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skife

:: 2008 26 July :: 3.28am

do you ever wonder why you save things from the past that should have been disposed of?

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skife

:: 2008 25 July :: 9.30pm

shitty day.

shitty night.


whoop-de-fucking-do

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skife

:: 2008 23 July :: 3.48am

so, i've figured out my relationship problem.

the reason i can't ever get into a relationship that is good anymore is a trust issue, no matter how great the girl is, i don't think i'll ever be able to be in love, i was fucked over once along time ago, and now i've always got my defences up being prepared to shit to hit the fan, its made me cold. No idea how to fix this though.

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skife

:: 2008 20 July :: 11.47pm
:: Mood: accomplished

24 days.

progress.

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skife

:: 2008 20 July :: 1.30am

so i was at work today bitching about tips, and stoner rachel was all like "you should grow some titties" it made me lul a bit


25 days.

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Atman

:: 2008 18 July :: 2.46pm
:: Music: Weezer: Pardon Me

Why so Serious?
Whelp, its been awhile since I updated. I've been randomly flicking on my friend's page here and there babbling randomly about things but I figure I'm due for an update.

Lets see, I'm employed now, still stuck with the rents, and single. 1 out of 3 ain't bad, I figure. Specially as I'm not even sure I want that last one fixed. Bringing a girl into my life has done nothing but cause hell, so maybe I should stay away from the chicas for awhile. Other than that, I'm trying to hang out with people as best as I can, but I'm sucking at it. I'm due to call Chris soonish and engage in some drunken shenanigans, kevin's been blowing me off, and I really need to go see kelly and PJ. Its on my to do list, among other things.

Everything's kind of been a blur lately too. I hate this stupid dreamstate that I'm in where nothing seems real, like I'm killing time for some grand finale.

Went to see the new Batman, and I was completely blown away. I really didn't think Heath Ledger could play the joker well at all, and was surprised. Saw it at the imax and I'm honestly tempted to do it again.

School is still slowly approaching, bringing a looming shadow with it. I'm on academic probation AGAIN, and I didn't do too terrible last semester, I just was short a credit or two. That and the constant feeling that I'm wasting my time with this plastics thing. Ok, I know I am, but once more, its way too late to pick something else, and its my own fault for picking it for the reasons I did. I'm just hoping I can halfass my way through the rest of it unlike what happened at central.

I'm going to go try sleeping for a bit, though with my back torn to hell thanks to kitty litter, I'm wondering how successful that will actually be. Later.

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skife

:: 2008 18 July :: 5.56am

heath ledger was an amazing joker.

he's also good at making pencil's dissapear.

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skife

:: 2008 17 July :: 10.42pm

26 days, I'll strike in about 2 weeks.

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skife

:: 2008 17 July :: 1.31am
:: Mood: pissed off

I missed an amazing photo oppertunity tonight.

drove by rosie's diner at 1:15, noticed all the Neon is still on outside, fly home to get the camera, turn the camera on and nothing, battery is dead :(

Would have been an amazing mustang picture too.

*sigh*

in other news, 27 days left of my scheme, and it seems to be coming together, i just may win yet.

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skife

:: 2008 13 July :: 11.47am

Erin, your not going to get the joke, but.

"YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED TO RENT HERE ANYMORE!"

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skife

:: 2008 13 July :: 11.23am

work'd some old job last night, start some new job tomorrow.

Josh is coming over and we're going to do some brodies in his Lincoln

last night was pretty amazing.

other than the 4.5 hours of sleep, i'm doing great.

bows


skife

:: 2008 11 July :: 3.34pm

decided to finish cleaning the stang today, cleaned all the shit out, the domelight and map lights both work now, the "ting ting ting" noise when you hit bumps is fixed, it was a lose piece of trim. got that all done and was still a bit bored.

so i polished the keys

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skife

:: 2008 11 July :: 2.30am

If I wind up dead in the next few weeks

Look to this girl

Erin Marie Crisp
3523 Landsdowne Ct, Pearland, TX 77584

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skife

:: 2008 11 July :: 12.05am

i feel some woohu drama coming on.....

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rayray

:: 2008 9 July :: 5.07pm

A friend of Mike and I's died this morning.
He was riding his motorcycle to work this morning and hit a deer.
He managed to ride it out, but by that time it was too late because he was in the other lane, and was hit by a truck.
He was put into several bags.
And his helmet was found away from his body, but the chin strap was still under his chin.

Here's the freaky part.
Kirk died on the bike he bought from his friend Norm.
Norm was killed in February while working on Kirks car. (The car fell on him).

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