'How can I stand here with you, and not be moved by you.'

:: 2009 4 April :: 9.46pm
:: Music: Lily Allen- The Fear

And I am a weapon of massive consumption/ And its not my fault it�s how I�m programmed to function/ I�ll look at the sun and I�ll look in the mirror/ I�m on the right track yeah we're on to a winner..
maybe i have a higher purpose in life.

going to vegas on tuesday, and planning on getting crazy.

:: 2009 3 April :: 10.19pm
:: Music: Everclear- Amphetamine

She looks so bored sometimes/ She has that super pale skin and those soft green eyes/ She looks like she could have been happy in a better life...
She came out west to find the sun
She lost her name but found a new one
Amy goes to school all day
But at night in the neighborhood
They call her amphetamine

She is perfect in that fucked up way
That all the magazines seem to want to glorify these days
She looks like a teenage anthem
She looks like she used to be happy
With the girl inside

She looks so bored sometimes
She has that super pale skin and those soft green eyes
She looks like she could have been happy in a better life

She came out west just to break away clean
From her family and her friends
Just a little girls dream
All she wants to do every night
Is sit beside my window and listen to the sirens

She is perfect in that fucked up way
That all the magazines seem to want to glorify these days

She looks like a teenage anthem
And she looks like she should have been happy
In another life

In another life, ooh, in another life
Yeah, in another life

She came out west just to break the spell
After three long years in a marriage from hell
Six months clean, living sober and right
The doctors tell her everything will be alright

Yeah you just take your pill
And everything will be alright
Yeah you just take your pill
And everything will be alright

She looks like a teenage anthem
She looks like a magazine girl
She looks like a teenage anthem
Like she used to be happy in another world

She looks like a teenage anthem
She is happy with the girl inside
She looks like a teenage anthem
And looks like she could have been happy
In another life

In another life, happy in another life
Ooh, in another life, happy in another life
In another life, happy in another life

Met her at a party and I took her home
She is the saddest girl that I have ever known
She wakes me up in the middle of the night
Just to tell me everything will be alright
Amy smiles at me and tells me everything will be alright
Yeah, amy smiles at me and tells me everything will be alright

Yeah, I tell myself the same damn thing
Everyday
Everything will be alright
Ooh, everything will be alright
Everything will be alright.

:: 2009 1 April :: 10.02pm
:: Music: Everclear- I Will Buy You A New Life

They might think you're happy/ Yeah maybe for a minute or two/ They can't make you laugh/ No, they can't make you feel the way that I do...
maybe tomorrow brings good news for once?

not hopeful.

Edward

:: 2009 19 March :: 10.19pm

:: 2009 10 March :: 9.50pm
:: Music: The Killers- All These Things That I've Done

Another head aches, another heart breaks/ I am so much older than I can take/ And my affection, well it comes and goes/ I need direction to perfection, no no no no...
yeah, I'm getting there. I need some hope to hang my hat on.

:: 2009 6 March :: 9.47pm
:: Music: Soul Coughing- Circles

For the right price I can get everything/ Slip into the car, go driving to the farthest star...
a good day.

:: 2009 5 March :: 5.01pm
:: Music: Panic at the Disco- Nine in the Afternoon

Back to the street, down to our feet/ Losing the feeling of feeling unique/ Do you know what I mean?/ Back to the place, where we used to say/ Man, it feels good to feel this way
I'm starting to get frustrated with.... not really knowing where my life is going or where I will be a year from now.

Edward

:: 2009 25 February :: 9.30pm
:: Music: Beck- Girl

fists pounding on a vending machine/ toy diamond ring stuck on her finger/ with a noose she could hang from the sun/ and put it out with her dark sunglasses
(It starts tomorrow.)

Hmm... this week is dragging. Work is aggravating. I drink way too much wine.

I think I am ready for 2009 to be over...Get me out of here!

:: 2009 23 February :: 9.50pm
:: Music: MGMT- Kids

The memories fade/ Like looking through a fogged mirror/ Decisions to decisions are made and not bought/ But I thought this wouldn't hurt a lot/ I guess not
I'm not looking forward to the next step.

It sucks that this is the way we have to do it.

yeah...i'm bitter.

4 FeyBebop | Edward

:: 2009 22 February :: 7.52pm
:: Music: Ben Kweller- Lizzy

Like momma said/ dont ya let it go to your head/ when your town is painted red/ I'm so proud to know you
Went to the Ben Kweller concert on Thursday with Eliz. It's weird to see that he's gotten old (and we've gotten old, too).

Good times. We ate a lot of food, gambled $3, gave fake names and numbers to some parking attendants, rode the (homeless) people mover, and mostly made (drunk off our asses) fools out of ourselves.

5 FeyBebop | Edward

:: 2009 14 February :: 11.14pm
:: Music: Matt&Kim- Daylight

I have five clocks in my life/ And only one has the time right/ I'll just unplug it for today
trying to keep up with this a little better.

we went to Olga's in the mall for vday. totally an old married couple.

i think that i don't update anymore because i dont do anything interesting anymore.

6 FeyBebop | Edward

:: 2009 13 February :: 9.11pm
:: Music: Keane- Spiralling

I fashioned you from jewels and stone/ I made you in the image of myself/ I gave you everything you wanted/ So you would never know anything else
pretty sad that I have less than page of journal entries in a year.

:: 2009 1 February :: 6.40pm

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