<marquee> My Soul Cries for deliverance~*</marquee>

man, i think this is the most depressed i've ever been.

fuck.

the good news is that me and box found dave mirra free style BMX 2 at software ect toinght for $3.99

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skife

:: 2007 10 September :: 2.10am

tonight's adventure was interesting.

we rolled past best buy and there was a bunch of people outside, i asked what they we're waiting for and one guy said "we're waiting for PS4!"

it was hilarious.

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skife

:: 2007 7 September :: 11.59am

last night, i downloaded

Clutch, live at the orbit room 3-17-07 not the best recording, but i was there :D

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allyson

:: 2007 6 September :: 12.41pm
:: Mood: crazy

baby
Wow... I can't believe how longs it's been since I actually updated either of my journals. How crazy life has been!

I never talk to anyone anymore and it makes me miss all those sad pathetic days of blink 182 and parties with the group.

I saw james about 4 months ago. He looked healthy. I think. I havn't heard anything from him since then.

I saw Joe yesturday while I was working. He's doing good it seems. Working third shift at family fare and his dad is out of the hospital.

I saw david with his very pretty girlfriend a month ago (yes while I was working). They both seem happy.

Everyone seems good but, you don't talk to anyone like you used to. I have finally been talking to Raych more. The problem was. I am poor and she is altell. I have verizon therefore talking to her takes up my whole 700 minutes that Jared and I share.

I can't believe I am going to have a baby. What is life going to be like? OMG it's so crazy. It isn't going to be just Jared and I. We are going to have a real family, all the time. I mean. Jared has a daughter but... it's different. I try to make it not different. But it is and it always will be. I just can't wait to bring her home and put her in her crib and dress her in all the clothes we got. And of course.. for me to loose all this stupid weight I have gained. A part of me is scared that she will turn out a he. Haha.. knowing my luck I wouldn't be suprised. Anyways.. I don't know what to write. Now that I have internet maybe I will keep this thing updated. doubt it but maybe.

If you want to look at any pictures or anything go to my myspace. You can see how fat I am now. :)

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skife

:: 2007 6 September :: 11.22am

wow, i'm horrible at accomplishing my goals.

my truck still doesn't run
i still live at home
i now don't have a job

i need to buckle down and get back to school.

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rayray

:: 2007 5 September :: 3.40pm

So it's been awhile since I have had something of some use or interest.
I still work the same shitty job.
Mike and I are doing great. Wonderful as a matter of fact.
I spent a lot of time with my dad, sister and brother (in law) this weekend.
I had a lot of fun.
Mike went to fireworks with my sister, dad and I.
We walked.. Pretty amazing.
Hopefully this time next year, Mike will be a probation officer or whatever he decides to be, and I will be able to not work haha..

I got my first speeding ticket..
I just called to see how much it is going to be..
$86 dollars isn't bad. :)

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moomoo

:: 2007 4 September :: 4.29pm

Well its been 5 months for me and kyle. We are really starting to get up there ;) My new job is going great. Looking into walker medical to start at a PCT. Prly gonna go in January. So then I can get my new Job to pay for most of it. Then maybe going for my LPN. So we will see how it goes. We are staying at alpine slopes and moving to a one bedroom loft. But we dont know when yet, were on the waiting list. Hopefully next month. So the cocktail party is prly gonna get put back a month, sorry guys. But it will still happen. But am excited to finally combine stuff, its gonna look really nice. So other then that just working, hanging out with freinds, and Kyle.

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skife

:: 2007 3 September :: 10.15am

i just woke up, this weekend turned from something crappy to something alright.

you know, i havn't been drunk since i turned 21, weird huh?

the car breaking got me thinking about death.

the night before the tie rod end broke i was doing 95 down a rough part of the highway, if the tie rod would have let loose there, i would have smashed into a concrete wall or a line of traffic. just thinking about it freaks me out a bit.

hopefully next week gets better.

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skife

:: 2007 2 September :: 9.52pm

today, miranda took jessi sly and myself here.

http://forums.ghosttowns.com/showthread.php?t=15355&highlight=marlborough

marlborough mi, michigan's largest ghost town..

its amazingly huge.

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