe the experience.
But it made me feel like we were a family.
Put weird feelings in my heart.
But I love him to death.
Christmas is coming, and I have all my shopping to do yet!
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2006 8 December :: 9.17pm
so, here we go.
i arrived at boxes like 3 hours ago, i'm hungry, box and bonnie fell asleep, where to next, i dont know lol.
(edit)
went to nates, nobody is home.
walked to lizzy's, nobody is home.
went to mindy/jay/brenton's, mindy on her way out the door, nobody else there.
i'm bored now, damn it
(edit again)
i'm at jimi's now, we ate pizza rolls, and we decided to walk to tonys... man were bored.
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2006 8 December :: 2.57pm
so what do you guys have planned for springs break?
anyone wanna go to kansas and burn down the westboro baptist church?
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2006 8 December :: 7.47am
i have feelings for him, and i have to ush him away
i agree with you liz, it is for the best
but it hurts
and i want to push everyone away
i don't know how to explain all of this to him, and i know he doesn't quite grasp the gravity of this situation.
but i am a horrible person, and m. should not want to find anything from me, just as i know in my heart that i can never have anything from a.
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2006 7 December :: 5.53pm
:: Music: Elliot Smith- Twighlight
i feel like a mistress....
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2006 7 December :: 1.02pm
i just wanna say happy birthday to my douchebag brother, you know i'm only kidding ty, he's 17 now, it really makes me feel old.
happy birthday kid.
maybe next summer i'll teach you to canoe.
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